Family & Friends Effects

The effects of suicide on family and friends.

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I want to die!

  July 24th, 2009 by jacjacob101

Im about 13, ive been cutting my self ever sence i was 10.

im deeply depressed,

everyone hates me,

no one loves me for who i am,

people dont look at me for what i am, but what i have done,

i have been beaten when i was little,

ive lost over 50 pounds in a month, just becuz i stoped eating,

peoplel dont belive i will kill my self, i have tryed to multiple times.

i sit in class all day ignored

i dont talk to people

im always getting in trouble

i have thoughts of killing my self and others

i never have done anything for the world yet and i wont,  people say i …

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My Story.

  July 23rd, 2009 by th3rdegreeburn

I don’t know what to do anymore. I used to have all the world laying at my feet, and I could pick whatever direction I chose. My life held so much promise, and now it is decaying around me.

In the past two years I’ve been beaten by my parents, taken by CPS, thrown into the real world a month later, and killed myself working ever since. I was supposed to go to the Air Force Academy. I got a full ride to a state college instead, where I found out what I loved to do most. But now I’m sitting in this house, and all …

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I fear the end is near

  July 20th, 2009 by Boondockrod

my name is Rod, i am suicidal..i am diagnosed depression..i am crying as i write this..i am in so much pain..not just emotionaly but physical as well…i want to tell my story but i feel no one will care anyway..i guess i came here to find hope and all i really find is people either worse off then me or people with so much pain i can feel it in my own heart …i hate when people try to tell me its ok and will get better…it has only gotten worse as years go by…i am at my end..there is nothing that can seem to

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  July 19th, 2009 by gini

hi there I’m 28yrs old and don’t know what to do anymore i have 4 kids which at the moment i don’t like I’ve been told that due to depression which Ive suffered for years since being a kid all i want to do is end all this for me and them as i know that as long as I’m here there not going to be happy and i no that wen i go they will all have loving happy places to go to life is so shit i just don’t know how to cope i no how im gonna do it i already told …

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Life and questions

  July 19th, 2009 by jeff24353

im 16 my name is jeff, i am depressed and dont know why, my mom and dad got a divorce when i was 5 and i live with my mom, i am a christian, i hav a fairly good relationship with both of my parents, i’m actually not a bad looking kid, but i havent had a girlfriend in like 3 yrs, i feel very along bc ppl say they are there for me, the they arent. but speaking of girls, there is this one, and i dont know about you other guys (PLEASE TELL ME IF YA’LL DO THIS) but every time you think …

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been through so much at my age

  July 18th, 2009 by belly

i am 18yrs old and sometimes i feel lik i can’t take it anymore, i tried to comet suicide at 15 but they hospitalized me. i thought i was over everything  but i just seem to notice that my life is hell i am living wit my parents and my babies father, but he seems to not even care about what i feel or how i feel. i feel like i am so used to being put down i really don’t care anymore but the pain has caught up to me & i just feel like i’ve had enough i really need help not just …

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Eighth grade and more hell along the way :)

  July 17th, 2009 by X bf calls me suicide

“No one is worth your tears…… Then why do we cry when we lose them?”

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Help

  July 15th, 2009 by painterofmusic

Does anyone have skype that I could talk to? I really need someone. And please, if you’re just going to call 911 or someone and turn me in, don’t bother. You’d be hurting far more than you’d be helping. But if anyone can and they’re online right now, my URL is trippingovercrazy. I don’t have any friends, or I’d go to them.

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if you are thinking about suicide still…

  July 13th, 2009 by cadys-story

i would like you to read a story.

its about what i went through… to give you a bit of a back ground… i grew up with a mom and a dad who were alcoholics… they split when i was young, and i had to live with my alcoholic mother along with my sister… and future half brother. now my mom was not a happy drunk… lets say that, and eventually got into drugs as well… thats when i tried to escape… only to get stuck in another mess…

if you are reading this still… please read the whole story on my site. it is my hope …

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Meet, the Rymers.

  July 11th, 2009 by Smilegoddammit

(www.projectplaylist.com   type in Runs in the Family – Amanda Palmer  and enjoy)

First, let me introduce you to Reuben. The male role model. The alpha male. While he may seem like a badass on the outside , what with his socks and sandles and banjo playing, hes really a total and compleate IDIOT. He tries to be sweet, and would never hit his children, and tries to always do the right thing, but , unfortunatly, he doesnt really know what right is. Raised in an abusive home he thinks just because he doesnt hit us he is god. He thinks because he has a penis he …

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pls help

  July 10th, 2009 by neeraj

im a 17yr old boy i a came to a new school after passing out 10th grade that yr i fall inlove with a girl .she showed intrest in me but and said she loves me but fter a month or so i found out that she was in a relationship with some one else ,after knowing this i cried ,creid like any thing cause i had lots of trust upon that girl .even after this i stayed with her  but again she cheated me . for her i sacrifised everything but she still cheated me till this time 1yr passed away ……..after this also …

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hurts turn into suicide

  July 8th, 2009 by master2009

I don’t no how to start but i am going to start by saying all of this pain i have is making it into suicide

  1. ~~I’m always home watching my brothers and never have any freedom to do what i want i never see my mom at home spend no day with us no more that hurt because we always used to hange out and have time to share anything with her when we need help or happy or sad or mad but not no more i keep it all to my self deep inside AND never tell no one it hurt to have to fake

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Need help

  July 6th, 2009 by maya

I’ve always been afraid to talk about my suicidle thoughts that haunted me for years and years back,afraid of considered a crazy pothetic person with no beliefes and courage.

My parents were divorced when I was only 7 years old,it was hurrable and i was forced not to see her or even mention her name or say”mamy”for example,it’s all because of my dad,I had no relatives,my sister and brothers were all I have,could’t communicate with anyone in a normal way..still I am that way..

I got married to a sick man and had 2 wounderfull boys and after 7 years of merrage i am fighting for divorce …

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DONE WITH THIS SITE

  July 5th, 2009 by darkgermandeath

I’m done with this site all it has done is give me false hope for happiness when the only way i’ll be happy is if im away from every one except for my future wife i feel she believes i dont love her and that im talking to nothing but girls so this is the last time you’ll here from me Goodnight to all

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VISIT TO THE HOSPITAL TONIGHT

  July 4th, 2009 by darkgermandeath

I WENT TO THE HOSPITAL TONIGHT IF YOU WANT TO KNOW THE WHOLE STORY EMAIL ME AT MEINREICHISTWUNDERBAR@GMAIL.COM

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Fake

  July 2nd, 2009 by Jeane

It’s so messed up. I don’t even know why I’m doing this. I guess the reason I want to die is because metaphorically I’m dying inside already, and I want life to end before I’m dead in there.
I’m an angry teenager too young to be classified as a teenager. The pain hurts. I want to cut myself like I did before when I had no reason to, and now I have reasons to and somehow I can’t bring myself to do it.
My relatives hate me because I’m silent, “unfilipino”, different. I can’t count how many times I’ve seen them ignore me. Ironically, I’ve

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even at the Top im at the bottom

  July 1st, 2009 by darkgermandeath

When i feel im doing something good with my life something happens that shoots me into the ground.Being the youngest of five most would think i would be the babyed one the spoiled little bastard that gets what ever i ask for.And where i have received the things i had wanted im told its just because im the baby one,not that i had done something good enough for a reward.Always being told that beauty is the only way you’ll make in the world is depressing when you find your self disgusting at times i will act as if im happy so i dont bring …

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i know i have posted this before… but i want to help you.

  June 29th, 2009 by cadys-story

i have posted this before… but i want to help.  if you are truely thinking about suicide please read this… it will only take a second and you can go on from there…

hello, i am here today to tell you about my site… you see, i grew up in a family where my mom and dad were fighting constantly, my mom cheated on my dad and that just lead to a down  fall… anyhow, when i was five, my mom left my dad and i went to live with her, i never knew my dad growing up which could have helped me as my

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cadys story

  June 28th, 2009 by cadys-story

i have posted this before, but i really think this is the perfect site to help people on… so here we go.

hello, i am here today to tell you about my site… you see, i grew up in a family where my mom and dad were fighting constantly, my mom cheated on my dad and that just lead to a down  fall… anyhow, when i was five, my mom left my dad and i went to live with her, i never knew my dad growing up which could have helped me as my mom was an alcoholic drug dealer… and well that should say it …

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cadys story

  June 27th, 2009 by cadys-story

hello, i am here today to tell you about my site… you see, i grew up in a family where my mom and dad were fighting constantly, my mom cheated on my dad and that just lead to a down  fall… anyhow, when i was five, my mom left my dad and i went to live with her, i never knew my dad growing up which could have helped me as my mom was an alcoholic drug dealer… and well that should say it all.

i grew up hating myself, woundering what I did to make my parents split, and believing my dad did not love …

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