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I feel so alone. Please, just talk to me about why I feel this way.

  December 13th, 2010 by Girl1029

Lately I’ve felt so alone.Yet I’ve got this great boyfriend and some friends I guess. I mean Does this sound selfish, honestly? I feel like I have no friends, I sit in class half the time by myself in a few feeling like ‘wtf i use to be the loudest one in here now i’m alone?’ and i serious can say i have no close friends anymore i use to i guess hang out with quite a few people but all i do is sometimes hang with my boyfriend. i feel not close to anyone like i cant tell anyone how i feel except the …

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journal entry #1 Dec. 13/10

  December 13th, 2010 by hollydaze

I found this website while feeling quite depressed this afternoon, it was not a good day: I fucked up my antidepressants and I need somewhere to vent, so this will be my kind-of blog, or journal, somewhere where others can read it, or they can keep living their lives.

Today was a tough day. I live in a quite elite aria, where social status is everything and money is important. I am one of the more popular people at my highschool, and I am in grade 11. Im a quite good student and achieve around an 80% average every semester.

I have bulimia, which has transformed into …

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How could this be?

  December 13th, 2010 by noname123

so please i ned someone to talk to please. I beg of you i need someone who will talk to me and well things havnt been going to good so please some one help me

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to my baby sister.

  December 13th, 2010 by zdeathchanz

mya. my baby. im sorry you have such a selfish sister. u dont know how close ive come so many times. i cud call a lot of people my guardian angels. but really, youve been bout the only one who has been able to stop me from jumping the gun.

im tired now baby. the dark man’s caught up with me and im breaking. im breaking baby cant you see it? please baby, im a shitty sister and i cant stand it anymore. dont look at my corpse. its too goddamn awful. sissy, i love you but i have failed you. i cant stand living in …

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Serious Input Needed

  December 13th, 2010 by nicke

After attempting to seek help on numerous occasions through the use of therapy, medication, and even religion, I’ve decided to pursue that “final exit”. I’ve thought about it, and have decided to definitely go with the helium method, only I won’t incorporate a hood. Instead, I plan on locking myself in the trunk of my car (the idea is to become trapped in a small, closed area, so as to be overpowered by the helium), releasing the helium from the tank inside the trunk, and handcuffing myself in order to prevent any possibility of me waking up later on and attempting to shut off the valve, or open the …

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IDK ANYMORE

  December 13th, 2010 by heretostay

my dad isnt getting it…..i wanna quit tkd, i wanna quit bass, i wanna quit skiing…..
he wont let me do any
everything i do is to make someone else happy….
and i keep having to lie of why i wont do something…..i cant just tell my parents im suicidal………thatd be like asking for hell.
and theres no way i can talk to them………..

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I Know Why You Feel Like This

  December 13th, 2010 by readthis

you have to let go of the thingsthat make you feel bad about yourself…Forgive yourself and learn from it. The fact you can’t face yourself shows you are doing things that are not really you.. But there is a good person inside you and you have to let them out. To each person their worst day is the most they can relate to and it’s the worst they’ve ever felt. You have a conscience and that’s more than 80% of the population anymore…Let go of what’s bringing you down.. Isn’t there 1 person in the world that knows you are better than u …

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The pain is gonna be endless, I just know it.

  December 13th, 2010 by Noodle12

I can’t fucking stand every day I have to deal with shit. Nobody seems to help or wants to really help and those who do just say “It’s going to get better”. It can’t get better. Some shit can’t be healed just like that. Some can’t be healed at all. And right now it’s like a dagger being slowly pushed into my chest deeper every day.

I’m completely stuck here between killing myself and letting go of all of this for the sake of my own being, or keeping a few select people from hurting because of it. I really can’t decide, I don’t know what …

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PAIN

  December 13th, 2010 by heretostay

The blow set into my cheek bone. A bone cracked and I fell to the ground. She stood over me with her fist still clenched. I tasted blood as I tried to stand up. My brain wasn’t working; she had hit me too hard. I cried, I had nothing else to do. I was small and helpless. My own mother was beating her me, just a ten year old girl. She cursed and came at me again, “No” I yelped. “You freaking *****, you ingrate,” she yelled as she slapped me into the wall, “You think you can interrupt me when I’m in the middle …

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:( :( :(

  December 13th, 2010 by heretostay

my mom….she got mad at me…and yelled and swore at me…..she said she hated me…she called me a *****…she doesnt wanna deal with me……………and then i said.something….and she swore more…..she said other things too…..
im under so much stres….im compared to my sis a lot….i dont have time for anything…
and i do everything to make other happy….

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IS THERE ANY HOPE WE’LL SURVIVE?

  December 13th, 2010 by heretostay

my views……im pretty liberal….if you agree with this or have strong opinions of the enviromet or government…can you comment on, or email me, isthereanyhopewellsurvive@yahoo.com

im starting my own orginization for this….please help me…this really messes me up..it makes me mad…one of the reasons i wanna leave…


WE HAVE 50 YEARS….50 YEARS BEFORE THE WORLD BASICALLY IS DESTROYED BUT ITS REALLY HARD TO LIVE…NO ANIMALS…PEOPLE IN PAIN AND ON THE VERGE OF DEATH…FIRE EVERYWHERE….OIL EVERYWHERE…..FACTORY SMOKE EVERYWHERE….HARD TO BREATH….TRASH EVERYWHERE, MOUNTAINS OF IT…NO PLANT LIFE WHAT-SO-EVER….JUST TOTAL HELL…..I DONT THINK WE WANT THAT…BUT WE HAVE 50 YEARS, 50 MORE YEARS LIKE THIS ONE, AND IT’LL BE LIKE THIS….IT

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INSIDE THE FIRE

  December 13th, 2010 by heretostay

dont call the hotline….my friend did on me…..didnt do anything…….

love David <3
how im feeling….good song

give your soul to me for eternity release your life to begin another time with us end your grief with me
take your place inside the fire

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SCREW THIS LETS ACTUALLY DO SOMETHING!!!!!!!

  December 13th, 2010 by satans_princess

On here we all talk about how this place has helped us so much and how these people uderstand us. we should start an organization. With all these people on here it could spread so FAST! help people see tha light come out of he dark and make bliss seem more reachable.

ifyou think it’s a good idea and would like to help me ge this going email me at:

rosealcorn@live.com

the more the better!

lets make a diffrence!

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should i?

  December 13th, 2010 by heretostay

im 12, im from around Boston
i hate what people have done to the world pyshically and mentally
my birthday is in 10 days……
should i do it then?
midnight of Dec 23?
or midnight or 22?
people treat me like shit cause im different……i understand more of everything and am nice to people…..
i play bass and write music…….
i write stories and wanna publish…
my parents are “worried” for me…
and idk if you read the email i posted….”what did i do?”
i love heavy metal stuff and screamo, (disturbed, asd, korn, a7x..etc)
and just i cant stand what people have done……
we’ve turned the earth into a hell and its prgressing closer….
and we’ve turned people …

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under estimated

  December 13th, 2010 by heretostay

so at school and everyone…im that quiet one who doesnt look anyone in the eye and is completely ignored
then i decide to write a petition to Obama and suddenly, peopels top ignoring me….hmm

and dont believe me?

this is it……and i ggot like 300 something signatures from 12 and 13 year olds….im waiting for a reply

We, the future of America, would like to suggest that the United States Government use more reliable energy sources. With the recent oil spills (the BP Gulf spill, the spill in China, and the spill again in the Gulf) we suggest instead of using fossil fuels, which have failed us not long …

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my “wonderful” cousin

  December 13th, 2010 by heretostay

so my cousin…yea, i told him almost everything….then he says he trys to give “good” advice….naw, his advice is “tell your parents” or “you know god loves you”…ok super cheesy….
so yesterday…he gets mad at me….

WHAT THE HELL IS THE MATTER WITH YOU? YOU ASK IF I CAN HELP YOU WITH SOMETHING, EXPECTING ME NOT TO KNOW WHAT EXACTLY WHAT YOU NEED HELP WITH, THEN I ASK WHAT YOU NEED HELP WITH, THEN YOU GO OFF AND BE ALL LIKE: ”
nothing….i guess i can deal by myself.”
IF YOUR NOT GONNA BOTHER WITH ME, LEAVE ME ALONE
NOW, IF I CAN, I’D LIKE TO HELP YOU, …

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weather

  December 13th, 2010 by heretostay

so i walk home from school everyday, 2 miles…..
today its raining, so i get soaked….
but i love the rain, fog, mist, everything that people call “depressing” and i think……….is there something wrong with that? no.

does everyone have to be some rainbow covered, unicorn loving, happy optimistic freak?!?!
ok…as close as im getting to that is red hair…….

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  December 13th, 2010 by pxckll

how hard is it to figure out which way to die?!!! i wonder about bleeding to death, hanging, or drowning.

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deathly thoughts

  December 13th, 2010 by broken essence

deadly thoughts

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Easiest Way

  December 13th, 2010 by NzBlind

I’ll put it plain and simple so noone has to stress about reading shit.

What is the easiest and most painless way out…

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