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March 27th, 2017by freeroma

Have you ever owned and/or used a taser?

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Another list of my beliefs

March 27th, 2017by Forevertorn

1. I grew up way too fast.
2. Emo goth prep I was all of it. Now Iam. Iam and Iam.
3. Death metal fails to speak anymore.
4. My experiences mean nothing to me and to others. Because they dont exist.
5. Delay after delay means Iam extra strong or too weak.
6. Ghosts have died.
7. Dreams dont matter.
8. Having a mother/not having a mother is the same.
9. Families are harmful.
10. In marriage and in love dignities are sold.
11. Insomnia feels empty.
12. Faking faces, learning faces because I lack basic knowledge of conversation.
13. Im made to look at and adore from afar not befriend.
14. Buddhism ruined my …

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Just Checking In..

March 27th, 2017by missingLink

Hi guys, been thinking of you. I have had to step back for a while and have very limited access to internet so staying in touch has been difficult but I miss you guys and our conversations.

Today: I just cannot stop crying, after a sunny weekend it seems I have turned with the weather, though the rest of the time I’ve only TRIED to feel okay, you know almost like keeping up a pretence for the benefit of others and in some ways to try an help myself but oh well it was due to fall apart.. Still alive, still hanging in there by my …

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March 27th, 2017by Aoko

I live with my mom, dad, and younger sister. But even I’m living with them, I don’t feel that I belong. My mom always find ways to scold me, even a small mistake she always scold me. Even it’s not my fault.

Wherever I go, I have no place where I belong. I do not have a friend to turn to and I don’t have a friend to talk to about my problem.

I don’t think there is a single person who will be concerned if I die. Because I’m always alone in this world.

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Off-day attempts at creativity

March 27th, 2017by SadPotato

 

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Mornings

March 27th, 2017by braiNsane

Things always seem more sharp and cold upon waking. Maybe it’s just that I feel too real when my eyes first open.

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Just some bullshit i wrote while thinking in the moment!

March 27th, 2017by KatRose

No matter how Happy, Sad, Depressed, or Anxious i am i always want to scream at the top of my lugs and cry till i cant breath and pass out!
When i take a bath i fill the bath up as much as i can and i just go under and scream, sometime i’ll cry and cry till i can’t breath…sometimes i wish i could stay under and never come up….when i die i want to have them spread my ashes in the sea..so i’ll be with the water for eternity!
Sometimes i break down and i just cant get up once i’m down, can’t speak, …

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rain and tears

March 27th, 2017by Moon gazer

I always felt, like emotions are like standing in the rain naked. No matter how light, or heavy it rains, you can always feel it, with your entire being. Yet I have always felt, like I am in a glass cage, hearing, seeing, and smelling the rain, but never feeling it touch me. Wondering if i am the same, only missing one part, but such a crucial part. Refusing to break my cage, because maybe its my only shelter, maybe i would dissolve in the rain. Refusing to accept it, maybe it traps my spirit, from the waters that would nurture it. Helpless against myself, …

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A-Z randomness

March 27th, 2017by Waldschläfer

(Inspired by Morris and LMNO. Read on …)

(First letter of each word capitalized intentionally)

Attention, Bitches, Cunts, Dickheads, Eunuchs ! Fuckfaces Go Home In July ! Kindly Let Me Nail Ophelia Pearson Quickly. Race Some Toyotas, Ulrich. Victor William, X-Ray Your Zebra.

That’s the best I could come up with. Not impressed ūüôĀ

Anyone wanna take a shot ?

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I think I’m losing it…

March 27th, 2017by 5201jm

(Skip this part if you just wanna know the problem)For those who don’t know who I am, I use to post on here a lot about how I’m probably suicidal due to loneliness(relationship/girl wise). I stopped for a while just bc of laziness or I just wasn’t near a computer at the time. Just search for “5201jm” if you want to know about it/me. Anyway………

So I think I’m getting worse. A few weeks ago I got a little tipsy, picked up a box cutter on my table and cut myself 5 times. 2 long cuts on my left forearm and 3 smaller cuts on my …

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This is the end of the fucking line

March 27th, 2017by Ka7613

Let’s be real, I’m not going anywhere. This is the end of the goddamn line for me. ¬†I’m not talking about death. ¬†I’m not about to half-ass attempt to kill myself again, even though the thought is always appealing. ¬†No, I’ve just reached the peak of my fucking life. ¬†This is as far as I’m going to get.

Just gonna make like the captain of the Titanic and go down with this fucking ship. ¬†The ship being my life in this case. ¬†I’ll just sink until I miraculously pull a lifeboat out of my ass and float away from this fuck-all ocean of self-pity and misery …

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I hate children

March 27th, 2017by Forevertorn

Im disgusted by them. They are unnecessary burdens. Just the same way I was.. My childhood was so graphic and unspeakable the details are enough to cause me strokes.
Its disturbing to watch children being taught to live and conform. I cannot watch children being beaten and hurt so young by their pill popping mothers who had no intention of having them. Child abuse can turn them into one of us here on this project. It makes me sick seeing how they are used for fulfilling adult void and turmoil.
Helpless children. Parents being their only rescuers.
Alive children. Dead adults.

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“I bow down to pray I try to make the worst seem better Lord, show me the way To cut through all his worn out leather I’ve got a hundred million reasons to walk away But baby, I just need one good one to stay “ This song is way to close to how I […]

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Should I buy more time?

March 27th, 2017by kamidaka

Should I buy more time? Or should I run?

If I buy more time I would need to get rid of some of my pride, go to uni and sign in (of course I won’t go to classes). There’s a possibility the teacher will tell my parents if I skip classes (it’s like a fucking school, I hate it).

If I run my life would be hell, I would have to live as an illegal, running away from every cop I see, not showing my face to anybody.

Of course I will kill myself, I’m just trying to buy some time until I finish the story.

I really love …

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That ‘Special Place’…

March 26th, 2017by Forest.of.Lonely.Trees

This is in part for all you forest lovers here at SP (looking at you Waldschl√§fer!) and also to ask you guys if you have a ‘special place’ and if so, what’s it like and why do you go there specifically?

These are a few photos of one place I spend a lot of time getting away from it all. I took these in the winter and even then it’s a beautiful little spot to go unwind. My novice attempts at photography don’t do it justice, so you’ll just have to trust me, it’s real nice, even in its dankest state……

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Hello Darkness My Old Friend….

March 26th, 2017by BrokenAngel8

Well Heres a life update.¬†¬†¬† When I was on the trip¬† St.Patricks Day weekend.¬† The guy I was seeing dumped me. I had a feeling it wasn’t gonna last long but I still had hope.¬† I could of done without all the its not you its me bullshit…. I r ember laying in my bed bawling my eyes out in the hotel room bed next thing I r ember a few hours later I was on top of the balcony¬† railing ready to jump 3 stories down to my death….¬†¬† Luckily I came to my senses just in time when the railing started to cave …

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March 26th, 2017by Birdsndflies

I need a way out
I know what will happen, well some part of it, how will my family be, keep up, will i finally broke them apart because we are holding so poorly or will it make them stronger. I was thinking im so fragile I go out of my house and these thoughts come to me, go to the supermarket and buy a knife or I got money lets take a taxi to god knows where, I wanted to finally end it two times but I just couldn‚Äôt. I stand there and walked myself out of it. The thing is I need to go, …

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Last night

March 26th, 2017by Remnant1994

I’d wished I was a psychopath or something, because they don’t really… feel anything. And I don’t mean the ones who go about killing.

I hate that I’ve fallen in love with someone whom I may never have a chance with. I might, but I’ve learned to not get my hopes up. The bitch is he loves me too, but due to both our current situations… can’t be anything. More than friends, less than lovers. I hate it.

I’m not sure who of you suffer from ptsd, from whatever set of events… but because I have the joy of dealing with this demon… sleep, sound sleep, is …

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Incoming Rant

March 26th, 2017by velveteennightingale

My birthday was a little while ago. ¬†I spent it wanting to be alone, crying whenever I got a chance to be alone, and hiding how I really felt to my family. ¬†It got better at the very end of the day, but nothing truly makes me happy anymore. ¬†I didn’t know if I could get out of bed today because I have ABSOLUTELY NOTHING that I look forward to anymore. ¬†I have never been worse. ¬†I wish I could tell someone, but I can’t face my family (because I don’t want them to treat me differently, I don’t want to burden them, and they …

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Catch 22

March 26th, 2017by mysteriousvisitor

(Geez, I hope I don’t upset anybody with this post)

So……

I have what is, in my opinion, the best me+h0d there is – quick, painless, clean, and more reliable than a gun. I have a good backup one too – quick, painless, more reliable than a gun, not so clean, but fun!

I also have what most would consider a good chance at life. Strong loving relationship, good paying job at a great company (the work is tough, though), a great relationship with my daughter and son-in-law, interests, including¬†an interest in spiritual enlightenment, and good health (I think – a bit concerned over some symptoms but they’re …