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Enough

July 23rd, 2010by whowouldmissit65

All my life I have been alone.  Never really feeling that I fit in.  I have always felt like someone looking in on others’ lives.  “This” has never been real for me.  Every time I think that my  life is ready to begin, it is ripped from me… always back to the same routine of loneliness.  Is this really all there is???  Is there ever really gonna be a pot of gold at the end of my rainbow.  I have come to the realization – no- there is no pot of gold.  This is life. This is all you get…   I have no plans …

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Can someone please cheer me up?

July 23rd, 2010by Georgi

I feel so horrible at the moment, so many things are going wrong in my life. I just cant take it anymore. I need something to cheer me up, make me laugh, anything. Please help, I need it.

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A Working Class Hero

July 23rd, 2010by yzh

I don’t know folks… I just find this song by Lennon to be very comforting. I’m not a Beatlesmaniac or a big fan of Lennon, a bit old for that. The words, just the words…regardless of who wrote them, That person has to know how it feels to understand the world we live in… 

 As soon as you’re born they make you feel small
By giving you no time instead of it all
Till the pain is so big you feel nothing at all

A working class hero is something to be
A working class hero is something to be

They hurt you at home and they hit you at school
They hate you if

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Still Alive

July 23rd, 2010by anon81710

I think I should say this off record.
Dear Destiny.
You are the best thing to happen to my life.
You are the only reason I decided to live past that year.
You despise me now.
But you will be in my heart.
Forever.
I love you.

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I can’t control it

July 23rd, 2010by imonlyme

I am constantly unhappy. My boyfriend is the source of my unhappiness. I can never leave him because in my mind he was my first everything and I love him and will die without him. No one understands what I am going through, they say I am weak for not just dumping him and living my life. I can never leave him and when he tries to leave me I want to kill myself. He is with me but always says it’s over and he has cheated and fucked me on the same day and I have so much honors classes homework that I can …

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im tired

July 23rd, 2010by thefacelessone

i dont want to deal with all the shit that has become my life
i dont want this anymore…im tired of trying to be someone when im no one
im tire of trying to impress my family into loving me
im tired of being the freak
im tired of being the one who never felt like i belong
NOT EVEN IN MY OUN FAMILYS HOUSE DO I FEEL LIKE I BELONG
not even when i hear something thats sopose to mean something do i feel like it could ever be true
i always try to feel IM TIRED OF ALL THIS, IM TIRED OF FEELING ANYMORE
i can never get close to anyone …

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My heart…

July 22nd, 2010by Melissa999

Hi. I am Melissa. I live in Fl…for the past couple months my life has been turned upside down then dropped face first for laughs. I am only 20 and know that the feeling i have may one day past…but for a 20 year old women…I have been threw a lot! I met the love of my life at a friends houses a year and a half ago. She was the most beautiful women i had ever saw in my entire life. 2 weeks ago she broke my heart and moved out… to make things better my 14 year old brother is being charged …

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Homeless, alone and lost in Seattle… and now suicide

July 22nd, 2010by niteware

Very recently homeless in Seattle, mainly due to the economy, but I’m sure that a doctor  could add a large heaping of ‘depression’ to the list.  No drug or alcohol problems, I am an IT Pro/Geek and have been drugged screened for many positions over the years and have a beer or two when the Steelers are playing on TV, but that is about it. Went through a serious back injury years ago that killed my career, marriage and financial security. EVERYTHING that I had what to hospitals, doctors and PT to get myself back into shape so I could live a ‘normal’ physical life and I achieved that, but did not recover …

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stickin w.it

July 22nd, 2010by beautiful disaster

there are times in life where you just have to suck it up.

but there are times where you need to stand up for yourself.

life is very difficult but the harder life is, the more successful you’ll be in the future.

like ive said before ive lived a really rough life, and i have delt with all the pain that has come to me.

ive had people tell me they dont want me living and the only thing i can think of is ending my life.

there is only one reason why im still living today.

because of a beautiful little girl **Natalia Nevaeh**

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Still Alone

July 22nd, 2010by anon81710

Still alive. A couple more days to make my choice. I’m calm now. I can cope with my anger. I just wanted a friend. I can just put on my happy face now, that’s normal. I sit in bed. In my small 2-bedroom apartment and I just can’t sleep. I just think about how lonely I am, how everyone around me glows with self-indulgent happiness. I just want to make them suffer sometimes. But that wouldn’t be fair at all. My life sucks, they know it, and it’s not their problem. Death is my choice this month. Next month I decide. Wonder what happens when …

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I Miss My Friend

July 22nd, 2010by throw_rocks44

On April 12 of this year my best friend committed suicide. I feel the constant guilt of not saving her…because I had the power to and I chose not to use it. A week before she did this, she told me that she had wanted to but her boyfriend, (who is now one of my closest friends) had talked her out of it. So I assumed it was just teenage drama and ignored it. A few days later she had texted me and she was asking for advice with her problems. I did the best I could and told her how sorry I was and …

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hello

July 21st, 2010by nblurry

This is the first time I’m admitting to this “feeling” it’s been a long journey, starting out as a strange feeling almost a nagging unsettling pain in the pit of my stomach. It’s taken years to creep up into my brain. It use to be just a whisper “I’m so tired when will this end?” Now it screams in my ears…words like useless, lonely, uneducated, old, stupid, lazy, ugly.
Now I seldom leave my house, I find myself staring into space quite a bit and i don’t care….about anything. I don’t know how to help myself anymore. I don’t know what I hope …

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-amazing advice

July 21st, 2010by justme33

To tired, water, and Kristina..

Your advice really moved me. I read, then re-read all of your words and I can’t even begin to tell you all how much your kindness and true sensitivity means to me.  You’re right, my kids need me. That is what truely keeps me going. Posting to this website was the best thing I could’ve done 🙂

I loved your advice, you all are so kind. If anyone EVER needs my help, even if only to vent, I will be here. 

fairyfly5116@yahoo.com

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My sister died…

July 21st, 2010by Waterlogged

and now her husband is happily dating. I i Life for me sucks right now. Financially in the toilet. No job. No energy to deal with looking for a job. I’m losing my hearing..well, I’ve lost most of it, I guess. So that keeps me isolated. I can’t seem to get over my sister’s death. I kept some of her left over pain meds just in case. Most people don’t need meds in their drawer just in case life gets so hard that you can’t go on, do they? I do.

It’s only been 7 months since my sister died. Why am …

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please help

July 21st, 2010by justme33

I’ve never done this, but decided to do this in an attempt for anyone’s input. I lost my little sister over a year ago. We were very close, but at the time I lost her we were not on speaking terms. She was struggling very bad with addiction and one night took way much. Since then, it’s been really hard. I’m a single mom of 2, staying with my parents, and like so many americans unemployed. My depression has really taken it’s toll. I can’t eat, I can’t sleep, and have this pain deep in my heart that will not go away.

I’m a very caring …

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New.

July 21st, 2010by kaitlynsierra

I wrote in here back in January… Only 2 posts.

Ever since then my life has taken a drastic turn – for the better.

I’m very happy to announce that my scars have been somewhat healed. I’m the happiest I’ve ever been in my life. I feel as though those feelings are due to this website, and someone I met on here during my time of need.

Rachel, I owe you the world. You have been everything I’ve needed, a friend. You understood me, and I understood you. You’ve done so much for me, and I can’t thank you enough.

Everyone else on this website that offered me their …

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True Story

July 21st, 2010by ilikepole

I have been dead for 5 months i have decided while waiting in line to get judged to come back and tell you my story. So five months ago i was walking down the street when i got kicked in the face by a horse and landed in the street and lo and behold a bus ran over my dick. I got up and then i noticed my junk was detached and was still spinning around the bus wheel. the bus took off and i pursued it for about 5 blocks. exhausted i gave up my chase for my junk. i then went home to …

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I’ve been here for a few of you. I’m hitting rock bottom now.

July 21st, 2010by Codename Dreamer

I know this seems like I have let myself into another slump… but yeah… We all do anymore don’t we… Alright where to start. 10 months of an on and off relationship with the girl of my dreams. My everything my who heart my castle that I could rely on for the most part. I am now in need of you all… I am trying to figure out what I am going to do here. I have again fallen in love. Deeply. I can’t live without my girl. I can’t live with her. When she’s on … She isn’t really there. When she is there, …

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I’m not paranoid

July 21st, 2010by LessWorse

…I’m aware, and too many people are ignorant. The difference between ignorance and innocence is that innocence doesn’t last. Sooner than later someone realizes that there is something very very wrong with the world in general. When that happens, you cross the line forever: either you ignore that knowledge or you keep your innocence and you do something with that knowledge.

I have concluded that what’s wrong with the world is that there are evil monsters in the guise of humans hell-bent on killing as many of us as possible. And so, finding myself as powerless as the next blogger, I struggle with either hoping that …

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: (

July 20th, 2010by wabe

Please read my post before you judge me.

I am a 21 yr old mother of a 9 month old son. I had suffered from depression for 6 years. It started when I was 15, I decided to stay home and be ‘homeschooled’ for the 1st semester (6 months) of high school. No schooling took place. Everyday I just pretty much layed around and thought to myself. My only company was my mother cuz my brother was in juvy.(he is now in jail and my other brother died) I dropped out of school on my last year of high school because I wanted to attend a transitional program for …

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