why do we struggle everyday. why do we pretend to be happy when we are not. why do we do things we don’t like . I am closing in on my 30 birthday and I realize never in my life I have been happy for more than few months at once.I know a lot of my friends who look happy and might be secretly posting here . The pain people hide is seriously admirable and all that just because of the society , we all are going to die one day so why not that day be Tomorrow. you go to sleep tonight and don’t wake up tomorrow. Just end it end the sacrifices the pain the expectations the disappointments the lies the betrayals the angry faces the struggles the survival the sadness the reality the long nights the tiring days the dull evenings the depressing morning