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April 19th, 2018by Hulk

If im tired of life and i dont wanna live why am i still alive
If ill have a gun i think i will do it

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in the hospital…

April 19th, 2018by ladolcemorte

In the hospital.  I’m stuck in the emergency department, waiting for a bed in a psych ward.  There are a bunch of us here in psych purgatory (all the beds are occupied in all the psych wards in the city and there is a long wait) and all that separates the beds are thin curtains.

It is impossible to avoid overhearing what the other patients are saying to the Drs.  There is so much sadness and despair in the world.  my heart is just breaking for all these people.  I feel worse than when I got here.

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getting scared

April 19th, 2018by spectralgiraffe

not suicide related

how will I ever meet my online bf… its too scary… he’s going to judge me endlessly… there’s nothing to suggest he will though…
this is coming from someone who has been bullied most of her life (at least at school). and having a shitty non existent life. every day I get closer to the meeting, it scares me more and more

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April 19th, 2018by waitingformyalaska

My family is all that’s keeping me from ending it. They love me so much, and I love them. They’re all I have. I’d be so lonely without them. I don’t know what I’m going to do after my parents are gone.

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April 19th, 2018by Hulk

Who do you love, hate, neither from your relatives and why?

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Hi! I need some help to find someone

April 19th, 2018by Birdsndflies

The username here is Ihatemylifelikeahater and Kam if you are reading this, please text me Kik An_fms . I’ve been looking for you for months. You probably don’t care anymore but I can’t stop thinking about our promise. Please don’t ignore me,
Ana

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April 19th, 2018by Hulk

28 years old, still living with my stupid female parent

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April 19th, 2018by Hulk

What do you like, dont like about the place you live?

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Giving Up – For The Umpteenth Time

April 19th, 2018by Koda

After living with myself for years upon years, I figured out how much I can handle. I surpassed that limit long ago.

I started to succumb to the agonizing effects of depression and suicidal thoughts. I don’t try to fight it when it pushes itself into my mind, infiltrating my thoughts. It makes me lash out. I have become less than a person. I ruined a friendship with someone I have known for more than seven years. I fell out of touch with everyone else. But that’s good, right? I don’t have to worry as much when I pass on. Not that I will anyways. I …

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Whether you are planning a suicide or not.

April 19th, 2018by Cause of Death: Suicide

When the moment comes, as we know it will. Will you be fully prepared? I don’t mean that you said goodbye to loved ones and all, I mean prepared as in you felt it in your heart and soul that you were content with the fact that in the next moment or night you would no longer have life. No breath to breathe. Will you think about the newborns, the children, the teenagers and young folk? Will you understand the meaning of all this? Will you be able to come to some sensible comprehension of what has appeared in our perception? Will you believe in life and the source behind life? Will …

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Waiting Game

April 19th, 2018by J Doe

I realized that I am just playing the waiting game at this point. I’m not really concerned about what happens this semester anymore. Whether I fail miserably or squeak by as per usual, I just don’t really care anymore. I miss work. I miss being able to go and just do something and get paid. I’m actually looking forward to something and that is working full time during the summer. Now mind you I know the difference between working as a means of getting something extra and working to survive. I’m not saying that I want my life to depend …

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Mental illness

April 18th, 2018by Bre24

Mental illness sucks. You can have everything you’ve ever wanted and still be so unsatisfied. I would never wish depression or anything else on my greatest enemy. It really fucks you up when you can never be truly happy with anything in your life.

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Never Thought

April 18th, 2018by Bre24

I never thought I would be where I am now. On medications to stabilize my mood, in therapy, and not wanting to experience life. I’m in a relationship I’ve always wanted, and yet so unsatisfied because I consantly worry about him leaving me suddenly even though he does nothing to make me think that way. I thought with the help I’d be doing better but I hardly leave my bed and its so hard for me to do anything. Most days I’ve considered myself to just be giving up in school considering I can’t focus long enough to get anything done ever. I’m almost a …

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New girl

April 18th, 2018by Unsheard

i found a new girl, we have been talking for a bit but i think i’m getting to deep to quick. I flirt with her even without trying to and i can’t stop myself. I think i’m breaking her because i’ve started cutting again. I need to break it off but i dont know how. Someone please help me.

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April 18th, 2018by Hulk

Why do i have to be so lonely, i dont like some (many) people, im tired

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the sky

April 18th, 2018by iamdarling

the sky looked nice tonight. i saw the moon for the first time in a while. there were a few stars. the shade of blue was difficult to describe, it was deep, but, not black. like… navy, maybe. it made me feel some type of way.

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Its so difficult

April 18th, 2018by definitelyworried

Everything is going wrong for me.

I can’t breath,

I can’t eat,

I can’t sleep,

I have no energy,

I don’t want to die,

I can’t live anymore.

I’m thinking of hanging myself to end the pain. But I can’ right now till I settle a few things, but I don’ know if I can wait.

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April 18th, 2018by Hulk

What would you do if you were rich?

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April 18th, 2018by Hulk

Some people are selfish, egotistical, they live in their own world and they do not care about others.

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What is the right way?

April 18th, 2018by J Doe

There are times when I’m panicking and other times when I’m not. I feel no fear and then it all comes rushing towards me. I’m hardly eating anything. I’ve run out of meals on my meal card and money. I should go pick up my last check. It shouldn’t be that hard. I think I’ll go do that soon. Pretty sure. Where should I go. No direction is terrifying. So terrifying. I’m afriad. so very afraid. Can’t seem to see anything.

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