I’m putting together a suicde playlist (songs about suicide and songs to commit suicide to). So far all I have is Goodbye (I’m Sorry) by Jamestown Story. Does anyone know any good ones?
I don’t want anything out of life besides its end. Not just my own end, but the end of everything. Where can I meet someone as filled with misanthropy as I am, someone who gets off on the atrocities that fill the headlines of newspapers worldwide? Homicide, suicide, genocide… where are you my morning star, my villainous vixen? I can’t do anything without you. I can’t take over the world without your existence.
i am the bad guy. I’ve gone my whole life thinking I’m a victim of the whole “nice guys finish last” type scenario. But that’s not it. I’m not a nice guy. I’m a worthless prick. I deserve what I’ve been given, because I hurt people. And being hurt myself did not give me an excuse to do that. So I apologize to the people I hurt. You’ll never see this apology, never know that I’m saying sorry, but it’s out there in the ether now. I hope it comes to you in some way.
Hello, i don’t know where you all come from but at the moment in my country it’s 1 a.m. Am still in school am 17 years old. I don’t know where am going. Everything around me make me sad or kinda depressif. All my friends are in college, so they don’t have time for me. They are all always busy. And i have no one too talk about how i feel. So i guess why not talk to a page called Suicide Project ? I don’t know what i was searching for on google. By the way sorry if, my english is not perfect. I […]
I just found one of my blades in my book..
Talk about luck!! 😀
life is just so useless.
I would live if I honestly thought I could be happy.
but, I can’t. I don’t know how.
I’m sixteen and I’m going to kill myself.
I don’t want too though, I want to be happy, but I can’t be happy. I’ll never get better.
five long years of just waiting for a day to be happy. I can’t remember actually liking myself. Isn’t that sad?
I hate myself more than anything in this world. I’m a failure and I deserve to die.
No one loves me, I don’t deserve love.
I think I’m going to wait till after homecoming to do it.
I have […]
I trusted them with my life. I told them everything about me. They were probably my best friends, yet they decide it’s okay to do this to me. How can they not see a problem with ignoring me, yelling at me, and treating me like this? After all I’ve gone through… I can’t do this anymore… I wonder if they would feel bad if I wasn’t alive tomorrow. Or would they feel relieved? Would anyone care..? Honestly, I don’t know if I can live through this much longer. I want to know what I did to deserve this. How can this be the […]
i dont know how much longer i can go….its either hang by extension cord or take pills attach hose to muffler and just fall asleep forever…..i know this would shatter my 11 yr old daughters heart but i believe in time this is best….screw it not like anyone here cares dont know what i was thinking or why i bothered anyone on this site
It seems never ending, i ready to die i cant do this i spent the last hour readingthe most affective way to die eveything seemed so painful and not always affective, and wake up with a medical problems i cant do this i cant i cant im in to deep and been living like im already dead for the last month ive done nothing, failing all my classes , not hanging out no speaking and not looking foward to living. I really want a less then a second kill i dont want to know whats going on i dont want the pain i […]
With everything that has happened, its like finally Im doing good not depressed and relax then some one goes and dies out of our family and its like everything is falling. What do I do? My grandma died this morning and I just found out about it. And whats worse is I had to hear it from an old ex boyfriend that I dont even talk to. My mom seems so ok. Like nothing happened. She died from a heart attack when she was filled with meds from the hospital. It has been 4 years sence Ive seen her and now I cant even say […]
I survived a suicide attempt almost three years ago – October 31, 2008, to be exact. I took a bunch of Tylenol over several days, and then took 125 Tylenol on October 31, 2008. Why? I got overwhelmed with life circumstances, and I truly had given up. “This would be such a peaceful thing, my suffering would end…” I told myself. I got so sick, threw up a bunch of times. wanted to keep the pills down but it was hard. I got really sick in the middle of the night, and had an epipheny…”I don’t want to go out this way.” I was in the […]
Hi guys. I’m just going to anonymously rant for a while.
I’ve been clinically depressed for the last 7 years, and it’s just getting worse and worse and I can’t see a way out. I’ve recently broken up with my boyfriend/fiancee of 5 years just half a month ago, my studies aren’t going well (I’m studying piano and no matter how hard I’m working it never seems to be enough), and I keep getting nightmares about my past experiences when my uncle raped me when I was 7 years old. I had a really big nervous breakdown today and lately I haven’t been able to sleep […]
okay, im new on this site, so I dont really know how this works. But I just really am in pain right now. I just feel like I wanna die. So much is happening in my life right now. I have tryed to kill myself four times before. And now I feel like doing it again. I have suicide thoughts everyday but today it really felt like an end. I dont really know what to do. Why am I here? Is this life worth living? I dont think so. But if I kill myself I know that my friends are gonna be sad, I dont […]
Im sitting here with all these thoughts going through my head….all these thoughts are depressing, heartbreaking, they make me angry and make me hate life even more.
Lately the only way I’ve been able to escape these thoughts is to go out drinking. Im only 15, but for those hours when Im drunk I forget about EVERYTHING!!! I’ve lost friends because of this but I am making new ones, they are what you would call the DODGY crowd.
It’s hard to stop because when Im sober up all those feelings hit me all at once and I feel so ashamed when I walk past poeple at […]
my psychologist told me that one day i’m going to run out of films and music to connect to rather than people. they are the only things that i can relate to. the words of a song or a character in a film. anyway, the cure just makes me feel like although i feel alone others feel it with me. robert smith is a genius. just dont let the music make you feel worse. pornography and disintegration, arguably the most depressing of their stuff, are my favourite albums. it just sucks because i’m a teenager and missed the days when i could see my favourite […]
and wonder weather or not you might still be conscious after a train wheel takes your head off and it’s rolling along down the tracks underneath the moving train while youre looking up at it going by?
When you’re numb,
All you’d want is to feel.
It doesn’t matter if it hurts,
If it makes you feel, well then so be it.
Life’s filled with a whole bunch of nothings.
At least that’s how you see it,
For you just can’t feel,
Anything but numbness, that is.
Kids on the block calling you silly, all because you can’t keep that smile off your face,
That fake smile, you’re so damn good at,
Even your friends can’t see through it.
One minute you’re smiling your famous smile,
The next you’re crying into your pillow.
Mom thinks you’re all messed up,
It’s not you fault you […]
DISCLAIMER: THERE IS TOO MUCH TO READ HERE HAHA, SPENT TWO WEEKS WRITING THIS AND IT HAS MY DEPRESSED STATE OF MIND INSANITY LONELINESS AND EVEN A PANIC ATTACK!!!
So many thoughts…Â
Filling my brain.Â
The dream about my dogs and snapping a dogs neck.Â
The thoughts of the videos I watched.
 The woman dying in the bathtub, drowning while tied up. The video game that may have caused noises in the night, nightmares, paranoia, and other paranormal mishaps. I blame my mother for that nonsense, but whatever.
I read Maximum Ride today, the whole book of Angel which is only 300 pages, about 82 small chapters. I […]
My name is Chamara, but call me Tyler. I live in Sri Lanka, I found this website after I searched methods to suicide. But when I started reading most of the stories I began to realize there are a lot of people who needs someone to talk. I would like to talk to anyone that needs someone to talk to. Anyone that has live messenger, yahoo messenger or facebook can add me using the following email address anuruddha.fernando@yahoo.com. I am not the great person on this planet but I know surely to love!
My story I will add up later.