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maybe my last post?

  October 22nd, 2010 by 2cankeepasecret

since my failed attempt last weekend ive been thinking a lot. i talked to my friends (if you dont know what im talking about read my earlier posts) they said it just scared them and they didnt know what to do. so pretty much, they apologized and i told them what happend and why i was feeling so depressed and stuff. so it worked out and now everything is some what back to normal. (well its getting there at least) my boyfriend is still worried but i know hes just concerned for me which shows me that he really cares. my parents are going to …

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Glad I found you all – well those who are left

  October 22nd, 2010 by lyndalee

I’m 49 yrs old. Never thought I’d make it this long. I’ve had thoughts of suicide since I was probably 13, but have been unhappy as long as I can remember. Sure, there were intermittent moments of feeling ok, but those were fleeting. The shit always floated back to the top. I have been diagnosed with clinical depression, but can’t afford medication anymore. Don’t know that it ever did any good.
Anyway, I’ve been thinking of suicide alot lately. I already know that they could put “She never amounted to much” on my tombstone. The only reason I refrain is because I know my parents …

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Giving Up

  October 22nd, 2010 by willygirl53

I’m 53 years old and just can’t take the pain anymore. No job, getting evicted cause I pay my rent late each month, but have NEVER been 30 days late! Someone that I love with all my heart has thrown me away and married someone he was seeing at the same time he was seeing me for the past 3 years. Sexually abused from the time I was 6 until I was 14. Have 2 failed marriages behind me. First marriage was 10 years and second was for 16 but with him for 21. Just so tired of being rejected. Feel hopeless and just want …

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i don’t make sense….

  October 22nd, 2010 by abbygone

seems like its been a long time since i have been here….

things have gotten worse…

i don’t know what do to…i mean i know that killing my self is the easy way out…

i’ve had enough of buying ashes with my love…

i really do not need this

i am giving up,  i need some kind of hope….i surrender i have no where else to go…i don’t think that i need to open my self again…

but once i get strong everything will be better…does that make sense? …. i feel that it doesn’t

i know what i have to do but it just hurts so much…and the tunnel seems to …

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hypothetical question

  October 22nd, 2010 by unfixable

also, where would I get the pills, I don’t have any lol

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hypothetical question

  October 22nd, 2010 by unfixable

If someone took an overdose of pills and taped his mouth shut with a lot of duct tape to where he couldn’t undo the tape but could breat through his nose, wouldn’t that keep the pilsl in him until they are absorbed.

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bull**** parents

  October 22nd, 2010 by wat 2 do

well  i’m  16 year old   and  my parents  hate me  they want me to die   .  i’m realy   sad   .  i have no one  to share my feelings     i have  friends  but  they  don’t  understand    wat  i feel .    it’s not that   i   hate    each and every parent in this  world   but only  my  father  he   demoralize me every time  . few months  ago   i failed to clear the  exams    my father demoralized me so much     i can’t  tell  i thought i’m  goin to fail  in re test …

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Hmm…

  October 22nd, 2010 by monicaa

Lately things have been looking up for me. But I’ve been so lonely. I mean I have people to talk to, but when I talk to them all they want to talk about is their problems. How everything in their life is so important and life or death for them. I understand how for them, yah it is important, and I’ll listen to them, I always do, but sometimes you just need to talk about your own issues and have somebody to sit and listen to you. And right now that’s what I need. But when I even try to bring up something I wanna …

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seventeen

  October 21st, 2010 by thegirlwhostoppedtheworld

saturday is my 17th birthday. . . i honestly am surprised. . i am happy at last. . it is amazing to have finally found people who love me and who i love. . its out there for everyone, if anybody needs to talk im here. . im real. . i have made it.

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Someone to talk to (:

  October 21st, 2010 by CankerSoar

Hey, I’m a 15 year old boy and I used to think about suicide all the time. School was fine, but it was just my home life. My mother and father didn’t give a shit about anything I do. My sister was always the one they loved. The more things i did wrong the more i got scolded. It just hurts when they scold me . But what I’m here to tell you is that, if you need a friend or helping out with a problem, I’ll just let you know that i’m here for you. Every life is worth alot and i know it …

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not like most of you….I think….

  October 21st, 2010 by Angel

I was fake suicidal as a kid, but as I grew up, I began to see the world and really understand it, and also understand myself

I don’t have any useful skills, besides singing which is slowly fading because of my smoking addiction and my fat pressing up against my lungs.

so I know I wouldn’t survive on my own

yeah I’ve got pain, but not from traumatic events, it’s just my mind that’s been slowly turning into something hideous (I won’t go much further into that)

most of you would give up on suicide if you had a better life

but I don’t want a better life, I just …

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classic start…or maybe not….

  October 21st, 2010 by Angel

so my story starts out with the whole hard childhood thing, I was lactose intolerant but I didn’t know until a few years ago.

so a kid with lactose intolerance who doesn’t know it (neither did my parents) who drinks milk every day…..you can imagine the outcome

for all the farts in my life, all it took was one in the classroom to start a chain reaction that would eventually make me a bit….twitchy

everyone heard it, even the teacher, so she made me run laps around the entire fucking school, I was just a little kid!

so, most of the kids, being the little pricks that they were …

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Cursed with Life!

  October 21st, 2010 by SandraD77

It was a little over 3 months ago when I took my overdose. I planned it miticulously. I had my paracetamol and tamezapam (mind you this sleeper was really unnecessary as paracetamol is toxic in VERY small doses!). I took the tablets and then within about half an hour I must have feel asleep, I don’t remember! Suffice to say the decision was made and I was a peace with it. I was ready to go! SOMEHOW noone told my primal self this, and at some point ‘it’ woke my body, dragged it to my cell phone and called for an ambulance! To this day …

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You get better at dealing with pain.

  October 21st, 2010 by quitemad

I hate telling you how much easier it gets after some time.
I hate it because of how meaningless and trite it sounds compared to the gravity behind the emotions. Cutting allowed me to remind myself that I was calm, capable, and in control sometimes. The scars are still there. Most of you are tough as nails but won’t ever admit it. Maybe you already have and that’s why you’re still here. It doesn’t really matter why you’re still here. Just stay for a while. Get some sleep. Grab something to eat and drink all your water. Survive. Shut out the pain. You’re going to have …

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My Girls are my reason for living!!!!

  October 21st, 2010 by ariarwyn

I have suffered depression my whole life, when i was a child my mother and my 3 brothers and myself were beaten

When my I was 13 my mum and dad divorced and things were ok then my dad met a new woman and remarried, he dissapeared the last thing he said to me was ” your mother cheated on me you are not my daughter and I dont love you”

After that i didnt see him for 3 years until I was 16. He still said i wasnt his and he still believes it now. I no longer talk to my father we have not spoken …

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Draknees creapting at the begining putting the candle of my life slowly out…(My life/suicide story part 1)

  October 21st, 2010 by Broken Dreams

I promised I would tell my life story a few weeks ago.I feel like such a lier by not doing it when I said I would…..

I have to divide my life story into parts becouse there so much I have to say and so little time to put it all down.This story is also diffucult to put down becouse I feel like I’m to self-centerd.It seems like I only care about myself and nobody eles wich might explain why I’m alone most of the time in my life.For example,if your around sombody who only talks about “Me,me,me,I,I,I, “Well I myself” ect. Nobody wants to hand …

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Please Help me I Need to Die. (My Story)

  October 21st, 2010 by Caleb87

I am looking for some type of pills that i can overdose on that are sure to kill me. Please can anyone give me some suggestions? it is really my time to go.

As for the my entire story i don’t think i am going to get to tell it all but for the people that want to know i will tell why i need to die..
I was 5 and a half years old when a doctor examined me and said i had phimoses which if anyone does research on this is a normal and some men have it up to 17 or older and i …

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I hate this.

  October 21st, 2010 by marine105

Hi, my name’s John.  I’ll have to start from the beginning for this to make sense.

I’ve been suicidal for a while.  I’m 18 now, and I’ve been thinking about killing myself since I was about 16.  See the thing is…I think I may have screwed myself over.

It started off with the usual stuff, depression, thoughts of suicide, we’ve all heard the initial story.  So anyway I got put on medication, 20 milligrams Lexapro for about 2 weeks.  No change at all.  I also got set up with a therapist, but I wasn’t learning anything that I hadn’t already analyzed myself so I cut the sessions …

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Scars

  October 21st, 2010 by marine105

The chaos theory in it’s own way, ripping apart the mind.

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Wat Is On My Mind?

  October 20th, 2010 by Nikki

When is the last time you listen to a kid. It seems anyone under the age 21 is not listen to. Hell in schools all around the country, kids can get drugs knives and guns in because people don’t seem to listen. Teens, are viewed as young adults as long at they do what there told. What happens when that teen gets a mind and sees that the teachers are just telling us crap. Don’t you understand? You say your a friend to your kid and they can come to you but when they do all you do is yell and make them out to …

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