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Oh my gosh, I know what I’m going to do.
This is a strange feeling. I have been suicidal for so long, I have fantasized and plotted and planned, but nothing was ever possible, there was always a reason for it to fail, always something that would cause me to dismiss it, something that would get in my way, some feeling that would hold me back, doubt, fear, perfectionism, it must be perfect, it must be incapable of failure, I must be incapable of failure.
It will be labeled as a copycat suicide. I don’t care. I know it’ll work now. I know it won’t fail. If […]