I Will Survive

I did this, you can too.

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I wish I had the strength to actually do it.

July 11th, 2010by shadowspawn

What my father did and how I fear following him.

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I’ve had enough.

July 3rd, 2010by ChloeJayne

I’m become sick of all this. I can’t go on living this way. My brother has started to hit me. It’s not that bad at the moment, the occasional punches and kicks. My parents do nothing about it except laugh. I get made to do everything around the house and it’s becoming all to much for me. I don’t feel like their my parents, more like I work for them.
I don’t have a social life anymore. I’m wondering is I still have friends. The friend I think I still have doesn’t even talk to me anymore. When we do talk it’s a few words and

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My Thoughts

June 29th, 2010by sweetserenity

I posted “My Life” yesterday. Well… to be fair I posted it a few hours ago. Since then I have done nothing but think and think and think… so now I feel the urge to write again.

Today I have NO energy. I’ve never felt this numb. It is part of depression… and it is awful! I miss the days I was a hyper little thing when I was a child. I feel like I am in complete isolation. Trapped in this emotional whirlpool.. and nobody knows it but me. I’ve pretty much self-diagnosed myself with depression.

I try putting myself in a more optimistic state of …

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will it ever get better?

June 26th, 2010by charity332

My whole life has been one traumatic event after another. Most of my young childhood memories are of my mother beating on my older brother and sister. When my older sister got married and moved out of the house my mother then turned her aggression towards me. It wasnt so bad as long as i stayed out of her sight. So that is what i did. We moved to texas when I was 12. The first couple of months mother was oddly pleasant. It felt like things may be getting better. Guess again! It was just the calm before the storm. Mother on top of …

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Misguided Ghost: An Intro

June 25th, 2010by misguided ghost

Greetings all:

I am a 26 yr old female, who has battled depression on the same level as most of you-to the point of taking my own life. When I was a junior in college, I consumed 2 bottles of wine, and a long island iced tea in little under 3 hrs. I did this in the hope I’d  never come out of my warm, dark, sleep.

After throwing up in a club, and suffering convulsions on a sidewalk, my friends called an ambulance. I was rescued. As the alcohol that I hoped would take my life, was  flushed out of my body, I could hear, in …

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ya kno..

June 24th, 2010by 2muchfreetyme

w.o. getting in2 2 much detail bout my life, ive nevr had a loving mother, just a lying, disgusting, psychotic, lazy, conniving whorebag egg-donor who lied 2me bout who my dad was for 16 years then finally broke it 2 me 1 random day as a way of dashing my dreams for a better life. i have only heard from my (not) dad once since he found out the truth and that wasnt until several years later, at which point i told him he was a deadbeat asshole who always cared more about himself than me. (long story) i also told him that he had …

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suicide club

June 22nd, 2010by sisyphustone

与其说这是自杀预防计划,还不如说这是自杀俱乐部。

一堆人在这发表自己的心事,真是太搞笑了。

这个网站最大的作用莫过于此——作为一个树洞,缓解了理发师们的压力。

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Keep your head held high, you’ll make it!

June 21st, 2010by StayStrongAlways

So I’m new to this and I’m not sure if we are supposed to post helpful and positive things… but the stories on here are so sad and I just thought everyone should hear this, so here goes ….

I myself used to be plagued with dark thoughts of suicide , it’s a time I don’t like reminiscing and I now that I’ve recovered I never want to go back. I didn’t go to counseling , I didn’t have  a bad experience trying to commit the act , in fact I didn’t really tell anybody. I simply just smartened up, I didn’t want my life to …

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The Homocide Project

June 14th, 2010by KlLR0Y Jenkins

The way i see things, I am not the problem, they are. Remove the problem and you will have a solution.

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My Suicide Attempt

June 14th, 2010by DBlarer

If you have fibromyalgia, then you can understand the pain, the never ending pain that stalks your life. The pain that comes at night, the pain that comes when your child tells you a joke and you are unable to laugh, the pain that comes when you see that your pain prevents you from an activity with your wife or son. When the pain first came, I didn’t know what it was. I thought that I had a cramp in my left shoulder which led to my neck. From the first time I felt the pain, to when it began to immobilize me, took only …

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To those who suffer and think that suicide will end the pain, I have a message for you…..

June 12th, 2010by ibjennyjenny

To those who suffer and think that suicide will end the pain, I have a message for you…..

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Why me.

June 6th, 2010by Jimmehrulezd00d

Depression, for me, started at age 15.

When my idol died from cancer. My Grandfather, had passed away in the beginning of 9th grade.

I always talked so highly of him, and i looked at him like the person i wanted to be.

He could do anything, and it would be the right thing to do.

He could fix anything, and help me and the family with anything you could possibly imagine.

It seemed like my whole life was turned upside down from that day. October 26th 2008. The day, i despise with all of the hatred life could fathom.

He was dead, i was in denial for months to come.

In …

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lost in my own world.

June 2nd, 2010by ez123

To many people, my life seems like a fairytale. I have an adorable boy friend, get straight A’s, have friends, have an okay family, and nice clothes. Countless people tell me I am beautiful but that doeskin make up for the haters who call me names and say im “easy and slutty” every day. I’m only 12 and I have had 5 boy friends. 3 of them were serious boyfriends and we went our for 3 or more months. I fell for them so easily and i regret doing that. My current boyfriend flirts with girls all day but says im “the only one who …

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so lost and alone

May 17th, 2010by lostsoul

i just dont no wat to do anymore everythin has become such an effort even to get out of bed in the morning… ive tried to end it once before and im getting to the point where i want to again my friends just dont understand wats going on and just push me away i feels so alone and lost please help

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Life is a game.

May 16th, 2010by Rockstar8587

You know, why go on living right?

Though I have tried suicide, and was given another chance to live. I am still miserable every now and then, yet there are ways to get over it. Forcing yourself to smile, actually does work; it is scientifically proven. The mind and body work together.

But I don’t know if it is just me, or some of you may think the same. But life is pretty pointless; existentialist make it seem pointless to the extreme, yet are they correct? Even though I may agree, I still see life as an immense possibility. You and I were created, thousands of things …

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writer with no voice

May 10th, 2010by darkgermandeath

You write down how you feel. but people dont really know how hurt you are cause they cant hear your voice the tune the stutter the pain. suicide is the right thing to do.

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Those people…

May 8th, 2010by Lock and Key

What’s their problem?
What do they know?
It might not seem like a big deal to them,
but maybe it’s because they don’t know the full story
and haven’t been through anything close to as heart breaking as it.
Some kid comes up to me and says “When someone gets bad grades they cut themselfs or for any stupid pointless reason” I felt so agrivated and sorry. I was agrivated because of him, and I felt sorry because his girlfriend was a straight up cutter like me. I wanted to bash his face in so much, but since I can’t risk gettig suspended I didn’t. He’s extreamly lucky. I hate …

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Just Some Thoughts For You To Consider

April 28th, 2010by veronica

After briefly browsing through the posts on this blog, I immediately became panicked at the number of people who want to kill themselves.

And I’ve been there. I’ve been to that place where your chest feels like it weighs a thousand pounds, where you feel dark and cold and numb and totally alone. Where you feel like no one’s there to help you, no one wants to help you… I’ve been there. And I’ve come back, though still affected.

Depression happens, just for some (like us) it takes a stronger toll. It’s been almost 4 years since my depression first started due to bullying at school. However, I …

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Mad World

April 24th, 2010by Daiya Darko

I’m suicidal all the time, even after I try to end my life. I may stay this way forever, no matter what, but I will somehow try to survive.

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Life of freedom compared to life in prison

April 9th, 2010by loco123

feelings

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