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2nd post about my depressed and suicidal girlfriend.

  September 15th, 2010 by one-day

I’m really in a bad way.

I posted something on here a few days ago about my girlfriend being really depressed and talking about suicide. A couple of people commented, but I can’t find that post now, I guess they’re only visible for a day or so. 

I just wanted to update my post.

Yesterday early morning was a living nightmare, it started with me suggesting that we go for a walk, it ended up being a 3 hour long argument with her crying and saying really weird stuff throughout. It really freaked me out. I went to the bathroom and as I sat down I suddenly had …

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Humans and the Truth

  September 15th, 2010 by jungle

Studies have shown that depressed people tend to have a more accurate grasp of reality; a phenomenon known as ‘depressive realism’. While ‘healthy’ people massively overestimate the likelihood that they will win the National Lottery, for example, depressed individuals make a far more sober assessment of the odds. Their opinions concerning their looks, abilities, the control they have over their lives, their self-importance, are all more in accord with what others think about them, whereas healthy people continually review themselves far more favourably than any objective criteria should permit. Paradoxically, systematic self-delusion is almost a prerequisite for good mental health.

Who do you think will fare …

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In a lifetime

  September 15th, 2010 by Aa

Hard to tell
Or recognize a sign
To see me through
A warning sign

First the thunder
Then the storm
Torn asunder
In the storm

Satisfied
If the past it will not lie
The future, you and I
Get blown away

In a lifetime In a lifetime 

And as the rain it falls
Heavy in my heart
Believe the light in you
Faded and worn
Torn asunder in the storm
Begin again
As the storm breaks through
So the light shines in you
Without color
Torn asunder in the storm

Unless the sound has faded from 
your soul
Unless it disappears

First the thunder
Then the storm
Torn asunder
In the storm

Selfish storm
Hold on the inside
One life
In the storm
In a lifetime

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  September 15th, 2010 by PlayDough

XXXXXX Is the Devil! Do not listen to it.

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XXXXXX Profile is the Devil!

  September 15th, 2010 by PlayDough

XXXXXX Profile is the Devil! Do not listen to it.

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ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!

  September 15th, 2010 by me-without-you

My sister committed suicide, she was bipolar and she was a really beautiful soul. Now she is gone, the world is grey and cold. She possessed a magic that could light up peoples souls. She was intense and full of love. But this world crushed her, treated her like an enemy. I’ve been on one hell of a journey since her death. I hated her for leaving me, I even succumbed to thinking that she was mad at one point. 

Everything fades except how she made me feel. How can I ever think bad about a person who filled up my soul with laughter and love? …

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Freedom: selfish or selfless?

  September 15th, 2010 by stevie2010

It depends;  Some want to be free (usually financially) so that they can live separately from the majority and be ‘king of the castle’ some even think they want to live freely (spiritually) and live on a remote island somewhere contemplating life. 

I think true freedom is when we all live in harmony without bounds. Even is spirit we will never all agree, but we will have the love to respect every form of life and it’s choices. We will never judge another’s ‘freedom’ or way of life. We would be so free and therefore so happy, that we will offer pure love and compassion for …

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leave me alone

  September 15th, 2010 by Acid_hagar

You walk the path of misconception

and I took a breath when I saw you

smile at me again to prove it

and ignore again to lose it

talk like you know how to get it

but forget that you still know me

it was just how you took me

like a reaper to a stolen soul

please go to sleep im tired of entertaining

tired of guessing what im saying

the next morning the stains will show

what I never want to know

all I do is push you far away from me

and take what I need and leave

and I saw that you can’t breathe

so I’m sorry to let you choke

but let me take what I …

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I dont want to be here

  September 15th, 2010 by Acid_hagar

i am 15.  i dont know where to begin. i just cant take anymore. i dont feel like it is worth it to try so hard for nothing. My mom, it just seems like no matter how hard i try for her or how much i work to make things right im always wrong. im always fucking up over and over again. and just when i feel like things might get better they fall down. i feel alone. even the people i though were close to me dont want to listen to me. thats all i want. is for someone to listen to me. for …

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It baffles me

  September 15th, 2010 by jjgg

why some people come on here. This is a site for suicidal people and suicidal stories, yet those who are clearly not suicidal come on here and use it for an outlet to preach their religious views on people, sometimes going so far as to make up a personal story in the hope to ‘guilt trip’ those considering suicide. If it’s not a religious viewpoint they have, they try to use a more ‘suicide is just stupid’ or ‘I was suicidal once  but then I discovered I could swim really well’ or in other times, they just come on here to publish a post or …

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PlayDough & OutsideIn

  September 15th, 2010 by XXXXXX

Don’t believe anything from these profiles, they are bogus. Don’t rise to what this one person is trying to do.

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how to stop the world

  September 15th, 2010 by SoftCreation

Self-importance is self pity masquerading as something else. Self pity is the real enemy and the source of man’s misery.

The only way to think clearly is not to think at all.

Erasing personal history frees us from the encumbering thoughts of others.

Lose self importance.

When you feel impatient turn to your left and ask advice from Death.

One of the arts or a warrior is to collapse the world for a specific reason then to restore it to keep on living.

Rotating hand exercise for pushing things, emotions out of the body – can feel lines of the world with it. Line comes out of hand.

From time to time …

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I wonder if bipolar is in fact the start of our spiritual enlightenment?

  September 15th, 2010 by Oliver

Hey guys,  I’ve been on a journey (due to this site) of studying bipolar.  I needed to work out why I’m so strongly against medicating this ‘illness’ and whether or not (given that it is a common illness) it could possibly be the transformation (evolution?) of the human from ego to enlightenment. 

Someone posted a link to a video recently on here about a guy that suffers from bipolar. It is a brilliant portrayal (although sometimes extremely hard to watch) but you wont see a better and more real view of bipolar, it’s a documentary not a film. A part of me wanted to think this guys is nuts, …

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  September 15th, 2010 by Kina

i am homestly starting to believe that no one really cares i tell them everything and they just look the other way i know they see the marks thatv get worse and deeper every day and yet they say nothing i am truly alone

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Anon13 – Please read this love

  September 15th, 2010 by eatme

Re: your last post and my thoughtless comment on another one last night, for which I am so sorry for. You really put me in my place. I honestly didn’t mean to piss you off. All that concerned me was from reading your comments you seem angry, and I knew that that anger was about a situation which really frustrates me as I believe situaitons can be overcome. 

Now I see that you have no-one supporting you through this really difficult time. I’m so sorry about that. 

It’s my belief (and I know many will disagree) that most people disappear or become distant when the shit really hits …

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This is just a True story

  September 15th, 2010 by 18th floor balcony

So I lived in a foster home for all of my life…I remember the day when I was sent there with my brothers and sister…I was scared…I thought my mother gave me away…

Things were never good after that…There were children in the homes with me…Some times they would make me do things with them…I to be honest cant tell if it was rape or not…because they were not much older then me…maybe they we nine and I was like six or seven…But Kids shouldnt know about that stuff…

Anyways…

My mother was a horrible one…she didn’t call for over a year…Maybe it was to hard for her…I …

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18th floor balcony

  September 15th, 2010 by 18th floor balcony

My girlfriend said that there were things in her head that she couldn’t forgot and it pushed her to the attempt of suicide…
Now I cant get her attempt out of my head…it keeps pushing and pushing

I dont feel bad about this at all**

…Some times I just want to sleep and never see those ugly faces again…I cant get it out of my head…

I made a mistake and sometimes…when everything loses its color…

I hate my mother the most out of everything…for giving birth to rotten children…

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Nothing lasts. An overused but true idea

  September 15th, 2010 by Mad Vulcan

Life passes. Every element of it. Nothing is truly permanent. All things are transient. We may find love. We will lose it. We may find happiness. We will lose that. All things are eventually lost to time. Perhaps, in a thousand years, human kind will discover something truly marvelous. We will not be there to see it. We will have long since vanished into the unceasing waves of time. All our hopes, our fears, our loves, dreams, and pains will drown in the maelstrom.

~Mad Vulcan

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Lets Stay Alive

  September 14th, 2010 by A.T.K

This is my declaration declaring victory as well as prosperity, the end has not yet come.  To the brocken who cannot find their wings, to those who wish it would end soon, and to those who have already tried ending it; lets stay alive.  Let us paint the world with a new color and force feed information to the world about who we are and what we do.  Lets stay alive for that guy who lost everything but will soon gain more, lets stay alive for that little girl who feels she has no place in this world, lets stay alive and fight a battle …

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trust?

  September 14th, 2010 by thesuccessfulfailure

you know talking to yourself isnt all bad, you know you can trust yourself and no one else. Ive now come to turms with that and as painful as it is to say, even to myself. If the only one you can trust is the one you hate most…Why trust at all
by Raul Rivera sep 14 10:40 pm

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