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mm

  January 23rd, 2010 by mm_mm

Death, is all i think about now, in street, in the classroom,

I want to die, to end this pain, no one gives a rats arse about me, if i died, the world would only shrug,

I have no friends, only memories, which come and go, throughout the day,

I have no life, only pointless errands, which i do to take my mind of the pain

I don’t want to die i have to die, because the world wants me to,

Please let me die,

These are some of the thoughts that enter my head in the day, its horrible and frustrating, i’m sick of therapy its not working, i just …

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Is this normal

  January 22nd, 2010 by Daniel21

I have been taking anti-depressants for around 2 months. And for a while they actually helped me…but they are doing the exact opoisite of what they should be doin rite now. They have put me into a worse depression than i have ever been in, and i want to die more than ever. Now, i cry every single nite, i have started cuttin again, and im thinkin bout suicide more than ever. I dont know why this is happenin 2 me. Is it normal for anti-depressants to backfire eventually and make you more depressed and suicidal?

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Depressed Rabbit Attempts Suicide

  January 22nd, 2010 by rubywilliams

A male rabbit named Furball had lost all hope. The female rabbit he had lived with for an entire year had left him for another rabbit. The owner of the garden he usually dined at had just put a fence around it. A fox had nipped one of his ears. And, at his most depressed, it seemed to him that all life is mere ephemera in the eye of time.

The only thing to do was bring an end to his sorrow, hunger, pain, and inability to find meaning even in a moment. He would take his own life. The question became, how?

The first thing he …

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please let me help you

  January 21st, 2010 by whydiebeforeyourtime@gmail.com

“Come to me, all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest.” – Jesus, Matthew 11:28

hey everyone.

i don’t have too much to say but i’ll start off by mentioning that this post isn’t at all for myself.

there are a lot of people who come to this site and write down their experiences/situations for others to read, but many of us here don’t really receive help.

the only way things fall away from goodness is because of a lack of God. so basically what i’m trying to say is that if you really want to make your life

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Why I Died

  January 21st, 2010 by long dead

The reason i died is i hated my life every day i would i would bottle up all my problem’s until the day i said fuck it and killed myself i killed myself 3 times yet each time i was brought back at the time i was pissed but now i realize that i have so much to live for i have people who love me and i love them so a word to the wise sit down and think about how this will affect you the first time was because of depression second was anger and the lats time was because the women i …

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Long hard Battle

  January 21st, 2010 by zacky_lover7

i dont know what i can do to be happy. ive been fighting this battle since i was 12. i love cutting myself, its sick i know. but being able to see the blood flowing down my arms excited me. ive been using drugs since i was 15. my drug of choice/choices was xnax and heroin. i did xnax alot more then i did heroin. i recently was hospitalized for attempting suicide for the 3rd time. the last time i tried killing my self, my best friend got there right in time before i jumped. she ended up taking me to the hospital where i …

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Contemplating

  January 21st, 2010 by Messed Up Mind

To begin with I have considered suicide for far too long in my life. I am now 22 and when I was 15 I did try to end it. I took a bottle of asprin and landed myself in the hospital but obviously I am still alive. It didn’t do much except wreck my liver. There was a time when I was happy that my life didn’t end that night but thats not now. Last year I found out that my boyfriend of 3 years didn’t want to be with me anymore and had been talking to other women online and phone. I didn’t know …

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What the Fuck is IT all For Anyway?

  January 21st, 2010 by Selfish

You know some people believe that we chose this life. That before we were born and still in a spiritual existence we chose the parents we would be born to and even the specific traits that we will possess as individuals. Even if you have some type of debilitating disease or deformity. Everything. Right down to the life circumstances and the people who will surround you (we choose each other of course in this regard). And the reason is because we are all in reality God. The purpose of all of this is God or the Creator seeking to experience many different identities. But it’s …

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please let God help you

  January 20th, 2010 by whydiebeforeyourtime@gmail.com

“Come to me, all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest.” – Jesus, Matthew 11:28

hey everyone.

i don’t have too much to say but i’ll start off by mentioning that this post isn’t at all for myself.

there are a lot of people who come to this site and write down their experiences/situations for others to read, but many of us here don’t really receive help.

the only way things fall away from goodness is because of a lack of God. so basically what i’m trying to say is that if you really want to make your life

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No friends, hospital stays, still faking it

  January 20th, 2010 by Kim

Sometimes it just takes a third party or an anonymous person to comment and  show that they understand or can relate.  It has been years that I have been fighting the urge to kill myself.  I used to stock up on medications that I had reactions too, in order to prepare for the day that I took them all.  Well, one day in therapy I admitted that I had the stockpile of meds & my psychiatrist made me agree to get rid of them.  Which I did because I know that I have a loving husband & 2 great kids.  No friends though.  My brain …

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Suicide survivor

  January 20th, 2010 by LIFEAFTER

For those contemplating i have been there and would like to share abit. Year 2002 After battling depression for years, drove my car 75 miles an hour into a semi-tractor trailor, slit my wrists, tried smoke inhalation.Am still here. My conclusion 1. only God has the finally say. 2. He must have created me for a reason.3. He does not give us all the answers immediately concerning life and difficulties. 4. most answers i have found in the bible when no one else could answer.5. This life is not easy and will never be. 6. This life does seem and may be is unfair in …

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Tomorrow

  January 20th, 2010 by Entity

So, here I’m again. For a past few days I was thinking like it’s getting better. OK, no more depression, it was just an illusion. You are not really depressed. Just a moron who thinks that he has a bad life even though his life is a godlike from an objective point of view. But this morning all hope was gone. Here I’m again thinking about the fact that tomorrow I will get an ultimate chance to finish it. It’s so easy, just take a plastic bag, fasten it around neck and wait. 1 minute, 2, 3, 5, 10 end… So what the hell I’m …

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If anyone knows how you feel its me!

  January 20th, 2010 by Christina

im just going to make it quick, i’ve been going through so much stuff for so long now, i do want to kill myself and all that i know how everyone feels so guess what im here!

e-mail me anytime…

e-mail-mkafan12@yahoo.com

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i need help

  January 20th, 2010 by kcvoodoo913

i am at school i need someone to talk to b4 i go home maybe for the last time

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grr

  January 20th, 2010 by wishicould

i hate this constant battle in my head. i wish i could just do it :'( im such a coward.

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I am tired of being a failure

  January 19th, 2010 by chrday

When I was young, I was the nerdy kid that no one liked.  All of the adults in my life kept telling me that I was going to end up doing something really special, because I’m smart and learn new things easily.  So I kept clinging to that hope, that someday my life would not suck.  Well, it sucks, and it still sucks, and I’m tired of it.

I went to college and had my heart set on becoming a high school history teacher.  I knew the job prospects weren’t great, but I had a bunch of people telling me to follow my heart and the …

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please let me help you

  January 19th, 2010 by whydiebeforeyourtime@gmail.com

“Come to me, all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest.” – Jesus, Matthew 11:28

hey everyone.

i don’t have too much to say but i’ll start off by mentioning that this post isn’t at all for myself.

there are a lot of people who come to this site and write down their experiences/situations for others to read, but many of us here don’t really receive help.

the only way things fall away from goodness is because of a lack of God.   so basically what i’m trying to say is that if you really want to make your life and

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Untitled

  January 19th, 2010 by painterofmusic

Maybe I’m just weird, but… I’ve noticed that most people who post on the suicide project use proper grammar. I also noticed while I was walking outside today how nice it was. It’s been brutally cold, and I haven’t had heat all winter. Today, I had to turn my air on. As I was going to check my mail, since I’ve been forgetting to check it for several days at a time, I saw a little kid riding on a tricycle with his parents running along at his side. It really was a beautiful sight. I notice things like I’m watching them from a movie. …

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yeah

  January 18th, 2010 by joe

Yeah, life sucks a big platter of ass. Lose a job, live off of unemployment, go back to school trying to better yourself, and the world still crumbles. Fuck it, I know this is a site for people to vent and *****, but still hopefully one will read it. Life sucks. Thanks.

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Your mistakes do not define you now They tell you who you’re not

  January 18th, 2010 by chaos

Help me, Someone please sell me life, tell me the purpose to continue living I don’t want to end this I know there is alot ill miss but I cant think of anything of great importance to keep me here I’m an emotionless shell I’ve mastered faking that I’m always happy but behind this mask I’m breaking down, I’ve made many mistakes in my life I just turned 18 and i fear I’ve messed up to bad to continue on, I’m grade 12 still in grade 10 classes not because the works hard or anything just my fault of not going I just stoped …

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