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  December 9th, 2018 by samesh1tdifferentday

When you’re standing on the edge, so young and hopeless
Got demons in your head, we are, we are

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Nothing!

  December 9th, 2018 by Mouse

Gladly I’ll be dead in a few months (hopefully) so I won’t have to think about my ex and his new date (although she is now his girlfriend) anymore. That’s all I ever think about. Even though I take care of my appearance, dress nicely, earn more money than what I used to. Not much point in saving $ if you are gonna die is it? Yet I do 😛

I sit outside and drink some coffee while I hold onto brown fur mousy… idk what I’m doing outside at this time (10:20pm).

I want him but can’t have him, he cares about me which I …

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What the hell is wrong with people

  December 9th, 2018 by Pale Rider

The fuck is all this bullshit in the news about diversity. Who the hell is killed because there’s no diversity.  Why the hell am I so bad because my skin is white. What’s so horrible about being male. I never chose that. What is the crime in my genes to deserve all the shit that comes with it. Why do people get a pass for having more melanin then me. Why what the hell is wrong with you people we’re all human that’s not what’s important in life

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…….

  December 9th, 2018 by jr.

I think i have to kill myself by next week or something. Dont want to wait another month.

The days are starting to longer as my hot date with the grim reaper approaches. Really dont want to be here.

My spidey senses are telling me to do it sooner.

Que sera sera. Whatever will be, will be

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Can’t live for another 30 years of this

  December 9th, 2018 by Black Holez

I have no job, no friends, no prospects and no life. My routine consists of waking up in bed, staring at the walls and in front of the computer screen all day, wait for night time to fall then go outside the house to fetch my girlfriend then rinse and repeat all that all over again. I have no more friends left and my social interaction is abysmal. I don’t know what to do. Frankly I’d rather die than live for another 30 years of this.

I think I’ve made up my mind. I think I’d rather become a monk and live the remainder …

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Something I just wish people could understand

  December 9th, 2018 by noah5678

I just want people to understand one thing. Just because something works for one person, doesn’t mean it’s going to work for everybody. Like I am constantly hearing people telling me to appreciate all the good things about my life and I’m sick and tired of hearing shit like that all the time. Because believe it or not I’ve tried that multiple times in my life and it barely makes a difference in how I think or feel.
Like it just doesn’t make sense; like people tell me that, as if it’s going to fix my anxiety, my depression, my lack of motivation, my lack of …

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Is this mania episode?

  December 8th, 2018 by Black Holez

I don’t know why but when I’m at home I feel so uneasy and lonely. It’s like I want to be out there and go outside and socialize but having no friends and no one to talk to is preventing that. I feel so anxious and uneasy at home while on the other hand, trying to make new friends without appearing like a creep and desperate is preventing all that from happening. My cousins and neighbors all have their own lives now and the only time I get to truly talk and “socialize” is when I’m at school (only on Saturdays) or if my cousins …

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anger and nothing but anger

  December 8th, 2018 by heartlessviking

I just would prefer to spiral than be angry, but I know that spiralling through depression is unhealthy. I have LIMITLESS stores of energy and all of them are expressed as hatred.

So here is the rant, to get out, as if it mattered:

I hate other people. Not dogmatically of course, my religion is actually to love others. It is that desire to love that is so frustrated as others are so determined to undermine any assumption I have that they intend to do good in the world.

Every day I have to try and transform the pain causing actions to understandable mistakes.

Around every corner new incompetence …

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I wonder…

  December 8th, 2018 by Mouse

I wonder if all people who are deemed ‘physically attractive’ should just kill themselves? I’m sort of in that category myself (not to boast). Because its usually people who are overweight, obese, ‘unattractive’ who make comments and remarks at me. I guess me being ‘attractive’ makes me pretentious. Maybe I should just die because I like to feel pretty. I never really make remarks on other people’s appearances, I’ve pretty much said, basic hygiene is important and that is it. Personality>appearance any day.

Yes I realize this is one of the dumbest posts I’ve made here, and I’m sorry if I offended anyone, I was merely …

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I don’t understand

  December 8th, 2018 by Hiccup

There’s nothing wrong with my life. I have friends, a good education, a loving/supportive family, I’ve been doing the things I love, I pretty much have everything I want, I’m not homeless, and my health is great. Yet I’ve still been suffering mentally and emotionally. I don’t understand.

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  December 8th, 2018 by Tellmewhy

What will you do if you have a close encounter with death? Like a heart attack or an accident? Will you call 911?

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I just want to be super depressed

  December 8th, 2018 by NO_REMORSE

I dont know why. Im here alone in my home, disappointed im not sitting at rock bottom emotionally. I feel empty and uncomfortable, but not sad. I just want to be as depressed as possible. I dont think i deserve happiness, and really i dont want it. Started cutting few days ago and probably have around 40-50 cuts on my left arm already. I guess its comforting looking at my arm atleast..

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A wrong turn taken

  December 8th, 2018 by MisterBoo

Hi, everyone.  I just stumbled upon here Googling “Suicide” last night, and thought this would be a good place to share.

I’m a 44 year-old male, and father of a seven year-old boy.  I also have a Bipolar II and BPD diagnosis, just recently having returned from a 28-day DBT program which I voluntarily enrolled myself in.  While I’ve learned a ton there, I also left the facility with the worst suicidality I’ve experienced in my life.  I’ve spent the last two days inches away from doing it, via a pretty aggressive method, only to not go through with it each time.

I have been/was married for 13 …

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Here I am again…

  December 8th, 2018 by peach

Hey everyone, I haven’t been here for a while. The last time I was here I deleted all my posts and thought my life was going to be better…guess I was wrong.

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Anyone in belfast?

  December 8th, 2018 by frog

Im at some kind of a vacation in NI n I need something to do. I know no one here n I’m not even sure why I’m here in the first place. Any suggestions?

 

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Do you recognise this song?

  December 8th, 2018 by Tellmewhy

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Life truly sucks.

  December 8th, 2018 by DoNotResuscitate

Ignore this… it’s a pointless, jumbled post.

 I don’t know what to do anymore. I keep having suicidal thoughts – I’m getting tired of fighting them off. Can’t stop being depressed no matter what I do.

 

Why can’t I just die of natural causes? I just… want to die.

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League of legends

  December 8th, 2018 by PatheticMale

Wol.gg says that I have wasted 4000 hours on league of legends. Thats equivalent to 165 days, 24 hours every day. Holy shit and I am not even fking good at the game. Currently like top 2.4% which competitively is nothing. Thousands of players are above me with like 1/10 of my time spent on the game. Damn I rly have no fking life. #DiaVhardstuck4ever

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End it

  December 8th, 2018 by Itscolourlife

Im sick and tired
At times like this i miss you
I miss you so much

I collect all the pieces
Trying to make it into a nice picture
But its too sharp
But maybe not
Its just sharp for me

I want to be hurt by myself
I donr want to drag you in it
You have such a bright future
So you dont deserve person like me

I should end it
End it
End it
End it
End it

Its going to be my last time
When i meet you
I want to say
You know actually you are cool
And handsome when you are focused
And thats why i dont want to ruin it

I dont want to ruin your smile

I should end it
End it
End …

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Affection

  December 8th, 2018 by EmptyPluto

Your arms were always nice.

Your arms are nice too. Try giving someone a hug tomorrow. You and someone else could use it.

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