To those over the last decade I’ve let down, hurt, pushed away and made empty promises; I’m sorry, but none this will change. I’ll continue to walk the same path I always have and I can’t anymore. When you finally find this and read it just know I wish it would have been different and I that I’m sorry I have to hurt you one last time, but at least this time I can promise it will be the last.
xRocketroxasx
It’s been over a year since I felt the need to self harm in order to get some peace of mind for short period. Today it was unbearable, the ceaseless disarray of thoughts laying on me with their full weight on me. I had to divert attention, in the past I’ve stuck with spots so clearly out of sight no one would ever know, but I was so set on relief I just went after my arms and the sensitive skin to provide the best release. Thank goodness it’s winter and business requires button up shirts. In the past this would of been a costly […]
I’ve been reading quietly on here for a while. I figure that’s how most people introduce themselves here on this site. I’ve been holding on too for a long time, longer than I care to admit, but the thing that has kept me here is finally over. No reasons to stay now. That final piece of light has finally been snuffed out, and I don’t know how long I’ll last without anything to light my way.