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please let me help you

January 19th, 2010by whydiebeforeyourtime@gmail.com

“Come to me, all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest.” – Jesus, Matthew 11:28

hey everyone.

i don’t have too much to say but i’ll start off by mentioning that this post isn’t at all for myself.

there are a lot of people who come to this site and write down their experiences/situations for others to read, but many of us here don’t really receive help.

the only way things fall away from goodness is because of a lack of God.   so basically what i’m trying to say is that if you really want to make your life and

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Untitled

January 19th, 2010by painterofmusic

Maybe I’m just weird, but… I’ve noticed that most people who post on the suicide project use proper grammar. I also noticed while I was walking outside today how nice it was. It’s been brutally cold, and I haven’t had heat all winter. Today, I had to turn my air on. As I was going to check my mail, since I’ve been forgetting to check it for several days at a time, I saw a little kid riding on a tricycle with his parents running along at his side. It really was a beautiful sight. I notice things like I’m watching them from a movie. …

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yeah

January 18th, 2010by joe

Yeah, life sucks a big platter of ass. Lose a job, live off of unemployment, go back to school trying to better yourself, and the world still crumbles. Fuck it, I know this is a site for people to vent and *****, but still hopefully one will read it. Life sucks. Thanks.

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Your mistakes do not define you now They tell you who you’re not

January 18th, 2010by chaos

Help me, Someone please sell me life, tell me the purpose to continue living I don’t want to end this I know there is alot ill miss but I cant think of anything of great importance to keep me here I’m an emotionless shell I’ve mastered faking that I’m always happy but behind this mask I’m breaking down, I’ve made many mistakes in my life I just turned 18 and i fear I’ve messed up to bad to continue on, I’m grade 12 still in grade 10 classes not because the works hard or anything just my fault of not going I just stoped …

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I hate you too *****!

January 18th, 2010by whiteylover

Don’t bother with this it’s just an all out rant.

 

There was no need, absolutely no need for you to go and tell the whole world mother! Especially my grandfather. He’s the most self centered person I know other than my sister and he was the one who told me I needed to let it go and move on. He didn’t know anything. He didn’t know what was really going on in that school and he didn’t know half of the hell I was put through! He put me through so much trama, all because you believed the words he said just because he is a …

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hi m payal

January 18th, 2010by payal batra

i want to die as i m not prepared for my board exams till now. nd m not getting d way to complete my syllabus. i have tried once to escape from all my stress my taking insulin of dad but unluckily m alive.

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I want to lay down my mind.

January 18th, 2010by Dire

There is a lot of stuff in my life that make me feel terrible and very little to feel good about. Even this is a struggle I am severely dyslexic an can not attend collage because writing and reading. I am 18 years old and I want to be A writer and film director but I can not do this by myself, I have tried bunch of different writing programs and none of them work for me. Imagine having your hands cut off ya kinda like that. I am very intelligent and love learning. I am also very lonely, I home schooled my self so …

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No more waiting, no more hoping.

January 17th, 2010by Peace

Hi, i have been thinking about suicide for a rather long time and i have tried to deal with the problem and i don’t want to get on constant meds or longterm treatment, 3 years ago it just got worse and worse, being rejected by friends and all and just acting as a mere helpful tool to my fathers family.

I have even wrote here twice before, one about how i felt and that i really wanted to commit suicide and one about what is now my very first ex-girlfriend who also suffered from depression and yes i know it was bad just by starting the …

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putting all my energy into other things to forget

January 17th, 2010by clutzqt08

I’m constantly sad. I feel like I can tell where most of my problems come from. who has caused each insecurity. But in the end all that’s going through my head is it’s all my fault, that I’ve asked for all that has come my way, that I’m worthless, that the people around me would be better without me. I work all the time to stay busy and have less time to think. I drink, smoke, and pop pills when I’m not working to try and get to a point where i can be numb. writing this makes me think of how selfish i am …

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Why do you keep saying “let me help you” or “let God help you”?

January 17th, 2010by helenpostit

I’ve been suffering from severe depression for more than 5 years.  I can’t get rid of the suicidal thoughts, I’ve been on anti-depressants for several years.  I tried everything I can to do to cure my depression and of course, I tried to let God help me several times.  But it didn’t work.  Medicine didn’t help, neither did God.  I’m not saying I don’t believe in God, I just don’t understand why people keep saying “let God help you” while that’s not really true?  Why?  5 years is not a short time, right?  help? really?

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please let God help you

January 17th, 2010by whydiebeforeyourtime@gmail.com

“Come to me, all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest.” – Jesus, Matthew 11:28

hey everyone.

i don’t have too much to say but i’ll start off by mentioning that this post isn’t at all for myself.

there are a lot of people who come to this site and write down their experiences/situations for others to read, but many of us here don’t really receive help.

the only way things fall away from goodness is because of a lack of God.   so basically what i’m trying to say is that if you really want to make your life and

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I continuously get called Satan.

January 17th, 2010by silent

So earlier, i got a blood nose out of nowhere. I haven’t had one for at least 6 years now. To be covered in my own blood when i hadn’t even been cutting felt rather strange because i never bleed. I liked it, the taste of it in my mouth.. I know, this would sound rather strange at the moment, it also sounds strange to me. But having no control over what my body is going to do, felt good. Really good. I don’t even know why i’m writing this, i just feel odd at the moment. Kind of like i’m not here, that i’m …

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I Don’t Have The Answer’s- But I Am Here!

January 17th, 2010by Del2010

I am here again! That bleak, pathetic void, under the heavy opressive darkensss of despair. I feel, so alone, isolated, within my head. I cant quite seem to relate to people, let alone conect to them. I am watching through numbed out eyes on a world that I just don’t feel a part of. And I wonder, what is the point, when I feel so misunderstood, ignored, or just taken for granted.
And I am tired, I am too weary to keep eduring the ache of the pettiness of the human plight & with it humankind’s stupidity and predictability!
But I also know this – that these …

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Why am i hearing these things.

January 17th, 2010by ashley11

Why am i hearing things in my head, In the middle of no where, In class, when im sleeping, Talking to friends ” You don’t mean anything to anyone, Just go die ” I hear them every SINGLE day! I know i have to mean something.. Don’t i? I see things every day, On the news, In books, In real life. People cutting, Hanging, killing, Themselfs. I feel like i have to. I have PTSD. I’ve gone through sisters boyfriends getting hit by cars. People dieing from cancer i’ve known, People just DIEING. I’ve always thought about killing myself, But i don’t have the guts …

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Never Again

January 17th, 2010by pk23

I never want to feel this ever again I want it to go away. I feel broken and pitiful. I cringe when I see myself and I hate myself so much. I hate living everyday I absolutely hate it and I want to die I want it to be over I want to die so much and I can’t do it myself and I hate myself even more for that and I want to go away forever and never return to this feeling inside this feeling of lonliness and despair and sure hatred for myself. It worrsens everyday and I can’t talk to anyone I …

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I hate this disgusting world

January 16th, 2010by mnemosyne

This world is not worth living in. If I die maybe I won’t feel sad anymore and maybe I’ll go to a happier place where people aren’t all fake bitches. I wish the apocalypse would come right now so that all humans will be wiped off the face of the planet.

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Wanted Dead or….nope, just dead

January 16th, 2010by Alreadygone

I am 16, gay, and suicidal, but too scared to do the deed myself.

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please let me help you

January 14th, 2010by whydiebeforeyourtime@gmail.com

“Come to me, all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest.” – Jesus, Matthew 11:28

hey everyone.

i don’t have too much to say but i’ll start off by mentioning that this post isn’t at all for myself.

there are a lot of people who come to this site and write down their experiences/situations for others to read, but many of us here don’t really receive help.

the only way things fall away from goodness is because of a lack of God.   so basically what i’m trying to say is that if you really want to make your life and

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it’s all too hard

January 14th, 2010by Stary

i have a loving caring family and great friends. my job is ok i suppose – i’m in a bit of debt  but nothing that i can’t deal with. i’m renting a little unit – it’s just me and my dog, who i love with all my heart. but i am so alone. so sad and alone. i come home every night and just want to sleep…sleep and never wake up…i want something to be wrong with me. some type of disease, so i can die. i wish i could swap with someone who has a terminal illness and wants to live.

i was in hospital …

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“A permenant solution to a temporary problem.”

January 14th, 2010by Noon714

This is what I’ve read over and over again, but do these therapists, experts on the human psyche and counselors really know what it’s like to hit rock bottom. Maybe some actually do, but no one in this World knows how I feel but myself. I’ve been in a state of depression for some time now, and there seems to be no end in sight. The “friends” I use to have are liars, selfish and useless to my life so I’ve shunned them out of it completely. I’m only 20 years old, and I’m fairly intelligent as far as intelligence is measured now a days. …

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