I always promised myself that i would never fall in love, yet fall in love with a guy. Well I did. His name is Jason and he means the world to me. He told me from that he was not looking for a boyfriend. But i later found out that he fell in love with a guy name Don and a Dr. named Chad. I just want Jason to hang out with me and love me like I love him. The only problem, is that i do not know how to kill myself that will be painless and effective. […]