lol i typed them and there yellow and i have no clue wtf to do!!!
it says approve but i cant get anything to show up?!?! somebody help me lol!!
im refering to comments on other peoples posts by the way lol
lol i typed them and there yellow and i have no clue wtf to do!!!
it says approve but i cant get anything to show up?!?! somebody help me lol!!
im refering to comments on other peoples posts by the way lol
They took away my fucking meds!!!! I was going to do once I get my meds. Now I have to wait out. Why does this happen to me!?!?!? What’s wrong with my fucking country??? Can’t someone chose to die in a more graceful and peaceful way??? Fuck,no!! They have to take away my meds. I bet they are happy cuz now I only can jump and I dont wanna jump. My brain will smash and splatter all over, maybe even my eyeball will poke out (heard it happen to someone here), what’s worse maybe I won’t even die. OH gosh, shit,cant they just let us die!??! […]
I haven’t been on the website for a while.
I haven’t done anything for a while.
I’m getting worse.
I hope everyone out there is getting better.
But just to fill you in on what had happened in my life,
Stopped cutting for 3 months, started again, pretty bad cutting too, got caught again.. Lucky me right?, but now.. I’m not eating.. I’m diagnosed with severe depression, & just weird things have been happening, hallucinatiouns, sensing stuff.. Just weird things..
But yeah, thats whats been happening.
I was thinking of some ways that people could get their mind off of suicide/depression, I thought of how I usually do and It’s usually with online games.
These are some games I love to play (don’t laugh)
http://ava.ijji.com/
http://toontown.go.com/
http://florensia.en.alaplaya.net/
That’s mainly what I do… Lol
I’m depressed, have been for a number of years, contemplate suicide almost all the time but have never attempted as I wanna be damn sure I get it right first time.
This site however, its just filled with people writing vaguely depressing amateur poetry or bitching about the fact they don’t have a girlfriend. I don’t have a girlfriend, and have abandoned all hope of getting one, but I don’t feel the need to weep to some anonymous basement dwellers to make myself feel better.
I’m sorry if I come across as cold, callous, or just downright rude, perhaps, its because I am all these things. Nonetheless, […]
i don’t know why i want kill my self!! i just know i have no interest in my own life.i wanna suicide!!!
i think,i’m in depression.i just bored with my life,it’s pain for me! i have some this types of prob;ems which i could not share with any one.now i’m just 18 years bt still i hav no interest in my life.Friends can u say what can i do now.
I HATE MY LIFE.
I cant stand my family. Why the fuck would you want to play some fucking music loud in the moring when people are still sleep. They can play music in their rooms or in the basement. Why do they piss me off so much. One of the reason why i want to die so i dont have to deal with them. Why cant they leave me alone by myself so i can sleep. What happen to my freedom? Thats right it fucking die a long time ago. Thanks alot you guys i totally cant wait to die so i dont have to worry about seeing […]
Any singaporeans? Cant even off myself. What fucking country do we live in? Wanna *****. wanna chat. toopainfultolive12@hotmail.com
My family of course still dunno. I have a inkling i will be sent to hospital if they know. But what do you really feel when they find out? Or is everyone here a secret?
How do you even succeed in making a guy like you? It’s impossible.
I feel hurt. I always end up feeling hurt. I think I’m destined to be a loner. I told him that I want to be with him. And this is after he spent 2 years chasing me. He lost interest almost as quick as I told him that. I don’t feel like shedding tears anymore, I’ve shed enough tears, he’s not worth my tears. If he seriously feels like leaving me, like stop talking to me, like telling me that he doesn’t want to be with me, well then fine. FUCK YOU! I don’t Fucking need […]
The other day I was thinking of trying to kill myself again. So I did what my therapist taught me and searched for help. I found a website that allows you to email a supporter and well get support from them. So I emailed her my story, but the reply was not what i expected. She replied saying, “I’m sorry for the inconvenience but I only support people who have applied to be on my group. If you would like to apply you can. (and gave me a link)” What in the hell is that? I mean if their gonna offer their support…only to people […]
I’m in this very situation where I can’t die. No money, no means and no guts. And living needs one of these three either. Ughhh…what to do? What will you do if you’re in my situation?
P.S. fuuucking evny those on their way!!!!!!!!
Im going to do it. Im killing myself. Very very soon. Dont bother trying to talk me out of it because it wont work. Right now i dont give a damn about the consequences. I just want to die. Everyday my pain gets worse and worse. Im putting an end to all of this pain. This could be goodbye to everyone, so i wish you good luck in all that you do. Perhaps i will see you all in the afterlife if there is one.
-End
I have now jumped through a million loops. And it’s starting to pay off!
I have found picture of a flow fitting that what i understand is used in either Argon or Oxygen tanks, but should fit just fine with a ******** tank as well. That is i hope…
http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/b/b2/Gas_bottles_in_Finnish.JPG
Yes, i believe that will also do with ********. Oh boy! I have jumped through a million loopholes right now! The transportation. The “exuse” for using the gass. The flow fittings…Well, still in the process of buying some…
http://www.juhlamaailma.fi/juhlatuotteet/ilmapallotarvikkeet/tayttolaitteet-ja-helium-tarvikkeet/helium-tayttolaite-kumi-ja-foliopalloille-economy.html
http://www.peacefulpillhandbook.com/page/Buy+Helium+Fittings
http://www.euraconkeittio.fi
But it’s looking good! My god! If this works, it’s going to be a quite a pleasent sleep. Thank you lord, […]
I was always that little girl smiling everyday. I was a ballerina, you know. You would look at me and think I was always so happy. Wearing pink, giggling with my friends, dreaming of my future. I wanted to live in a mansion, with maids and butlers, and four children. I wanted to be a chef, a teacher, and a singer. Then I turned twelve. That’s when everything went downhill. I still remember the night of March so clearly. You know how they say when you die, your whole life flashes before your eyes? I’m telling you now, that whoever started that saying, is correct. […]
Every morning when I wake up, I ask myself, “Why should I even bother getting out of bed?â€
Every morning when I look at myself in the mirror, I ask myself, “Why am I still alive?â€
As clever as I am, I still can’t answer either of those questions. Every moment of my life seems like it’s one challenge after the other. No easing up. No breaks. It’s like a boxing match; I’ve gone 22 rounds without a moment’s rest.
All through middle school and high school I worked my ass off to get into a good college. I pulled that off. I even managed […]
I met my X-Bestfriend about 5 years ago. Let us call him X. I met X when I was in 7th grade, I was his first REAL friend. We were like brother and sister. Last year some fucking ***** said to him “Try this its not dangerous, its just a fun thing”.. DRUGS! That fucking ***** let him try it, now he is not that guy I once met for 5 years ago. My friends says ” You should be proud of yourself”. But I´m not, I feel like shiit. I dont eat, I dont wanna feel pain anymore. I´ve allready lost three close friends, […]
Ya know, the human body, for being so fragile, is fucking hard to kill. No one wants a painful death and when it comes right down to it, there’s only a handful of ways to off yourself that could be called humane. Sure, a gun is easy enough to get a hold of, but having the balls to actually pull it trigger? Much harder than you’d think. Jumping from a high enough building would work,but I get vertigo on the second floor of my apartment, no way I could get on top of that high a building, let alone jump off. If I had my […]
“Depression, in most of its manifestations, is the healthy suspicion that 1) there may not be an aim or point to existence, and/or 2) that the life people have actually created, the ‘structure of society,’ is not one worth participating in. The objective should not be to kill this suspicion, but to tame it and work with it.”
Philosophy And Depression
By Tim Ruggiero
“The vanity of existence is revealed in the whole form existence assumes: in the infiniteness of time and space contrasted with the finiteness of the individual in both; in the fleeting present as the sole form in which actuality exists; in […]
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