Hello Again, Friend Of A Friend.
Damn it’s been a month or something. I was sure getting away from the bad would make me better, for a couple days maybe. And now everyone is gone, no Maelin, no Deep Abyss. I hate how people are disgusted by cutting, what would you know?
Suicide Is Painless, biggest lie I ever heard.
Anyway I guess it’s good to be back, as good as good can be.
Thanks for reading, Frontier Psychiatrist.
(New username is gonna take some getting used too :/ also I am not actually a psychiatrist :P)
hi everyone… i’m a newbie, my name’s amy. i just wanted to post and say i’m sorry for the loss that is effecting everyone tonight.. i didn’t know her, but i’m sure she was amazing, and had a beautiful soul… rip, young lady. you will be missed by all of your friends you made here…
He’s 41, I’m 16, he created this website for kids in crisis and I’ve been talking to him on a regular basis for almost a year and a half. I’ve been suicidal for longer than that but I didn’t try anything until a little while ago when all the shit in my life hit the fan. I told him because I trusted him not to freak out. After a few weeks he and my guidance counselor ganged up on me and since he’s out of the country the counselor took me to the ER and told my mom everything and I wanted her clueless. The […]
Please.
Please.
Tell me that you’re still here.
No more debate. Helium method is decided. I ordered some stuff from the exit people in australia. it arrived last friday.
i’m so consumed by my doom that nothing else matters.
i know it’s selfish.
i know i’m a horrible person.
i’ve been diagnosing myself for years and gotten prescriptions from doctors. it’s no use. life is for the beautiful. life shouldn’t have this kind of ugly in it.
i just need to order my helium tank and this friday, i’m doing it. i just can’t keep up with life anymore.
i have no help. i shit on everyone. i’m so full of shit even i hate myself. […]
Think twice.
Put that razor down.
Stop writing that suicide note.
Stop counting down the time until you’re gonna end it.
Stop debating when youre gonna kill yourself.
Just stop – stop anything dealing with suicide or cutting or anything.. That you know is not good.
And listen to music.
Turn it up, do all you can thing about is that song.
Drown yourself in your favorite tunes.
Just please.
For me?
Don’t do anything.. Suicidal.
I’m tired of life- it has nothing to offer anymore- everyday is exactly the same and no matter how i try, nothing changes- it’s dull and boring and lifeless- it feels like life has been predestined for me in a sense, i don’t feel i have control over it (like living out some sort of prewritten script) and i don’t have anything to gain from it anymore whatsoever. I’m always expanding way more time, focus and energy on doing things than necessary and everything’s meaningless to the extreme. 21, never liked a girl to ask her, out, have no career in mind, bare minimum ambtion, high-school education and no interests, living at homeÂ
I’ve always wondered what […]
A Day to Remember,
They understand, and will help you every day.
Look ’em up, get their latest album, actually all of them.
I have my lists made. Â I have my plan. Â The only thing stopping me are my 2 rescued pups…. the thought of them being separated breaks my heart. Â They came from tragic backgrounds in Iran….I just can’t, can’t, can’t off myself and leave them to fend on their own until someone finds me. Â Suggestions?
Well, I finally got a gun today. I was going to wait till next month to do it, but why bother?
I was going to write notes to the people I love, but why bother?
Once I’m gone, I’m gone, no time to look back.
At 10PM (3 hours from now) I’m driving over to the ass-cheap motel nearby and calling the cops. When they knock on the door, boom, I’m gone.
I am so freaking mad. My ex comes to my house the other night shoots in my back yard, I call the police and he files a restraining order? I cannot afford to represent myself from this right now. I just finished maternity leave and am at 60% pay right now. I owe the electric company 1500 bucks and they are going to shut us off just around the corner soon. I am so sick of being stalked and smashed by this guy. He wrecked everything my house and broke my face as well. […]
Yesterday, my dad saw my fresh cuts.
He asked me what they were, and what happend.
I said they were cuts that I got from my wrist rubbing against my school’s brick wall.
Just a week before.
He said he would tell if I was lying and that he was always 150% right.
You were wrong.
Once again.
Thanks Dad.
Let’s talk.
You need help?
I’m here.
Email me?
Feelthesame9991@yahoo.com
If you die
You have no eye’s to see
You have no mouth to kiss or eat
You have no arm’s to do what arm’s do
You have no hand’s to tought & write
You just don’t exits
got ear’s to hear.
Anyone heard anything from drowning? Drowning, you still around? People want to hear from you. Hope you’re doing okay.
I recently got my phone back (with internet blocked, sneaking here on main) and my mom said she knows i go on this site (hopefully ignorant i have an account here) and says she’s alright with it. Â Should i be worried?
This Sunday evening I shall leave. I’ll spend the weekend visiting my parents, and following lunch I’ll get in my car and drive to the beach. I’ll park at a friend’s empty beach house. While I wait for my car to fill to the sufficient concentration of carbon monoxide, I’ll listen through my final play list and stare off at the bay. Once it’s about ready I’ll take a small dose of my sleep aid and get in. I’ll set some more charcoal on the grill for safe measure and wait. I’m excited. I’ll finally know what it feels like to be taken by death. […]
I figure since everyone is starting to introduce their pics in this ><
This is me.
I cut and have an eating disorder.
I write and laugh and smile at times.
I cry and feel worthless.
I’m a gamer chick.
I text and email.
I use facebook and blog.
I write poetry and short stories
Take photography and more.
I could say a million […]