Hi , I didn’t thought I will write in this site again , but things has changed and only suicidals could understand me , I escaped my hell life to start a new life else where , far away , thought people will leave me alone , but they are not , it is suprising how people could make a supject or problem or interest in things that won’t affect them , and should not bother them, but what could make a joy for a person who have nothing to do in the evening, except making joy of someone else story or life , I […]
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I had visual and tactile hallucinations before , but recently I noticed that drinking little coffee causing me to hallucinate so badly , I can know if I was hallucinating, but it became worse when I have both tactile and visual hallucination and I panic , and they look real , I also had headaches, I don’t use either drugs or alcohol or even nicotine, I eat healthy , I was wandering if there is some drugs in the coffee , because it is suspicious situation , waiting for a response.
I’m considering leaving this website , it doesn’t look I get any benefits by talking with suicidal or unsuisidal people at all , I will consider other options , what I realised is that talking is the worst way out when it comes to suicide issues , at least for me , sign off.
It is time for the media controlled by regressive thinkers and billionaires to shut up , this also apply to the regressive people who don’t have problem to lose years of their lifes and freedom in their luxury houses , it is not a surprise that the icu overwhelmed in certain seasons , death rate by covid is high only when you are old or have immune system problems , so if there is lockdowns or someone support them stay at home while we are the others taking decisions about our health , we are capable human beings don’t need politics to control every aspect […]
I have lost everything in my life , my life is destroyed , I have nothing , I can’t stand the reality and justification of restrictions bc what I think and know is that the virus have less probability to kill , what this virus did is nothing , in contrary to the restrictions and laws , they took our freedom , this world is just horrific utopia, they said they want to safe lifes , and they shut everything and prevented people from walking outdoors , stay at home ironic , like living in your own prison, the economy has been destroyed , the […]