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February 20th, 2018by nobodycares

another day of hell

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I feel guilty

February 20th, 2018by nonexistingsoul

Whenever I go home, they ask “How’s school?”, then I felt guilty

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Denial

February 19th, 2018by eternaldarkness

Why do siblings deny they got treated better that the others? My sister and I got treated like crap, while my other sister and brother were treated like the two “golden” children. The “golden” child thinks there’s no issue, that we were all treated poorly. Yeah right. And that we think it’s just “favoritism.” Really? Telling 2 of your children they’re pieces of sh*t and that you wish they weren’t born, and telling your other two children how “precious” they are, goes well beyond “favoritism.”

People who get treated better *always* deny they get better treatment. Why is that? …

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Positive Exercises

February 19th, 2018by BlueDiamond

23 Signs You’re Suffering From a Victim Mentality

I found this article that can help some people out of the slumps.

Here’s a couple of exercies to help us feel positive.
List ten things you’re thankful for;

I’ll start:

1. My cats, Jasmine and Alexis
2. My Mom
3. My Social Security and other benefits
4. My medication
5. My Nintendo Switch
6. My Transformers comic books
7. Internet
8. Jesus Christ
9. Sweets like cookies and chocolate
10.. People who help us feel good

Make one sentence that says something positive about yourself.

I’m a nice person who likes to help others.

Happy to read your posts!

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How do you keep going when all you feel is that life is to much

February 19th, 2018by leah_is_broken

and your to tired of fighting yourself everyday to live?

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Family (ugh)

February 19th, 2018by eternaldarkness

I’m here visiting family. It went okay for the 1st 4 days. Then, surprise, the powder-keg inevitably went off. And now it’s awful. I’ve been here almost 1 1/2 weeks now.

I didn’t want to come here in the first place, but I needed to get my foot fixed. So here I am. And I’m stuck here. My sister was “nice” for 4 days but now it’s gone sour and I don’t want to be miserable for the next 3 weeks.

I’m in a place where you need a car to get anywhere. I’m thinking …

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Hello SPers

February 19th, 2018by eternaldarkness

I’ve been away from SP for the past 2 weeks or so. Anyone miss me? (that’s okay, you can lie and say you did) : P

What’s been shakin’ at SP?

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My 1st

February 19th, 2018by XLondonDeathX

I met him & my mother took him in. She called him “my black son” cause my dad called him “my black son”.
We were BEST friends before anyone else, before anything else….& Could give a bit of nothing (as far as care goes) when it came to assumptions in re to our actual title of relationships.
If you saw him, you saw me….& Vice versa.
Infact the assumption of anything MORE than friends, was what gave our friend the idea of the dare, that I “go out with him”
That day changed my life.
We first kissed that weekend summer of 1996.
The dare was done like our friend had …

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Sleeping W/ Sirens

February 19th, 2018by nonexistingsoul

Listening to songs of SwS makes me feel like I’m hugging my demons and it feels relaxing

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????

February 19th, 2018by Ellen87

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When will the pain end?

February 19th, 2018by Anon.agui

When will it end? When? I don’t know much more I can handle. My heart aches. I’m ridiculous. I’m repulsive. What purpose do I even serve in life? I wish I didn’t feel. I wish I was never born. I wish I could just die.

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February 19th, 2018by born loser

♪I feel safe

I feel scared, I feel ready,

But yet unprepared♪

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February 19th, 2018by Jean-bean102

I have been thinking lately… Maybe too much thinking. Anyways, after socialize with new people, it is like fresh pair of glasses put on me and I see thing more clear about relationships in general. It make me notice that my behaviors in my past relationships are not exactly okay. Just because I am very close to this person but it does not make it okay… Nothing bad happen with my new friends so far. But, I see more and more examples of good relationships should look like and I am still learning.

Today I have a thought.. “Sometimes it is good to be valuable and …

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Good bye

Good bye

February 19th, 2018by Nanika

I’m leaving.

 

I don’t want to come back here anymore.

 

After looking for suicide methods and all, finding this SP was an enlightenment. Thanks.

 

I knew great people here, but I feel powerless, as someone who worries more about others than myself, seeing so much pain and not being able to physically helping makes me sad.

 

I never liked online stuff I like real things, worrying about others is great but being close in person is even greater

I used to travel 3 hours by car to go to stay close to someone who needed help, with more 3 hours to get home.

If I could travel to every place to …

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Talent

February 19th, 2018by unknownsoldier

I really wish that I had some sort of musical talent. Music pulls me back from the ledge everyday. I would be gone if I didn’t have a love of music. 🙁

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Hopeful

February 19th, 2018by mindlessgamer619

I’m out the house, getting necessities and enjoying being outside. Today is okay.

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Message to myself..

February 19th, 2018by nonexistingsoul

Hey you. You can still live that way. Living with a heavy heart, a chaotic mind, that’s fine. You can use it as your strength. Being like that pushes yourself to be better. You’re an artist. You can let out your demons in your drawings. You can draw your own world. You can express anything through your pen. If it hurts, draw! Drawing is a big part of your life, you know that without this, you’re useless! Being able to draw is a gift for you! It serves as your protector in life! Even if sometimes you can’t draw, remember that you draw to live. …

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World so cold…

February 19th, 2018by BrokenAngel8

A amazing weekend ruined. I don’t get why does she have to fucking ruin everything. I never get any respect in my own home. No one every fucking sticks up for me. But when I did attempt all I get told is too shut up and stop being immature by my mother. But yet my sister pretty much mocks and makes fun of my boyfriend all weekend when hes not in the room and nothing gets done to defend him or me. So it was pretty much me sticking up for him and all he does is tell me it;s ok.

Umm NO! it’s not even …

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We all have those grey days…

February 19th, 2018by Urm8451n

Yesterday I broke down.

Yesterday I posted here my most utter feelings and ideas, I didn’t censor anything. That man yesterday, was me, it still is me, but for now it is all under control.

I want you all to know that I’m doing well, and this is a fact for all of us , that we all have those grey days, but at the end of each session, we have bright ones too.

I’m not at my best, nor at my worst. I’m just living life as much as I can, and as much as socially accepted.

I sometimes fantasize about suicide, it is how I can keep …

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Chat bubble from above?

February 19th, 2018by nonexistingsoul

What’s that chat button from above that says when you click “Cheatin’ uh? Sorry, you are not allowed to access this site.” what’s that?

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