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Hungry

  April 10th, 2019 by LostLeo

For the last month or so I’ve been depressed enough to have lost my appetite. Of course it’s not healthy and not having that nutrition makes me generally upset. I try and force feed myself but that usually ends up in only having a few bites. Sadly the only thing that I’ve found to work is to get a buzz going with or without weed! Sure that’s not very healthy either and quite costly mind you. Has anyone felt like myself and have any tips?


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  April 10th, 2019 by WaterWorks

I’ve come here after a long time, and the first post I see summarizes my entire journey. @MOFIMS Good Luck.


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  April 10th, 2019 by MOFIMS

i’m so lost. i don’t have any other way of describing it. i’m not the same person i used to be. not a happy kid looking forward to the next day. i just have so much trouble enjoying myself and separating myself from this anxiety. i feel like i hate everyone now, myself included. growing up really did a number on me, yet i don’t feel i’ve grown at all. who is this face in the mirror i can’t stand to look at. is that really me? when did i change. i’ve spent so much time trying to figure things out yet only thing i [...]
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Nothing There

  April 10th, 2019 by jiggle

I’m not the person I once was.  I no longer feel joy.  I no longer feel for people close to me.  I hate it.  I once thought the meds made me able to deal now I can only think they are making everything worse. I feel like I need to get off of them before they kill me.  I need my mind back I feel like it’s been taken from me.  I walk around and life just seems surreal to me now.  I rarely laugh or smile I fake a lot of positive interactions with people so that I don’t have to address it.


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Someone to talk

  April 10th, 2019 by deep.abyss

Do you guys know any website or platform that lets you talk with someone you don’t know, and just talk. Not flirting or anything.
I need it. Thank you.


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I am anyways letting you know…

Since age 10, I had depression, Now after 10 and more years I have realized it. Crying alone was the solution to all of my problems..
It’s true that I have tried to die 3 times. All in vain. I now live without any contact to the outside world. No friends. It didn’t hurt me so much before. But now it does I don’t know why. Who am I? I ask myself this question every day after opening my eyes from a long troubled not deep sleep. I cry every night in the darkness of the night when everyone is […]

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CIRCLES

  April 10th, 2019 by NOWHRENONE

I AM READY TO KILL MYSELF I HAVE A CERTAIN PEACE ABOUT IT. I AM EXTREMELY LONELY AND DEPRESSED LIKE A INFINITE HOLE THAT I KEEP FALLING FURTHER AND FURTHER DOWN. I HAVE SUCH HEARTBREAK AND DESPAIR. I AM SO WEARY.


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Still Lonely

  April 10th, 2019 by shatterediris

I think I’ve finally been able to push them away.

I deserve this.


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Truth is..

  April 9th, 2019 by wearehannahbaker

..two months into antidepressants and I am feeling so much better. I having a really good and fun time meeting new people and readjusting things I wasn’t comfortable with before. I am planning a trip overseas and I am genuinely EXCITED but….when is the other shoe going to drop?

I still have all of you at the back of my mind. I think of each person who is going through a struggle and posts here hoping someone will notice. I wish you all find the right combination of therapy and medication and get better.

I miss my friend Unknownsoldier. I haven’t heard from him in a while. [...]
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  April 9th, 2019 by GodLike

What do you think about the people who die even if they don’t wanna?


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Then I’ll die… I’ll kill myself

  April 9th, 2019 by lovedOnce

I cut myself today. Sometimes it’s just impossible to handle. I feel the need to cut, it is growing and I don’t want only cut my ties. I want cut my army, my wrist, my face…. I want destroy me, send to a place where nobody will ever find. I’m sic of myself, I’m sic of this world. I hate the idea of being alive. I hate being forced to be alive. I hate everything.
I know this feeling is growing and will grow until I can’t handle it anymore. Then I’ll die. I’ll kill myself.


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My life is going nowhere

  April 9th, 2019 by Wisp

Not suicide related…really.

I’m impatient. My first day in a training cafe wasn’t great, I had someone else there helping out as well, we did get the coffees out in a somewhat timely manner. I figure I need to get better at making them, seriously…But I have to wait one and a half bit weeks to go back there because its closed for that time. The teacher said I’ll need a few more times there.

I’m going to apply for some jobs tommorow, I’ll just approach businesses and hand in my resume (not necessarily coffee related). Look I don’t expect a reply, the job market is shit [...]
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Self Motivation…

  April 9th, 2019 by SuicideOverAgony

I told my psychologist how I get suicidal thoughts every night. She told me to keep busy but it’s a little more complicated than that. I can’t concentrate on anything I do even playing video games. I’m almost 18, I’m broke and lonely. But I do want to change. I want to start either flipping phones or an e-commerce business in a couple of months. I just need enough capital that’s why I’m waiting. I want to be a strong entrepreneur but my mental health is taking over. I have so many goals that I need to work on ASAP.


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What do you think about this song?

  April 9th, 2019 by noblube

Life is beautiful

Mhh yeah When the day has come and I close my eyes and I lose my courage of a lion. When the day has come and I flow with the water, I hope that you won’t forget me. I don’t want any eulogies, I don’t wanna see any tears, No choir singing hallelujah. I want you to celebrate, I want you to dance, with a smiling face, and a drink in your hands, a hot-air balloon, on which is written in large letters: Life is beautiful, even if it goes by. And if you are already crying, then please out of joy. I am up there then, and I sing along with you. Yeaahhh And I sing along with you. Mhhh Pick the nicest dresses And get [...]
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A Graceful Exit

  April 9th, 2019 by ladolcemorte

Nothing about my life has been graceful. My life was clumsy and awkward. I was clumsy and awkward. My exit, however, will be graceful. The timing will be right. Right before my birthday. The place will be beautiful. A gorgeous view from which to take my last breath. I will exit gracefully. I will exit gracefully and the internal terror will end.


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Suicide trail

  April 9th, 2019 by Gary

I know how difficult and devastating my suicide might be for people around me. But at this point in time I don’t really care. I can’t and don’t want to carry on like this anymore. My head is a bowl of poison……every thought twisted into some fantasy “offing of myself”. My death is on center stage. I’m the host and contestant. What a circus the poison bowl is whipping into a new adventure. There is no fixing this……


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Not fitting in

  April 9th, 2019 by Nothingsasitseems

I always didn’t fit in with other people which is lonely. I’ve realized I’ve never related to other people. There’s no connection. Everyone else was obsessed with social media and drama and all that stuff. I never talked to anyone and always kept to myself. Why is it so hard just to talk to someone? It’s been like that since forever.


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  April 9th, 2019 by Atintofgreen

I hope you’re doing okay


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its me, im new

  April 9th, 2019 by mylifesucks

I came across this website tonight as I was drowning in my tears looking for a way out of this hell hole. not sure what im doing here, but this feels right. I need somewhere to write my thoughts and I need someone to listen. so here it is, my name is hannah (as you can see by my username which I didn’t know I couldn’t change.) I am not okay. I am depressed. and today I realized this when I was asked if I was okay and I cried before I could even say “im fine” as I would usually say. I have no [...]
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  April 8th, 2019 by Nothingsasitseems

I’ve seen the look on people’s eyes when they see me or talk to me. Looks of disappointment


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