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Should i ?

  May 12th, 2010 by LoveHurts

The only person in this world that i feel who gives me hope is my guy friend, i met him not too long ago. he helped me when i broke up with my boyfriend.. Im starting to fall for him.. And now i found out hes moving after the school year is over, i feel like since hes moving that means we werent meant to be and no oneelse is out there waiting for me..

It’s my turn, Phoebe escaped this cruel and punishing world.. Is it my turn ?!

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Terrified

  May 12th, 2010 by mahmudy

Having a gun,or a rope, or a knife…knowing there’s a way out..a way that finally I can control..it helps..

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I’m done.

  May 12th, 2010 by idontevenknow

I know they’re are people worse off than me. But, to me; my problems are too hard for me!

Uhmm, lets see. Mymom abuses me. Every damn day of my life. My Dad could give two shits less about me. I’m COMPLETELY in love with a guy who hates me. My neice now has lukemia. My grandma is slowly getting very very sick. I have no one in my life who cares. i NEED him; but he don’t care. i need a reason to stay, or im gone..

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Generic~

  May 12th, 2010 by SempaiRuinz

Yes, sir.

No, sir.

Yes, ma’am.

No, ma’am.

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-True Excerpts From Crazy Nothingness-

  May 12th, 2010 by Unwanted

  • Him: “How the hell am I supposed to help you if you won’t talk to me?”
  • Me: I don’t want you to help me… I just want you to listen…
  • Him: “Then talk to me.”
  • Me: I can’t…
  • Him: “K. Whatever, talk to me when you actually want to talk. I’m sick of trying to talk to you and ending up feeling like shit.”
  • Me: Okay… Sorry…

End of conversation.

Nights are the worst.

Nights are when I get to lay there and think. Think about what I have become. What a failure. A disgrace to even be living in this house.

  • Mom: “What’s wrong?”
  • Me: *Shrugs shoulders* “Just tired….”
  • Mom: “Are you sure?”
  • Me: My eyes

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I have my rope. Whats their to stop me?

  May 11th, 2010 by disconsolate

I have A good enough rope. I know how to make A noose. I know where I could Hang myself. I probadly won’t today, I probadly won’t tomorrow, or even this week. I ask again, what or who is their to stop me?

I’m ready to give up.

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Heaven Can Wait

  May 11th, 2010 by Violet Blake

I went to visit Alyson today, like always do on Tuesdays.

Her mother answered the door, just like she always does when I knock on the door.

“It’s so nice to see you Violet, I bet Alyson will be delighted to see you”, her mother smiled at me, the same smile she ways gave me. 

 It annoys me, that smile the whole family seems to have painted on their faces, even Alyson. No one can be happy to have their child dying, no one can be happy that they’re dying of cancer, but still I see those smiles on their faces every time I visit, and I kind …

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Never Again~

  May 11th, 2010 by SempaiRuinz

“The deepest people are the ones who’ve been hurt the most.”

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Hen Occasion Vogue

  May 11th, 2010 by johnicek10

Is there something extra fun than attending Hen Evening to have a good time the impending end to one of your closest friends or relatives freedom? There is just nothing like gathering a celebration of feminine pals together and enjoying a Hen Night. In fact, you are going to need to be certain you have the appropriate enjoyable garments to put on to this very particular event. One thing that has turn out to be quite widespread for play wear as part of the Hen Night accessories is a black tutu or a pink tutu – classic hen party.

Thats right. Tutus …

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arranged path, unknown destination

  May 11th, 2010 by lost_soul

I haven’t really told anyone about my pain I feel. Whenever someone asks me if I’m alright I usually go into auto-pilot and act all cheerful and bubbly, like they expect me to. But I can’t go on living this life, this lie everyone expects me to live. They want me to be a professional. They want me to be a model. They want me to be perfect; like the rest of the family. I try to reach their expectations, but I always end up failing one way or another. I’m fat, I never had a boyfriend, I’m not intelligent, and I never heard a …

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I Do Not Belong Here

  May 11th, 2010 by Unwanted

You.
Are a monster.
A cold blooded being.
No heart.
No soul.
Lust.
That’s all you need to complete yourself.
Feelings.
Don’t matter.
Don’t mean shit to you.
Trust in you.
That’s what it was.
God, i just wanted to be helped.
I thrust my heart at you.
You decided it was time.
Time to take serious advantage.
Of my naive, needy, childish feelings.
I handed you my heart.
Gave it right to you.
What did you do?
You didn’t just break it.
You used your fingers to puncture it.
You wrapped your hands around it and pulled.
Once ripped in half.
You took my heart.
And you put it under your feet.
So you could push out every last drop.
Drop of blood.
My soul, my feelings.
Washing down the gutter.
But wait.
You pick …

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dont understand

  May 10th, 2010 by unknown227

this is fucking stupid, i had such a good day today, although right now im feeling suicidal. i fucked up so bad with that girl but i thought shed still give me a chance, im so in love with her. im sorry for everything, i just wana disapear. is there any safe way to get amnesia? idont wana remember anything, i want to start fresh. i hate my life, today was just at its full extent of pleasure but it wouldnt happen again soon, why the fuck is it me

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writer with no voice

  May 10th, 2010 by darkgermandeath

You write down how you feel. but people dont really know how hurt you are cause they cant hear your voice the tune the stutter the pain. suicide is the right thing to do.

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How Can We?

  May 10th, 2010 by Something.

Here comes de silence again.
The silence that brings the cold breeze.
The silence that drowns me in the pit again.
Oh dear… How can we stand this?
How can we woke up it all?

 

Despair. Just that.

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A life of uncertainty

  May 10th, 2010 by AnythingButNormal

So.. I really don’t know why I’m writing this. Being different isn’t fun, really… It isn’t. I mean maybe in movies! But in real life it’s just called being out there& having no one like you. They can pretend, and at times you may fall for it, but there’s always moments in life where you realize that no one really cares.

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Nothing

  May 10th, 2010 by RedWine93

My life is going downhill now. I had my grades and now they are slipping. I don´t feel like myself anymore.I am just a shell. I hurt everyone who care about me. And i don´t know anything anymore. A year back i made a desicon to kill myself on the day i get seventeen. My birthday is only three months away. And i am going crazy because i don´t want to die but i don´t have the strenght to fight anymore. And i don´t want to do it anyway. Yesterday was mothersday and i went crazy to my arm, i got it a little. Most …

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This is Not a Request, But a Sincere Begging Plea

  May 9th, 2010 by Unwanted

I wish that you could see the things i want to do
I wish that you could hear the things i want to say
Depression they call it
Piercing past the heart, into the soul
Turning your mind, body and spirit black
For people who cut,
You are not a stereotype
We all belong together
Hurting
Numbing
Dulling
Until everything and everyone is gone
The pain i feel, i honestly can’t describe.
Pain beyond belief in my heart
I like to know there are more out there like me… Ones that have had their souls shattered by false hope and broken dreams. I have absolutely no room to complain here… And feel selfish for doing so. But I …

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The Noose

  May 9th, 2010 by disconsolate

As I kick the stool
Out from under me, I say
“Please God, let me die”

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Conversations with the Dark Thing

  May 9th, 2010 by Violet Blake

Dark Thing: Hello.

Me: Hello.

Dark Thing: How are we doing today?

Me: I’m fine.

Dark Thing: Well, do you want me to fix that?

Me: Not really, but I know you are going to anyway.

Dark Thing: Don’t sound so cynical, Violet.

Me: Aren’t I always cynical?

Dark Thing: Only when I want you to be.

Me: Oh yeah, I forgot about that little detail.

Dark Thing: There you go again, always the one with the sarcastic comments.

Me: Piss off.

Dark Thing: Violet….

Me: Stop it.

Dark Thing: Hush now Darling, don’t you see this is all for your own good?

Me: I’m not listening to you.

Dark Thing: Oh, but you’re listening to me all the time, even …

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Torn and Gone.

  May 9th, 2010 by Hornet16

Yeah, I have a heart, I can still feel it beating.
But it’s not there anymore to me.
It’s been ripped out and torn to pieces so many times I’m tired of picking up the pieces and taping them back together.

I’ve become deathly shy, even talking makes me uncomfortable. Kind of funny I suppose, two have my teachers have mentioned ‘It’s always the quiet ones’ at least once.

I’m too much of a wimp to kill myself, but everyday, I beg for an accident, or some kind of mistake. That started last year or so. I was riding the school bus, and the road was extremely icy, and …

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