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New.

July 21st, 2010by kaitlynsierra

I wrote in here back in January… Only 2 posts.

Ever since then my life has taken a drastic turn – for the better.

I’m very happy to announce that my scars have been somewhat healed. I’m the happiest I’ve ever been in my life. I feel as though those feelings are due to this website, and someone I met on here during my time of need.

Rachel, I owe you the world. You have been everything I’ve needed, a friend. You understood me, and I understood you. You’ve done so much for me, and I can’t thank you enough.

Everyone else on this website that offered me their …

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True Story

July 21st, 2010by ilikepole

I have been dead for 5 months i have decided while waiting in line to get judged to come back and tell you my story. So five months ago i was walking down the street when i got kicked in the face by a horse and landed in the street and lo and behold a bus ran over my dick. I got up and then i noticed my junk was detached and was still spinning around the bus wheel. the bus took off and i pursued it for about 5 blocks. exhausted i gave up my chase for my junk. i then went home to …

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I’ve been here for a few of you. I’m hitting rock bottom now.

July 21st, 2010by Codename Dreamer

I know this seems like I have let myself into another slump… but yeah… We all do anymore don’t we… Alright where to start. 10 months of an on and off relationship with the girl of my dreams. My everything my who heart my castle that I could rely on for the most part. I am now in need of you all… I am trying to figure out what I am going to do here. I have again fallen in love. Deeply. I can’t live without my girl. I can’t live with her. When she’s on … She isn’t really there. When she is there, …

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I’m not paranoid

July 21st, 2010by LessWorse

…I’m aware, and too many people are ignorant. The difference between ignorance and innocence is that innocence doesn’t last. Sooner than later someone realizes that there is something very very wrong with the world in general. When that happens, you cross the line forever: either you ignore that knowledge or you keep your innocence and you do something with that knowledge.

I have concluded that what’s wrong with the world is that there are evil monsters in the guise of humans hell-bent on killing as many of us as possible. And so, finding myself as powerless as the next blogger, I struggle with either hoping that …

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July 20th, 2010by wabe

Please read my post before you judge me.

I am a 21 yr old mother of a 9 month old son. I had suffered from depression for 6 years. It started when I was 15, I decided to stay home and be ‘homeschooled’ for the 1st semester (6 months) of high school. No schooling took place. Everyday I just pretty much layed around and thought to myself. My only company was my mother cuz my brother was in juvy.(he is now in jail and my other brother died) I dropped out of school on my last year of high school because I wanted to attend a transitional program for …

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I can’t keep doing this

July 20th, 2010by Roxxis

I’m a twenty four year old male who has tried to kill himself years ago.  I probably had about four attempts in two years starting at age fifteen.  I was hospitalized, medicated, went through therapy and I thought I was fine.  I turned eighteen, had a renewed sense of hope that I would be able to make it through stuff.  For years now, I’ve been living in Virginia with my boyfriend of almost seven years.    Once I started working at my current job, I’ve been hanging out with coworkers who are of legal drinking age and we go out to bars more often than not.   …

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July 20th, 2010by beautiful disaster

how many people on here has felt used, mistaken,and feels like they cant do anything right. I have been feeling this way for a very long time now. and all i want to do is crawl in a hole and die. EVERYTHING IS SO MESSED UP, AND NOONE IN THIS WORLD CAN SAVE ME FROM THE DAMAGE THAT HAS BECOME INTO MY LIFE!!

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July 20th, 2010by beautiful disaster

there is so much left unsaid. yet you just want to spill everything out.

THE PEOPLE IN MY LIFE THAT MEANS MOST TO ME IS THE ONLY THING THAT KEEPS  ME STANDING.

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Remembing…

July 20th, 2010by Broken Dreams

My Chemical Romance Blaned For Teen Death

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lost

July 20th, 2010by starburst86

The person I thought I was going to spend the rest of my life with told me he couldn’t be with me. It wasn’t anything I did, he just couldn’t handle a relationship any longer… How am I supposed to be ok with that? Why wasn’t I good enough to stay in a relationship with me? I am horribly depressed because of this now. I want to die and not have to live with this rejection….I am so ashamed, I should be stronger.

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cold

July 20th, 2010by lost_soul

I am numb. I lost all feeling in my body both physically and emotionally. I can still remember the sensation but I just can’t feel anything anymore. I try to remember what being happy felt like or what sadness felt like, but I can’t anymore. I spontaneously cry for no reason, and when something happens that I know will make me happy, I act like it does, though I don’t feel happy. I feel nothing.

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I’m scared of my own mind.

July 19th, 2010by wasit_adream

I’m in a very dark place right now, and it’s terrifying me.  I think of killing myself constantly.  I am in so much pain and nothing is helping me.  I hate that I’m thinking these thoughts, and I hate that I have to come to a website for support, but I honestly don’t know what to do anymore.  I have been on antidepressants for six months and they’re not doing anything; I’ve tried talking to people, tried explaining how I feel but no one understands.  I hate myself.  I hate what I think, what I say, how I present myself to other people.  I hate …

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is it over with?

July 19th, 2010by beautiful disaster

at age 19, it is one of the hardest years of my life. its time to take responcibility even if you dont want to. Its the age where you have to look into the future, and realize what you want your whole life to be about. right at this moment i am mentally and physically depressed. my unkle and my dads best friend that i am really close to both passed away within 4 days apart. right now its the hardest part of my life. My cousins in the ICU and i am very close with him to. all my friends talk shit behind my …

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July 19th, 2010by spoiltgirl50

Tomorrow is my 52 birthday and I wish I was not going to be here. My husband lost his job over a year ago, we lost our home, car and etc…! We had relocated to TX with family and was evicted there. I had my “dream job ” in nursing. Now back in MS staying with friends and have not located a job in 3 months. Did I say no car?
Survived years of sexual, physical and emotional abuse. My first suicide attempt was at 8 years wiyh an overdose of asprin. I can’t go through …

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razor blade

July 19th, 2010by beautiful disaster

The razor blade was nice and sharp

 i wanted to tear my skin apart

i hold it down to my wrist.

i push down hard and give it a woosh.

I cut in every direction till i was sore

the blood poured out to the floor.

i coverd it up with my long sleeve shirt

 hoping that later it wouldnt hurt..

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servere depression

July 19th, 2010by beautiful disaster

the pain strikes my hand.

as the tears run down my face.

all the past memories that i’ve had with the ones i loved.

the ones thats now in heaven watching over me.

looksing back and seeing all the good times we’ve shared.

and now realizing that your no longer coming back.

yout gone forever, till the day i die.

we will reunite again, and i will be in your arms.

and nothing will ever matter but the fact that i get to see you agtain!

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the first last pain

July 19th, 2010by beautiful disaster

as a young kid growing up, life has been very difficult.

everyday of my life, i hold in all the pain and misery that takes place.

i pretend nothing ever happens, and everything will be okay.

but what they all realize soon or later on nothing will ever be okay.

life is full of lies and bullshit.

and nothing will ever come together,

so hold your breath and and dont let go.

because its going to be a hell of a bumpy ride.

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rain

July 19th, 2010by anonymous

It pours, drenching us.

Making puddles .

I can see myself,

In the road,

On the sidewalk.

But not like in mirrors.

It tells the truth.

What we really are,

And what we aren’t.

Some enjoy it,

And others loath it.

But it’s here,

Coming down on everyone,

Make the best of it.

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i feel like death

July 19th, 2010by anonymous

Im trying to be in a good mood today but its not working very well. Ive been totally  faking all of my smiles this morning, and it doesn’t make ME feel any better knowing that im fooling the people around me into thinking that im ok. Maybe they feel better though. So now they don’t have to worry about me and can get on with their day.  I feel like death and just want to get the idea out of the way, maybe by doing it, but idk.

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Nothing seems to work

July 19th, 2010by greebogangster

Since the age of 8 I’ve been depressed, when I was 8 I used to say that I wished someone would come along and stab me, I can’t remember why as I’m now 15 but the problem’s still there. About 4 months ago I overdosed on 12 paracetemol, I don’t know why they make such a big deal about overdosing cause you’ve gotta take like 30 for it to effect you. Last night I cut myself and poured ink into the cuts hoping that’d do something, it didn’t. I need something that actually works? I’m seeing a psychologist but it’s not helping at all.

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