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I just don’t understand

November 15th, 2010by DivineSerendipity

I have little to no memory of my childhood. What I do remember is bad. I was molested, several times. My own father made me feel dirty, although he never molested me, at least not that I can remember. I have an issue with sex, not what you would think. I don’t need to control sex, but I need sex to know I am wanted, needed, loved.
I am beautiful, intelligent, a quick learner, but I cannot find a job, all because I was stupid more than 10 years ago and got caught up in illegal activities. They were not even that serious!
I am …

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Fed up

November 14th, 2010by alleycat

So..I was really down and as I recently expressed feeling like I wanted to die when someone reached out to me. I never told this person my issues or even how I felt I just thought of this individual as a welcomed visitor in my life. The person decided to “be there” for me and to listen to all my pain and anguish. I thought ok…maybe I should stop being an ass and give someone a chance…maybe its me..and then…I asked this person to lunch….it was all good until I mentioned that I had gone to therapy before…AND…suddenly our schedules are too conflicting….maybe lets not …

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I’m here for you. I’ve felt this too.

November 14th, 2010by HelpingElves

Hey there, it’s Elf here.
Allow me to introduce myself.
I am not a pedophile, creeper or weirdo.
I am just an average person that has been through many hardships.
I am currently in training to help even more people.
I have an advice column for people to vent, talk or ask for advice.
I also have an email for people who want to talk or keep their problems private.
I hope I can help.
I’ve been through a lot and I know I needed someone there for me.
It’s my turn to be there for someone now.

Elf
www.formspring.me/HelpingElves
HelpingElves@hotmail.com

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Debating whether I should live or die…

November 14th, 2010by zabelli

I have had a plan for a month now. I have the date circled in my diary…and it is coming up soon.

Do I choose to play out this plan? Do I choose to cut my body and overdose? Or do I choose life?

I want my friends to find me…maybe even save me if they get to me in time. I want them to know that I can no longer take been second best. I am so sick of been pushed around, taken advantage of. It’s like my feelings don’t even matter to them. My friends are all I have in this world….without them I am …

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Where could someone find Cyanide?

November 14th, 2010by marine105

hey this isn’t for me or anything please don’t misconstrue the question; my friend is saying he’s gonna kill himself with cyanide pills and I was wondering if it’d even possible to obtain them? I just want to judge the validity of his threat, how much time I should be devoting to the problem…I’m just worried about the guy.

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Make a change… kill yourself

November 14th, 2010by Malfeitor

Why couldn’t they put cyanide in my I.V when i asked them to when I was laying there with a shirt over my face, and an abundance of tubes hooked up to me, I wanted them off I was screaming, my heart was racing a million miles an hour, like it was gonna rip through my ribcage and chest cavity, I was screaming in pain, I was pissed, Pissed that I was alive…Pissed that, that SHOULD OF BEEN the heart attack that killed me, pissed that they never put cyanide in my I.V, why? why am I still here…because it’s not my time? then fuck …

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i wish i cared

November 14th, 2010by whiskylullaby

i did some horrible things, and now all my friends are walking away, and i can’t care enough to try and stop them. i don’t want to be here. i hate myself. how can i make it look like an accident?

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I’m still here

November 14th, 2010by alleycat

I’m still here and it hurts…

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Thats All I Wanted

November 14th, 2010by theycallmejosh

Its been about four days since she told me, and its been hell for me. I haven’t eaten anything, and all ive done was just sit around and waste away. Every time I looked in the mirror, I saw nothing. Every time I looked into my own eyes, I saw nothing. I felt nothing, so basically was just a walking zombie and that feeling is too familiar to me. All I ever wanted out of this life is love because I haven’t felt that from anyone since i was a kid. It’s sad how I’ve perfected the art of shutting myself down and blocking out …

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is this enoiugh to finally end it and just go to sleep forever

November 14th, 2010by bayareaguy

30 each of Ibuprofen 600MG and Oxycodone 5MG-325MG, combined with 45 Temezepan 15MG…any experts outs there know?

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it never ends

November 14th, 2010by jason-just-sucks

 

i may be the most pathetic creature to consume precious air.

some of you are young people, and my heart goes out to you. i understand despair, depression, mental anguish, self-loathing.  people can ridicule you (or me), asking how can we bemoan life when there are people in the world are struggling just to keep a roof over their heads. i NEVER forget how lucky i am, materialistically speaking. but internal pain, of the soul –  is simply horrible.

im in my 40s now, for pete’s sake. and still suffering. my parents always told me how ugly and useless i was when i was a kid. my older …

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I want help.

November 13th, 2010by lostmaria

i feel lost , lonely, worthless, and like attempting suicide. but i want help.

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Having trouble with strangulation

November 13th, 2010by jason1986

Ok…I have been trying to kill myself via ligature strangulation for several months now and I have been having serious problems. I have a rope that I loop around my neck, then I tie a knot in the rope, insert a pen into the knot and turn the pen to tighten the rope. I do this for several turns to the point that I can’t turn the pen anymore (it reaches the point where the rope is cutting into my neck)…but unfortunately I don’t seem to pass out from this. I sit there for a long time and the blood pressure just …

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Unable to respond to posts

November 13th, 2010by GoingUp2Down

Problem.

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i am so lonely, so beyond lonely, that i can’t take it. i just want to die, no one will care anyways.

November 13th, 2010by careex

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Glad to be Nowhere

November 13th, 2010by Violet Blake

The town I live in isn’t that small, in fact it’s one of the biggest towns around where I live and when I first moved here there was absolutely nothing around. No buildings, no houses, no schools, just a giant water tank with the towns all appropriate name: NOWHERE.

I’m not kidding you, that’s really my towns name. Nowhere, Arizona.

It’s a nice town, at first I didn’t like it very much. I thought my mother was just using that town as an excuse to drag me out into the middle of the desert and get rid of my body after she had done away with me. I …

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I NEED TO TALK

November 13th, 2010by SuicideIsTheOnlyWay97

im 13 and wanna commit suicide i just wanna talk could someone pleaze talk to me my email is misnesha97@comcast.net you are greatly appreciated.

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Going up 2 down is a freak (nut) and not suicdal just get’s off on reading

November 13th, 2010by paulqwe

GOING UP2 DOWN IS A FREAK (NUT) AND NOT SUICDAL JUST GET’S OFF ON THIS AND IS WHAT HE SAY’S IS BULLSHIT. FREAK.

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no hope to look for

November 13th, 2010by badluckjas

it all started when my cousin ruined my rep in grade 8. everyone turned against me and took atvantage of me that i was nice. on graduation day not even a single person talked me and said that they will miss me n stuff. i didn’t take it to seriously. my family moved up north, and alot further from where i used to live. in grade nine it was a rough patch for me because i didn’t know any one. i almost became goth. then in grade 10, to express my feelings to let go of some stress, i wrote in a diary. i wrote …

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Suicide

November 13th, 2010by madmax1

I lost my Dear wife just over two years ago at the age of 54. We had planned everything together for our later life but this is not to be. I have come to the end and cannot go any further. I see no point on my own, I want no one else apart from my Dear wife.

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