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I don’t know.

February 9th, 2009by sea el

I can’t take it anymore. It’s the same thing every year at this time. I don’t know why. I feel helpless, lifeless, alone, tired. It’s a terrible cycle. I feel like life is just passing me by. That I am a burden to others. I am completely alone.
I have friends, I am quite popular in town and know people everywhere I go. I have a good relationship with my father. I love my job. But it all seems so hallow. I am really empty …

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Here it goes again.

February 9th, 2009by bellodisastro

Okay.
First off,I guess I’ll just explain my backstory,so you can see how I got to this point.

I was born in Texas,in 1994.When I was six months old,I was adopted by my grandparents,because my real parents never wanted a kid.
I grew up as a normal kid,until I was almost 8.
That’s when my adoptive dad,(my grandpa),died.
At first,it didn’t really sink in.
It took almost three years for me to realize he was really dead.
That was the first time I tried to commit suicide.
It obviously didn’t work,and I’m still trying to decide if that’s a good thing.
I decided to tell my mom,and she automatically put me in therapy.To her …

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THE HURT IS TOO MUCH

February 9th, 2009by PATRICIA MARSHALL

REJECTION FROM YOUR LEGAL FAMILY IS HURTFUL. REJECTION FROM YOUR ADOPTIVE FAMILY IS EVEN WORSE. REJECTION FROM YOUR CHILDREN IS THE MOST HURTFUL THING IN THE WORLD. REJECTION FOR MONEY AND REJECTION BECAUSE OF BEING THREATENED AND BECAUSE ITS TOUGH LOVE.
TOUGH LOVE CAUSES MORE HURT AND PAIN AND I HAVE BEEN TOUGH LOVED TO DEATH. THAT MESS WENT OUT IN THE 70’S WHEN A MASS SUICIDE WAS DISCOVERED AT A TOUGH LOVE COMMUNE RAN BY SUSAN PALMONDO. SHE SELLS INSURANCE TO YOUR FAMILY. SHE CONVINCED PEOPLE THAT THEIR FAMILIES DID NOT LOVE THEM DIDN’T WANT THEM AND THIS IS WHAT SHE AND HER FAMILY …

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My Story

February 9th, 2009by Mari

So I am about to share my entire story. Something I have never been able to do. I’m hoping it will give me some relief, I guess you could say.
So I’ll start where it all began.

At the age of five I was molested by a family member. That was when all my depression started. Growing up I was a big Daddy’s Girl. So it would kill me when my parents would fight. I grow up with my mother saying horrible things about my father. In 1998, my dad had a work related accident. He fell 3 stories from a pillar. From then on until 2005 …

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My Suicide

February 8th, 2009by Kieylee102

My story goes like this. My parent would fight every second of the day. I would lock myself in my room and try to block it out. But the pain kept getting worse and never stopped. So I would cut myself to make it go away. It helped for a little while but then it came back ten times stronger. So I tried to find away out and of course the way out I thought was to commit suicide. My house is a second story house and my sister’s room (which is now my room) has a window that has access to the …

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is this it?

February 5th, 2009by meggzieMasqueraded

is this it??
is this all we have,, all we live for??
sometimes,, it doesnt seem quite enoughh..
also,, if it is,, then whyy do we suffer like this??

im now going to bore youu withh myy storyy althoughh i hope some people realise theyy are not the onlyy ones out there& if anyone ever needs anyyone to talkk to,, im here..

it started when i was about eight.. i was myy birthdayy& i went swimming withh some of myy friends.. it was great fun,, until myy mum got called out… i will never forget the tears& the lookk on here face when she came backk.. a lookk of pure

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My life has come to this?

February 4th, 2009by Terrified

A year ago, I was happy. Good grades, tons of friends, just started middle school. It was good.

Now, at 12, almost 13, I’m cutting myself, and having suicidal thoughts almost every day.

I don’t know how it got here, though.

My grandmother and brother died in the course of one month, but thats not it. Or at least I don’t think it is.

I guess it started as just a spur-of-the-moment thing. I started seventh grade with RSD, RA, Pain syndrome, and fucked-up nerves in my right arm. I’m in pain 24/7. And it’s not just small pain, …

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Doesn’t Take Long

February 4th, 2009by memento

A lot of people think it takes a while to become severely depressed. I got there in about 2 days.
It’s relatively simple, and kind of silly that I’m so worked up over basically nothing. I’ve been dating the same girl for a year. We’ve had a long of troubles, but we both love each other a lot. Recently she revealed that (once again) she’s not sure if this is going well. She feels there are problems with us. The stress I feel in attempts to fix the problems, is only stacked on the fact I was rejected from the college I hoped to attend. So …

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Miserable!

February 4th, 2009by Princess

Where do I begin? I’m 20 and married to a wonderful man and I love my life with him( When I am actually with) for the most part until he started this new job. He’s in the mililary and I know its demanding! I’m having a really hard time dealing with constantly being alone for 16 or more hours of the day alone, my only friends are my dog, turtle and cat. I have friends but they are almost a hour away and it’s hard to even spend time with them with their busy schedules, So thats makes it harder for me. My husband …

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love, overlooked

February 4th, 2009by soriano7709

im an 18 yr old guy, military kid, divorced parents, plenty of moving.

ive moved many many times in my life all 4 high school years at different schools, freshman and junior were the same though. between GA and TX. One girl i met in 9th grade, A, was never the girl i saw myself dating, this same year i began dating a girl, Am, i dated for about a year. on and off. that same year i saw the movie the notebook. this may sound lame or ridiculous, but that movie really changed my life in that way. i began looking for that kind of …

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can someone help me

February 3rd, 2009by eric3034

i dont know what to do my step dad is yelling at me when i did not do any thing i am 17 lets see well it starts when i was litel my dad left my mom sexually abused me and my bother was in juvey for drugs and all my friends are neglectful i am picked on and i don’t think i can make it this time and my mom doesn’t care for me i have attempted to kill my self 3 times and faled cus some one walked in i cant see my rist all that i …

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just telling you guys a little bit about me

February 3rd, 2009by sebrina

um My Name is Sebrina Littledeer Im 14 years old Im turning 15 in like 8 days um ivre been thru so much stuff i could be here all day telling you about it but let me just give it to you in a nutshell
My real mom is a drugaddict therefore when i was borne i was borne with heroin and meth in my system the day i was borne my mom shot up heroin and smoked meth so i was born at 6 months then she left me at the hospital and didnt care whether or not i lived um so im …

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Lost Bond.

February 3rd, 2009by krag

I’m the guy who wrote the two “Just want to be heard” posts.
I couldn’t find anywhere to post a poem I have on my mind, so figured I’d share it with all of you.
Before I do though I will tell you all that obviously, I didn’t attempt suicide suicide the other day,
and I thank all of you who gave me some advice, even the one who told me I was out for attention,
even though I wasn’t. I wrote that because I’ve found that if I can write about my feelings, get them
off my chest and out where someone in the world can know what I’m …

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Suicide.

February 2nd, 2009by Dave.

I feel out of options. I am a 16 year old guy and I am actually thinking of suicide. It’s ridiculous, and I know this, but I am in a lot of pain.

On April 27, 2007, (during my freshman year of high school) I began dating a girl. She was a senior at the time, and is beautiful. I didn’t know at the time, but I would eventually fall deeply in love with this girl. She was my first everything. Real girlfriend, kiss, and she even took my virginity. This girl was my world.

Flash forward to January 3rd, 2009. Out of seemingly nowhere, she breaks …

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Think about it my friend

January 31st, 2009by davina_love

Whoever is reading this should think about there loved ones before you commit suicide and think of what your little brother,mom,grandma,or anyone would say/think after you have already died and what they vould have done to help you before commiting suicide…THINK AND PRAY

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life has ended for me

January 31st, 2009by davina_love

HI,all you can call me NENe and im 14years old and im dealing with depression right now and am taking medicine for it but it doesnt seem to be helping me very much..When i was 13years old i started thinking about suicide because all of the problems i was going through that i had caused all by myself.Well nothing worked now when i go over to my Grandmas house i would take about 3 or 4 tylenol PMs and sleeping medicine even though i have a heart but condition and i would think that since i had a heart condition all of these pills …

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self inflicted

January 31st, 2009by quietlyobjectified

the easiest way to deal with my pain is inflicting pain. i slam my head against walls, get into fights, cut myself, burn myself. it gives me an outlet. its a tangible pain, its physical, and visual. and it makes all the pain i feel inside numb. everything bad i feel is absorbed by the physical pain, and i get to feel alive for a little while. everything i don’t want to feel drips out my viens with my blood. everything i’m afraid of, everything that makes me sad or angry. it makes it a little bit easier to deal with all the death and …

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the begining

January 31st, 2009by quietlyobjectified

the first time i tried to kill myself i was 6. it was right after i’d told my dad that a family friend was molesting me. he beat the crap out of me and told me it was my fault, that i asked for it. i tried to strangle myself by tying a shoelace around my throat so tight that i couldn’t breathe. i fainted and the cord snapped.

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Stars shine their brightest when they have a dark backround

January 29th, 2009by Sebrina L.

Think about that , Stars shine their brightest when they have a dark backround . We are those shining stars with the dark backround. My name is Sebrina L. ,and I am 14 turning 15 on the 11th of Febuary . I am in foster care . I have No parents ,No family ,Few but dear friends ,but most of all i have my self . I used to think that I couldnt do it by my self . I used to feel bad about my self all the time and I have attempted suiside many many times in the past , in multiple …

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Love him more than life itself.

January 29th, 2009by Mish

Hi all
I’m a 31 year old mother of 1 son whom has type 1 diabetes. My life is hard as it is with his illness. Constant appointments constant injections. Since he was 3 years old. I was in therapy for a long time I thought I was ok and discontinued for 3 years. I had a boyfriend at the time of my sons diagnoses but then he left me in 2004 left me with no explanation left the keys under the door with no goodbye. I was devastated. I didn’t understand why he had done this to me. I loved him with all I …

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