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I am worthless to this planet

  December 6th, 2010 by lilaknows

I feel worthless, like all of what I once was has disappeared..
I was clever, creative, pretty, and a good person but now I feel like I am useless at everything (so I am reminded) and just a smudge on the world that must be erased. I didn’t think I deserved all of this but it has come..
I miss my old self…the old self that I can vaguely remember.
I have kept all my emotions and darkest secrets to myself, but now all those emotions and secrets are weighing me down one at a time being placed onto my back, I honestly just want to

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Love kills

  December 6th, 2010 by kajinn

I need you. I don’t know why, but every now and then in my life, for no reason at all, I need you.

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I wish we could go back in time…

  December 6th, 2010 by hopelost

I am that girl who has everything a good paying job and a fairly nice family and also the world’s best boyfriend. But I really want out. My boyfriend has given up everythign for me…he quit his job so that we could live in the same city. His family is against him and he still loves me so much. He has now been jobless for 3 years after the move and all the while I have been working. The guilt is killing me…I wish I could make him happy do somethig for him but nothign is workign out. I know …

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Battling Before Redemption

  December 6th, 2010 by TiredMesh

Crippling in the cavity of the former self.
Humane emotions put the blue blood into distress.
In distance of the tranquility that’s out of reach.
A chronic disapproval of the one who trys to please,
a failure to communicate inbetween.
The diabolical soul is in its routine to self deploy,
to flee from the world that seems too real
and to destroy the rightious self,
but before the lingering of the storm,
it would like to find peace of mind.
Being either that of love, or death.
It will find rest.

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So I’m losing control I thinking about killing myself again

  December 6th, 2010 by akgirl

I’m the friend who they go to when the need to be cheered up or when they need someone to listen… when will they realize that I need somebody I can talk to?

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Feel

  December 5th, 2010 by Nemo14

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ready for hell

  December 5th, 2010 by zdeathchanz

i give up.

do you know how much shit you get moving to a predominately white hick town? i moved here 4 yrs ago and i get shit evryday for being a diff race (technically black but i look latino or asian) being quiet, being smart, n being a lez. yeah its a lil hard to live when u hear voices evryday.

the worst thing is tht evryone says: oh ull be alright. NO ITS NOT ALRIGHT!!! when someone gets bullied evryday n hears voices tht means u fucking listen to them instead of ignoring them! ive had enough! im not the trash u throw …

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college; the happiest days of our lives?

  December 5th, 2010 by HopeForMe

why does everyone always say college is the best time of your life, enjoy it while it lasts. I am in absolute hell, a world that is not made for me and I do not belong here.  Every single day when I wake up I struggle through until the night and then dont sleep because I know the sooner I go to sleep the sooner I have to wake up and pretend like I am so freaking happy here.  I can not stand college, I can not stand the people here and I can not stand any single thing about it.  If one more person …

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Love the feeling.

  December 5th, 2010 by neverthesame

I can’t stop cutting.
I do every other day and I just can’t stop.
and I can’t just do it only one or two
I have two 10 or 20 cuts sometimes even more at a time.
I love the feeling. It gives me so much adrenaline.
And when I see the blood, my blood, it just makes me feel so much better.
People say cutting doesn’t solve anything, and maybe it doesn’t.
But it makes me feel like I’m in a whole different world for awhile, like nothing in this world even matters.
It’s just me and my cuts. I love the feeling.
I crave it, it’s an addiction like no other.
Just writing …

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no, thank you.

  December 5th, 2010 by thegirlwhostoppedtheworld

“So thanks in advance, world stopper.”

i recieved this comment on my last post and honestly it brought a smile to my face. someone thanking me for a simple post makes me feel like i can stop the world. So this is my thank you to probably the only person who believes in me. you saved me.

“lessworse” this is for you.

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Why?

  December 5th, 2010 by WolfPack

I have been looking at most of the posts on this website for quite awhile. I just have one question and I would really like responses. Why? Why do you want to die? A lot of posts that I have read are about teens. TEENS! You have so much to live for. Life may seem tough now but it isn’t at all. You have so much more life left why judge it now and try and end it? Do you even know what life is about? For the adults on here wanting to die I also ask why? Do you know what life about? In …

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define conspiracy

  December 5th, 2010 by LessWorse

Controlled Piracy. That’s what’s got us all here, the suicidal, and the ones sayin’ “Bon Voyage!” (whom are the worst of all here. You know who you are). What is this reality we’re living in? Why is everyone born into slavery under $omething that never existed? When will the world just end? Where are They going? And who are you?

I hate.

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I have completley gone insane

  December 5th, 2010 by Daniel21

Well, i think i have finally completely lost my mind beyond repair. My hallucinations are now more frequent and much more disturbing. Before i could handle any of the hallucinations that i would have, but not anymore. For example, yesterday i watched blood flow down my ceiling while my dead grandmothers disembodied head was floating in the corner of the room. You probably think that im making this up, but im not. Im now dealing with these types of hallucinations on a daily basis and i have to say its messing me up quite a bit. And on top of that im dealing with the …

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Damo, hope you are peace now

  December 5th, 2010 by Arimus

Rest in peace brosef, see you on the other side soon.

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Feelings

  December 5th, 2010 by Violet Blake

I had a mental breakdown.

I CRIED.

I cried and I cried and I cried. The sobs were silent, wracked with tears that just kept streaming down from my cheeks and no matter how much I wanted them to stop, they just wouldn’t.

I was crying for a lot of different reasons. It was weird, usually when I think about these things I just get aggravated and frustrated, I never get said and I never cry.

Today was different though. When I came home from school I should have been happy, the day wasn’t terrible for once, I had done my homework, gotten good test scores, done everything I …

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My Side of the Story

  December 5th, 2010 by OrigamiGiraffe

Frankly, I don’t know where to begin. My life isn’t that tragic. Perhaps I blow things out of proportion. Nonetheless, I feel empty, hopeless, and contemplating the path to death. I don’t want to kill myself – I just want to start over. However, there are “dreams that cannot be”.

I used to want to be a book writer. Now, I can’t think of anything to write about. I really want to bring attention to the depression and hopelessness so many of us are feeling and magically propose a solution to everyone, but that’s impossible. I want to write a book about suicide. I want to …

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Homicide, not suicide

  December 5th, 2010 by eiddnaffokcuf

Hey guys, um, little bout myself….I’m 19 and got outta high school finally for fucks sake….but currently i dropped outta some stupid half assed college where basically when you got a D on your report card, your parents would be like “oh my god, fantastic!” (seriously, I’m not joking when I say this)

Always noted as the fucking “quiet guy” yet no one fucking knows what quiet means….quiet means you can’t hear the person….NOT that you don’t talk to meaningless assholes at HS yet you do talk your own clique….I’ve always fucking hated cliques but i had nothing to lose so i ONLY talked to my …

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Friends? As if.

  December 4th, 2010 by loreildarksky

I want out. I want to die… I have nothing left to fight for. I have nothing… no one. Not even my friends, anymore.
I’m thought… I have friends… but how can I trust that? How can I believe it? When I need for someone to notice that something is wrong, when I need a hug or for someone to say that they’ll be there for me… no one ever does. Only when they thought they lost me did they actually say anything. And within a few minutes they forgot about it.
Like I’m taken for granted and always have been. I’ve sat and listened through …

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were all the same in a twisted way.

  December 4th, 2010 by neverthesame

People say how these kind of websites our “bad” and a whole bunch of suicide people together isn’t good.
Yes, I do think people on here should not be telling other people to go kill themselves.
But at the same time, you don’t want people telling you everything is going to be okay, when it really isn’t?
The reason why I like this website is because we all are honest with each other. I’ve only had this website for a few days, and I find it comforting that others feel the same way I do, that I’m not alone.
I also like that people on here aren’t telling me …

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I know why?

  December 4th, 2010 by a new laptop

You are a “rich”…That is the reason. Good bye ASU!

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