My Suicide Note

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my girlfriend left me and I don’t feel I can live anymore

December 30th, 2013by kingdomFife

My girlfriend broke up with me about 2 and a bit months ago and I’m really struggling to carry on living. Our 3 year anniversary was December 11th and she left in October, I had just spent a months wage on taking her out for her birthday to a nice hotel etc and then when I saw her 3 days later she spoke about breaking up. The week she broke up with me I was made redundant at work, it was the anniversary of the death of someone who was like my big brother, it was a week or two before my own birthday and …

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Sorry…

December 28th, 2013by unsocialfreak

I feel the need to say sorry.

I’m sorry for all the pain I have caused you.

I’m sorry for ever letting you into my secret life of despair as I have tainted your happy life with my depression.

I’m sorry for ever thinking you’d care about me.

I’m sorry for barging into your life.

I’m sorry for not being there for you when you were there for me.

I’m sorry for the way I treated you, as my diary.

I’m sorry for thinking I’m the only person with problems not realising that we were both facing the same issues.

I’m sorry for becoming so sad all the time, ruining any chances of …

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need an solution

December 28th, 2013by darkclouds

Daily i wish i could find a way to kill myself. Tired of this life. You trust people with all your heart and they end up back stabbing you. You lose hope from humanity. There is nothing that can give you hopes to survive. I have put all my heart my life on a person. fought with my parents ignored my friends and at the end now i am left here all alone. I cant explain to people what happened and why. He still comes to me to say he cares but he likes someone else. tricky.. i get hopes and and then next minute …

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The Burden Has Lifted

December 28th, 2013by kurdt kobian

I’ve been spending the last few days with relatives. You know, for the holidays. I gotta say I’ve been having fun. Maybe it’s because the burdens of my MDD feel lighter. It’s quieted because I’ve accepted my suicide. I’m happier because I know in about two weeks I’m going to be gone. I know this happiness can’t last and once they leave it’ll all be back. But I’m at peace with my decision. I’m just happy to be done with the world and my failure of a life.

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Final Words

February 5th, 2013by HunterNightshade

I have been holding on for too long and I am slipping. I have no one up top to reach down and grab me, pull me up; and I have no one to catch me when I fall. I was once on the edge now I am dangling and ready to fall. I thought I could handle the weight of the world, fight on towards my future until the day I die. But I can’t. The world is depressing even-though there is so much fun around. I am so heart-broken even though I have friends, family, and a boyfriend who love me dearly. You may …

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