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My Life

May 3rd, 2008by Grey

I recall from my younger years faking suicide. My parents would be gone from home, and when they’d return, I’d see them coming up the driveway. I’d quickly spread ketchup on myself and the kitchen floor, and lay on a knife. Now, as an adult, I realize I craved attention, to feel needed and loved, while at the same time trying to show my family what they would be missing if I wasn’t around – hoping that something like this would give them the motivation to give me what I craved.

I quit a job because I wanted more time to spend with …

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“The Sun Also Rises”

May 2nd, 2008by Trinity

Life hasn’t always been so depressing for me, I used to be a very outgoing, really funny child, and happy person. I had really great friends and a close family back then. People understood me, and I understood people. Things have changed though…my life has taken a turn for the worst, and I am completely out of control of it.

I really wish there was no such thing as disease and suffering. I’m sick of suffering from this horrible disease, no one understands me or what I’m going through, I just can’t take the pain anymore….

Evolution is a cruel but beautiful process which creates …

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May 2nd, 2008by Trinity

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Ill be you crying shoulder

May 2nd, 2008by wilkie

    im a kid whos gone through alot of stuff in his life and up until a couple years i was considerd normal and then all of a sudden everyone of my so called “friends” just abbandend me

    I dont know why and someplace i dont wanna know. Now i didnt know why i stared but i just started cutting and at first just to see what it was like and as time went on it became a habbit and a copping thing for me.

    And well a couple months ago i was gonna commit suicide, i had everything planned out from the time to

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why

May 2nd, 2008by nobodyspecial

What’s life for? Are we just walking air and food processors playing an ecological part in the world’s natural system? Are we here to make life better for other people? Are we here just to experience joy and suffering and maybe learn something?

I’ve dealt with depression my whole life. The only time it eases is when I’m in a relationship .. then I feel normal, like a worthy human being again, like a semi-attractive man again. But all my relationships invariably end with me being discarded. I don’t make it difficult for them .. I don’t stalk or harass or bother them. In fact, they …

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My story

May 1st, 2008by Mary

I write because I am hoping that by simply writing, this intention will fade. Thirteen years ago, my father mmitted suicide. Soon afterwards, I made my first suicidal attempt. Two other suicidal gestures followed the attempt. At that time, I was seeing a psychologist twice a week. Now, years later, I not only do not have the financial means to seek psychological help, I feel less inclined to want to seek it. I have recently relocated to a new area. I am near sixty years old. My motivation for moving was to be closer to my …

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My story

May 1st, 2008by Mary

I write because I am hoping that by simply writing, this intention will fade. Thirteen years ago, my father committed suicide. Soon afterwards, I made my first suicidal attempt. Two other suicidal gestures followed the attempt. At that time, I was seeing a psychologist twice a week. Now, years later, I not only do not have the financial means to seek psychological help, I feel less inclined to want to seek it. I have recently relocated to a new area. I am near sixty years old. My motivation for moving was to be closer to my …

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Suicidal Again

May 1st, 2008by Failure59

I’m a 50 year old man. Very high suicide group. Alcoholic. Learning disability. Frequent depression through the years, anxiety disorders and so on.Have been suicidal since sixteen. Am now jobless and deeply depressed. Am trying to think of painless, peaceful ways to suicide.

I think that I’ll try a compressed inert gas, such as compressed CO2 or nitrogen, in my car. It won’t be messy or smelly for the landlord that way. Maybe I can make it look like an accident for my relatives. Welding accident… the valve was opened accidentally while he was transporting it…

People shouldn’t have so many children, you know. There would …

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friday its only days away but it feels like a lifetime

April 30th, 2008by deadfriend3

Well I suppose 2 days is a lifetime at the moment its kind of funny to hear about suicide via hanging… My advice is do research on what ur gunna attatch the rope to, I have been for the past few days and when i can go n buy my rope to make my knoose friday afternoon I will get to prove that it really is strong enough… Ya know it is great to be able to write on here where no one knows you or where you are because this way I can say whatever I want and i dont have to worry about …

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Fuck it

April 29th, 2008by sean

well, i really dont know why im still living, ive had enough of this fucking world, i figured that out when i was 7.

saw my friend hanging from a rope and dangling from the ceiling, worst thing ive ever seen in my life, and every single day from that point on, ive always wondered why did he do it? it seemed like a good idea to me, it really does, ive even tried it before. well i did once, but the thing i was hanging off of just broke and i fell ot the ground, and i layed there for about an hour just crying …

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Stop the Bullies

April 29th, 2008by StoptheBullies

I wouldn’t be the first or the last to commit suicide because of bullies. I’m intelligent. Talented. Get along well everywhere but in the office. My boss, a freak who was fired from a job 20 years ago for molesting dead bodies in a funeral home likes to send me out to accident scenes (I’m a journalist) to take body photos. He’s sick. It’s bad enough I have to go to fatalities, fires, murders, shootings and brains on the street but when I come back all they do is laugh and joke about it. None of them have to go. They sit around and joke …

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How to say goodbye

April 29th, 2008by deadfriend3

For many years I have been very suicidal I have always found ways out of my depression. Infact I have found my own ways with out medicne to cope with my depression and suicidal thoughts/tendancies but now I dont have those abilities anymore. I dont have anyone to talk to and I cant get my family to listen to me. I have no more hope or care for this world because I have found the truth in life and knowing this is what is making me give up. I dont have very long left but that is not a bad thing infact I can say …

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Will I make it out.

April 21st, 2008by DePressMe

It is good to finally have a place to post what I am really thinking and feeling. So many other sites don’t allow suicidal posts. I understand why—that could really make a lot of people worried. In a sense, this is not a suicidal post because at the moment, I am sitting here writing instead of getting the gun out. Oh, the gun is already out. It was left out from last night. Mainly I sit around thinking or fantasizing about shooting myself. I feel like a failure—like nothing I have done in this world has made a difference. I just got out of an …

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Balls.

April 19th, 2008by Ox

I’m not a social person. I don’t like being around people. Most of the time I think they’re judging me, thinking I’m weird or going to talk about me behind my back. I know they won’t but I think it anyway. So I avoid any kind of social situation. I just sit in my room all day…

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hey

April 8th, 2008by tashi

hey guys, im not exactly new 2 this, but ive never actually writen anything 2 post other tan comments and stuff, but im just saying tht im here 2 help, and tht i think tht the ppl who actually write on this are very brave for putting themselves out there for something like this, but if u r suicidal, think about things b4 u do anything.

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Love sick made me emo

March 20th, 2008by Skull_Boi

🙁
emo_boi

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6 or 7 weeks ago

March 15th, 2008by mad4him4eva

6 or 7 weeks i cut myself. i wouldnt be here if it wasnt for two friends. they told me that this world would miss me. they told me that suicide is not the answer. i believed them. while i was talking to them my ex-boyfriend got on. i talked to him and i forgot all about it. now im really happy i didnt commit suicide! i have a wonderful b/f!

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I am a disgrace and I am going to kill myself soon.

March 6th, 2008by mail704

I’m a student. all through high school and university and when I go around I am frequently approached by fairly attractive females. I send them all away because I am so frightened of them. The female teachers hit on me too as well as male homosexuals. I’ve never had a girlfriend and am still a virgin. I’ve spent a lot of time practising playing the guitar. Now I am pretty good. However I never go play for anyone because I’m so frightened. I played some songs for groups of people at school, college, in clubs etc. and was good. However I am just so frightened …

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Finished, Had Enough, and Tired

January 11th, 2008by clintw317

My life is pleasantly comfortable and I can’t complain about anything. I have a dream job and the money is great. I’m in a wonderful marriage with my lovely wife. We have a huge house and nice cars and stuff. If I were to ask for more, I’d be greedy. Sure I can hold out longer for a boat, a nice trip to Hawaii, or even just to see how the kids turn out, but why?

I guess it’s fair to say that self-termination is unfair to those around you and selfish in itself. I will never take that route but sometimes I think about it. …

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Pain Has Stolen My Life…

January 2nd, 2008by a00013

I had a good life: I am intelligent and ambitious. I have a great family, used to love life and lived it to the fullest. My career soared as well. I moved up from an entry level to a SVP in only a few short years. I was fortunate enough to meet a wonderful wife, inheriting a 3 year old step-daughter and later, a daughter of our own. Our dream was to enjoy life with our kids, have a nice home, travel and perhaps start a business venture of our own eventually.

And then…eight years ago, out of the blue, I began experiencing some …

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