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love, overlooked

  February 4th, 2009 by soriano7709

im an 18 yr old guy, military kid, divorced parents, plenty of moving.

ive moved many many times in my life all 4 high school years at different schools, freshman and junior were the same though. between GA and TX. One girl i met in 9th grade, A, was never the girl i saw myself dating, this same year i began dating a girl, Am, i dated for about a year. on and off. that same year i saw the movie the notebook. this may sound lame or ridiculous, but that movie really changed my life in that way. i began looking for that kind of …

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can someone help me

  February 3rd, 2009 by eric3034

i dont know what to do my step dad is yelling at me when i did not do any thing i am 17 lets see well it starts when i was litel my dad left my mom sexually abused me and my bother was in juvey for drugs and all my friends are neglectful i am picked on and i don’t think i can make it this time and my mom doesn’t care for me i have attempted to kill my self 3 times and faled cus some one walked in i cant see my rist all that i …

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just telling you guys a little bit about me

  February 3rd, 2009 by sebrina

um My Name is Sebrina Littledeer Im 14 years old Im turning 15 in like 8 days um ivre been thru so much stuff i could be here all day telling you about it but let me just give it to you in a nutshell
My real mom is a drugaddict therefore when i was borne i was borne with heroin and meth in my system the day i was borne my mom shot up heroin and smoked meth so i was born at 6 months then she left me at the hospital and didnt care whether or not i lived um so im …

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Lost Bond.

  February 3rd, 2009 by krag

I’m the guy who wrote the two “Just want to be heard” posts.
I couldn’t find anywhere to post a poem I have on my mind, so figured I’d share it with all of you.
Before I do though I will tell you all that obviously, I didn’t attempt suicide suicide the other day,
and I thank all of you who gave me some advice, even the one who told me I was out for attention,
even though I wasn’t. I wrote that because I’ve found that if I can write about my feelings, get them
off my chest and out where someone in the world can know what I’m …

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Suicide.

  February 2nd, 2009 by Dave.

I feel out of options. I am a 16 year old guy and I am actually thinking of suicide. It’s ridiculous, and I know this, but I am in a lot of pain.

On April 27, 2007, (during my freshman year of high school) I began dating a girl. She was a senior at the time, and is beautiful. I didn’t know at the time, but I would eventually fall deeply in love with this girl. She was my first everything. Real girlfriend, kiss, and she even took my virginity. This girl was my world.

Flash forward to January 3rd, 2009. Out of seemingly nowhere, she breaks …

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Think about it my friend

  January 31st, 2009 by davina_love

Whoever is reading this should think about there loved ones before you commit suicide and think of what your little brother,mom,grandma,or anyone would say/think after you have already died and what they vould have done to help you before commiting suicide…THINK AND PRAY

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life has ended for me

  January 31st, 2009 by davina_love

HI,all you can call me NENe and im 14years old and im dealing with depression right now and am taking medicine for it but it doesnt seem to be helping me very much..When i was 13years old i started thinking about suicide because all of the problems i was going through that i had caused all by myself.Well nothing worked now when i go over to my Grandmas house i would take about 3 or 4 tylenol PMs and sleeping medicine even though i have a heart but condition and i would think that since i had a heart condition all of these pills …

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self inflicted

  January 31st, 2009 by quietlyobjectified

the easiest way to deal with my pain is inflicting pain. i slam my head against walls, get into fights, cut myself, burn myself. it gives me an outlet. its a tangible pain, its physical, and visual. and it makes all the pain i feel inside numb. everything bad i feel is absorbed by the physical pain, and i get to feel alive for a little while. everything i don’t want to feel drips out my viens with my blood. everything i’m afraid of, everything that makes me sad or angry. it makes it a little bit easier to deal with all the death and …

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Stars shine their brightest when they have a dark backround

  January 29th, 2009 by Sebrina L.

Think about that , Stars shine their brightest when they have a dark backround . We are those shining stars with the dark backround. My name is Sebrina L. ,and I am 14 turning 15 on the 11th of Febuary . I am in foster care . I have No parents ,No family ,Few but dear friends ,but most of all i have my self . I used to think that I couldnt do it by my self . I used to feel bad about my self all the time and I have attempted suiside many many times in the past , in multiple …

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Love Kills

  January 29th, 2009 by joey

Im fiveteen years old and I fell inlove with this beautiful girl when I entered eight grade. Its amazing the way she makes me feel, the first time I saw he I saw he beautiful blue/mix green eyes. I never really talk to her I just talk about her to my best friend. But then a few months down the road everything went good to bad. One night I wake up to a phone call from my ex-girlfriend saying that my bestfriend died in a car crash by a drunk driver, at first I couldn’t beilve her I texted him went down stairs and …

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Just want to be heard.

  January 29th, 2009 by krag

It’s me again. I made an appointment with a counselor, but they canceled on the day of the appointment.
I really don’t know what to do. I could call them back, and make another appointment, but during my wait
for my first appointment my thoughts of suicide increased. Tonight I sit here looking up different ways
to commit suicide, and finding that my old resources for keeping myself alive have grown smaller, the voice
telling me the consequences and the emotions my family will go through has become quieter. I sit here tonight
feeling like there is a bubble inside my head. There is a buzzing in my ears and …

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Lost and out of options.

  January 29th, 2009 by Losing

I don’t want to go into a lot of detail about how I got to where I’m at so I’ll keep things short, I have a beautiful wife which I love dearly and 4 beautiful daughters. I am fairly sure that my wife is no longer in love with me, and she is very unhappy with where we are living and wants to move back to her home town- leaving me with the dilema of losing her (my best freind and wife) and 2 of my daughters, or moving with her and losing my other 2 daughters (from previous marriage). …

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I just don’t know anymore

  January 27th, 2009 by brandon

i’ve felt this way before, but not for a long time. and it scares me. i don’t even know what i’m feeling anymore. i’m always mad and tired. i’m working two jobs, quiting one in 2 weeks or less(probably get fired when they know i’m writing this at work, but i don’t care…). i finally have a girlfriend that truly love me, which scares the hell out of me, i’m doing good in both of my jobs, but i have to quit one or i’ll go insane(again). money problems are terrifing me, but i don’t have any. i think it is because, for the first …

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Hmm.

  January 26th, 2009 by Paramours

I came across this site and I really like it so far. I have been through so much in my life. I have thought about suicide, but I know now that it is such a bad idea. Firstly, when I was 8 months old, my mum and dad divorced and I have never seen my mum since, and I’m turning 15 in a few weeks. Secondly, my mum has been in jail and so has my uncle who has been doing alot of drugs, beating up alot of people, thirdly, when i was just 10 years old I got accused from a 8 year …

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Hmm.

  January 26th, 2009 by Paramours

I came across this site and I really like it so far. I have been through so much in my life. I have thought about suicide, but I know now that it is such a bad idea. Firstly, when I was 8 months old, my mum and dad divorced and I have never seen my mum since, and I’m turning 15 in a few weeks. Secondly, my mum has been in jail and so has my uncle who has been doing alot of drugs, beating up alot of people, thirdly, when i was just 10 years old I got accused from a 8 year …

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To No Reason.

  January 24th, 2009 by Dano MacNamarrah

I came across your post a couple of hours ago. I have tried to leave you a message, by signing up to this site. To no avail. I have tried all sorts of ways to get hold of you, so that you know that you are not alone.

I’d write more, but I don’t know that this will reach you.

Sweet Dreams. Know that you can always email me. Please take care andring me ASAP.

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no reason

  January 23rd, 2009 by whatmighthavebeen

I hate it, I hate it, I hate it I hate the way i feel. I have no reason to feel this way. I have a better life then most I’m in college and have money for food and clothes. My mom doesn’t hit me anymore she just verbally abuses me. There are a lot of people that have worst lives then me and they mangage to pull through and be happy. I have no good reason to feel this way but i still want to die. I keep waiting for something to make …

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My Life

  January 19th, 2009 by Lawton

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This is my first and last story here-

  January 19th, 2009 by socio-slumber

It all started- at least I can remember it starting- back when I was in seventh grade. I say that, mainly because that was when anxiety was my main issue. I was that kid who was afraid of everything that came against rules. Panic attacks were the worst of it- for the most part. I would start hyperventilating if I was running late for anything. To this day I still freak out when it comes to being tardy for things. But that isn’t what we’ve come to write about is it? My ability to stay on time? Nope… …

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13 years

  January 18th, 2009 by usernamehere

Yep. I’ve been suicidal since I as 6 years old. Back then I had to deal with it each and every single night. I wanted to commit suidice before I knew what it was. I didn’t know about wrist slitting or ODing. All I knew is that I wanted to die and that we had knives. I just supposed that stabbing myself in the heart would work. The biggest problem with being so suicidal for so long is that it really makes you hate life. I know, I know, life is a precious gift, but my biggest problem is a religious one. I love …

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