I’ve noticed that the posts on this site are rather like the people who post them; they appear before us, they display wretchedness, and then they sink into obscurity, forgotten.
I have just slashed my wrists once before and that was while trying to commit suicide. Clearly I figured out one doesn’t die by cutting. But a lot of people say cutting is helpful. Is it? If yes, how? And why?
all iv been thinking about for the last few months is about my parents funeral and how i wish they could die 2gether and how happy life would be without them…. i dont want to feel like this… i want to love them… i want to be normal
I am new here and this is my first post I’ve been looking for a while now for someone to understand what I feel so here I go with my story…
I’ve been living a nightmare since I was a kid but back then I just didn’t care. Everyone was ignoring me like they do now I am a ghost sitting in my house only thinking if I am ever going to have any friends someone to go out with like a normal person.
Even tough I never cared before now I feel abandoned I feel that I could never have friends I am nobody. […]
get to the point where i see/hear/read stories about people that have killed themselves and actually become jealous. i do though. i read so and so killed themselves. and my first fucking thought is, “why the fuck can’t i do it?” it didn’t always used to be that way. i used to be sad. but now i’m jealous and envious. which tells me that now suicide is something my own mind now desires greatly. which speaks even louder. i mean if my own mind wants to be dead, why should i not appease it… give my mind peace. i feel so alone and helpless. every […]
kind of bored, kind of depressed. anybody wanna talk?
AIM/yahoo IM: artzygrl1919
I never ever have been afraid of death but when I think about me killing myself I get scared of the pain. I don’t want to go through ANY pain… And I don’t want my mom to drop outta school cuz of it. So I might just snap one day and end up running away.
I’d like to share this.
well people found out about me on here. so i haven’t posted in a while. not too much has changed in my thoughts. you know you see the future and hope for the future but you know it won’t be that way. that’s where i am. i don’t ask anyone to be sad for me. i don’t ask anyone to pray for me or care for me. i live my life as it should be, as it was planned to be. i thought that i had it all, or was working on having it all. but that […]
I just posted a few hours ago so..sorry for the double post but…I want to know if anyone has been through what I have..i lost my wife and 1 year old daughter about 5 months ago and I wanna talk to someone who has been through something similar. It’s funny…I read all these other posts and..I dont mean to make their problems seem less but…they all seem so trival, you want to kill yourself because you wanna get away from “soceity”, cause you don’t have an xbox? So many of these posts are just such small things. You lose your fucking daughter..and wife..then you can […]
im just a few weeks from my 17th birthday….and im honsetly not sure if i’ll make it to see it. i’ve cut myself since i was 11, and i feel that i’ve NEVER been understood. when i wake up in the morning, i feel like God is punishing me even more, and he does’t even hear my prayers. im sick of life, and im sick of playing happy. i want to die! i want to be successful in my attempts! i’ve failed at overdosing, hanging and drowning….but i refuse to taint cutting, by slitting my wrists….cutting has been my only faithful compainion. im plotting killing […]
No one could possibly imagine how.. Sad and mad I am .
I really doubt they know .
Ignorant people call tend to call me weak .
People who have been around or heard of depression tend to call me strong .
I disagree with them both .
If I was weak , I wouldn’t take those pills, or I wouldn’t cut myslef , or anything else .
If I was strong, I would stop.
I just can’t handle this anymore.
Im Done. No more putting off the inevitable. Good luck everyone i wish you all the best.
I’m 26 years old, i’m married with a 2 year old little girl and a new born baby boy, me and my wife have been together since 2006 got married in 2007 bc she was pregnant, we were planning on getting married anyway she just happen to get pregnant, when we got married her mom did not want me to marry her bc when we were bf and gf i broke up with her and she was very hurt, and when i came back in her life to tell her that i was sorry and that i was a new person, that she was the […]
It’s 1:30 am my family are asleep …
I get the blade and slit my wrists
They don’t know
While I sleep my arm is sceamimg out as the shimmering blood flows
Just kill me now and be done with it I want to die now
What’s the point of life ?? …. If we where only ment to suffer
My day was even worse than usual. It started off when I walked to the library to wait gor the bell to ring. I sat by some people who I knew because they were in a few of my classes. When I sat down, the guy I sat next to looked at me and said, “Theres reasons why I don’t like you. So why are you sitting next to me?” This might not have bothered most people, but it sure bothered me. It was just another person reminding me that nobody cares about me. The whole day what he said to me was stuck in […]
I don’t understand what’s going on in my life this week. I have a lot to tell.
On Tuesday my parents decided that because I’m doing shitty in math (like 30%), I no longer have an Xbox. I was having a wonderful day until I got home and they threw that on me, I gave myself the motivation to ask out a girl I liked the next day. Suffice to say after that evening I didn’t do that the next day.
Today I told her she looked pretty, she sorta stared at me and awkwardly thanked me, I felt awful after, I don’t think she likes me […]
Hi, my name is BreAnn Schultz. I really enjoy helping people and listening to peoples problems. If anyone would like to talk about anything, I will listen and give advice if you want it or just listen if you don’t. My e-mail is schroeder_2011@yahoo.com or you can add me on facebook. Don’t be shy!
I have 8 scars on my arm 19 on the other
I get stared at as I walk down the corridor
No I’m not a emo Im just depressed and sick of this life
Because of people that are not even worth talking about
My mum is herself upset Because my dad left my two brothers are too cool foe me to even talk to and my to twin sisters are both stunners golden blond hair bright big blue eyes Then me stuck in the middle the odd one out dark brown hair too weird to be known as part of this perfect family so […]
I’ve been depressed all my life, it runs in my family. It really sucks, but you get used to it after a while. I’ve always acted differently then other kids my age, I guess you could say I was more mature than them. And because of that, I never really fit in. I had some friends, one I’m still friends with now, but I never really felt complete.
Fourth grade was the first time I thought about ending it all. I just didn’t want to live anymore. I don’t really remember it that much. I […]