I feel like giving up. I’ve always been taught life’s great, all that shit, that I have to be successful, that I have to have dreams – grand dreams. It’s all so fucking stressful. Everything is spinning out of control inside me. I blame her, I blame her for everything. It’s stupid, because it’s my own stupid fault really. I keep saying, I never learned how to walk on my own because she keeps a tight leash on me, dragging me around for show to everyone who can see. But the truth is, I’m too afraid to get out of her shadow. Too fucking afraid.
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