Stories of Hope

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Thank You For Thus Far

October 7th, 2012by shtbnhk

I haven’t been an avid writer on this cite, I haven’t been able to make any relationships with any of you, and I know this cite is to relieve oneself from the frustration of that constant feeling of undying depression, but I just wanted you all to know how thankful I am for all the help you have given me. Because even though you don’t know me, talked to me or even commented on anything I’ve posted, I have read your stories and I don’t feel alone. It’s been 7 months of suicide-free euphoria! Nothing has changed in my life, and if anything going through …

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Whats wrong with me? Honestly.

October 6th, 2012by Madison

Long awaited, I can’t tell you how long I have anticipated this post. My scars are fading. But some will always remain. It’s just a reminder of how weak I truley am. Everyday, the only thing rooting my mind is when and where I will finally be able to break it and cut again. It’s driving me crazy. Everyone thinks I’m fine and happy though. Everyone thinks I’m okay since I went to the Mental Hospital. I told everyone I wasn’t suicidal. I regret lying. I’m just waiting of when to do it. It all started with my father. He betrayed my mother and I. …

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I can’t live like this anymore.

October 5th, 2012by AemsTheHero

~Who I am, for the time being~

Hello, I’m AemsTheHero, I’m 15 years old and I’m pansexual. I’m 5’4″-5’6″ ft tall. I’m around 110-125 lbs. My biological father no longer lives with me,  I live with my mom’s boyfriend and my mother. I have a 19 year old sister, and a step-sister. I have two brothers, a younger and an older one. I’m not going to lie to you guys. ( My brothers aren’t by blood, but they are still my brothers, you’ll see why soon.). I have a /new/ young step-sister, older step-sister, and new younger step-brother. I’m not like normal girls, I’m quite unique …

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i could have died

October 5th, 2012by jhvtfcjkhjm nvjh

I could have died.

In eighth grade.

Why didn’t I?

Why did that girl have to find me.

I could have been gone off the face of the earth.

And no one would have cared.

I starved myself to death almost.

I was so weak and fragile.

I could barely walk.

I could barely hold my pencil.

I didn’t want to go on.

I was so sick.

But for some reason, that girl had to find me.

And I had to get help.

Why?

I’ll never know.

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Joining the medicated masses.

October 5th, 2012by kurea

Well it’s official. Went to the GP again today, and after a long talk with a very nice doctor (making a point of saying he was very nice because i’ve had some crappy doctors in the past) i’ve now been given a prescription for anti-depressants. I’m both happy and sad about this. Happy because finally, maybe, i might get some control over how i feel and sad because it’s actually taken medication to get this sorted out. Medication was kind of the option i was saving for last. In the UK medication isn’t usually the first option they jump to, but he knows the councelling …

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Finally out of the darkness

October 5th, 2012by User425

After being depressed for a long time I think its finally time to say I’m out of the black hole. There’s many things I credit to this;

The NFL: What can I say no matter how shit your life is you can still watch Sunday night football! There is also Monday and Thursday nights games to help us survive the crawl to Sunday night. Its something that is always worth holding on for, only one of those losers wimps who make fun of sports people cause they make them feel insecure could hate the NFL its the greatest sport around and is number 1 in America …

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Just A Lil Letter From Me To You, Lovlies<3

October 5th, 2012by nolove14

Quit Worrying About How You Look, it’s About Whats On The Inside!

 

i don’t care who you are. your beautiful and amazing in your own unique and special way, please don’t let what he/she says make you stop believing that. the people who hurt you most are the ones who usually are the closest to you…but don’t beat yourself up, and depress yourself with it, because they may have called you ugly. stupid. fat. etc..but only you can believe them..only you can take it to heart. only you can take it as far as it gets. You, are Your Biggest Enemy. free yourself from mental slavery, …

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Ray Lewis inspirational speach

October 4th, 2012by User425

http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2012/03/29/ray-lewis-stanford-speech-nit-semifinals_n_1387639.html

We’ve all seen it. Ray Lewis has been doing this for 16 years. Lewis, widely known as one of the greatest NFL linebackers of all time, is also one of the most inspiring athletes to hear speak before any game whether it’s a big one or not.

The Stanford basketball team got a taste of what the Baltimore Ravens have experienced over the last decade and change before Tuesday’s NIT semifinal game against UMass. Before the Cardinal took the court, the former Super Bowl MVP spoke to the team in the locker room and delivered another incredibly inspiring speech.

“Wins and …

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Almost sober?

October 4th, 2012by jordy

I haven’t posted in a little while. That’s because Life has certainly got a little hectic for me this past month;
Three of my friends, whom knew I was suicidal, told my headteacher, who then pulled me out of lessons and decided
to get me another therapist, and she also gave me a card that will get me out of any lessons if I get upset/overwhelmed.

I’ve started exercising, push ups, lunges, jogging. Drinking more water and less junk, I’ve attempted to sleep more but
my insomnia is proving difficult to push at the moment. The friend that mocked me for being a depressed selfharmer
is not speaking to me and …

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Im Here To Talk To….

October 4th, 2012by SaiyanPride19

Hey Everyone,

I know life is really hard at this time with many of you, therefore I need you guys to talk to me and let me know what hurting you … There is so much potential in each and everyone of you. LOOK at the sky at night and see how many  souls have died innocently, they never had the chance to live a full life and you have every opportunity to live and totally make something out of yourselves..  Remember I’m here so you can talk to me, and please do not think about taking your life. I’m there with you in spirit to make sure you don’t harm yourself 🙂 …

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why me?

October 3rd, 2012by oemh

everyday its getting worse. ic an’t even try to be that happy,laughable girl i was years ago,because i am not anymore im letting my self fall into this deep hole and im really scare.  i keep on having ideas, dreams, thoughts about it it wont go away no matter what i try, i use to love to dance last year that go tme not deppressed but this year i feel like i have to prove my self, try harder all of my “friends” from last year moved up and left me:'(

the only reasons im not doing it

1. im hoping that it gets better but i …

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ONE WAY OUT

October 2nd, 2012by oemh

SO IM THE GIRL WHO  everyone sees laughing and smiling and looks lke she perfect. but im not at all i have a d+ in social and a c in choir my brother was on the honor roll all of his year of juinoir high and is still on it in highschool. my “bestfriend” said that we werent friend any more because she likes someone but they like me and she started a rumor saying that i had sex with him like serously people come on ima seventh grader here! ive been deppressed on adn off for a bout 2 years but last summer(2011) it …

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I ask you this..

October 1st, 2012by RogueShadow1281

If I were to get diagnosed with all the things wrong with me at a psychologist person. Would I still qualify for the army?

I want to die, it seems like a viable option. You can tell me everything will get better but since i was 12 or so things did not get better. I am now 17 trying to hold out, but it gets harder and harder every day. You can tell me something witty now that will stick in my head for the night, but tomorrow I will go through the same phase, thats what life has gotten to. Try as I might, this …

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december 3rd….

September 30th, 2012by Angel

so i have a doctors appointment for my depression on December 3rd….. that date runs through my mind everyday like its my birthday or something.. i think th appointment is just so the doctor can refer me to another doctor which is gonna be really disappointing. i used to be able to get through some days but now everyday is hard to get through. i have trouble keeping myself from going over board and my nights are worse. i feel anxsious for some reason and restless..i cant sleep at night until it gets real late and then im exhausted for school in the morning. i …

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The misadventures of Nate…

September 30th, 2012by RogueShadow1281

He walked, rather swiftly, quiet as a mouse, across dark alleyways, through long, narrow tunnles, and past as few people as possible. As he walked, he kept a disguise in case he was discovered by the ones he hid from. These people he hid from wielded hidden knives and loved to sneak behind you and… Surprise!

He opened the front door to his house to find friends and family springing out of their hiding places in a frenzy, as if a lions pride were lunging at their prey to quickly subdue them. He stood there, wide-eyed, until the realization that many people would watch him intently …

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Roshan Afghan Premier League

September 27th, 2012by User425

This league emerges from a broken war torn nation to entertain, bring together and give hope to the people of Afghanistan.

http://www.afghanpremierleague.com/

http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/world-asia-19668215

 

Just great to see something positive happening in a place that’s always reported on with such a negative light.

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I survived

September 27th, 2012by Leah_Michelle_

Hey Ya’ll, my name is Leah and I want to share with you my suicide story. I just want to go ahead and start off with the fact that I love you, and I am praying for you every single day.
So, where to begin…
Ever since I can remember I have been suicidal. I have had these thoughts for as long as I can remember. I knew it was not the right way to think, that children were supposed to be happy, and the fact that I was not made me feel as if I was doing something wrong. I had trouble coping with anything and …

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We are all worth dying for

September 26th, 2012by Leah_Michelle_

Hey Ya’ll, my name is Leah and I want to share with you my suicide story. I just want to go ahead and start off with the fact that I love you, and I am praying for you every single day.
So, where to begin…
Ever since I can remember I have been suicidal. I have had these thoughts for as long as I can remember. I knew it was not the right way to think, that children were supposed to be happy, and the fact that I was not made me feel as if I was doing something wrong. I had trouble coping with anything and …

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Is this what i’m here for?

September 26th, 2012by ravenstorm

I guess this is what i’m here for…Just to be someone’s punching bag…When something doesn’t go right,it’s always my fault…I guess I can accept that…..All I am good for is sex and that is about it…All of my friends are committing suicide and I feel like it is my fault.Well it is my fault…I guess the sooner I accept that, the better off I will be…If only someone in this world were here to love me….Love me like the father I never had…. 

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I’m Just Sayin’…..

September 25th, 2012by indierockkgirl

That a lot of you on here are absolutely amazing and talented people. I find it extremely strange that all of you have knack for stylistic writing. Have you seen how beautiful you write? The way you describe your shattered hopes and your distant dreams. It is so heartbreaking the way you guys describe it in an eerie yet beautiful poetic way. I think that you merely writing about how horrible and hard life has been is something that should help you persevere, as that is how I am beginning to feel. When you guys write on here, I can feel your pain, and it …

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