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Trust

August 25th, 2010by denny

Sometimes it’s difficult to trust people, and sometimes rightly so. However, I would hate to see a change in people posting on here due to being scared to trust, there are many people on here that are completely trustworthy and worth taking the risk to confide to. Bad things happen in life but lets not allow a minor few things ruin our trust completely.

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Helium

August 25th, 2010by maryy

For those who have recently posted about the helium method, I came across this link which is very factual, should be of help to you.

http://assistedsuicide.org/blog/2007/12/09/helium-hood-method-now-the-way-for-assisted-suicide/

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Is suicide different from any other death?

August 25th, 2010by chocolate

What if this life is just a test to see if and how we become so attached to it? I have been reading a lot about this material superficial world and I’ve been giving it a lot of my own thought. When it is explored, isn’t everything of this world materialistic and superficial, including relationships, even family relationships? Isn’t the love of another human being just another addiction of this existence? Isn’t finding a purpose for yourself in helping others just another addiction, something that makes you feel good? 

What is the purpose of feeling good if not to just stop you from feeling bad? Why would …

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Crazy question but serious one . . . .

August 25th, 2010by sumo

Can anyone advise me on if there are any ‘suicide pacts/cults’ in the UK? I have searched online but of course typing that in just brings up past famous ones that made the media, I doubt it would be legal for anyone to advertise such a thing so blatantly. I recently watched a 2 hour video about ‘Heavens Gate’ which was a suicide cult in the states. I have no interest at all in their beliefs about UFO’s etc but I don’t care, I would gladly pretend to believe anything if I would be given an exit at the end of it with lots of …

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Seems someone that supposedly died on here just over a week ago has come back on re-incarnated!

August 25th, 2010by trevor

It’s SO obvious.

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He wants me dead

August 24th, 2010by tina-

I finally left my abusive boyfriend after 6 years, I lost my family and friends because of him and he destroyed my life in every possible way. I have no confidence, I can’t work, I can’t pay my rent, I’m ugly and useless and he found where I am living which I’m devastated about, I told the police and they told me to call them if ever he came here. Well he did, he smashed up my flat and punched me in my head repeatedly telling me to die over and over. I called the police and they haven’t even arrested him, I kept asking …

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want to end my life

August 24th, 2010by hopetodie

way i want to end my life i have lived all my life with learning and spelling disability all have for the rast of my life been suffering from depression im on a diabily pencehn all its had for be to do things like makeing my meals keeping my self clen any many more things been like this all my life and i am so tired of going on like this so my only way out of it is to end my life I have been whating to end my life for over 10 years and fell its time to and it all all be …

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got to the end of the road with bulimia

August 24th, 2010by lexi_1000

I am 20 years old and am severely bulimic. it began as early as 9 years old and as a result i have had my entire life to date thrown away on the disorder- it has dominated everything and every failed attempt to control it has made me feel worse. At five foot 6 my weight this last year has gone from 7 and a half stone to now 9 and a half stone and i am struggling to get rid of any of it and instead am getting fatter and fatter. i don’t want to see anybody and it has got to the point …

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To those that use the term ‘suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem”

August 24th, 2010by daylight

although I admire that you read that somewhere and it left some kind of impression on you, do you think you could either try to be a bit more personal to the author of the post you are replying to, or just go and read some more and come back on here when you’ve learned some, cause you quite clearly don’t have a natural knack at ‘advising’.

Thanks!

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Muscle Dysmorphia Is Ruining My Life

August 24th, 2010by Tobias

www.facebook.com/TheyCallMeManhattan Please feel free to add me if you find refuge in any of my writing or you’d like to talk to a critical thinker. Today went pretty badly, as I was overly concerned with my physique yet again. I have a condition called Muscle Dysmorphia; a specific term from a broader term known as Body Dysmorphic Disorder (BDD). Muscle Dysmorphia (MD) is commonly referred to as Bigorexia because as the name implies, it is an obsession with the physique, only with the opposite desires of an anorexic. I wish to be bigger and weigh more. I cannot stress enough how much this means to …

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Niki (dealing with moderation issues)

August 24th, 2010by maryy

I have posted a response to your post but it is waiting in moderation (there is also a response from Steve-c) I don’t know if you know this as I have seen that you have become agitated by this moderation thing, but you can go into ‘comment’ on the dashboard and approve them yourself so that they appear on your post or you can just read them there. I have no idea why sometimes they are held up in pending, or who puts them there when other replies seem to go straight through. Most peculiar system.

Mary x

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to steve_c (in reply to your thread “Niki”), and also everyone else who’s interested

August 24th, 2010by niki

I swear I fuckin’ hate this whole “awaiting moderation” thing, I’ve typed such a long reply to you & your excellent post, steve_c, but then it comes again this “awaiting moderation” thing. Luckily I have copied what I’ve wrote, and I’ll paste/write it again here:

thank you everybody for your posts, and also kyle, for your caring of me (english is also not my first language, so I really appreciate you’re taking some time to write out & translate your thoughts into english. it’s not easy).
Believe me that I very much appreciate it. and thank you very much Steve, for actually braving yourself to straight-ahead …

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I wish I knew how to put this into words.

August 24th, 2010by courtneyxoxox

I’m not really sure how to express this, so bare with me. I feel like I can’t talk to anyone anymore about any of what i’m feeling. I feel that i’ve worn out that welcome because of years of depression, suicidal thoughts, self injury, counseling, and hospitalization. Sad part is i’m only 16, well, 17 in 3 days. I honestly feel that once i’m gone it won’t be much of a fuss. Ya know that line from Adams song? “Another six months, i’ll be unknown.” That’s how I feel. If you really knew me you’d know that I find it absolutly impossible to believe that …

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Niki

August 24th, 2010by steve-c

Hi, my name is Steve, I came on here last night and I’ve been reading through many posts on here, a lot of which are yours. Hope you don’t mind me speaking with your directly?

I noticed that very recently you have joined a post of a woman who is talking about spirituality (which seems to be your speciality) and I can’t help but say to you that your responses are depressing and just confirm what that lady is saying even more, I’m sure she sees that and knows it to be pointless in responding to you, although I hope she does.

Not just this post, but …

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I want to help.

August 24th, 2010by You are stronger than this

I feel helpless when I read posts on this website, I wish there was something I could say or do to change your mind when it comes to making the ultimate decision to kill yourself. I was introduced to this site when my sister wrote her suicidal story on here. It broke my heart to read how she didn’t want to live, even with a loving family, a career and amazing friends. I feel the same as I read other stories that you guys post. I feel the reason that many of you post on this site is because you have no one to confide …

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August 24th, 2010by itsallalie

How do I cancel my membership to this site?

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torn

August 23rd, 2010by SoVeryTired

It’smy son’s 17th birthday today. For his sake, for his birthday, I dragged myself out of bed to talk to him before he went to school. We were talking and laughing even though I was screaming inside with pain. He is such a handsome and wonderful young man, and the thought of leaving him without a mum is unbearable. At the same time, the thought of living on is equally unbearable. Nothing but pain. Who else is out there who lives _only_ in order to spare his/her loved ones the pain. My plan is still to kill myself in a few days, and today …

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Why would you want to end so young? Because I hate life…

August 23rd, 2010by LunaLayla

I get this stupid question all the frecken time. I’ve tried to kill myself more than ten times and people always ask this, “Why die so young?” “You’ve barley lived a day much less a life to end?” And so many more pointless questions. I first tried when I was thirteen to kill myself, I cut my arms so deep and in so many places that they had to do a blood transfusion. I was in treatment for ten months and now I am out but I still want to die. How easy it was to lie my way out of the stupid system. There’s …

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Please God don’t let me wake up to another day

August 23rd, 2010by sammy

please please please please give me the strength to end it. I am stopped by this fear of what will happen when I’m dying, will I suffer, will I see a devil and all that bullcrap that this sick and twisted world has fed me all my life. Please God I’m begging you to give me the strength to do this tonight, I cannot bear the weight of another day. I am praying through the internet in the hope that it reaches you and I draw some strength. I’m on my knees in horrific pain and torment, begging to be released from this hell. Please …

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is Humanity too dumb, or in simpler words, are most people just too dumb to realize the most essential things for better world?

August 23rd, 2010by niki

Every time I come to see a new post about someone sharing his/her pain in life, my heart can’t help but feeling much pain too (even if I never know that person in real life). And there are so much, so many people that seems to believe that DEATH is ultimately the ‘Answer’, that of what would be the true resting place, the true door, or even the true world/dimension of ultimate pureness to live, unlike this “damn corrupt & sickening” earthly life caused/polluted mostly by ‘stupid, clueless, dumb, egoistical’ humans, so they said.

Every all wise gurus of this world (be it Buddha, Jesus, etc) …

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