and things have not gotten better. they’ve gotten worse. a lot worse. i was going to take my life. but decided not to for right now. there has been just too much death around the people i love. and i don’t want to hurt the one person i love the most, my best friend. i feel like i let her down so much, i feel like she should hate me. i don’t deserve to be loved by anyone.
also, my life isn’t going anywhere. i have gotten arrested too many times, and now i have to take a drug test for 3 months. if i don’t […]