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The end is near

June 17th, 2018by oltwan1

I’m 19 years old, I’ve already gone completely bald and people constantly confuse me for being in my early 30’s. I have about 2 friends left cause everyone else has crossed me or just simply moved on and it’s not like it’s easy to make new friends with people your age when you look old enough to be their dad. I’ve never had a girlfriend before, which is pretty understandable cause I’m overweight and just generally ugly as sin, and every chance I ever did have was quickly swiped by my man whore of a brother who would use them for a short while then …

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Lonely and Stupid

June 17th, 2018by ffsokaythen

I had a fucked-up relationship, and I know I had a fucked-up relationship. I have had time to sit back and know in what ways I was abused and in what ways I was reactionary, and I have reached out one more time to this person wanting to wipe the Slate clean. I don’t know why I have this like addiction to them, but he shows a very strong pattern of narcissism. But I also don’t have anyone else in my life and I’ve had trouble finding anyone. Today I said I didn’t want him back as a lover or a boyfriend because it was …

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what to do

June 17th, 2018by A dying soul

An online friend of mine has been talking about having suicidal thoughts for a while now.
He is suffering from some serious health issues that can’t be cured. His family is just a piece of greedy shit, who makes him feel like a burden.
I know how its feels to be lonely when nobody cares about you but still I always tell him to stop .
He tells me that there’s no other option left. He don’t want to suffer anymore.
But How can I let him go this way . I really don’t know what to do

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Life sucks for everyone

June 17th, 2018by lucyo.o

people say things will always pass but if I were to be honest I’d say that’s a load of bull crap, some things don’t always go away in a week or month or even a year, like when I found out I have a disease called OI that makes my bones very fragile and it is fatal my mom told my doctor that it would be easier on our family if they just let it kill me. I never recovered from my mom saying that even after a lot of family therapy but I am alive and that happened 5 years ago. Life is hard …

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Does anyone need to vent/a friend?

June 16th, 2018by ahw2118

Does anyone need a friend? Or just someone to talk to? Send me a kik message. My username on the kik app is Kalmahavak. I’m here if you need a friend! Let’s get through this loneliness together! 🙂

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empty shell

June 16th, 2018by quaero

Passions that occupied my mind, passions that ran very deep and felt like they will never end… it seems they were all fleeting. Maybe all passions are fleeting. Just things to occupy the mind for the time being. And now, after living alone in my tiny room for nearly two years, they are all gone. Leaving an empty shell behind. Looks like they couldn’t endure the absence of interactions/active things. J. Krishnamurti said, “To live is to live in relationships.” Interactions, relationships, that’s the food of passions. Without them, in its brute/naked form, life is perhaps empty.

That’s what my life has become. Empty. Even my …

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June 16th, 2018by Ree1222

I really don’t have anyone to talk with anymore, that can under my situation. I feel like I will be all alone if I continue with this life. I have my cheap method, but some side effects of it are holding me back. I am so close to death. Feeling sad in bed on a Saturday.

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What attempting suicide did to me, and what surviving suicide has done for me.

What attempting suicide did to me, and what surviving suicide has done for me.

June 16th, 2018by WickedApparition


The Former:
“I just can’t take ‘it’ anymore!”

No matter how cliché that may seem I can still hear the echo in my mind from the countless times I spoke those words leading up to my attempted suicide. I didn’t even know what ‘it’ truly was at that time, because I was too busy being consumed by… everything. It just became too much, and…

I wanted it all to end.

So, I purchased as much Oxycodone as I could afford (which I’m allergic to), a fifth of Whisky, enough gas to get me to the mountain bluffs, and …

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Brilliant

June 16th, 2018by rivets

I thought this was brilliant. It’s almost like a snapshot of the American dream in 2018. I don’t even know what’s going on anymore. It’s all white noise.

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I should’ve killed myself back at 2006

June 16th, 2018by Urm8451n

I will never forget the abuse I have been through.

To be blackmailed by my own brother.  To be let down by my own father.

To understand at young age, (I was only 9 at 2006) , to understand that your parents have brought you to the world unprepared for dealing with their own demons.

At age 5, they divorced.  It isn’t such a bad thing.  The main problem wasn’t the divorce, but it was them.  They both, self knowingly, have hurt me this way or another. And my big brother, and only, have blackmailed me for 2 years, to serve him with food all the fucking years. …

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my decision i thought about at work yesterday

June 16th, 2018by born.loser

i think im going to kill myself in may 2019. the reason for it is because i want to watch avengers 4. i know it sounds really stupid but i want to see that movie and theirs really no point of me being on this earth after that. im just going to do my best to tolerate this dreadful job till then and do the deed after im done watching that movie. or if life becomes more unbearable, i will just kill myself sooner. my “suicide kit” is all set and ready to go. so i can do deed anytime i want to. peace

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June 16th, 2018by noah5678

For me, every SINGLE year since late 2008 has been absolute HORSE SHIT. I swear to god, if I have even ONE more shitty year after 2018, then I’m DONE with life.

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My story

June 16th, 2018by noah5678

Ok here’s my story:

One day about a year ago, I ALMOST actually ended my life.

What happened was i thought about stepping in front of a car. I saw a speeding car go by. Then, RIGHT AFTER THAT, I literally PROMISED myself that IF I saw another speeding car go by on the road, that I would purposely step in front of it. Unfortunately I didn’t see any more cars on the road after that one went by. TRULY unfortunate! REALLY wish there was another car going at the same speed so I could have just ended my miserable life!

Also, i am literally 100% POSITIVE that …

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June 15th, 2018by visual eyes

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Life is Depressing

June 15th, 2018by eternaldarkness

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Never felt more prepared for death

June 15th, 2018by AngerBreaks

I haven’t posted here for ages, the last time I was having the worst time of my life (so far). Due to certain circumstances, I was so suicidal back then, but I feel like I’m there once again. I’m 18 years old now, and I feel like my life is a shambles, something that’s just destined to fail.

I’ve become so self-loathing, just looking at myself in the mirror makes me feel such shame and like I want to end it all, there’s not much I can do to change my body. My voice is too high and annoying, I’ve developed spots and scars on my …

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Suicide News

June 15th, 2018by Ree1222

So, I just read that a missing woman has been found this Friday morning after having been missing since Tuesday. She had left her home, going to the grocery store. Her phone has been found in another area from her home, while her vehicle was too. She left behind 3 children and a boyfriend.

After reading her story, the decease makes a way into your heart because we all can relate to having wanted to commit suicide. Sometimes we never really know if we have talked with them on here before, as she was only an hour from me.

All I can think of is how much …

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Sentiments in Black & White

June 15th, 2018by Anonydeath

One of my favorite artists at the moment. He donates to mental health research. Very talented.

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June 15th, 2018by born.loser

♪Just a perfect day
Problems all left alone
Weekenders on our own
It’s such fun

Just a perfect day
You made me forget myself
I thought I was someone else
Someone good♪

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Final thoughts

June 15th, 2018by can i go now

I can’t keep living like this. I feel like a social failure, and its only getting worse. I booked a one way ticket, and if somehow this journey does not change something for me, I have brought rope to kill myself. Know it is a longshot, and why would anything change…. but I can’t live on like this. If death is waiting for all of us, then why prolong the pain of living. I just dont feel I belong in this world. Nothing wrong with it, I just should not be here. Everyone is better than me, and would be better off without me. There …

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