When I read the comments on here about people promising to stay alive for as long as possibly from the help of you guys, it really makes me smile, I mean this website can be truly depressing sometimes but then there’s always that little bit of hope that somewhere on here someone has helped another person live for at least another week, that’s true friendship right there.. even if you’ve never met!
You guys are absoloutely amazing and I wish everyone the best in whatever they decide, I can honestly say I’ve never found such a supportive community ever before, you guys should be proud […]
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This has saved me a few times.
when i was about ten years old i realized that i had a problem.
the littlest things in life never seemed to pass by, which just made it even more of a problem when my parents fought every night saying the worst things to each other. how can they love each other? they don’t thats why the got a divorce. YEARS later and i still cant get over it. but neither can they. since then my dad has been remarried and my mom still has the same boyfriend that ended there marriage. but about the small things…. on a summer day i let my younger […]
The last time the dreams felt this vivid, this real, it was before I attempted suicide three nights in a row, now I know what I am supposed to do. I failed my friends. It’s time I take the blade to my heart. I’m sorry it had to come down to this. I’m sorry I never got to know any of you…It’s my time. Farewell my brethren, I’ll see you on the other side…
I’m a 19-year-old man from England and was wondering if anyone would like to chat who lives in the UK?!
I don’t know what is best for me anymore, i want to die but i just can’t do it there’s something stopping me. Why can’t the pain fade away, i’m scared of what the future might hold. That’s why i don’t want to be there
So last night on casualty, they tried to portray Self harm. It was actually so bad that it made my blood boil! The way they showed it was totally the wrong way, they showed it as if it was easy to accomplish and that it wasn’t such a big deal, the ending especially was of a woman who slashed her wrists and all you saw was people not bothered by what happened and when she was cutting she made it so easy, like not putting in any thought or effort to do it properly, if I tried to do it like this i’d barely make […]
my seal wants to talk to you ;D…
Are you happy you’re still here? Or do you wish you were dead?
it is facebook.com/gnrramones
my life has been a curse, nothing has really worked out for me.. and i m so depressed and was on treatments. i have almost lost all my loved ones. people dont love me, no one to care of me… i feel time has come to leave…god please help me soon….
Well first i’ll say I have seen the conversations on this site alot and even though you don’t know me, I almost feel like I know/knew users like londonboy, sucks, abyss, girl int., etc. Because your stories get me through the day, so thank you; I don’t mean to sound bad or anything, but even knowing some people actually went through with it gives me peace at times; the only reason I haven’t joined before is because I only have phone internet.
Ok, a little about me: I live in california, my dad is a recovering alcoholic/addict, he was in a abusive relationship with […]
My HSC is coming up – the one that’s supposedly the most important test in my life. Right now are the half yearly exams, with only the last English paper to go. I’ve spent half the exam time for math calculating what is the maximum score I could get (what I’ve answered) and it was around 30%. For the english paper, we need to write a dialogue and an essay which we had to prepare earlier and memorise for the exam. I’ve finished the dialogue but haven’t started memorising it or even writing the essay, the deadline is in three days and I can’t be […]
Not gonna sit here and spill my guts about why my life is terrible. If you’re here, you most likely looked up suicide. Feelin’ pretty good right now. It’s Saturday, nobody is home, it’s just getting dark, and I’ve just returned from every bookstore in the area spending money I had no real right to. It’s not to say that being depressed and wanting to end yourself will get you everything you want. Depression is deep, soul-shattering at it core, even if you don’t know it. Every time your heart pumps blood through your body, it aches to know you’re still alive. But you are. […]
I’ve never been so afraid
of who I am, until today.
Until I met you. Until
I saw you, your eyes burned
with hatred, entrancing and
capable of raising every
hair on the nape of
my neck. You’re  a demon in
disguise, brought back every
memory, none pleasant…I don’t
know what I prayed to find,
I just know I wanted relief, and looking
at you, my inner monster came out,
I was attracted and repulsed. I felt safe,
and afraid for my life. Push and pull.
Push and pull. It scares me, my body
reacting this way, and worse it thrills me.
What is wrong with me? Someone
so obviously terrible for me, excites my
being. There’s something messed up with
me. He’s like my older brother…
the […]
Hi there, I’m new here, so I guess I’ll just sum up my story..
I’ve had depression since I was a child, and have been attempting suicide since I was about 11. I’ve opened up to a few people who were close to me in my life, but they have either left me after that, or told me I just need to grow up. I’ve even told my mother how bad it was and that I need help, but don’t know how to go about it, but she just sighs and tells me to stop expecting her to do everything for me. Currently, I have no […]
I’m new here but it’s not my first time thinking about dying. I’ve been going through a lot of family problems mainly since my mother is quick-tempered and I always make her yell when I disobey her. It’s been a rough 2 years of constant yelling. My mother has threatened to kick me out multiple times but she’s serious about me leaving in June with my father. It’s a long story how my grades are dropping and I’m just stressed about the future. My parents will get a divorce in June if things keep going on. I know that it’s because of me. I would […]
So, today is my birthday. Happy Happy birthday to me.
Family forgot that my bday was today until I reminded them. Then my ex, who said she wanted to be with me again, and has been my gf again for a 2-3 weeks now… says she won’t see me or talk to me or even log online to chat with me on my bday.. even though she said she loves me and that she doesn’t know what to give me for my bday. She said she was going to try to give me something great and was stressing over it too. Great gift, huh? Ignoring and having fun without […]
Dreams escape from
those around you, dying
in front of you, don’t
know what to do, don’t
Know how to save them.
You close your eyes, think
away from the demons,
not expecting to find
Just what you’re looking for.
The way to save the dreamers
from a personal hell…
Breathing quickens, dreams
Fill your mind, absorb them quick
lest it be too late, save all,
sacrifice yourself. One life
for many…is that too great a cost?
Breathing slows, calmer..
Hear a melodic sound,
music soothes the savage beast..
will it soothe the dreams?
Stronger, stronger, stronger
still. Taking over everything,
bullying flashes through your
mind, pain, hatred, and a small
Feeling unknown to you, love.
Feel fear, feel everything but
what you imagined this to be like…
Open your heart you’ll […]
Why doesn’t anyone want to talk on here, I need to open up but no one want’s to listen