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SIMPLE.

September 17th, 2017by Baked13

I JUST WANT TO DIE

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September 17th, 2017by noah5678

I can’t even IMAGINE how unlikely it is that anybody I know has a suicide plan like I have in the past.  What are the chances that people I know actually know about this site, or google things like “ways to die” and stuff like that? Why must it be so hard to find people like me? I’m not saying it’s impossible but I can’t imagine something like this to be true.

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Pain surpassing my fear of hell

September 17th, 2017by water

For over 5 relentless years, I have wanted to die. I have stayed but not because of hope. I stayed because of fear. I fear hell. A literal one. I see this creator as a tyrant. If I stay, I suffer. If I leave, I rot for an eternity.

Now, it has gotten to the point where my pain is surpassing my fear. It’s almost as if I can literally feel my brain dying. I am unemployed right now and have lost motivation to find work. These thoughts just get darker and I sort of lose track of time. It’s sort of like I’m in limbo …

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Today’s not so bad.

September 17th, 2017by LordsWrath

I always post when I’m having a bad day or going through bad times. Today, I’m posting because my outlook today, this morning as its only 11.30am, isn’t so bad. This could change later on in the day. Right now, I don’t feel horribly depressed. Suicide has only entered my head a couple of times this morning. Also the black cloud that surrounds my mind feels less dense today. The void inside me feels smaller and less consuming and hurts less. I don’t hate myself today. There is some love from me towards myself. I’m calm and at peace with the fact that no one …

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Cigarette

September 16th, 2017by Gary

Sept 16th

Well just fuck it. I wish I’d die and get this done. I’m just not wanting to be. Why is my death so permanently a part of my daily thoughts. I just don’t understand me. So, I’m stuck in this revolving door that just is a permanent part of my life. I can’t escape it, and its pulling me in, shattering my mind. I cannot see me getting by this, the power of its crave is that cigarette. Peace. Hopefully no more, no nothing, just off. Its gonna happen but when. I want this over with. I can’t say I don’t care, but my …

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Food for Thought

September 16th, 2017by BlondeWig

Do you ever just wish you had some kind of disease that would eventually, somehow or another kill you? I know it’s sick to say, and sick to idolize it but saying that you’re going to die from like cancer or something sounds so much nicer than someone who says that they are going to kill themselves. Now i’m sure that most people who are terminally ill, don’t want to die. But I can also say that I as someone who has depression and is suicidal, I don’t want to die either. But at the same time I do. Depression is like an endless disease …

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Lonely

September 16th, 2017by Life is a beach

I’m about to turn 16. My entire life I’ve felt lost and alone. In elementary school I had a best friend. She and I were inseparable. We met in kindergarten, but she left me for someone else in the fourth grade. I began hanging out with another girl. She was depressed. She talked to me about cutting, hating her parents, etc. I was in 5th grade at this time. A stupid 11 year old kid. I tried being there for her, just being a friend. Looking back I should’ve told someone. She never did anything drastic, but she left and transferred schools. We stopped talking. …

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Have I gone mad?

September 16th, 2017by suicidaldreamer

Am I insane? No, seriously… I think I have truly lost my mind, and I cannot discern as to when. I feel gone, way gone, and beyond hopeless. It’s no wonder I’ve been so engrossed with spirituality, truth, and the Holy Bible. I’m seeking answers, because, if I’m gonna leave this world by my own doing, if there’s one thing in my humble opinion that’s worth pursuing; it’s truth. Truth matters. We always hear about love, which is the essence of all creation, but what about truth? I somewhat believe that real truth can’t really be proven. Nothing can really be proven, when you think …

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Anyone there?

September 16th, 2017by Take a Deep Breath

I need someone to talk to

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Conflicted.

September 16th, 2017by suicidaldreamer

I was to visit my extended family this morning, but I failed to show up. Why? Well, I work night shift, and I sleep mostly during the day. After I work, I normally come home, sleep a little, and then I’m up, and then go back to sleep later – prior to starting my night. I don’t mind this lifestyle, however, living with someone that disturbs you every morning is hard to deal with, especially when you’re trying to adjust to a new schedule. I am truly torn at this point. My stepfather has a van that he is trying to get rid of, which …

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Expiry Date: Nov 17

September 16th, 2017by Blue Jeans

By the end of November, I think I may die. Depression has just returned a few days ago, opening the locked doors of my house with his sly little fingers then proceeded to creep slowly into my room. I lay on my bed, underneath blankets and cat fur, vulnerable like the 6 year-old child I once was, waiting for the imaginary train to come wrecking in. This time no train came, but a sticky, grim figure. It clasped onto my hair, hugging my chest from behind, blinding me with bone-biting guilt. I lay on the floor as if pinned to the ground. I tried getting up, …

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Need people to talk to

September 16th, 2017by Jmann66

Dont want to live im not living i hate it send me your email address ill send u my num

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If an Alien landed on Earth

September 16th, 2017by eternaldarkness

How would you describe Earth, it’s inhabitants, and human life to it?

Ex: Ants are described as living in colonies, with a Queen, worker ants, etc.
If you had to describe humans / human life to an Alien, how would it describe it?

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Luv this song

September 16th, 2017by Ellen87

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Need Help

September 16th, 2017by olivialindseyy

I don’t know if anyone would even care enough to help me, but I could REALLY use someone to talk to. I don’t know if i can handle living anymore. I will also gladly listen to anyone else that needs to talk. Anyways, if anyone cares, please email me at egglivia357@gmail.com and I will give you my number to text me. ( I don’t want to give my number out online)

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11:33 pm update

September 16th, 2017by vee

yesterday i took full advantage of the numbness i’ve been feeling for the past few days. since i haven’t felt anything; not anxious, sad, happy, stressed, anything; i decided to finally make an appointment to talk with someone about what’s going on with my brain. it’s too annoying to ignore now, and honestly i doubt that’ll make it worse so i may as well try. the appointment is on the 28th, so in about two weeks but i guess it’s a nice thing and good news, i honestly don’t know and currently couldn’t care less. let’s see how that works out.

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I don’t fucking know

September 16th, 2017by iwouldrathernot

I hide inside my comfort zone a lot. A ridiculous amount, really. But sometimes I’ll spontaneously jump out of it for a bit. The more I do that the more I realize I can actually see myself doing this thing. It feels good to have one thing that I can doubt a little less.

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This post is for all of you…. More than welcome to share mind ideas

September 16th, 2017by Urm8451n

I recently had gotten 2 mind changing comments on some of my posts. It flooded me with thoughts, and eventually it made me decide the following.

I will start posting updates about changing one’s life from the worst to the best (I’m gonna be the guinea pig). Perhaps it is going to be taking some years, or maybe just months, but it will be “recorded” here, and solely for you.

Few FAQ before I start:
How is it related? – It is totally related as coping skills and will give real life examples.
Why would you do it? – Because I want to change, and I’m having hard times …

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September 16th, 2017by Ellen87

I cannot take this life anymore, think ill call it quits. Tired of being homeless, tired of bein broke, tired of my mom judging me for being jobless no matter how long n hard ive tried to get a job, tired of having health problems, tired of bein a single parent, tired of feelin like im never good enough, tired of men treatin me like im disposable n unworthy, tired of wondering whats in my future if there is 1.

I just dont want to do this anymore. I want to be free from people and from myself. I just really need a break. Ive struggled …

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my new kitten

September 16th, 2017by iamdarling

today, i brought home my new kitten.

he is so small, and so sweet – and currently unnamed. i’ll update this post and tell you his name when i have chosen it.

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