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  February 13th, 2019 by Atintofgreen

I have realized there are things buried that I have yet to overcome. I wish there was a way to let them loose one at a time. When I open the cage, they overflow like wild birds with an insatiable hunger for freedom. It’s like an ocean difficult to retain, redirect, or contain. As I said its all or nothing. Sometimes the “nothingness” feels like a “better” but maybe it’s a lie that I like to tell myself. I thought I was ready to open such door and face my ocean. I took a pen and attempted to translate my subconscious into letters and my …

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A question to you all

  February 12th, 2019 by ultraviolet

So I have a friend who is quite the opposite of me. He’s lovely and happy and so very nice. And I’m not lovely and always sad… he knows I’m a sad girl.. and he says that I have him if I ever need to talk or feel lonely. But when it’s through text it always feels like I’m bothering him… he’s just one worded all the time… but when it’s in person it’s like he actually cares. When I try to call he always says he has to go and it’s like “why did I even try to call then..” do you guys have …

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I just want to die

  February 12th, 2019 by NO_REMORSE

How do these people live. Every day. Work. Eat. Sleep. Study. Bullshit, bullshit, its all fucking bullshit.

 

I cant take the pain anymore. Every waking moment is pain.

 

If theres a god with any compassion out there, he will let me die.

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mousy babble…

  February 12th, 2019 by princessmousy<:3)~

I’m so sick of life… as much as I do want to get a better job… I’m really just going through the motions and living for my mum. I’m sick of how exhausting life is. I don’t think I’m going to get anywhere. I’m just going to be stuck in the rat race for the rest of my life. Maybe I’d end up finding a job that I’d enjoy. I have no idea.

I dislike humans very much. I figure that some are alright. But they love to try and throw every obstacle in your path. They don’t think twice about trying to make your days …

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  February 12th, 2019 by Tellmewhy

Let’s say l don’t wanna wash my body but l have to, l’m tired of this routine, is there an alternative?
Are there alternatives for quetiapine and depakine?

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“Living” with depression

  February 12th, 2019 by WITHINtheShadows

I’ve tried to do sth of my life since December but I cant because my depression is strong again. The idea of study, work, build a career, paint, exercise, etc, comes to my mind and for one day, may be two I do it. Then I isolate myself again and dive into depression and suicidal thoughts for the rest of the week.

IDK how to get out of this vicious circle.

People from my class invited me to do some new cool things and meet new people but at the last moment I give up and keep in my isolation.

IDK if I wanna make friends or more …

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Days

  February 12th, 2019 by Tellmewhy

How does a regular day of yours look like?

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Caught between love and depression

  February 12th, 2019 by Ihatemylifelikeahater

A while ago i posted something about wanting a friend and a girlfriend.

Now i have a girlfriend which is great and all….. She made my days.
Made me laugh hard everyday.
I love her so fuckin much.
And i love the way she says “i love you kam”.

And hopefully she can cure my depression, which was working until 5
minutes ago.

She smokes which is in my opinion sexy.

But she only smokes when she feel depressed, lost, and sad.

She told me that she attempted suicide before and almost succeeded.

I was stunned so bad. I didn’t know what to say or what …

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  February 12th, 2019 by Gary

in the end this was not worth it.

i just want to have my story stop..click…off.

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The quantifiably ugliest man of all time

  February 12th, 2019 by ivebeenhereb4

This is literally true about me. This isn’t an opinion it’s a factual statement. If I were viewed as an objective study there would be no other determination to make. I hate dealing with it I hate not being able to ignore it. I hate being so fat that I can never be loved. When I eat I want to kill myself. All I have to do is fast and maybe I’ll be attractive enough to matter to a woman. Women have literally chosen getting beat up by someone better looking over me. I’m disgusting I repulse women and now my dead end job has …

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My life is shit and its just my fault

  February 12th, 2019 by PatheticMale

I am just wasting all my time and I dont know how to stop. I have no willpower to change. I am the laziest person you ever heard of. And if I wont stop soon I will be facing some serious problems. I am 19 and for as far as I can remember I have been doing nothing with my life but playing computer games (and also getting high in like past 2 years). I am socially isolated. I have a couple friends in my class but I am graduating high school this year so they will all disappear and make new friends and I …

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Jilted (A Recollection)

  February 12th, 2019 by Klownisak

I got over him last January [2018]. I was young and foolish when I first met him. He should be 37 now, almost a decade older than I am. It would not have taken me more than a year to move on if he had given me closure, provided an answer as to why things ended the way they did.

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Missing

  February 11th, 2019 by freeroma

Blah, blah, blah. Stupid drama.

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A poem he wrote for me: before and after

  February 11th, 2019 by ultraviolet

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Exhausted

  February 11th, 2019 by Dreary-elf

Today was my birthday…

I honestly wanted to cry the whole time I was with my dad because yet again, he forgot about my birthday.

I do so much for him and I just feel like he doesn’t appreciate the things I do for him… It’s been hard for both of us because we aren’t close as we used to.

I shouldn’t feel down because I had friends and other family members sticking around saying ‘happy birthday’

I’m just glad I made it into another year… I just need to keep pushing myself and not give up like last time

Also, I wanna thank the person I adore…

Thank you for being there and …

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  February 11th, 2019 by Tellmewhy

I can’t live like this anymore but what do l need to change to feel good?

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mousy is not sure…

  February 11th, 2019 by princessmousy<:3)~

Not suicide related

I don’t know what will become of me in the future… I’m messed up! 🙁
There is really no way out of being messed up.
It sticks with you!

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He Left Me

  February 11th, 2019 by ultraviolet

2017/12/03 at 1:21 pm was the last time I was modifying this post. I can’t remember why I never posted it but I will be honest and say maybe I was scared of someone figuring out who I am although they most likely won’t know who I am. I recently deleted all of my social media. like all of it and I’m thinking of getting rid of my cellphone all together too. It’s not like I matter to people it’s not like people bother to even check up on me unless they need something from me. Someone I loved with my entire heart left me …

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Same Old

  February 11th, 2019 by thehusk

I’m still stuck in the same old loops. It seems that I’m too afraid of death to end it. The rationalization for that is my lack of certainty that death is truly the end. I fear my consciousness somehow persisting, trapped in a state of regret, despair, and torment. I don’t believe in a soul, rationally speaking. But my emotions seem to think otherwise. I lack conviction in my materialist atheism.

Of course I’ll have to take that leap at some point, but I suppose I want to put it off for as long as I can. The idea being that perhaps there’s things that I …

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Do you believe

  February 11th, 2019 by sdasdfdasds

in a god? Maybe faith would give a new meaning to everything. A true reason to continue the monotonic dryness. But I’ve never been religious. Sometimes I wonder why I even continue? I’m not suddenly going to see things differently. If anything, the world has lost more and more of its colors over time.

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