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Forever since I’ve been here…

February 12th, 2011by oktobresnoe

Hey guys. God, I’ve missed yall. The last time I was on here was before Christmas I think. So much stuff has been going on lately that I don’t even know where to start. Well, I guess what I came on to say, is that right now, I’m supposed to be having an awesome time hanging with my “friends.” I’m having a party right now, but I’m the only one awake. Even before they fell asleep, I wasn’t here. I was just invisible. Not sure why I’m telling you all this, especially considering how unimportant it is compared to all the crap that’s been going …

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I don’t know where to start

February 12th, 2011by losthope

I’ve wanted to cease living since I was about 9? The first knowledge of suicide I had, at 7, seemed appealing for a second only because my mom still hadn’t tried apologizing for not showing up, nor did she try contacting at all. I don’t think I even have the energy to even explain why the prospect of suicide still hangs in the back of my mind, more prominent than I’d like to admit, but it’s all relevant. I hate putting the few I have through knowing me any longer. I’m miserably horrible to be around. I make them feel awkward, because I tell them …

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Pissed.

February 11th, 2011by Starry Eyed Loser

I love it how people can come on this site and share their life story with us but still judge us by our posts. WTF DO YOU KNOW!? I may not be telling everyone everything on here. You don’t even know me and you’re JUDGING me by the first few posts you find? If you really understood and could “relate” then maybe you should shut your god damn mouth and let us be. YEAH, LIFE IS REAL FUCKIN BORING. How the hell do you know that’s the only reason some of us are hurting, dying inside, etc. What the hell do you know about us …

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Honest.

February 11th, 2011by nooneknows

I really hate life. and hate is a strong word. I have my reasons. and it may just be because I am depressed. But there are reason why I am depressed. I have suicidal ideation’s.. and well. fuck life. I’m dumb.

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:/

February 11th, 2011by Tommy91

I’m repeating the leaving cert in Ireland and I’m thinking a lot about killing myself…. I just got suspended for a bullshit reason (two lads were using my boxing gloves to fight each other… and I got blamed :/) they were after me for a while now and finally got me with somthing… I feel very jealous of these guys cus they always get off scott free where as I get fucked over by the vice principal. I hate my life and Im going nowhere… I beat myself up in a classroom yesterday and the counsiller walked right past, saw me , and walked away. Noone gives a fuck really… …

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I don’t see why I should keep on living..

February 11th, 2011by anonymoususer

This post is going to be longer than I thought! Sorry. Before I begin pouring out my own feelings, I thought I’d touch upon the site itself. Reading through the posts here, I can’t help but feel as if I can relate. It’s only natural I suppose. It’s just so sad to see so many people hurting and this website is their outlet.

However, I noticed some of the entries I read here actually made me a tad bitter or angry. I felt insensitive for a few posters here who, in my eyes, seemed like they were simply whining and ungrateful for their gift of life …

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I am a drunk

February 11th, 2011by MarignyJohn

and I think killing myself would be best for everyone.  I bing drink and when I do I beome promiscous and cannnot stop.  I hurt myself a few months ago badly and I just feel helpless. 

It is destroying my replationship and if I killed myself, at least my partner would not have to worry about this anymore.  I know it is tearing him up.

I am not making much sense.  I am sober now, but binged last night.

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Bullied To Death.

February 11th, 2011by brutalmoshkid

This is my story too my baby girl who i grew up with, who took her life after she had called me two days before hand. I will forever love you, Gabrielle.

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The Love I lost and the Life that went with Him </3

February 11th, 2011by Nikki99

 

It all started 3 months ago. I met a guy and we started talking. we laughed and cried and had fun with each other. We both had so much in common. I instatently fell for him and he fell for me. It was like we were the same person. He was my best friend. My life was happy again because before i met him i was depressed and lonely and had nobody to go to, but he made it all better. he lite up my world. It was real love I knew because ive never felt as happy as i was when i was with

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how i want to do it

February 10th, 2011by indigo rain

I don’t want to burm the memory of me dead into my family members brains so i’m planning to go deep into the woods and shoot myself. I will leave a note in my room for whoever gets the it to call 911 and give them the coordinates to where i am (so they won’t go looking for me themselves). One kind of major flaw in this plan is that i don’t have a gun nor do i know how to procure one. I’d also have to figure out the coordinates. : ( This sounded better in my head.

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Anyone have some words of advice?

February 10th, 2011by Starry Eyed Loser

I can’t do regular schooling, so I’m doing online school. But see, here’s my problem. If I do that, I already know that I’m going to lose all of my friends. The guy I like won’t be around. And not just that, but I only have three years left of school. I have no time left to be…what I am. My mind is in so many different places, robotics, being a robot, aliens… But its not on school. I’m going to fail more at life in the next three years than I ever will. I hate my life, I hate myself, I my decisions, and …

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The rivers destiny is ours too ♥

February 10th, 2011by BrokenAndDestroyed

Last night, I’d had enough, I was tired, upset and suicidal. My family were pissing me off, I kept going off into my own world and if they spoke to me, and I didn’t reply they’d get angry and throw insults at me. I never expect my family to understand how I plan my life out, or how they expect me to do well, because they don’t agree with who I’ve chosen, who I want to be with or my future career with horses. Yeah, I’m a horse rider, I’ve been told I’ll go far, I have natural talent and that I’m a talented …

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please explain

February 10th, 2011by penombre

I am 19, I’m in med school, I have a family that loves me, some good friends, and I used to be very socialy active (voluntary work, tutoring…). I have all I need to enjoy life, yet I am intrinsically incapable of doing so. I think it has to do with my genetic heritage (depression in the family) and my life experience (war, verbal and physical abuse…). Now I moved and all is good, except I am not the same. I don’t beleive in anything anymore, I have no dreams, almost no feelings, nothing to live for. I have tried for years to change and …

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i;ve had enough

February 10th, 2011by lost419

i am a 40yr old woman and i have had P.T.S.D for 5yrs.4yrs ago i jumped off a cliff to kill myself but landed on a ledge 100 foot down and survived.ever since then i have regretted not dying that night.i have been in and out of psychiatric hospital and have a whole load of mental health professionals,housing support,alcohol support and work support and of course friends and family supporting me on a daily basis yet i still cant manage to feel any better.i gave up drinking 162 days ago and i assumed i would feel better but i dont.i am on the brink of …

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So you think you’re a loser

February 10th, 2011by FatFailure

Believe me, I get it.  I know you think you’re a complete loser.  And quite possibly the biggest of them all.  But sorry, I take the cake.  You don’t even know. 

I’m 46.  I’m obese.  I am financially crippled (who still borrows money from their aged parents at 46?!).  My health sucks.  My health sucks because I don’t take care of myself.  I have diabetes and a number of other health issues.  After being laid off in Sept. ’10 due to my big mouth and shitty attitude, I was unemployed for three months.  Got a new job.  Turns out it’s a really terrible job.  I should …

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i dont want this anymore

February 10th, 2011by mjkontz

i cant do this anymore. everything that can go wrong in my life, is going wrong. i moved out of my parents house to live with my girlfriend of 3 years. my parents did not approve and have cut me off completely. they barely even talk to me anymore, and the only times they do, its to tell me what i regret i am. my girlfriend is the only person i had. shes the only one i lived for, and a few nights ago, i got really angry about her hanging out with a guy alot, and so i started drinking. i got really drunk, …

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Suicide rantings

February 10th, 2011by LongDropBelle

This is my first time here, I have been suicidal for…most of my life, when I was 7 i tried to stab myself.  I have tried many times since then, and as I am in life a complete failiure.  No doctors have helped me, but then I don’t consider myself to have ‘Mental Health’ issues, I just don’t like life. Just like some folk don’t like tomatoes.  I have tried and tried and like everything else I have failed.  I didn’t have a great child hood, I have had two mentally abusive relationships, and the last one has turned me to ice.  I am now

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February 10th, 2011by lost_soul

is it possible to die of loneliness?

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Borderline Narcissistic

February 10th, 2011by z

Borderline Narcissistic. I’m the borderline. I detest narcissists. My sibling happens to be the narcissist. I want to vomit….

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The end seems so close…

February 9th, 2011by HellBoundToBleed

Life is becoming a dead end,in the literal sense of that phrase…maybe its for a reason…

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