Does anyone know what the equivalent would be in liters of ******** when it is expressed as 122 cubic feet of ********. I need a tank with 2 liters.
Thanks for anyone’s help
I did commit suicide last night. I regret I didn’t cut deeper. but I went to my mom. But anyway Im alive.. and I’m ok. whatever. I don’t really know how to feel. I feel like I wanna try it again.. I don’t know. Im lost
Hey, I am rooting for you! 11/11/11 is a great day!
I am mediocre, useless and worthless. Therefore I will always be alone.
I tried to escape, but there is no hiding from your own being. Only in death can you lose yourself.
Soon the burden will be too much to bear. Soon I will disappear and fade away. Before the first day of spring.
Over the weekend, I went to the loony bin. It was pretty mixed experience and I never want to have to go back. Anyway on getting discharged I received life-changing news – I will have the capacity to end my life painlessly and in a quick, covert fashion in around a week. I won’t say how, but the chances of this happening just went from about 25% to about 90%.
So with that knowledge, I kinda feel free and almost ready to live life again. It has actually brought me slightly up from my depression. It’s just really comforting to know that at any point in […]
I’m still pretty clueless when it comes to women. I just don’t understand them. I can ask them out, but the whole relationship part I can’t do. I’ve told her I changed and then I opened up to her to damm fast. That’s when everything fell apart in my view of it all. I cried to her and told her I was sad all this shit. She then broke off whatever it was we had and said she just want to be friends. When she told me that I could surely tell you that my heart just sank to the bottom. It was like if […]
To whom it may concern,
I gave her all I have left within my heart. My hope of knowing what love is like or how it feels has failed. She was all I had left to hold onto. She was my reason to live. I wanted to spend the rest of my life with her. I would do anything for her. There is no blame to be set upon her. I am the one to blame. I have screwed up once again and always have been. Reader, I do not ask for your sympathy for I know I will not accept it. Today on this […]
People stumble around for their days lacking purpose. Many yearn for death while others just stupefy in their decaying brain juices, consuming and procreating blindly, never knowing why.
It’s because people are looking for something to come along, waiting for something to happen. Well I’m not gonna wait any longer. I have chosen my purpose, and I will follow my destiny with a passion. You see, I have decided to become a savior of sorts. I have decided to deliver the suicidal souls who long for death yet cannot do so because the man has made a dignified end illegal.
You call me, and for a nominal […]
Today I caught myself being annoyed because a guy I am seeing doesn’t call me. I started thinking about relationships and how nice it would be to meet a guy who called/texted throughout the day, was fun to be around so I didn’t have to keep the convo going…etc. Then I thought wait a minute why am I even bothered by this? I have a year to get my affairs in order and then thats it. Do I really wanna spend the my last year bogged down with something so meaningless? NO. Same thing with money, I am still paying my bills but I have […]
my dad is so unfair, every night he comes home from work, he doesn’t smile or give me a hug, its ‘Have you done your homework’ or ‘get off your computer and go to sleep’. Its makes me want to cry. I do cry, it makes me feel so unhappy and i just want a happy life! When my Dad makes me feel bad it reminds me of all the other times that people make me feel bad. I already don’t like myself and criticism just makes it worse. I can do nothing right to him, im hopeless, i know he thinks im this […]
Having a little hard time here. The suicide consulting really took all the juice out of me. Needing some prayers to help me recover!
No child asks to be born.
No child should be told they were born unwanted.
Knowing I was hated before I was born, blamed for surviving my birth, treated as a bad omen.
Is this what living is about?
These guys had to be the vanguard of all New Wave to come.
When I ran across this, I was stunned that this was in 1971 now come on, in the middle of Led Zepplin, Rollin Stones, etc.
It’s kinda long, yet the way the electronica differs over the 18 or so minutes with the very same rifts alll the way thru is nothing short of brilliant.
I’ve listened to they’re other stuff and am not to into it.
But then again my lifes dream was to drive the Autobahn so I’m biased
One person in particular, Daniel Lopez, and another person with the username of K3T. I’m looking for you two. You might be the same person, I’m not sure. But please, PLEASE email me. aspiring2live@gmail.com Or if you know these people and how I can get in contact with them, email me.
When you get this message, if you get it, I have some awesome news… I’M ALIVE. And I need to tell you two why.
I lost my Daddy almost 7 months ago at the end of April.
I miss my Daddy, though he use to be extremely abuse, I use to scream I hate him and we fought all the time, when I was a baby, he was an amazing Daddy, even when I was going teenbitchmode and he was going crazypsychdadmode he still took care of me and loved me for me. Despite all the scares I have and all the dreadful things I have done he loved me. My daddy always encouraged the creative side of me, despite the depression writings and photos, he still encouraged me no […]
About 6 months ago I was at a real low.
I started browsing Youtube and stumbled
into this song.
OMG, I guess people either love it or don’t.
I was blown away at a spiritual level when I heard it, I just thought it was ashamed that it wasn’t out before I stopped the Extacy/MDMA
rollin days.
I have listened to this song almost everyday since.
Where a pair of headphones to experience this song.
Hope it may put a good feeling in some here.
Idek anymore. I’m friendless, failing out of school, have family problems, and, on top of all else, I’m in love with my only friend. She’s all I ever think about. We dated for about a year, she broke up with me(x3). That was two years ago. We both have changed, lots. I see her date horrible guys and its like she rubs my nose it, and yes, she knows how i feel about her. Today, i asked her for a single date. Just to see if she likes the new me. She is now mad at me, and flipped out on me for it. […]
Here is some fun and exiting music from Steve Roach, who went through a near death experience!
i am a kutter and i burn myself sometimes. i smoke constantly have not really brushed my teeth since i was a kid. always had unprotected sex and did drugs. dying is what I’m close to it started young gave up on life felt victim. so i gave up on everything. have you ever sat there and felt blank not been able to respond to an approach or doing so inappropriately it’s not normal but it is normal enough. kutters do so in their skin their body their life. taking their own life away. its addicting piercing the skin muscle repeatedly. if you saw me […]
Does it get better?