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How to stop this without seeing a Doctor?

November 6th, 2010by wbh

14, female, once suicidal, less so now, rape victim, post therapy.

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It’s my decision

November 6th, 2010by jumper731

I’ll try and make this quick. And please don’t comment saying life isn’t that bad and that I shouldn’t end it because my mind is made up. You’ll just be wasting my time and yours.
I’ve suffered from depression for 16, almost 17, years. I have tried therapy and psychiatry and while it might work for a month or so, it all of a sudden flips on me and I am worse than when I started. I am a cutter, have been since I was 10. I’ve tried commtting suicide before and obviously been unsuccessful. I’ve been trying for 12 years. My depression finally has …

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I Fucked Up

November 6th, 2010by M.D.D

I fucked up with the only girl that I really loved. She was the only person that I felt comfortable with telling about my suicidal thoughts and know i’m pretty sure she hates me and it’s all my fault. It all started last Wednesday when I got high for the first time, I told her I wouldnt after she found that my friend that i was going to see that day had weed. She was looking out for me but then I got drunk and then I did it. She found out on friday two days later and felt really sad and hurt towards me …

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Can’t even get out of bed.

November 6th, 2010by Ms-Brandee

I’m 18.. Been through things that at certain ages, I shouldn’t have had to worry over. Been on the streets, been starving with no food, my dad has never been in my life. child protective services in my life my entire 18 years. Lost the only person I lived for which was my mom at the age of 13.  I’ve basically been to hell and back more the a couple of times.It doesn’t get easier to live without her. I’m tired of being angry at the world for her not being here.. I’m so exhausted from being so mad all the time. I just can’t …

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such is life

November 6th, 2010by _ramone_

Away, Away, Don’t walk away, Jealousy, Rage, Is only that can stay, I will over react, From it’s initial impact, That is change, That is history, All in my mind,Though I never act.“Such is life”

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Me

November 6th, 2010by EndlessFate

My whole life, ive been picked on for my every flaw. For being to fat, then loosing weight and never eating always trying to confine to what the world sees as “perfect”. Ive tried cutting and im too *****, just another one of my damn flaws. Im only 15 and already resent the world in which im presented.

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I should be dead.

November 6th, 2010by ishouldntbealive

I wish someone would kill me. I wish I could turn back time and do things over again. Because of me, someone I loved is dead. Because of me, someone I love is hurting like he’s never hurt before. He’s ripping out his hair, his skin, he’s throwing up because of the pain he feels, the pain I caused. The person who never cries wants to cry now. Because of me. The only person I had left in the world, the only man I ever loved, the one person who means the most to me. I’m making him try to kill himself. I can’t undo …

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Life is boring and redunant. What’s next?

November 5th, 2010by TSA

I am so tired of life. I’ve tried it, and I just don’t like it. I’ve tried drugs, I thought they were the key to happiness for a while. Then I realized how I was ignoring almost all other aspects of my life, and that I wanted something more. So I stopped getting high all the time, started concentrating more on holding down a job. Eventually I met a girl, fell in love, and moved in with her. We are quite happy together for the most part. I had this really good job, but it started to get to me, I was finding it so …

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See you Monday…

November 5th, 2010by Butterfly_wing

I’ve been suicidal since I was 11 and now at 19 I am determined to do it propaly in February I had a break down where I nearly went onto the wards and after I recovered I thought that maybe there was a point to life. It was like somebody brought out a blank page and said I could do anything! But these last few weeks when I have restarted school, moved out from a difficult home situation and applied to good universitys I have felt rubbish again. I ought to be feeling better. My teacher’s have been so supportive and have really helped …

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somebody please help me

November 5th, 2010by hopesuicidal

dear all,

i’m counting down the  days now… such a failure… gonna hurt my parents, my brothers, my sisters, my friends (sic)… what should i do?

…in great debt… was saved before – not once, not twice,  but thrice… why do i get into this shit again?

is there really no way out? i was hoping for hope… but there was none.

goodbye, and good luck.

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please help… i need someone to talk to…

November 5th, 2010by PrincessMoLLiy

No one seems to care about me anymore. I am 25 years old. I have a 4 year old daughter. I also have an 8 month old daughter who I gave up for adoption because of the heartlessness of my mother. She told me she wouldn’t support my decision to keep and she would be there for me. I gave her up in March and since then I have felt nothing but regret. I work 2 jobs and go to school full time. I never have any time for myself and now my full time job is in jeapordy because I can’t seem to get …

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Endless Dream

November 5th, 2010by lost4ever

I know my final days are coming. I find myself sleeping more than wanting to stay awake. I find so much comfort in just crawling in bed, sleeping and dreaming than having to deal with reality. I really hope there’s an afterlife, and I hope it feels like an endless dream.

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well

November 5th, 2010by GigiGoesRawrr

my boyfriend broke up with me last night; nothing to lose now, just need to find a way to push my friends away

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Organ donor

November 5th, 2010by john.doe

Has anyone looked into the best way to die while leaving the major organs suitable for donation?  I imagine it would be tricky to be found quickly enough after death without risking interference with the suicide.

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Want to talk with someone

November 5th, 2010by rokitex

I really would like someone to talk with about my problems right now. I’ve been thinking about suicide for a long time and I’ve had a few previous failed attempts. I just want to get out my problems in words. Maybe it will help.
E-mail me if you want: roki.tex@hotmail.com

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Need to talk to some one whose going through the same thing

November 4th, 2010by fretto

can email me or comment.

frettonicholas@aol.com

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If..

November 4th, 2010by shadow.moon

If you ever need someone to talk to, please talk to us.
http://leaveitallbehind.weebly.com/chat.html
Thanks, take care.

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Malignant Eternal

November 4th, 2010by Malfeitor

I want…
I want my skin shaved off to the muscular tissue
I want lacerations to the bone
I want to be eviscerated by vultures, picking my flesh bone dry
I want to sever my feet
I want to sever hand
I want with the remaining hand to dismember my legs
I want to dismember my arm
I want to slash my throat
I want to decapitate thyself
I want my head blown to chunks from a .50 Caliber
I want to lay in my own pool of blood
I want to echo my blood curdling screams
I want a chainsaw ripping my chest and stomach
I want my guts spilling out onto cold concrete
I want my body to …

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hi people i was wondering if someone will spare me a minute im sort of stuggling tbh

November 4th, 2010by ij ok

i just sort of low and could use someone to speak to thankyou for your time

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The end

November 4th, 2010by a new laptop

Have fun!
Good luck…

🙂

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