Stories of Loss

For those who have passed on.

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Prepare for the Dark Side

  September 28th, 2008 by Christa

The majority of my life was spent in and out of a state of depression (I had my own zip code) and often, I was quite manic. I regularly experienced suicidal thoughts. I spent years thinking life sucked with a big fat capital “S“. In my mind life was a jail and often I thought about breaking free. I generally lived under a big ugly dark black cloud of my own making.
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Time to share my story.

  September 3rd, 2008 by Fay

I’m Fay, almost 18 years old and kind of in a dark place right know. I don’t want to kill myself anymore, but about a year ago I saw no way out anymore.

For the last 1.5 year my life really haven’t been easy, my dad died, my grandfather died, my uncle comitted suicide and my aunt died as well, 4 people I really cared about. And because of that I almost lost all my friends, people don’t like someone who is not simple. It’s really hard to just keep on going but I feel like I have to. I’ve met a girl who [...]
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  August 24th, 2008 by bo noyes


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IN LOVING MEMORY OF BY BEST FRIEND BRANDEN WOODS

  August 24th, 2008 by bo noyes

TODAY IS AUG.24TH,08
I AM WRITING THIS ENTRY BECAUSE TODAY I HAD TO SAY A “FINAL GOOD-BYE” TO MY FRIEND BRANDEN. BRANDEN WOODS TOOK HIS OWN LIFE ON AUG.18TH,2008…HE WAS ONLY 30 YRS. OLD.
I PROBLEY SHOULDN’T BE WRITING THIS STORY ON THIS WEB-SITE,
BUT I HAVE SO SO MANY QUESTIONS & I’M SO MAD RIGHT NOW!!!

NO ONE REALLY STOPS TO THINK ABOUT WHAT WILL HAPPEN AFTER THEY ARE GONE-THEY ONLY WANT “THEIR” PAIN TO GO AWAY…NOT REALIZING “ALL” THE PAIN THAT THEY WILL CAUSE EVERYONE ELSE IN THE AFTER MATH!!!!
MY FRIEND BRANDEN [...]
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very inconsiderate

  August 11th, 2008 by candacef83

so i jsut want all of you to know that suicide is the most selfish act anyone can make…. did any of you know that suicide only hurts the ones left behind???? i lost someone VERY close to me because of suicide… i honetly killing yourself is not the only option… it’s for the lazy, the ones who are not willing to work to make life better, i have been suicidal was for most of my early teen’s but then i realized that there is so much more to life than thinking about death, so take yourself to a dr [...]
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Brooke’s Story

  August 4th, 2008 by X_Anonymous_X

Author’s Note: Everything in this story is completely true, including all the dates. Names have been changed to protect the privacy of those involved.

Brooke’s Story

So there’s this girlie Brooke. She’s my best friend, and she means the world to me. There’s no one else in the world who has her laugh, her smile, or her personality. She’s one of the best peeps ever, and I’m so glad to have her as my friend. She’s like, the happiest person that I know; always cheerful and ready to make you smile. And she wants to die.
See, Brooke is really depressed. Her dad’s death when she [...]
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My life…ruined. Poor, pity me as my Dad says.

  June 26th, 2008 by ShunBlue

About 2 years ago, my husband and I had begun having strainful marital difficulties that are too numerous to mention. We really had a wonderfu life beforehand. I had worked my whole life, going to college (not graduating, but choosing work instead), dated, and found my soul-mate at 23. What are soulmates anyway? This is such a long, long story so I’ll try to give it a Reader’s Condensed version. I held a job as a CSR/Analyst with a Petrochemical Marketing Firm and my husband worked his way up in his Oil Company (large one) to a Geologist Tech. [...]
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love of a lifetime loss

  June 20th, 2008 by MJ

For the past 18 years I have been depressed off and on. I am now 31. Never been married and I don’t have any children. I am actually pretty successful compared to my friends and relatives. 8 years ago, the love of my life passed away suddenly from a motorcycle accident. The pain– the pain– the pain. I hurt everyday. I don’t think that I can have a “normal” romantic relationship with anyone because I still love him. He was the love of my life. I never told him how I really felt. Nor have [...]
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I’m Sorry

  June 12th, 2008 by pauldugan13

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY
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I’m Sorry I am NOW Happy

  June 3rd, 2008 by pauldugan13

I’m Sorry..

EAT DOG SHIT FOREVER !!!!!!


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Untitled

  May 28th, 2008 by TkElle

I’ve literally been aware of this website for no longer than five minutes, but I can’t explain how relieved I feel for having typed ‘suicide’ in a search engine. Some of the stories I scanned are heart-wrenching and I don’t feel I can compare (even though that isn’t the point), or even justify why I feel so awful. I’m 15, and in the midst of my examinations. I find it impossible to revise for them, maybe because I have a constant thought of how I may fail if I don’t revise. But that makes the process worse. I feel pressured by myself – guilt-tripped in [...]
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witness

  May 14th, 2008 by Survivor

Today happens to be my 34th birthday. I have been a survivor of debilitating depression since I was 19. I have forgotten the person I was. After 14 years of severe depression and all of the questions all of the odd looks all of the hopelessness and pain. All of those wasted years and potential. I am starting to feel better. Dr.s seemed to always give me a drug of limited effect in an insufficient dose and left me out to pasture. Higher doses of prescription drugs are what is helping me.
How the heck do I know how normal I should feel now [...]
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When Will I Feel Good Again? Where Did I Go Wrong?

  May 10th, 2008 by DyingInside

Basically My Life Story, Reasons For Being Suicidal.
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Still Can’t Believe It Ended Like This

  May 4th, 2008 by TheNextProphet?

I have written here before in an entry called Lowest.

When my school fell apart, I switched to a Christian school for sixth grade which I thought would be a great experience because I had a few friends there. I had no idea what I was in for. I had been picked on a little before for my OCD tendencies but not much afterwards, but I always knew I was different. I was tortured my first few months of sixth grade but eventually people left me alone. I managed to make myself a little less different. However, two of the tormentors [...]
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Fuck it

  April 29th, 2008 by sean

well, i really dont know why im still living, ive had enough of this fucking world, i figured that out when i was 7.

saw my friend hanging from a rope and dangling from the ceiling, worst thing ive ever seen in my life, and every single day from that point on, ive always wondered why did he do it? it seemed like a good idea to me, it really does, ive even tried it before. well i did once, but the thing i was hanging off of just broke and i fell ot the ground, and i layed there for about an hour just crying [...]
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Winter Came and Went

  July 24th, 2007 by Leon

This story won’t take long, but if I could this story would go on forever. That is how much I had admired this man. He was a dedicated teacher who knew so much of his students’ potentcial for greatness, but did not have time to admire their bright futures. The day he had died, I remember pulling up behind a parked ambulance. Any sign like that would make you worry. I had heard from one of my friends that my english teacher had collapsed, but it was in math class when my world had fallen apart.

“He has passed away,” my math teacher had said between [...]
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hapiness is an illusion

  February 7th, 2007 by lost

i had cut myself, she made me promise to stop. i wanted to kill myself, i couldent leave her. she was always there for me for evreything, even when i wasent there for myself. i care about her. i know somethings wrong, she cuts herself in school… ALOT i dont know what to do, shes in so much pain, i want to help, i dont want her to be alone. i try so hard, but i dont think she trusts anyone, she yells “FUCK OFF WHAT PART OF LEAVE ME ALONE DONT YOU UNDERSTAND” she ignores me [...]
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dark days of surviving a suicide

  March 22nd, 2005 by justin

My beautiful, wonderful, healthy, happy, loved, intelegent step son killed himself this past Sept. by a gunshot to the head. He was 19. The days since then have been filled with nothing but agony. I find it hard to work, to sleep, to do anything I ever enjoyed. It’s hard to laugh anymore. I’ve got a 10 year boy that I’ve got to help get thru his hero’s suicide. If he would have known the horrible tragedy that his death would cause, he’s still be here. His girlfriend just wanted to move on and didn’t, the end. There is always someone out there to talk [...]
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About Stories of Loss

  August 7th, 2004 by SP Administrator

Use this category when you post your story if it’s related to a story of loss due to suicide by someone you know, an acquaintence, friend or family member.


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