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Last meal

  August 2nd, 2018 by jr.

If you knew that you were going to die tomorrow (suicide or not) what will be your last meal?

Mine will be 4 pop eyes chicken, Cajun fries and a orange mintue maid

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Self-harm

  August 2nd, 2018 by yoonsin

Please, if you are considering self-harm or are currently self-harming, please quit.

Let me be an example, a warning to you all.

When I first started, it was a tiny little cut on my thigh, made merely to see how it’d feel- and I can’t lie, it was exhilarating to me. I was thirteen at the time and was enduring copious amounts of abuse from my parents, both physical and verbal, which had been occurring since childhood. It was a strain to my psyche and after that first cut, for once in my life, I felt like I was able to deal with all the pain that …

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Sigh… I hate my mom.

  August 2nd, 2018 by WanderingDreamer91

Sigh… I hate my mom…

 

I can’t really show pics for proof so I guess you’ll have to take my word for it, and I guess it’s up to you if I reacted wrong and if my mom sucks or not, but yeah, I’ll try to find enough time to post on this on a work day, I hate waiting to type out something important…

 

Also, no offense, but… I think Primal One posted like 15 posts in a row and buried some otherd including mine so I’m not sure if people saw them but whatever…

 

Here we go. :p

 

Me

“I want a girlfriend. 🙁 It feels weird saying …

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My life is ruined ..

  August 2nd, 2018 by hayn

I really need to talk and tell everything , even  if nobody noticed .

when i was 10 years old my first period came and i was so sad that i grew up and now ( since im muslim ) i’ll have to wear proper clothes and hijab , i didn’t tell  my mother for like 4 or 5 months .

one day my mom knew and i still don’t know how she found it out . I made her promise me and swear to god that she wont  tell my grandma , 2 hours later i found a facebook post from my grandma saying ” we …

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  August 2nd, 2018 by lost.in.space

i don’t know what is wrong with me anymore. i was feeling better for few weeks but now i feel like shit again. and i gain some weight because my gluten intolerance and i can’t stand it. i knoe i am not fat but i feel fat and i just want to cut but i can’t because if i start again i won’t stop. and i just cry all the time. i hate myslef because i am ugly and my appearance, poor body image are holding me back. i hope i will die soon.

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Human

  August 2nd, 2018 by lonewolf23

Jeez….it’s no wonder why i feel like a robot. I lost my sense of being human. Humans are more complex than trees or even the most sophisticated program. To simply live is boring and empty. Sure i can just eat food, drink water, sleep, etc. But why just do that until death? I suppose it isn’t wrong that I want some excitement in life. Something a little different today to stimulate my other human emotions. Even if its simply choosing the bus over driving today. Maybe today I decide to join in on a joke. I got so caught up trying to only be “productive” …

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  August 2nd, 2018 by freeroma

No, you aren’t there to reach out to. No one is there, period.

The fick is a hotline going to help me when it s hard to breathe? Barely get air in words won’t be easier.

Sides, not my style. texting a friend all I want is to die ain’t going over well, specially as noone would see it for hours. And then what. Hey sorry iissed tour message how are you now are u ok. No thanks, I can hang on to nothing without outside help.
Nope. Fuck y’all.

Physical pressure alieved the emotional.
So. I’m sleeping with rope around my neck. My legs are still heavy …

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fuck my mother

  August 2nd, 2018 by RooTesfaye

I got into a fight a while back with my mother, and I told her I hope she finds my body. After, I had to pretend I was just upset and didn’t mean it. But I do. I know it’s horrible. I know my mother is someone I should love. I’ve been in hospital beds because of attempted suicide, and she’ll be there just writing and responding to emails and even making and taking calls. I am nothing to her. She loves talking about how fucked up I am to get attention. I’ve attempted way too many times to count. I’m done attempting, it’s time …

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My Yandere Story

  August 1st, 2018 by WanderingDreamer91

I came up with a story a long time ago about a morally ambiguous “protective” killer protagonist story. :p

 

Decided to make it like a “yandere”, if you could still use that term despite it not really being a romantic example, and involving a teenage girl, because of moe, idk. :p

 

From anywhere including killing a bully stop from being hurt as well as to protect a friend, to assistant suicide, to stealing from the “rich” or modern folk to give to the poor and homeless, making it all fit somehow, yet constantly being on the run and being considered evil despite all the good intentions…

 

How does …

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I want to know survivors of carbon monoxide and coal method

  August 1st, 2018 by Fakedark

I want to know survivors of carbon monoxide and coal method i am a survivor

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The insane asylum

  August 1st, 2018 by Cause of Death: Suicide

Lately it has been bothering me..

I have been forced into mental hospital for attempting/trying to end my life before but was never transferred to state.

I don’t want to go there again

They have just put me in jail 2 years ago and I haven’t been able to leave my parents house since

Before I mostly lived in a vehicle sadly it wasn’t mine and now I cannot drive (they got me on DUI)

I have paid them around 5000$

Will they put me in state hospital.. will they take me to the insane asylum?

I have nightmares most nights of being raped. I have no idea why these nightmares started.. …

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Charts of Suffering

  August 1st, 2018 by WanderingDreamer91

Intro

 

Phew! I’ve been waiting to post this ALL DAY! :O Had to save the script all in my head and everything. >_< Then I had to take two more hours to finish the 2nd and 3rd charts as I just discovered them today…

 

So like, maybe it’s a bit masochistic, but sometimes I really want to know who I am that I even took these chart things I found seriously, about how much a fictional character has suffered and how much they deserved it. :p

 

I found it from a Berserk page from Facebook. :p I think these come from 4chan… yeah. XD

 

Anyways, this may be kind …

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More Cryptic Rambling

  August 1st, 2018 by thehusk

Living with myself is…tricky. Recognizing all of the ugliness within me doesn’t change it. I can rationally see the awfulness in me. But the unacceptable feelings remain. There’s still anger, hatred, and resentment without cause. I resent those who are better than me. I resent them for highlighting my dysfunction. I resent them for pursuing meaningful lives, in spite of their tribulations. I resent that I can’t be like them. I resent them for how well adjusted they are to this reality. I resent this reality for being as it is. For allowing me to be as I am, in all my wretchedness.

I have no …

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ok

  August 1st, 2018 by spectralgiraffe

Mice are awesome!!!

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How keen are you?

  August 1st, 2018 by Agonizing

Would you be happy to die in your sleep tonight if it was a one time offer of guaranteed peaceful painless exit?

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Loneliness

  August 1st, 2018 by rejection

I wonder if there is a cure to loneliness…

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George Vizyenos – The Dream

  August 1st, 2018 by Taf Taf

George Vizyenos – The Dream

(Translated by Timothy Adès)

 

Last night I saw all in my sleep
a river deep:
God let it not come true!
Silent as night beside the flood,
moon-pale, there stood
a young man whom I knew.

– – –

With force the stormwind striving
and smiting
near drove him from the living;
waves sucked his feet with kisses,
inviting
him down to their embraces.

– – –

Not by the storm I thought him
mistreated,
despairing wretch forsaken.
To snatch him safe I speeded,
nor caught him:
abruptly he was taken.

– – -…

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I don’t give a shit

  August 1st, 2018 by morado123

“Why did you do that?” “Why did you say that?”

Because I don’t give a fuck about my reputation, stupid. To a person who’s probably going to commit suicide soon, his/her own reputation with people must be the last thing to consider in their mind, right?

I don’t give a shit what you think about me. I’ll keep doing what I want. Shit.

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Hostage of my own mind

  August 1st, 2018 by friendshiproad53

“You have so many friends now, you’ve started a good new life for yourself down here.”

Little did he know, my father, that most of these so called friends wouldn’t even think of me unless I was standing there right in front of them. Maybe that’s normal when starting over in a new place, but after more than 5 years I don’t feel I’ve accomplished much at all. I’m merely a shadow.

I recognize this feeling inside from my old life. The hopelessness. The sorrow of not being, enough.

I started a new education about a year ago, I was on the edge of taking my own life …

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imagine

  August 1st, 2018 by acciojessica

imagine,

just looking into those brown eyes,

only just to realise,

that they’re only filled with your lies

you see the

crying

the screaming

and the hatred

grow,

as you watch the tears fall from her eyes.

you say you’re ‘sorry’

and she’s gone now,

but,

imagine the eyes you saw,

were yours,

sitting in the reflection of the knife you once  held.

[j]

 

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