A few days ago my fiancé told me that he almost committed suicide. This had torn me down and I thought it was my fault. I wasn’t able to help him because he kept this from me. He kept this from me because he was scared of hurting me.
Since he told me, I have had visions of being at his funeral. I have been an emotional mess. I know it wasn’t my fault but I felt like I failed him. I am so grateful that he was sound enough to call the suicide hotline number before he did.
He told me that I am his reason for living. So if anyone reading this is thinking about suicide, please call the hotline or talk to someone. There is and always will be someone who loves you. Please think about how they would feel and how they would react before you do anything.