I Will Survive

I did this, you can too.

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My Life in a Nutshell

October 1st, 2010by not here

I just want to tell my story, I don’t care if it never gets published, but I think it will, it’s the suicide press, no kids stuff here.
I guess it started about nine or ten months ago, I was on my first date, when he kissed me. Then I started to get all these horrible flashbacks. It was like being in a horror movie or a thriller. I ran out the cinema’s and I couldn’t go back in. Later, bit by bit, I started to get my memory back. Every time I did, it was like little glass shards poking into my brain. I remembered …

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life is great, i jst dnt think its for me

September 28th, 2010by Ren

i wish i could be somewhere els , i really want to be happy iv tryed for so long ,im only young but i’v been through so much and its stupid coss i dont want to be that depressed girl anymore i love haveing fun but at the end of the day , happyness fades and reality kick’s in .
i have no friends , only 2 members of my familey actually talk to me . iv been raped beaten by guys , heart broken bullied for what i look like . every day is the same . i dont want to die i just want …

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anyone

September 27th, 2010by LIVING-DEAD-AGAIN

I have tried the following methods:

1. Drinking bleach – It made me throw up shortly after ingesting it. My stomach burned for weeks. Unsuccessful.

2. Hanging – Did not know how to tie a correct noose, and my head slipped out after my throat was crushed. Could not swallow well for a few weeks. Painful.

3. Prescription drugs – Did not have enough to complete the job apparently. This method was pleasant and I am looking forward to trying it again with morphine,or the h2s method just waiting for the right time now ,not be long now been suffering now for 12years any tips on getting better …

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Wow, I’m back…

September 25th, 2010by midnight_daydreamer

I forgot about this website. I haven’t been on here since I was eleven, so a little over two years ago. And I’m still suicidal. Guess my attempts never measured up, eh? I never asked for help like I so wanted to do. Like I still want to do.

Living like this, I never thought I’d still be suicidal at the end of middle school. With that first cut back in ’08, I promised myself the by the end of the seventh grade, I would be healed. I swore I’d be completely healed. I’m in eighth grade now, and, I’ve only gotten worse.

I have stopped cutting, …

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Everything fits perfectly

September 18th, 2010by liteblu00

I fell asleep I don’t know why or maybe I just died but I don’t know when. How can I tell if something is fake? how can I know if something is real?

when does it begin or better yet when does it end?  am I crazy or am I still sane? I want to take everything to the limit but it seems there isn’t one.

yesterday I was sitting on the edge of what seemed to be my life but after I while I realized time never passed by and that boring sunset never seemed to end. I got up and went for a walk but it seems it took me years to get to …

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I’ts always a simple lie

September 17th, 2010by liteblu00

Today i woke up and forgot who I was. I went to the bathroom and saw something weird on my face, but then again I’m not even sure if thats my face. I asked a dog sitting in the backyard if he could tell me who I was and he said : “you are a very cheerful  person that loves playing with me and never lets me be alone”. With a smile I said :”thanks”. I went in the house and in the kitchen table I found a fish and so I asked him: “who am I?”  he said: ” you are a very quiet person and never have i …

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want some help?

September 17th, 2010by liteblu00

when I’m with you time doesn’t stop but the worlds mumble dies

and only you and I exist 

I’ve said too much but I feel as though it’s not enough

and the cuts on your wrists prove me right

the pain you always hide,

the world you create where nothing exists,

stop running away,

stop being afraid,

I know you always cry at night,

your pillow swollen with painful tears,

the tub filled with blood

your joyful eyes always hiding who you really are

fake smiles, trying not to bother anybody

pretending only to want fun but I know you’re looking for love

hurt myself helping you

I don’t mind,

just don’t want to see you cry

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Reasons to go on Living

September 4th, 2010by tinali

What are you reasons to go on living?

www.thereasons.ca

http://thereasons.ca


Have you attempted suicide?
Did you choose life?

If you answered “yes” to both questions, we hope you will help us with our research.

I am posting this on behalf of the team behind The Reasons to go on Living Project. We are collecting the stories of people who have attempted or seriously contemplated suicide but now want to go on living. The Project will study and share these anonymous stories for research, education and inspiration.

Please visit the website (http://thereasons.ca) for more

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Well then a story to unfold.

August 9th, 2010by Zeke2010

It appears long time ago that I have slipped through the cracks of life.  It seems though I am watching everything from a glass window with no interaction with others.  I am 29 years old and I honestly do know what to do anymore.  I have had long term friends just shove me aside like I am a pile of feces waiting to me turned to dust.  I told all my friends they mean the world to me and that wasn’t enough. My last friend said “We are married and no longer have any time for you.”  I no longer have any friends.   I sit …

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Both Ends

July 28th, 2010by 400metermike

Being on the both ends of suicide is something that I never thought I would ever experience by the time I was 22. On August 5 2002  was the starting of all the bad things that would happen in my life. I can still remember everything about that day, I remember exactly what I was doing and I can still hear ever word my uncle Darien said to me that day. During that summer he would always come over and hangout with me until I had to go to football practice. He was like my older brother I looked up to him in so many …

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Enough

July 23rd, 2010by whowouldmissit65

All my life I have been alone.  Never really feeling that I fit in.  I have always felt like someone looking in on others’ lives.  “This” has never been real for me.  Every time I think that my  life is ready to begin, it is ripped from me… always back to the same routine of loneliness.  Is this really all there is???  Is there ever really gonna be a pot of gold at the end of my rainbow.  I have come to the realization – no- there is no pot of gold.  This is life. This is all you get…   I have no plans …

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I wish I had the strength to actually do it.

July 11th, 2010by shadowspawn

What my father did and how I fear following him.

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I’ve had enough.

July 3rd, 2010by ChloeJayne

I’m become sick of all this. I can’t go on living this way. My brother has started to hit me. It’s not that bad at the moment, the occasional punches and kicks. My parents do nothing about it except laugh. I get made to do everything around the house and it’s becoming all to much for me. I don’t feel like their my parents, more like I work for them.
I don’t have a social life anymore. I’m wondering is I still have friends. The friend I think I still have doesn’t even talk to me anymore. When we do talk it’s a few words and

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My Thoughts

June 29th, 2010by sweetserenity

I posted “My Life” yesterday. Well… to be fair I posted it a few hours ago. Since then I have done nothing but think and think and think… so now I feel the urge to write again.

Today I have NO energy. I’ve never felt this numb. It is part of depression… and it is awful! I miss the days I was a hyper little thing when I was a child. I feel like I am in complete isolation. Trapped in this emotional whirlpool.. and nobody knows it but me. I’ve pretty much self-diagnosed myself with depression.

I try putting myself in a more optimistic state of …

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will it ever get better?

June 26th, 2010by charity332

My whole life has been one traumatic event after another. Most of my young childhood memories are of my mother beating on my older brother and sister. When my older sister got married and moved out of the house my mother then turned her aggression towards me. It wasnt so bad as long as i stayed out of her sight. So that is what i did. We moved to texas when I was 12. The first couple of months mother was oddly pleasant. It felt like things may be getting better. Guess again! It was just the calm before the storm. Mother on top of …

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Misguided Ghost: An Intro

June 25th, 2010by misguided ghost

Greetings all:

I am a 26 yr old female, who has battled depression on the same level as most of you-to the point of taking my own life. When I was a junior in college, I consumed 2 bottles of wine, and a long island iced tea in little under 3 hrs. I did this in the hope I’d  never come out of my warm, dark, sleep.

After throwing up in a club, and suffering convulsions on a sidewalk, my friends called an ambulance. I was rescued. As the alcohol that I hoped would take my life, was  flushed out of my body, I could hear, in …

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ya kno..

June 24th, 2010by 2muchfreetyme

w.o. getting in2 2 much detail bout my life, ive nevr had a loving mother, just a lying, disgusting, psychotic, lazy, conniving whorebag egg-donor who lied 2me bout who my dad was for 16 years then finally broke it 2 me 1 random day as a way of dashing my dreams for a better life. i have only heard from my (not) dad once since he found out the truth and that wasnt until several years later, at which point i told him he was a deadbeat asshole who always cared more about himself than me. (long story) i also told him that he had …

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suicide club

June 22nd, 2010by sisyphustone

与其说这是自杀预防计划,还不如说这是自杀俱乐部。

一堆人在这发表自己的心事,真是太搞笑了。

这个网站最大的作用莫过于此——作为一个树洞,缓解了理发师们的压力。

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Keep your head held high, you’ll make it!

June 21st, 2010by StayStrongAlways

So I’m new to this and I’m not sure if we are supposed to post helpful and positive things… but the stories on here are so sad and I just thought everyone should hear this, so here goes ….

I myself used to be plagued with dark thoughts of suicide , it’s a time I don’t like reminiscing and I now that I’ve recovered I never want to go back. I didn’t go to counseling , I didn’t have  a bad experience trying to commit the act , in fact I didn’t really tell anybody. I simply just smartened up, I didn’t want my life to …

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The Homocide Project

June 14th, 2010by KlLR0Y Jenkins

The way i see things, I am not the problem, they are. Remove the problem and you will have a solution.

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