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I am thirteen.

August 6th, 2010by JoshuaIsDepressed

My name is Joshua, I am a thirteen year old boy from Toronto…

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Been trying to buy a gun

August 6th, 2010by mabuhay55

But I won’t do it. Why?

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Fidgety

August 6th, 2010by Pathos Angel

So lets jump right on in… Im a 20 year old drop out, been on probation for the past three years… Ive got two girlfriends right now which is completley out of charactor for me because im a gentleman for the most part, but anymore i dont care, i feel my relationships are going to end the same way they always do me being left for someone else cause im too nice or too caring, or just not a piece of shit! So why not try n mix things up and Im tired.
Everything seems like its about to just explode or implode or some kind …

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A Wish.

August 6th, 2010by Anh

One wish of mine is to give my life up for a deserving child. Or at least one that’s willing to live. It’s funny how I say child, I’m only 15 myself and still a child. But, honestly, I would give up my life for anyone that’s willing to live, as long as it means I get to die. If I could, I would give away all my organs all the way down to my skin. They can take it. If there was a way to transfer what’s left of my life to someone who wants it, I would do it. Especially if it means …

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struggling

August 5th, 2010by lostconfused

I’m currently feeling heavily depressed…. I never imagined that I would reach this state…my father has been belittling me ever since I was a child and now at the age of 23 i don;t have the strength to move on…  i remember arguing alot but lately … its clear that it was for nothing… lately i have been struggling to gain his approval.. only to fail miserably in his eyes…. I’ve lost contact with almost everyone I know..  I never realized how  alone I am….. my father always told me that I was nothing… never believed till now…  I pray constantly only to be left with a sense of confusion… I …

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August 5th, 2010by TheZingingEnd

Oh goddess. I can not bare this pain anymore. I can not cope any longer. I hope he knows that this is for the best.

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I’m so tired

August 5th, 2010by T

I’m so tired of this life where nothing is good enough. Why aren’t I every good enough for anything or anyone? I can’t finish school, literally its been 6 years and I can’t even find the motivation to get up to meet with someone to talk about it. My supposed significant other wants to sleep with other people for more variety and spends all of his time on computer games. I can’t keep a job. People hate me for no reason whatsoever when I have done nothing to provoke it. I’m in thousands upon thousands of dollars in debt. …

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Just fucking unlucky

August 5th, 2010by unlucky

I am a 19 year old male. I have a broken family, my dad lives miles away and my mother kicked me out of home. I have no supportive family that cares any longer. I flunked out of college because I don’t care. I am starving to death and cant afford to pay the rent because I don’t care. I quit my job because I don’t care. My parents haven’t spoken to me in months, they couldn’t care if I was alive or dead, because THEY don’t care.

Why don’t I care? Why don’t they care?

I have Pectus Excavatum. I look like a pot bellied Ethiopian.
Every …

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Survival is sinister

August 5th, 2010by splinter

I have survived 2 very serious suicide attempts, first one was 6 years ago, the last one was 18 months ago (exit bag and overdose). I would love to say that things have improved for me since them but they have only worsened. Waking up in this hell once again after a long time preparing your death and building the courage to do it, well, is absolutely horrifying. I don’t see the world the way I’m supposed to, I only see hell, and for me, the fact that I survived my attempted escapes adds to the nightmare of being here. For the past 6 months …

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Learn how to choose Hajj Package

August 5th, 2010by fryderykaw80

Hajj packages range amongst different operators of tours. Every package deal is exclusive and you’ll positively get confused making an attempt to find probably the most preferrred and reasonably priced package. Normally, most Hajj packages will comprise of quite a lot of things.
This contains meals throughout all of your rites of Hajj, home and international return flights and lectures to enhance your understanding of Hajj. These lectures are often undertaken by people who are highly qualified and who have a lot of expertise in matters to do with Hajj and on most of the different associated subjects.

It does not matter which country you come from, …

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I survived only to face another day

August 4th, 2010by JennyA

Memories Regarding the events of Monday, October 26, 2009:

It just happened. I couldn’t take it any more. I’ve had 3 surgeries for 3 different things within 3 months… and with the intracranial pressure that won’t go away, it seems like my life has been stolen from me. Add that to surviving an abusive childhood where my father made sure I knew I was worthless and should never had existed, then going on to get married to someone I thought was a decent man only to find out that he was an abusive alcoholic… creating years of struggle to get my son and …

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I lost her.

August 4th, 2010by MrMiserable

I don’t really know where to begin.  I’ve read so many of these other stories.  And mine really sounds no different.  Then why even do this?  Maybe it will make me feel better.

I lost her somehow.  I don’t know if it was me.  I don’t know if it was the setting.  I don’t know if it was the people.  But I lost her.  And I can’t shake this awful feeling that I’ll never feel the same about anyone again.  But I hate her.  I fucking hate her, everything she’s done to me.  Every thing that she’s said to me.  Every time she made me feel …

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Suicide group?

August 4th, 2010by mailer9

I have been reading lots of postings on here, I see that many of you who are suicidal are suffering from similar issues, one being that your friends have let you down and that there is no-one that understands what you’re going through. 

Would it not help to have a group set up where you could all meet up and talk face to face? Maybe you will make friends with each other and your lives may improve – even is your lives didn’t improve, surely having others in your life that at least understand how you’re feeling can ease some of the pain?

I can’t help but …

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14 and different

August 4th, 2010by Smile Kid

I am only fourteen years old and I have been diagnosed with: slight neurotic behavior, depression, and border-line personality disorder. I have mild anger issues and suffer from mild to severe panic attacks. I have recently started seeing and hearing things out of the norm but can’t seem to tell my father. Sometimes I think I’m actually going crazy. I don’t know any other young teenager that suffers from any of these things. I feel so different. I am going into 9th grade on August 19th. In 5th-7th grade I had major social issues. It’s hard for me to make friends and keep relationships because …

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Are we entitled to be happy?

August 4th, 2010by Jenttar

Where do our expectations come from?  It’s those expectations that make us want to kill ourselves. We can only feel unhappiness if we have felt happy, or if we have had expectations of happiness.

If we have felt happy and now we are unhappy and due to that we want to kill ourselves, well, that is greedy and selfish isn’t it? I am a victim of this myself so I am not criticizing anyone. And also, isn’t it shortsighted? If we have been happy once or twice before, then how do we know we wont be happy again in the future? And why can we not …

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If suicide was easy, how many would do it?

August 4th, 2010by woody333

I feel pretty sure that the answer to this question is a gigantic number.  It is not just depressed people who are suicidal. Suicide, has always been linked to the depressed, or mentally disturbed, and it also has a label that describes them as not thinking straight.

The truth is, a vast number of people chose death over this life, and they are sane, intelligent, even successful people. 

Many people who do wish to die rather than to live here, often, do not, due to fear. The fear of it failing, of it hurting too much, of religious beliefs, and the fear of leaving behind all the …

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Suicide? don’t die yet (sharing some glimpses of Hope)

August 4th, 2010by niki

I’ve just happened to come across this site, and seen all the replies here,
and I can honestly totally relate with everything you all said here.
In fact, these are all the main reasons, or my main feelings, that I’ve browsed around & eventually found this place!

I hate the fact that:
1. The world is mostly run by the riches & powerful, but not necessarily the most genuine kind of people, ‘cuz there’re often just way too many dirty politics & trickery for one honest, genuine person (or leader) to cope for! and it can just becomes way too much to handle!
although I’m not saying that ALL riches …

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I’m 19 and I want to die,this is *Part*my story.

August 4th, 2010by Broken Dreams

I don’t know why I typeing this here right now or why I contuine to live in this world.

Their was once a user on this site named “mychoice” who taught me personally some amazing things.If any body cheaks this site I’m sure you’ll find a few posts by him.He had this one about money being the root of evil and how we as people want to enjoy this world but have to pay ticket sales just to do anything.As time past I begin to learn from him and left a few comments on his posts and eventully I think I angered him.The last post he …

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One more step.

August 4th, 2010by meliaming

That’s all it would take. One more step.

I don’t expect anyone to reply this, nor do I expect anyone to read this. I just want to vent out feelings I haven’t been able to tell anyone in my life right now.

It’s been a year since I last thought about suicide. Since then, I’ve moved to Australia for college and I’ve met so many new people. I thought this was to be my new start. A fresh beginning from the previous year where friends turned against me. Dispose of my jealous feelings I had towards even my close friends – start anew. I was right, for …

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Suicide note

August 4th, 2010by ShayyCee

Today all my hopes dies. My life was soo bad from the beginning. no freedom. My parents refused to take me away from the school I used to go to because they want too feel like they did everything they could do to help me in life. Today I got my subject selection form. Guess what? I got all the basic subjects.. I didnt get any of the subjects I wanted.. I know none of this sounds like a big deal but it is. Because I always try my best and at the end I dont get any result. Slowly my hop, faith and everything …

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