I just feel so stuck right now. Everyone around me is always telling me how I’m such an inspiration to them and how they want to be like me but in my mind I’m always saying, “uh, no you don’t. I might look all nice and cheerful on the outside but internally, I’m always fighting this constant urge to harm myself/end my life.” I just feel like there’s nothing left that can really make me happy and also nothing for me to acheive anymore. As a result I feel that I’m simply “sticking it out” for no reason. I really don’t know how much longer […]