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So 2025 is over. How was this year for me? Pretty fucking awful to be honest. I started off the year trying to work on CLARA. I stayed behind in Worcester because I naively thought that I could finish up CLARA in time to publish a paper. It didn’t work out. Just like the other couple of chances I had. So I missed Christmas and New Years for nothing. I started off the actual new years at the barcade I frequented. Bunch of happy people who rang in the new year with me standing awkwardly to […]

i’m curious, i found this place completely by accident.

What do you do when you’re at your max of what you can handle? When you are back against the corner? When everything in your life is broken in every way. There is nothing to be happy about or be “joyful” or “grateful” for. There is nothing good in my life. I am pretty much living purely out of spite.

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Me, I watch
-True Crime,
-Stupid ways people died,
-Death by Stupid Pranks,
-Documentaries (these tend to be depressing as well bc IRL is depressing)-

you know, “cheery” holiday shows.

I don’t think I can do this anymore. It’s only gotten worse and worse. I can open my veins to let the shadows drain out, to calm the ghosts in my head, but they just come back again and again and I’m so tired of living.

Im tired of these problems whether physical or mental.

After having been on here for around a decade and constantly writing down my thoughts, I tend to pay close attention to my mental state and the reasons behind it. I believe my previous psychiatrist has stated I’m fairly self aware and I told him it was only natural when I spend all my time in my own head. I hate to admit it, but I had a sense of satisfaction when he said that. Anyways I try to keep track of markers that signify what type of state of mind I’m in at the time. How I interact with people, […]

for depressed people to look forward to?

Me- I personally wouldn’t mind if a plasma burst erupted from the sun and vaporized us all. In fact, I welcome it.

I don’t find this world worth living in, especially not when you’re poor or disabled or have shit family. What is there too look forward to when your life is broken, and society is broken?

@dying2die- hey, thought you’d be interested in this. came up on my feed just now, though I guess it’s been in the news the last few days. funny how all these scientists who discover free energy, cars that run on water, or dr’s who discovered how to kill cancer- funny how they all end up dead/murdered/shot/”suicided”

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Holidays are only for people with actual family that are good and loving to them. For the rest of us, it’s bah humbug! -_-

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So I lied. My training wasn’t done. I still need CPR training. So that means I spent 42 hours this week watching people do things instead of doing them myself. Beats the training videos I guess. And I probably won’t be getting CPR training any time soon since it’s “peak” season. All the instructors are too busy to show my how to do chest compressions or something. So that means I get to spend another 42 hours just watching people do work. Actually 30 hours. Cause I get Christmas off. I get to lie in […]

What I want to say is life is for idiots, but that’s not entirely true. There are plenty of smart people who enjoy life. What I mean to say is life is for people who have lousy memory. Or the ability to delude or deny memory, same thing. I don’t know how else anyone can bear the ever increasing burden.

The other day I had to drive 5 miles. I avoid driving because apparently it often ends with me smashing into a pole, a guardrail or some concrete pylon. Uncontrollable, and I mean fullass uncontrollable suicidal impulses come to a boil when I’m in control of […]

My parents sent me to a mental hospital for a week. They thought they’d make me better. But they just made it worse than ever before. I’d cry for hours, almost pass out because I wouldn’t eat, I didn’t speak a word for over a week. I don’t care what happens to me anymore. Everything has been taken from me except my life, and I don’t want that either now. I’m so behind now too. I missed so many tests and projects. I was taken in on the day of my winter concert. That was supposed to be my first time being concertmaster. I worked […]

Hey, I just made my account like two minutes ago. Please be kind. I think this post is going to be long, just to warn you. I think people can leave comments on this website so if you have advice for me it’d be greatly appreciated.

Without going too much into my personal life, I’m 20 years old and a college student. I do well for myself, have a 3.8 GPA, and solid extracurriculars. I was even a college athlete my freshman year haha, but I quit. If I live, I will be going to law school after college. Hopefully a good one. Externally, I seem […]

I can’t believe, last time i posted here was in 2022. Things have changed and actually many many things have changed. I went to college by the end of 2022, it wasn’t what i wanted to do, dated a narcissistic, attempted on my first year, stuffed myself with pills thinking i will escape the great depression. Then i didn’t go, i started accepting how my life was going, i took a break from my boyfriend, met new people and started enjoying life. I experienced many great things after that and i was at the happiest years of my life. Then i graduated and the graduation […]

Just let me see you again…and again, and again, I will fly 11000 kilometers back home and you’ll know about it all. put you rage on me, put your lips on me, put your hands on wherever you want to pinch or choke and you’ll know. Go anywhere, see anyone, be as free as you want, I’ll never blame you, how could I? I told you, I want you to have the kind of love I could never receive, and for its existence I am happy. I melt at the thought of you yet I can’t say a single gentle word, yet I laugh at […]

I went to cidercade for my birthday today. My birthday isn’t for another two days, but I’ll be working and having a dentist appointment that day. It was just me. It’s always just me. I went to get a burger at a place nearby. Ordered too many cheese fries and took some home. Will probably just end up throwing them away. There goes 10 bucks. Then I headed over to cidercade. Was there for a little under 2 hours maybe. Did the usual. Played Galaga first. Guitar hero, racing games, pinball, CvS2. […]