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Retards

  September 6th, 2010 by shattered

Majority of the posts on here are from retarded fucked up assholes, desperate to spout their sad pathetic shit at anyone that will listen. I wouldn’t mind if these posts were actually from suicidal people but they’re not! Just fucking bored and STUPID fucks. Now all the other stupid fucks have something to do in spouting more generic shit in response to it, you’re all fucking idiots. Except maybe 3/4 names on here that actually have something to say.

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Why am I still alive?

  September 6th, 2010 by DEADALREADY

My needs and desires cannot be fulfilled. What is so normal to everyone else is like winning the lottery to me. I want Britney so bad but nothing can be done about this for many reasons. I cannot satisfy a woman, I cannot get love, so all that is left for me to do is die. Don’t expect me to stick around while you all wave your love in my face.

To girls: I’m sorry that my ‘bad attitude’ turns you off so much. I’m sorry I have no reason to have a good attitude. Sorry that you almost seem …

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I wrote a letter

  September 6th, 2010 by lostandalone87

I just finished writing a letter to my friends, family and my fiance. I cant believe my life has come to this. I read over the note and put it in away for now. Im not sure whether I want to go through with it or not. I dont even have a concrete plan yet. I would want it to be something painless, something quick.

I honestly think I would have already done it by now if I wasnt such a wimp. Then there are all the religious repercussions for this decision. I dont want to go to hell but I dont want to live like …

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Fuck it

  September 6th, 2010 by shattered

Fuck the panhandlers grubbing for money and smiling at me behind my back
Fuck the squeegee men dirtying up the clean windshield of my car, get a fucking job
Fuck the Sikhs and the Pakistanis bombing down the avenues in decrepit cabs, curry steaming out their pores stinkin up my day, terrorist in fucking training, slow the fuck DOWN!
Fuck the Chelsea Boys with their waxed chests and pumped-up biceps, going down on each other in my parks and on my piers, jiggling their dicks on my CHANNEL 35!
Fuck the Korean grocers with their pyramids of overpriced fruit and their tulips and roses wrapped in plastic. Ten years …

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Test

  September 6th, 2010 by rose9

I asked him to lick my back passage and he refused, yet he does this with whores all the time!  I don’t actually want him to do it but him refusing just proves that I am less than a whore to him, always have been. It was just a test, and now I know. I want to find the messiest death possible so that the bastard has to clean it up.

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experiencing life in an angle of love

  September 6th, 2010 by fireflieslite

What others found it rubbish to have it deleted, I found it true to keep.

surrealist Says:

September 5th, 2010 at 10:08 pm
With regard to comments around marriage, let me say from experience, that it can actually bring more depression than not! It takes two unselfish, committed people to make a marriage work. It is not the Hollywood fall-in-love and everything feels so peachy as we live out the rest of our lives in bliss. I believe marriage can be great but only if it is approached by two qualifiable people – yep I use the word qualify. Marriage is not for the selfish, childish or lazy. …

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Arms of the angels

  September 6th, 2010 by ditzyrascal

 

Spend all your time waiting for that second chance 

For the break that will make it OK 

There’s always some reason to feel not good enough 

And it’s hard at the end of the day 

I need some distraction or a beautiful release 

Memories seep from my veins 

Let me be empty and weightless and maybe 

I’ll find some peace tonight 

In the arms of the Angel far away from here 

From this dark, cold hotel room, and the endlessness that you fear 

You are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie 

You’re in the arms of the Angel; may you find some comfort here 

So tired of the straight line, and everywhere you turn 

There’s vultures …

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Gangrene

  September 6th, 2010 by Iriega

Some things we can’t comprehend,

There are wounds that will never mend,

Tender to the touch, pus filled and laced with need,

Silver nitrate to cauterize yet still we bleed,

White coats, sharp metal and cold objectivity,

Subjective amputation, no room for sensitivity,

Our entire being defined and mapped by charts,

Digits in flowing valleys with no hearts,

Things we can’t see, so small but all consuming,

Encourage a suffocating fear forever looming,

This relentless decay, driving a hypnotizing fatigue,

A glimpse of the black waltz, a secret intrigue.

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Tried of people saying ‘Keep trying.’

  September 6th, 2010 by exjwpsy

When you’ve been unappy for your entire life, you get a bit sick of people telling you things will get better or that you should have hope in the future.  Why? I don’t even desire to suceed and have a sick hell bent wish on suffering and dying.  How can i get better if ii dont have the motivation or desire too?  I know that some people never make it, and what if i’m one of those people?  I will never be anything good enough for society.  I haven’t working in over two years, dropped out of college, can’t get out of an abusive relationship.  I’d be …

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I invite everyone here to follow these two 15-minutes tests

  September 5th, 2010 by niki

The first one is Myers Briggs (MBTI) Personality Type here: http://sminds.com/mbti/
In short, this is a Personality test continuation from Jung’s system that measure someone’s way of thinking, and how he/she perceives an information, which results in generally 16 Personality Types.

The second one is the Highly Sensitive Person (HSP) test here:
http://www.hsperson.com/pages/test.htm
to see if you could probably belong to this Type of person.

Surely, “each individual is unique”, it’s true,
but what’s probably the best thing about following these tests is:
1. To find like-minded, similar people who thinks like you,
and thus perhaps most importantly,
2. To know that you’re not alone in this planet, ie: there ARE people like you, but they’re …

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bye

  September 5th, 2010 by METALINGUS

goodbye

i love u all

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will they find me?

  September 5th, 2010 by lost_soul

If I kill myself today, everyone will be at peace for the rest of their weekend. No one will stop by until the festivities are over. I will finally be free.

Well at least that’s my hypothesis.

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Philosophy and ‘hope’

  September 5th, 2010 by jentttar

I’ve read pretty much everything on here and this is where I’m at, and I guess what I’m searching for, but failing to find;  Out of everyone I have ever known, met, or out of everything I have ever read on various forums, I can say that I am either more, or at least as philosophical or spiritual as they are. I could go right now and probably turn someone’s thinking from despair to hope and joy, I’ve done that all my life with everyone I meet and also myself over and over again. I am tired of ‘deep thinking’ and seeing the bright side …

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I’m a failure.

  September 5th, 2010 by Sezzastar

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I can’t take it anymore

  September 5th, 2010 by dontdosadness

I feel so alone, even though I’m surrounded by a lot of people. Nobody understands me. I just want to get this over with and end my life. I don’t see the point of living anymore. I’ve been depressed all my life, and nobody even notices. Nobody listens and I’m tired of pretending. So please, tell me easiest and painless way to kill oneself. I can’t take it anymore. I just can’t.

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So it begins…

  September 5th, 2010 by The Laughing Man

It would seem that this place is popular. I guess this would be a good place to explain my story, and in truth, my confessions. We will begin with the problem:

My problem is that I will never really amount to anything. I don’t know if anyone understands what my situation is, but I will explain as best I can. For years I have struggled to become something great. I want to be an actor and have my face everywhere. I mean it sounds childish, but I was accepted to a college for acting. I was going to go, but something held me back. I can’t …

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nobody knows

  September 5th, 2010 by lost_soul

the truth to why I act this way. They can’t see that I’m just a robot saying and doing everything they say. Why I don’t see the details, just the outlines and why I look unresponsive and cold. Nobody knows because nobody cares.

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Life’s little ironies…

  September 5th, 2010 by Anon13

I posted a few days ago about my situation. To keep it brief I won’t go into all that again, but basically I’m considering suicide and if it comes to that, it’s likely to occur within the next 2 weeks or so; or when my money runs out, whichever comes quickest.

A few things occured today that I find, ironic for lack of a better word. My mom picked me up and we’re driving to pick up my sister. She turns down the stereo to tell me a story. An old friend of hers, Gloria, called her last weekend and had some sad news. A very close …

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  September 4th, 2010 by Tobias

www.facebook.com/TheyCallMeManhattan

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The experiment

  September 4th, 2010 by schiller

If you put 20 mice in a cage, and each day shake the cage and jab the mice with sharp pins as they run past. Around 3 of the mice will refuse to eat, and prefer to die instead of putting up with being tortured, aren’t they the smart ones?

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