My Suicide Note

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Closer Than Ever

  March 30th, 2014 by midnightsilences

I think the root of the problem is that I haven’t got a reason to live.

Everybody else does, for everybody’s got that one special someone, special hobby, or special band. Sure, I listen to some bands and I have a few friends and hobbies, but it’s never enough.

Let me tell you something; being depressed, it’s obvious. There is a kid in my math class, and he often asked if I was depressed and suicidal and gave me hugs all of the time. Keep in mind that this kid is rather odd and dramatic. Most people just think him annoying, but I was fairly decent friends with …

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Anyone have a poem?

  March 30th, 2014 by Came2Die

I want you to tell me a poem you wrote. I feel the poetry that people have made on this site is beautiful so let me hear your’s that you have made?

 

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Where’d Everybody Go?

  March 29th, 2014 by Blake SinBad

Wow. I almost forgot what it was like to be alone. I forgot how gut-wrenchingly horrifying it is. How it eats you from the inside out. boyfriend hast talked to me in over two weeks. We see each other all the time, and I try to talk to him, but it’s like we don’t know how anymore. I’m not going to be able to keep this up. All of my friends have been getting mad at me because I fuck things up all the time. My best friend though, is still there. She’d never leave…right? My only other actual friend is a guy in my …

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Eternity for a second.

  March 29th, 2014 by openCircle

First of all, since this is my first post, I would like to thank the dear reader for its time reading this at all!
First about me…I am 20 years old, and attend university where I study engineering. Relationships never worked out for me. Long distance was the one that really lasted more than a year. Anyhow, I do not want to talk about my break up or anything like that. It is not relevant.

What I would like to talk about are opportunities. What are you doing with your life? Why are you still here? What makes you keep going?

You are in the middle of the …

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Im sorry.

  March 28th, 2014 by silverlupas

Im sorry for all that I have done. I cannot express how sorry I am about the inconvenience about the car crash, Im so sorry for all that I have done to everyone. The thing that makes me the most upset is that it could have been so much worse; I would not have been able to live with myself knowing that I put my friends in the hospital. I do not want to hurt people I want to help others; I do not know how I can forgive myself. Simple I do not think that I can forgive myself.  I love you all so …

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Acceptance

  March 28th, 2014 by perish

I want my family and those who cared to forgive me. I’m very sorry for what I’m going to do. I just want their lives to go on, and have them forgive and forget. I’m not sure if I should write anything down it might make it harder to understand if I don’t, but it might be more upsetting if I adress anything or anyone. I want them to know it’s my fault I’m a difficult teenager. It’s not worth living anymore and I’ve been selfish most of my life. I’ve always thought I was doing right, but really I’m doing wrong. It would be …

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my life//

  March 27th, 2014 by princess Sherissa

Lately I’ve been wanting to kill myself. I’m the oldest in my family (15 yrs old).

    I don’t have many friends only one best friend and two acquaintances.. I’ve tried to commit suicide once with pills which made me vomet. I hate when people say I have it easy even though they don’t know what goes on through my head. Currently at the moment I feel like I’m being hated and bullied by all the people around me. I’ve been called a(n): Whore, *****, Slut, Hoe, Worthless, No good, loner, Nobody likes you, you should go kill yourself, and etc.

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My Story. (If you care enough to read it)

  March 26th, 2014 by MissMisfit

 

Hi. I’m.. well, I’d rather not state my name. I’m 13 years old- shocker, yeah? No, I’m not some “emo” kid looking for attention. All I ask is to not be underestimated. I know I’m too young to be this sad, but I guess that’s just how it is.. So, I guess I’m just going to let it all out. I’m setting my life out here because why not?

My depression. It all started when I was eight, my family was falling apart. My parents split up, and I didn’t know how to feel. My mom was crying herself to sleep every night and I thought it …

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Another Ugly Talentless Girl

  March 25th, 2014 by kucing

Honestly, no motivation words will work for me now. I’ve decided to suicide but I’m still trying to find the best way to do it. I am totally hopeless. I am 23 years old, single, ugly, fat, poor, no job, and talentless. Perfect reasons to do suicide. I just wanna ask anyone (who has suicidal thought too), how is your best plan to suicide? I really can’t survive anymore.

Thanks before.

*I’ll really thank you for sharing the way. I really want to die, please.

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The End.

  March 24th, 2014 by Lunae

Suicide Note

Before reading this, I need you to promise to God that you won’t blame yourselves. It’s not your fault. If you can’t accept this, you may not read any further.

I love you all. And I know that I’m loved. I know you did your best. Thank you for that. But just go on about your daily lives. Please. Take care of your other kids. Take care of your spouses. And, most importantly, take care of yourselves.

I’m just so tired. I don’t know how I even made it this far, honestly. So count that as a blessing. I wrote this note so that I could …

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  March 23rd, 2014 by hellblau

And in the darkest night
If my memory serves me right
I’ll never turn back time
Forgetting you, but not the time.

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Late night thoughts

  March 23rd, 2014 by anonymous.

I was told once, before we’re born we choose to come into this life. Told the possibilities of life are endless, you can do anything you put your mind to. Why is it that life contradicts that very statement. From a young age were forced to see the realities of what this life really is. A place where judgement of others is more important than judgement of one’s self. Where the rich strive and prosper and the poor struggle. Where the only peace you can find is in the bottom of a bottle. Or with a complete stranger, it seems the closest to you have …

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dreams….alive or dead…..

  March 21st, 2014 by KIARA

Dreams, a reason why we all work hard to conquer then,to live them.there is always a stage in our life when we let go of our dreams and our aspiration and that point of time we all lie to our ownself that maybe it was not in our destiny or maybe someting better is planned for us. Thats where we lose control over our fate…after this phase is over we all pamper our self make up stuff to satiate our pinching mind which makes us realise that we had done wrong…after all this will be over we again dream but this time its in our …

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Looking for assistance, shared experiences, dispersonalization

  March 20th, 2014 by amity

I’m entirely new to this.

I’m 23, and for as long as I can remember, things haven’t been quite right.  It’s not sadness, there’s no apparent cause for the way that I feel, nothing that makes me a particularly high “risk” for suicide, that is obvious from the sheer facts of my life.  I was beaten and generally abused as a child, but I feel at peace with that and have reconciled with the offender.  But, there’s this ever-present feeling of not-being.  This sense that I’m watching myself live, that I’m a passive spectator in all the things my body does, the words I speak, the …

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yust let me dissapear

  March 20th, 2014 by maui

i feel like i cant become anyting like there is no hope for me no future
it seems like im a dissapointment to everyone
why wont i be a good person and take my own life it feels like thats the way to go then i cant dissapoint anyone then i cant hurt anyone
the pain of my loss will fade, the pain if i will stay will be worse
the only reason im still here is for her the one person in my live, but she is 4000 miles away

the power of a single person kept me alive while the poeple near me dont seem to care
how can …

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My life is nothing but never-ending nightmare. Time to wake up.

  March 19th, 2014 by crvalid2

I was born in broken home. My father was an alcoholic. He is clearly a psychopath without having any sense of empathy. While being alcoholic he tried to kill my mother. She born me sometime around that. She compensated her broken marriage with me, she got me emotionally overattached. She made me sexually uncomfortable by talking about sex. She severely abused me.  Once a week she was crying, screaming, shouting at everyone. She was coming to me and saying things I couldn’t even remember. She made me cry and she didn’t stop there, she just kept going and going. She was screaming she was going to …

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My suicide.

  March 18th, 2014 by suicidal_chick

ive sat in this tub for hours trying to figure out a way to tell you. im sure you are confused as to why i did this to myself. Ill start out with school. I get bullied constantly. everyday im there. i get teased for how i dress and look. how i act and more. I came home crying almost everyday but you never seemed to care. you always told me that it would get better. well 5 years later it never got any better. it just got worse. from a scratch to blood all over my arm and floor. here i lay in a …

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My Life So Far

  March 17th, 2014 by iliveinsidemyhead

Hey,

So this is my story of my Depression and search for help.

I live in London and when I made the transition to year 7 it was very hard for me as I’m not great at changes and my aunt died of cancer recently, so I started seeing the school councillor. So it was all going well and helping with the death of my aunt, but after about two year when I was in year 9 another of my aunts died this time it affected me hugely so my mood dropped, so with this I started self harming. So I kept up with the self harm. …

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worthless

  March 16th, 2014 by survivingonfaith

Title says it all. Worthless. Im done.

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My suicidal story…

  March 13th, 2014 by DanVald

I was born some time ago. I never had any friends. Because my father was never there(he was always drinking and fucking anything with two legs), and I was raised by women, I was a serious wuss. Girls never liked me. But, I did have 1 chance that I didn’t take. Because I am a wuss. I never had any friends and barely went out if ever.

I will describe myself. I am skinny and ugly. About 5 11 , which sucks, cause I am neither tall nor short. I have to sit and listen to God saying suck it up. I have a huge nose …

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