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I Can Help

February 8th, 2010by sarah200782

Suicide can be prevented. If anyone here needs to talk, I am here for you. I am currently going to school studying the human brain and anthropology. I would be very willing to assist anyone that needs help or just wants to talk. I have been down the suicidal road before- I want to prevent another family from going through what I went through. Please let me help you. Contact me on this website or ask me for my email. Thanks. You are not alone.

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Somebody loves you!

February 7th, 2010by JTomcan1

I lost my brother in law sept 8, 2009 to suicide, I remember being at home starting to cook dinner,and the phone rang, it was my sister she was frantic just screamin he’s dead, he hung himself, he’s dead! I didn’t understand it took a couple minutes for it to sink in before i started to puke from the shock. She was crying hysterically, He had committed suicide and nobody knew, they found his body a day later. My sister and I were married to brothers, so as soon as I got off the phone with her, and told her i would be there for her …

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Trying not to quit

February 7th, 2010by el perderor

Hi, so hows life treating you all? Well I hope fine. As for me well to be honest not good.I don’t even know how to start. I just can’t stop thinking and feeling this pain that is killing inside of me. Well he its goes. My name is Roy Rico and i live in Mission, Texas. When I was sixteen years old i try to kill myself, which is overdose. To be honest i have told no one told about this what was going in my mind when it happen. I was in high school and in sports. Iwas good in sports and smart.I just don’t know what …

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February 7th, 2010by 12121212

I’m exhausted. Tired of feeling this awful burden upon me. Every night I fall asleep with hopes to never wake up. I have no drive to see my friends, to go to school, to do things I used to love. I wish to just sleep. My family says I am selfish, and feeling sorry for myself, and I want so badly for them to see how much I hurt. My acne has made me so self-concious, I feel ugly, homely, and alone. My friends are beautiful, they have boyfriends, social lives. I feel like stereotypical girl who sits at home on prom night. I hate …

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The ‘What the hell is wrong with you all’ rant

February 7th, 2010by Strange_Kid

Hello all. First of all, don’t start judging me from the title. I’m not some suicide-hater or sth. I accidently stumbled on this site because I too am ‘one of you’ and keep thinking of ending my life.

The reason I am writing now is because after skimming through some of the posts (because I HATE reading), I’ve noticed a few things. The one thing I noticed that disgusted me was this 34-year old man WHO HAS A 3-YEAR-OLD DAUGHTER and is planning to die,  make it look like an accident and his family would collect the life inssurance. He ends his post with “We’ll all …

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Worthless

February 7th, 2010by Xechi

Worthless doesn’t even explain how I’m feeling right now. Actually, worthless doesn’t explain how I’ve been feeling for the past few years. I don’t even know why I joined this site… or anything. How do you even begin?

Hi! I’m suicidal! How was your day?

Yeah, doesn’t sound like a very good idea. I guess, generally, I decided to write this to either gain insight from somebody that isn’t biased by knowing me. Or… I don’t know… figure things out. So, yeah. I’m suicidal. How was your day?

Actually, saying I’m suicidal is very wrong. I can’t kill

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Can’t Take It Anymore

February 7th, 2010by dontcare11

When I was a little girl my mother was a pill addict and attempted to commit suicide multiple times. I remember finding her in the bathroom with her wrists cut open when I was around 8 and feeling something inside of me die. When I was 9 I attempted to cut my own wrists open with a knife. There was a time when my family functioned but now my mother was in and out of mental hospitals and my father was constantly working and taking care of her. I can remember my first time being in the mental hospital and actually being happy there because people …

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no strength left

February 6th, 2010by IndelibleDespondency

PLEASE God, if there's an angel you can send me, cuz there's one missing from my life"“when it rains it pours”….. well,,,, it has not stopped pouring for about 8 months.
To summarize, the daughter that I raised alone for 20 years, showed up one night, with the police, and her boyfriend after a small argument on the phone the night before and took some belongings and left, with no explanation. I apologized for things that were said on the phone the night before. We have had arguments before that were much worse. Looking …

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February 6th, 2010by Trent

In recent years, for some reason i keep thinking things may turn around. what shit. things only get worse, like the growing pain i have living. in recent years ive had 2 sepereate relationships ending in getting cheated on.. i dont complain to people i know, as i would burden and alienate them, as i have done to all of my friends. i recently lost my best friend to suicide. I have no one to talk to. i lost my car. my job. my frinds. family. and parts of my body from accidents. I have cancer.

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It never ends

February 6th, 2010by jenerik

I always cycle through 3 moods. It starts with apathy, my ‘normal’ mood. I don’t feel shitty, I don’t feel great. I’m just existing, nothing else. Then I switch into anger cycle. Everything pisses me off and I feel like butchering everyone who talks to me. It always ends with the depression cycle, which is where I am now. Every time I reach this cycle, it gets worse.  It always hits me like a brick and I feel this is the last time I can tolerate it. I can’t think of a reason I feel this terrible, I just do. I feel like I’m addicted …

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please let me help you

February 5th, 2010by whydiebeforeyourtime@gmail.com

“Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.” – Jesus, Matthew 11:28

hey everyone.

i don’t have too much to say but i’ll start off by mentioning that this post isn’t at all for myself.

there are a lot of people who come to this site and write down their experiences/situations for others to read, but many of us here don’t really receive help.

the only way things fall away from goodness is because of a lack of God. so basically what i’m trying to say is that if you really want to make your life and yourself

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A leap into forever.

February 5th, 2010by jD

When I was a little girl, neighbourhood bullies made me bury a tiny baby bird alive. I had no choice or they would beat me. I wear the guilt in my heart every day.

I’m 15 years old. I turn 16 on the 19th June. But you know something? I don’t think I’m going to get there anymore. I don’t really care, either. Another birthday marks another year of being in constant pain. It’s not teenage drama,  it’s not because of the boy I like rejecting me or my parents grounding me, or anything like that, that’s just silly delusions for people that haven’t seen the …

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Why bother

February 5th, 2010by someotherguy

I’m so tired. I just want to throw it all away, seeing as I no longer care. I’m 34, married, and have a 3 year old daughter. But I just don’t care anymore. I have a life insurance policy, and ssi death benefits won’t pay in event of a suicide. But I’ve found the way. I know how to make it look like an accident. Now I just have to wait for the right timing. We’ll all be better off after this is done.

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February 5th, 2010by WTF

……..i JUS hate my life!!!! ughhhh!

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didnt help

February 5th, 2010by mellz

I posted earlier today or last night don’t really know what time but for the frist time I tried to talk to some one about how I feel. I talk to my cousin I told him how I hate my self and wanna die aand how I tired every single time I can. He understand and gave me good adivce but it honestly didn’t help at all I hate feel like such a messs like nothin useless I was hopin that talkin to him would make me stop feeling like this but it didn’t help at all I told him it did so he can …

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Just don’t understand

February 5th, 2010by Idealist

Hi readers,

I’m brandnew here. I’m a 48 years old man and I work as a consultant for chipmakers, and I just do not understand how I came into the situation I’m in now.

Lonlieness and cold hearted people are litterally killing me. I was born in Germany, came to France at the age of 14 with my parents, and lived there for 28 years, was married 14 years, with three daughters with whom I  have no contact since 5 years. In 2002, my father, a rude and intolerant man I really hated, died. My former wife hated my father too, maybe more than I did, and …

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Pain of a Child

February 4th, 2010by lunasdeathwatch

I’ve lost 3 pounds in the last 2 days. I’m hungry and I can’t breathe. I have no idea why I refuse to eat. Maybe I’m trying to prove something. I just don’t want to live anymore…

I took  break from love for a while, but now I am at the place I was when I was 12 (Yes, to me a year is a lifetime) I don’t want a pathetic little puppy love, meaningless practice relationship. I want the guy I dream about! Why in the hell can’t I have that? Is it really that naive to want the almost perfect guy? I don’t want …

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use less

February 4th, 2010by mellz

I am 19 years old, since I was 14 I been feeling like am very use less in this world like am a waste of a body here. I haven’t accoplished anything in my life. I feel like the only reason am here is so people would look at me n feel better about there life and so I can suffer every single hour of my life. I have tired none stop to kill myself. I think about ending it every day. No one knows how I feel and no would understand I keep everything to my slef until today. To everyone I look …

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I just don’t know anymore.

February 4th, 2010by darklovex3

The constant fighting, the constant crying, the constant angry slash marks on my arms.  Suicide is probably something that I won’t go through with, however, I wish that I was never born.  That may be awful to say, but I’m extremely saddened by everything.  I’m no longer happy with anything.  I cut myself to feel, at least, in control of one emotion.  Truthfully, I don’t really know how much I can put myself through.  Constant heartache after another.  Constant issues with my family.  Constant battles with the mirror.  I cannot stand to look at myself.  All I see is someone not worthy of anything.  I …

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Hopeless Failure

February 4th, 2010by timmyt

Honestly speaking, I don’t think I will kill myself, but only because I don’t have the guts to do it. I really really wish I was dead though. I just really have to get this stuff out. Many people have it worse than me I know, but that doesn’t change the fact that all I feel is pain. I can’t stop crying and saying “I’m so alone.” I’m 27 and married, with one 2 year old and one daughter on the way. Ever since age 13 I have wanted to kill myself. I have thought about it probably every day. I just have never found …

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