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Grandpa’s Secret

  January 13th, 2011 by papasgirl01

   From the time I was able to walk and talk, Grandpa was my hero. I had won over his stubborn yet loving heart. He called me Scooter. I was his third Grandchild but very spoiled by him. Grandma and Grandpa didn’t live but a few miles from my house so I spent time with them regularly. My mother and father both had full time jobs, so it was up to Grandma and Grandpa to watch me during the day. I always followed Grandpa around their property. (They had a few acres of land). I remember Grandpa taking me to their apple tree and letting …

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so whats left

  January 13th, 2011 by brad

I found this site in an temp to find a reasonable means of a very thought out conscious decision made… what I found was much different. Most I can relate to. We all have our down moments, which is obvious most on this site has had his or hers in their own fashion. Mine is simply everything lost by others hands, one being my ex wife. It’s been over three years now and everything has taken full circle. As much as I have tried to move on with the grueling task of day to day life, I have found myself in a position where everything …

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New Chat Room

  January 13th, 2011 by jameswong

hi all i used to use the final exit chat rooms and the forums. But now they have closed for good.

Does anyone know of any busy chat room i can use?


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NOTHING seems to help

  January 13th, 2011 by modonk12

No matter what i do, i hurt and hurt and hurt. I’ve been in therapy for a little over a year. I’m 16, and depression has quickly taken over 10 years of my life. I was 5 years old and a sad excuse of a man risked his marriage for a pathetic “fling” with a child. I was molested for a little over a year. I dont remember a lot but i do remember tht was a year tht changed all the rest to come. I’ve had severe depression ever since. And i’ve been on medication for about 6 or 7 months. NOTHING seems to …

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i desperately need help

  January 13th, 2011 by suicidal0103

i dont knw whoyou are but i would be grateful if u could help me.  i live in india and i am a final year undergraduate student. i was googling about ways of committing suicide when i came across this site. i am helpless right now. in my 12th grade rather i wud say during my 11th and 12th grade things were horribly wrong. i mean they just went wrong. i had been a bright student throughout my schooling career. it just happened that in 11th and 12th na additional pressure of clearing the entrance exam thing.. you …

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  January 13th, 2011 by cattygirl96

I hear my mum downstairs talking about me. How im such a disappointment, and she doesn’t want anything to do with me. just like many other people, i will get mad at my mum when she reads personal stuff, or insults me in anyway. But like any pissed off person i told my friend i wish she would die, and i hated her. But i was pissed off, i really don’t hate her. She doesn’t want anything to do with me, and i’m so upset. I want to be part of this family. And all i can do is sit upstairs and cry because she

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be happy :)

  January 13th, 2011 by hollywood1919

Several times a week, I will try to post something (a video, a song, or something funny) that I hope will brighten someone’s day 🙂

Dumpweed: Awesome song- has a lot of energy and makes you feel good 🙂


I get goosebumps every time I listen to it!

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If you need someone to talk to or want to help others, read me.

  January 13th, 2011 by hollywood1919

I am not a psychologist, or a doctor, or a social worker, or any of that. But I’ve been through enough sh*t in my life to know what it’s like when you think you have nowhere else to turn, and you think it is time everything should end.

If you want advice, or just someone to talk to, I am here. You can also email me at, or IM me on AIM: artzygrl1919.

If you would like to let others know that you are here and they can talk to you when they need help, comment on this and reply “I am here to talk and …

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  January 13th, 2011 by Daniel21

Im tired of people telling to snap out of it

Im tired of people saying its just a phase

Im tired of people making fun of me

Im tired of people telling me it will get better

Im tired of people telling me to stay on my meds

Im tired of people telling me i can get through this

Im tired of people asking if im ok when they already know the answer

Im tired of seeing and hearing shit that isnt there

Im tired of not being able to cut a little bit deeper

Im tired of only having the emotions: sadness, hatred, and guilt

Im tired of life only getting worse

Im tired of …

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Doing my head in

  January 13th, 2011 by darkloner74

Pretty much all day I’ve been researching methods and LD50’s of easy-to-get poisons. My head feels like it’s gonna explode with all this information so I figured I’d ask for some help. I’ve researched loads of stuff, from eucalyptus oil to methyl salicylate, nail polish (lol…) and petrol. I checked out paracetomol but idk if i can do that again, last time i did and I failed and it wasn’t pleasant, maybe if I increased the dose it’d work. Truthfully, ODing on something won’t be the only method. I need it to work, I can’t face hospital/psych ward again. So… I plan on taking a …

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Failed Attempt, Advice Please

  January 13th, 2011 by anderson00


I’m seriously hurting for some advice. Long story short: I was planning to go out using the helium method, someone found the tanks, the tanks have been taken away. I feel like such an idiot.

Lucky I kept two very well hidden. I can still pull this off if I time it right, but I’m only going to get one shot at it. Please help me. I have to make this work.

I described my setup here a week or so ago. I didn’t get much advice then so I’m begging for it now. I’ve researched this method thoroughly, but there’s one aspect of it that …

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Blackness and Silence, my two companions.

  January 13th, 2011 by theworldisonmyshoulders

The Blackness,
It is unsettling.
It brings upon anxiety, stress, and paranoid thoughts.
Its best friend Silence,
Tags along when Blackness needs to consume all your hope.
Silence is almost as menacing,
Because when you know Blackness is coming,
You know Silence will be there, and its presence allows you to doubt yourself with each passing second.

It is an angel from God that comforts and reassures.
When there is Light the world is bustling with people and all sorts of gadgets that can fill the Silence.
When there is Light, there is no time to think about sad or depressing things.
Rather you enjoy your time with your loved ones without a care, the only …

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Disgusted with Myself – LONG READ!

  January 12th, 2011 by McLarryOtto

Throughout my whole life, I have been alone and sad. I just did not realize how alone I was until recently.

Everything goes back to having a very badly drug-addicted mother. She has constantly been in and out of jail for years and constantly been off and on drugs for most of her life. I can say over and over that I am disgusted with her, but deep down inside, I’ll always wish I had some sort of relationship with her. Every time I try to have any sort of conversation with her, or when I try to convince her to stop, everything would be …

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Will it really get better?

  January 12th, 2011 by lost in the world

For three years I have been told by my family and friends that I will be happy soon. After my aunt passed away to cancer, I began to do worse in school and rarely laughed. She was practically my mom and a person I strongly looked up to. Now I am nearing the third anniversary of her death and I am not sure if I can make it that long.
I have one friend who knows very little about my suicidal thoughts. My family has no idea and as much as my friend tries to help I know that this is causing a rift in …

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Bored shitless

  January 12th, 2011 by Nit3fr3ak

Bored shitless. Feel like talking? Got nothing to look forward to? Ill reply
Ill talk about anything, Argue about anything, Offer help in anything. up to you

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  January 12th, 2011 by cant_take_life_anymore

Hi. I’m 11 years old. I cant take life anymore. Why you ask? Well, many reasons. Reason 1: no one cares about me. When I do one tiny thing wrong my mom screams at me “you fuckin little *****. ur so fucking retarded”. Today, my grandmother called me a skank. I dont know why. They probably want to disown me. My dad has basically no relationship with me. He doesnt pay child support. He never visits me. Doesnt do anything with me. Thats how I know he doesn’t care about me. He probably said he wanted a kid so he could get a good fuck …

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What can you do?

  January 12th, 2011 by Nit3fr3ak

what can you do Life is fucking bullshit and is bound to get worse

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sick and tired

  January 12th, 2011 by Anae

I really have been totally burned out. I’ve had the good times when my therapist and doctor too thought that I was getting better. But all of them have ended here, even deeper in depression and suicidal thoughts and act than I started. I just can’t take another getting better, ’cause I know how hard the end of it hits.

So please, don’t ask me why I want this or why isn’t there another option. Death is the only one who’s still able to help me. Hospital, drugs, therapy or even rehabilitation house (like something between home and hospital) haven’t been able to change anything. Death …

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  January 12th, 2011 by pxckll

its been a while since i typed anything on this site. i guess im doing better. i dont expect it to last long. im still on lexipro.

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Wow Sell Gold, Is It A Good Idea?

  January 12th, 2011 by mihaellaws

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