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I went to the woods (Waldeinsamkeit)

March 26th, 2017by Waldschläfer

Waldeinsamkeit = Wald (forest) + Einsamkeit (solitude) = The solitude of the forest … my favorite word

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March 26th, 2017by xoxosiamese-catxoxo

I know i’m not enough but I DONT GIVE A SHIT . YOU LIKE PLASTIC DOLLS. I AM HUMAN. WE ARE HUMAN. AND IF WE’D DIE TRYING TO REACH A PLASTIC DREAM. LIFE WOULD BE PURE GARBAGE. I SPLIT PEOPLE IN 2 CATEGORIES. PLASTIC AND REAL. FAKE AND NATURAL. SUPERFICIAL AND SUBSTANCIAL .

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Skinnier!

March 25th, 2017by _lost._.one_

Only water and crackers.

starve and infatuate upon all of this new worlds beauty. Anorexia nervosa and Bulemia. They overtake you  and control you. Never good enough. skinnier! Me? oh, well I am anorexic, no one notices, but I don’t care. They look at me and say I need to eat. I just tell them I eat all the time, not completely a lie, I used to eat all the time. Call me fat, call me skinny, I won’t care. I’ll never eat either way. I love bones and blood, mine that is.

 

 

 

-LoSt 🙂

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I need help

March 25th, 2017by Ghost111111

I know I need to be In a hospital but I know it won’t do any good. In fact a few days after I enter I’ll be back out all because I am unable to let it out. And in the end I’ll just lose my job and god knows what else in the meantime. Maybe it’s time for another vacation across country with the wind anyway

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Another night drinking to numb the desire

March 25th, 2017by Ghost111111

Here I sit thinking how could I likely get away with it again. Listening to music and drinking to dull it. Coming here again to try to let off some steam. Hopeing in the end I’ll either pass out or figure out what to do.

I’ve been looking real hard at the rooftop of a three story building ( easily accessible) and of a 7 story building I wish was more accessible. Cement at the bottom of both is a plus. I keep thinking about them and I’m highly tempted to try again but knowing my luck I’ll be caught or survive again. So I just …

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A good day.

March 25th, 2017by Foxglove7

Today was a good day. I feel more insecure because of that. A dear friend who I love dearly called, and I hadn’t heard her voice in months. I was so nervous. We talked philosophy like always, like the day we first spoke(for hours) and became instant friends, maybe friends for life. Now I feel so insecure. I haven’t spoken to her in months….. does she know how crazy I am? She knew when I left the town we met in a few months back. She knew my mind was broken in a million places by madness and self-destruction and hopelessness. She held me really …

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I don’t even know ((who)) I am

March 25th, 2017by braiNsane

I am many people. Nobody really knows me. I’m just doing what I can. I feel so much pain at times. Sometimes I’m just an empty clump of skin. I’M A GIANT EXCUSE. I can’t see things clearly and in exchange I am not seen. I am here: I am gone. Can anybody actually see me? Because I fucking hate who I see in the mirror, it’s what and who I see in my own eyes. I see my father there. It is disgusting. I am disgusting. Maybe I’ve turned into the very monster I’ve always feared.

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There has to be something I can do…

March 25th, 2017by mindlessgamer619

Something. Anything to get out of this mess, to leave here and never come back, and even if I do decide to come back, I’ll have a place far away from here to go back to after like, a week….

I have no skills, and it’s obvious that everyday I’m going to be reminded about what every friggin body else is doing with their lives..

Everybody. Sinlings. Old classmates. Other family members. And then there’s me. Who sits in here all day long and does nothing, especially in their eyes. I can sit here and do this stupid ass classwork in an online college I was forced …

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Let’s go old school

March 25th, 2017by braiNsane

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Rusted Wheel & Three Seed

March 25th, 2017by braiNsane


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March 25th, 2017by 200085

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Multiple personalities

March 25th, 2017by braiNsane

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my last few minutes of normality this week

March 25th, 2017by Foryouidbleedmyselfdry

the clock says 11:25 p.m., meaning there’s thirty-five minutes left of saturday, twenty-fifth of march 2017. in thirty-five minutes time it will be mother’s day. it’s never a good day for me, since 2013, this is the fourth mother’s day i’ve had with no mum. i miss her every single day but since I was only ten when she passed in 2012 lately i’ve realised she’s slipping from my memory. the last few years have been insanely hectic, and i have grown so much emotionally and physically. im almost fifteen, and it will be five years in june that she passed. sometimes I remember things …

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March 25th, 2017by doomhead

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I don’t want to live anymore

March 25th, 2017by Jhope is my hope

Well hello there. My name is Hannah and I’m going through a very rough time at my house. My parents have put more stress and anxiety on me and I have gone into depression. Today my dad started to yell at me for no reason and I know it might just be parenting but he’s been doing this for the past couple months now, I have tried to take pills but I do not have the strength to leave everything that I love and that I have. I only have one friend that is going through a rough time and whenever she talks about killing …

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Sweet death

March 25th, 2017by DeathDreamer

I am beyond depressed. I know things will get better but this is one of those days when I feel like one swift move could end my life and it would be for the best. I’m painfully lonely.

If I had an easy way out I would probably do it tonight. I’m so tired of pretending. I just want a real connection, someone who is there for me.

I take 5 pills a day and they keep me ok but I can’t fight the loneliness anymore. Something’s gotta give.

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So much yes

March 25th, 2017by wanted85

 

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Reasons

March 25th, 2017by Chip

My reason for being here is multi faceted. I fear a loss of independence, being dependent on others for everything,  and to me, this is just completely unacceptable. There is a scenario playing out in my area that is a nightmare for the man involved. A 34 year old father of a young boy was walking down a street and was struck by a car, which then fled the scene. He has been in the hospital over a month now,  both legs broken, broken ribs, broken back. One leg will be amputated Monday, the other might also need to be amputated. The prick who did …

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Particles

March 25th, 2017by thehusk

Just wanted to share this with someone. I find it beautiful and calming while also being kind of sad/depressed.

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OOPS

March 25th, 2017by LMNO

 

*story details redacted*

I was doing OKAY but now i’m seeing that even my okay isn’t all that good because i’m hurtful to others. i KNOW that it all starts with me, my handling, my coping, my intolerance, my self-hatred, but i didn’t realize how destructive i was. Now i don’t know what to do. The openly depressed version of me is miserable for everyone. The not-so-depressed version is blindly destructive.

*mildly related rant redacted*

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