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i dont know..

  August 27th, 2010 by Cheyenne.

okay, so its been about 3 days since i told the love of my life to stop keeping in touch with me. hes having a baby and i still cant get over that. my biggest msitake was getting involved and trying to be helpful for the both of them. i shoulda stayed out of it, but i figured i’d rather keep him as a friend then nothing at all. but that totally backfired, i have a boyfriend now, for like 2 months, and i dont wanna feel like im settling, he deserves much more then that, ugh, i know this site is for suicidal people, …

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Safety

  August 27th, 2010 by safety

Something recently came to my attention, which led me to investigate a situation. 

There is a person on this site that has opened a number of profiles all which have male and female identities, and which have completely different ages and circumstances. This person also gives out an email address and seems eager to be in contact with others more than just through this site. 

This information is fact, not speculation. However, this is not an attempt to expose this person but purely a warning to those who do exchange contact information with anyone on here. Be careful how much information you exchange and never go as …

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I’ve totally missed the point

  August 27th, 2010 by mogely

In my world,  I have just never understood why any of this is any good whatsoever. I don’t see one single thing in life that is actually worth anything, it’s all meaningless bullshit. This life hasn’t offered me anything that I want. I know it’s an age old saying usually associated with angsty teenagers, but I didn’t ask to be born, if I had been informed beforehand I would have turned it down in an instant. I’m sure I’ve been born wrong or there’s been some mistake with me because I have just never got it! Any person I talk to all I’m thinking is ‘wtf …

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where to

  August 27th, 2010 by hattie

i just need to get my feelings out in the open! i hate my life. like you know, theres the good days, but what a good day worth if it takes 100 bad days to get there? i used to have everything. i had all the friends in the world, i was smart, i did well, i always had fun, i had confidence, now i struggle with all and any work, and am failing everything, i have friends, but no consistent ones, and none like i used to have. but the friends i used to have, have finally forgotten about me, i tried staying in …

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It just sucks

  August 27th, 2010 by monica-

Hello there,

Firstly, what a brilliant forum this is!

I have planned my suicide for over 2 years, I’ve been ‘depressed’ (but I would call it enlightened) for 12 years, each year it becoming more and more unbearable to live in this world. I gave up my job and have spent the past few months cutting my ties with my friends and family so that my death wouldn’t affect them deeply. My friends and family are all very much of this material existence anyway and so my death will not affect them anywhere near as much as this existence has affected me for 12 years. So, I’m …

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I too search the meaning of life

  August 27th, 2010 by Seraphim

I came on here 8 days ago and wow what an amazing site! A site that really delves deep into the meaning of life and why we feel so suicidal. I never really gave any serious thought to all this before, I just accepted that this world felt wrong (and pretty shit) and I wanted to get out of it. Usually if you post anything online about feeling suicidal, you just get a ton of abuse from people, then I found this amazing site. But after reading many posts on here, I have been looking into loads of things. I recently found this and I …

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As far as I’m concerned, I’m done.

  August 27th, 2010 by sarahdelilah

Ok so Im 16 years old, and I cannot live anymore. Ill start from the time I was 12 ( this sounds stupid since im so young) but I tried to kill myself when I was 12. Unfortunatly just wound up in a kids mental ward for a week. I was diagnosed with anxiety when I was around 8. Diagnosed with depression at 11, Seasonal depression at 14. I am pretty overweight too.  I used to be so skinny but was on abilify at one point and caused me to gain a substancial amount of weight ive never been able to get rid of. But …

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No Purpose

  August 27th, 2010 by brokenheartedangel

I’m 20 with an 8 month old son. That should be enough reason for me to want to carry on my life but I feel like it’s not enough to keep me here. The love of my life left me and I found all my happiness in him. My mother well actually my whole family and I aren’t even close. So there was no one here for me but him. He told me I was worthless and that he hated me.
He was the only person that could make me smile and bring peacefulness to my life. I miss him so much and I just …

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  August 26th, 2010 by Tobias

Please, I need some help. Forget about what causes it; I’m just sick of being in pain. I notice that I can have a few good days during the week if I’m lucky, but the rest of the time I’m in pain and I’m just tired of it. And it’s such a shame to throw away a potentially good life, but I don’t know what to do anymore.  I can really see how good it can be if my mental handicaps didn’t bring me down all the time and I just keep saying to myself, “It’s not fair.” I don’t know what this came from or …

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living with pain fear loneliness

  August 26th, 2010 by nooooo

i’m not afraid of death anymore but i just don’t know the right way to kill myself i accepted the fact that i don’t belong to this world

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Hello

  August 26th, 2010 by McFly

I’m 19 and I have planned to commit suicide this weekend. don’t really know what I’m doing on here or why I’m even posting something. I feel weird, I wanna die, well I gotta die really coz everything in my life has been destroyed (long story but trust me). So I must just be looking for moral support I guess

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Is life real?

  August 26th, 2010 by Tim

It’s an old question in philosophy and religion:
Is our experience of life in this world real?

It sounds a little crazy to ask the question, doesn’t it? It makes you think of people who are mentally unbalanced, who can’t tell the difference between the world they live in and the hallucinations that run around in their heads.

What do people mean when they ask if our experience of life in this world is real?

There are many questions hiding behind the simple world “real”

  • Do our senses give us an accurate picture of the world outside of us, uncolored by our personal experience and expectations? Here we’re asking whether

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This video really helped me

  August 26th, 2010 by MeddelX

Someone recently posted this video and it has really helped me so I thought I would post it again in case anyone didn’t see it. 

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Can anyone understand me pls

  August 26th, 2010 by dollface

I came round from taking an overdose 2 days ago and I don’t know what to do. I have cut all my ties with my life and I don’t know what to do now. I was sure that the overdose would work, I took 70 sleeping pills! Why did I not die? I have been looking up how to hang myself online but it looks painful. I feel like such a loser and I can’t think straight anyway, I still feel drowsy and ill. Has anyone else survived an massive overdose on here? What can I do?

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Hi

  August 26th, 2010 by february

Just found this site. I am feeling suicidal and I made the mistake of telling my friend and now everyone is causing me so much sht and now my life is even more hell. The horrible thing is that none of them seem to care about how i feel they just care about making me stay alive. Like my mum now keeps shouting at me saying what do you want?? What will make you happy?? like she can go to the shop and get it for me and it makes me cry and feel scared that im pissing everyone off but i really havent got …

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I should have done it by now

  August 26th, 2010 by sony

I’ve been suicidal for ages but I’m too lazy to go out and buy the stuff I need to gas myself, plus the thought of  being around people outside just makes me feel sick, I just can’t face it. So I ‘exist’ at home now all the time and watch daylight follow night over and over again. I’ve now got the point where I literally can’t stand ANYTHING about my existence. When I’m hungry, I’m thinking ‘you useless animal needing food’ and when I’m tired I think it’s pathetic, when I smell cause I haven’t showered I think that I am no more than a …

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Bad seed

  August 26th, 2010 by traffic

This site is a very interesting place and I think there is some element of a higher power that is rising up in all of us. I can see clearly that there are a few individuals on here (or maybe it’s just one person with a a handful of profiles) I can just sense it and obviously others can too. So much so that someone actually investigated it. It’s so bizarre that this happened because exactly what he had reported was a suspicion I had been feeling (and clearly others too). 

This place is not a battle ground, it is an excellent place, full of informative …

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A post to someone called; ‘alluvion’

  August 26th, 2010 by JoanVart

You recently posted a comment on a post entitled something like ‘I found my purpose to die”  and what you said has really really touched me, I would LOVE to hear more from you or maybe even get in touch with you, or if you have a blog that you could steer me to, or if you can steer me to any sites or anymore information on what you are talking about please?  I really hope you see this message, I don’t know how to get in contact with you any other way. Thanks xx

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Well done everyone

  August 26th, 2010 by outline

I would just like to make a post if I may about this site. I found it 4 days ago after being on other similar ones. I am a criminal psychologist and am looking in my spare time to see if I could help anyone that is feeling suicidal. My work is solely about behaviour and not about putting people on medicine if they are depressed. I particularly like this site and the reason for that actually has something to do with a few recent comments. There is an excellent crowd on here who seem to offer real advice and support and some of the discussions …

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TO BE DIE….

  August 26th, 2010 by sashisusri samant

Hallo… its a right movement to confession abt me & my life to all. Till today i cant confessed all this matter to any one.ok.. now days i am a good business man in my city… i have a good family & a sweet son…. since last 2 year back a cute girl join my company… & we r falled in love. we have all type of relation as well as we cant live each other. Matter is that i am already married her .. But our society & law of hindu act is not is not with …

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