here’s to all of those who hurt, to those who suffer, to those who have no one, who are lost in despair, to those who cry out for help to deaf ears, to the lost, the forsaken, to the hopeless, may you find someone to listen, to help, to guide, may you find peace and happiness in this life, and, if that’s not the case, may death take you on gentle wings and bring you the peace and happiness you deserve.
I love you all
just got in from a night out, fucking feel so alone. Drinking and drugs are my only escape from reality. i dont know how how much longer I can go on like this.
my ex means so much too me, i fucked up BIG time letting her go, ruined my own life… wish she would forgive me for being a **** to her.
Respect to her for sticking up for herself.
i’m sorry. I love you.
It surprised me. The quickness of black thoughts flooding in. What would it take for that pitch black to so overwhelm that no thought was given but only action taken?
This song simply describes how i’ve been feeling lately.
I woke up it was 7
I waited till 11
Just to figure out that no one would call
I think I’ve got a lot of friends but I don’t hear from them
What’s another night all alone?
When your spending everyday on your own
And here it goes
I’m just a kid and life is a nightmare
I’m just a kid, I know that it’s not fair
Nobody cares, cause I’m alone and the world is
Having more fun than me
Tonight…
And maybe when the night is dead, I’ll crawl into my bed
Staring at these […]
Everytime I try to play piano again and loose myself in the music i hear this voice (male I think. Sounds kind of like y dad) scream my name. 🙁
It makes me stop every time. Like now.
i just need help- no one ca help me where i am…can anyone help me here?
I was close. So close.
You stopped me mangomango.
Why? Why bother stopping
the damned? Why bother helping
me?! I’m no one to you! I’m a stranger.
Less than that! I’m. A. Dying. Whisp!
You are a fool to save me.
Yet here you are, I reread your
comments, damn you. You stopped me.
Damn you. You made me think.
You made me realize people love me.
You made me realize..damn you! I was
so close! So ready! Now I’m not sure,
my cuts burn, they hurt. I hate them.
I love them. I hate them! I hate myself!
I love you. I love everyone. What will
I do with my life? How will I live?
I’m broken. I’m damned. But
I’m stuck […]
I thought I’d share a song I came across. 🙂 http://www.myspace.com/andrewpetersonmusic/music/songs/i-ve-got-news-62139263
“So you think I’m something special, like I know a thing or two; like my eyes don’t ever wander, like my aim is always true. So you think I’m not a dirty rotten scoundrel through and through? Lady, I’ve got news for you.
So you think that you’re the only one to cry yourself to sleep? That you’re the only one who’s scared they’ll all forget you when you leave? So you think that you’re the only one whose heart is black and blue? Listen, I’ve got news for you, for you. I might as well […]
I’ve tried so hard to stay here,
to be alive, but no more. I’m
through with fake smiles,
through with staying alive!
I’m tired of it! Don’t you realize
that? Don’t you realize how
useless it is to hold onto the
damned? Here’s a thought,
let go. Tell yourself it’s not
your fault. Realize that it was
going to happen sooner or later.
I was going to disapear, die, and
never see you again. I would rather
die then be hurt again. I would
rather stay silent, never to write,
never to love again. I’m sorry,
this is my last attempt…
And it will succeed. Never again
will I see the sun rise,
or will I see your sad expression.
Never again will I know […]
beauty, sadness, despair
i am 16 years old, 6 weeks ago i suffered a miscarriage, i just want my baby back so much it feels like someone has ripped out my heart it hurts so bad. when i was younger i was sexually abused, wow that is the first time i have ever said that out loud. ever since february 16th when the doctor told me he could no longer find a heartbeat for my baby, my life has been unbearable. No one in my life gets me, and everyone keeps pushing me to get back to normal but i will never be the ‘old’ me again. a […]
So last night, I cut real bad. So bad infact that it was still bleeding this morning, it was a total mess all of my arm was red and I could have done nicely with some stitches. But, after I woke up to sheets of blood, it looked like someone was shot there. I finally realised, I’m going to get help, I emailed my tutor at college asking if I could talk to her in confidence and if it would get out or not and other’s would be involved, apparently the only time it would be nessecary for people to get involved if it was […]
No one cares do they, i may asswell just end all of this pain now then atleast i’ll feel happy
i wonder…
I’m wondering where people are from on this site?? Please comment below. I’m from San Francisco ca.
I was reading a book and then all of a sudden i get the sudden urge to cut, scream, get stupid, and do more drugs. i want to get high and live life….. i think…. i want to die…… i want to get drunk ….. i want to do all of these things just because of a fucking book. i dont know what to do!!! i wanna cut, drink, smoke, snort, smoke weed. i want to pop more pills and keep going until i can’t anymore. i want to do it all and then just DIE!!!! its like a rush that i can’t help that […]
A few night ago i wanted to kill myself, i fid life so hard at the moment i don’t have anyone to talk to who understands me and i just feel so alone and i’m in so much pain. I thought that cutting would help but it doesn’t yet i continue to do it and i don’t know why. My father left me and my family a few months ago for good he lives in Wales now and i haven’t seen him since November, he had n affair yet he kept swapping his mindover and over making me ad my family more and more confused. […]
lately i have been wanting very badly to make a difference in people’s life and help them know that they are cared for. So, in order to do that i have created a page on facebook dedicated to that and i am hoping it will grow to something more. it is called Project Make A Change and i am hoping it will do just that. i recently stopped cutting my wrists but many of the people that i care most about still do. i also created an email address for the page projectmakeachange101@gmail.com anytime u need to talk just email the site. it is […]
i really just wanna die right now school sucks every one wants me to fight even tho i really dont wanna but idk i told some one bout it is that wrong i really jst wanna end life right now!
A couple days ago my ex girlfriend dumped me. She only wanted to be friends. I just want someone out there to hold, hug, kiss, talk to and LOVE. I’ve been rejected by about 4 girls so far and I have no hope of finding someone else. Just ending it all would be so good. It would be so good to just sleep forever and not wake up one day. I am just scared of going to hell. Well staying alive and feeling depressed is pretty much the same thing so why wait? I don’t eat or sleep good so everything is getting worse. I […]