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Losted all hope

June 13th, 2010by undercover

Its over, I hate life, I hate the fact that everyday I have to put on a fake smile today is it, im over life it really does suck. noone cares and im glad because it will make everything alot easier for them to move on with there life knowing im not in it. Which is funny cause people say they care but really they dont… I hate my life i hate everything. there is no point.

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Why Me?

June 13th, 2010by Rhandi

reasons for suicide

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i hate my face

June 13th, 2010by ckay2

Everyday i am reminded that i am ugly and i hate it the best compliments i can have is your starting to get pretty or stop pushing your mouth your just making yourself look more ugly. I was called the most ugliest girl out of my class. One time a little boy stop in the middle of the streets once he got a look of my face he looked scared like if i was a monster or something. Once it was me and my friend she asked her sister and brother if they think i am pretty out of no where she asked them …

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Before you do anything…

June 13th, 2010by Possibilities

I am a 49 yr old woman who has had mild depression all my life. I have made a half attempt of killing myself before. My brother made a successful attempt 1 month ago tomorrow. I wanted to write here to hopefully help anyone contemplating suicide to please think about a few things before following through with this decision.

When I tried it was a cry for help. I was in a marriage  that was falling apart… I lived away from my family…I worked 3rd shift in a boring job so any friends were not accessible on any regular basis and I felt totally alone. I …

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I don’t know

June 13th, 2010by help525

I’m 15 years old and a girl. I’m a freshman in high school and considered one of the “very few freshman elites”. Upperclassmen hit on me and tell me I’m perfect and amazing all the time but I just am physically unable to believe a word anyone says. In 8th grade I always had a boyfriend, and I hooked up with 8 different guys. I even cheated on one. I am not a terrible person though. A few months ago I lost my best friend who I was best friends with for 4 years. She said I was always mean to her. I don’t know …

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Cheer me up

June 13th, 2010by Anna

Hi,

Can someone please just cheer me up very quickly? Within the next 10 minutes would be good. I don’t wanna talk about what’s happened… it’s one of those stupid things that you know shouldn’t get you down… can someone please just cheer me up?

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June 13th, 2010by undercover

im 17 and have been cutting for the last 4 years but over the last couple of months all i ever think about is killing myself, i have nothing to live for, i have no will to go on. I just want to die so i can finally be free

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…Just another day in paradise…

June 13th, 2010by Vincent

Dear Everyone,

       Hi. I came here…to this site, because I didn’t know what to do. I still don’t, and I don’t know what to say to keep you reading, to keep you listening. I guess, we are all united in a way aren’t we. We all write our stories, and we share them, all united in the fact that at one point, we all wanted to die. This a connection I believe is very special, I don’t know you. I can’t see in my mind what you look like at your desk, chair, or couch right now in front of your monitor, but part of …

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help

June 13th, 2010by pat

my name is patrick, and im 14. i think about suicide every day. i dont know why i feel this bad every day, but everybody around me at school hates me. i dont think they know i hate myself more than they possibly could. im 5 foot 6, only one hundred and 4 pounds and im not good at anything athletic or academic. every time i make a friend they end up hating me a few months later. im just genuinely pathetic and i dont know what to do i want to leave my city and never come back. im too scared to run away …

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To those who suffer and think that suicide will end the pain, I have a message for you…..

June 12th, 2010by ibjennyjenny

To those who suffer and think that suicide will end the pain, I have a message for you…..

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LOST THE WILL TO LIVE

June 12th, 2010by DOWNBEAT

Im not what you would call you your lonely type or anything like that im more of your successful sports peson. but still there is one girl in my mind i cant get her out of it no matter what i do . i have met her and all but she wont go out with me because of the distance between us which is only like an hour . she sez that she likes me and all . but knowing that its never going to happen between us is slowly but surely killing me . iv just lost the will to live and dont …

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The Bridge of Violet County

June 12th, 2010by Violet Blake

I haven’t seen my dad since I was eight years old, so when he wrote me a letter and asked me to come up and visit him for a month, I was shocked.

“I think you should go, Violet” my mother said. I keep in mind that she doesn’t really know all about my father and the kind of man he is, even though she was married to the man for a few years it’s like they never even knew each other at all.

“Because he’s your father”.

That’s her excuse? He’s my father. Well, NO SHIT SHERLOCK. If that’s the best explanation for why I should gp …

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…..figures

June 12th, 2010by brokenanscared

i was gonna b going out but not anymore i prob got ditched again like i wallways do…….this sux n makes me feel like no one wants nething to do wit me at all 🙁 well maybe this trip cuming up will help a lil im going to c my best friend shes all excited that im cuming to c her n her lil munchkin so that makes me a lil better n like im actually wanted by sumone…ugh i still feel like shoting my brains out but am to tired to

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yo

June 12th, 2010by simon

siento q estoy solo soy de chile y siento que me a ido todo mal

todo es triste la gente no rie perdi mi amor que no volvera

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Scared

June 12th, 2010by midnight_daydreamer

I’m on another website kinda like this one. It’s called teenhelp.org. People keep telling me to call a hotline, I’m way to scared. I don’t know what the heck I’m going to do. I just hate my life.

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Shards

June 11th, 2010by 77evergone77

If I have to take any more of this I WILL shatter and I’m afraid where the shards will fly. They might end up hurting a person I don’t want to be affected by this.
A few minutes ago I just hung up with my friend. She called because of a nightmare she had had. In it, I had killed myself and she was scared. She knows some parts o my issues so she’s afraid it was one of those phychic dreams. I think he might be right but I don’t have the heart or the stability to tell her. She was already crying. So I …

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About this text…

June 11th, 2010by blackbrooks

Hi. I’m 22 years old now, a french-speaking canadian guy too (gotta have defaults). Two years ago, I was knee-deep in suicidal tendancies; I lived only to die and I wanted it to happen pretty fast. Nothing really meant anything to me, I had no real ties to this world and felt like I just didn’t belong to this place. I’d hurt myself in a lot of ways to feel alive, to be special and not just another simple drone. I had a lot of reasons to die for and nothing to live for…

When I left psychiatric ward in 2006, I had only one idea in mind; I …

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Well, Thanks a lot U of M

June 11th, 2010by Marlee

I was discharged from the adolescent psych ward about 45 minutes ago. I was so mad at them at first for forcing me to leave even though I told them that I’m going to kill myself tonight , but now I’m filled with relief. Tonight is the night. If I wake up I’ll say that it was stupid and that I’ll never try it again. If they send me to the psych ER to see if I’ll be admitted I’ll just tell my mom that I’m going to the bathroom and rip off my bracelet and run out of there. And this time I’m not …

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Hope.

June 11th, 2010by AngelErin

To everyone out there that wants to give up and end their life, please don’t do it. I don’t know your stories, or what you’ve been through, but I know that their is no situation that can’t get better. You may not believe me when I say that, but it’s true. Last year I was suicidal, I took large amounts of pills, I cut myself, I cried myself to sleep everynight. But one of my best friends encouraged me, and he gave me hope and I will always be grateful. You don’t know me, and I don’t know any of you and i’m only 15 …

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tomorrow

June 11th, 2010by aStrangeAlien

just enough for s0me booze, plenty of xanax and charcoal. can’t fail.

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