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July 14th, 2017by cecilia108100

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Last post..

July 14th, 2017by boskobay

I’ve been struggling as if recent times. In reality I’ve been struggling for years, I’m just finally at another breaking point in my life. I wake up everyday trying to find a reason to live and carry on. It’s the most exhausting feeling when a part of yourself just wants to die, yet a part of you is trying to hold on for fear life. It’s the most tiring and undesirable way to constantly feel. I’m taking matters into my own hands and I’m not sorry, because it’s my choice and no one else’s. This is my choice and it’s become the only remedy for …

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Hopefully by December

July 14th, 2017by John Doe

Hopefully by the end of the year i will get the to end my pathetic life. Hopefully i will get the courage to face my fears and end my pathetic life once and for all.

Hopefully 😛

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Worthless

July 14th, 2017by blackopal02

I am so tired of living.

So tired of being a burden to everyone I know.

I’ve grown up in a large town, with a loving family and a few friends. I’ve never been the popular one or someone others have envied. That’s probably because of all my flaws and how much of a failure I am.

I’ve tried many sports in my time, hoping I was athletic and could be like the girls who were. However, when I played basketball the most I would ever be in for a game was 2 minutes, or none at all because the coach knew I sucked, and I realized it …

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The unlucky man.

July 14th, 2017by duringmydarkestdays

I’m unlucky. Very unlucky. Last year my depression faded away. I got up, I got out, I got over it. A few months after that, I was sexually assaulted by an old friend who saved me from suicide countless times. The same friend that never turned their back on me when everyone else was too busy bullying me at school. The same friend who knew about the cuts, the depression, the suicidal thoughts, the gender confusion – I told him everything. 

He told me I was his “best friend” but then… he goes and fucks up my head like this. 

Can you see why I’m so very

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July 14th, 2017by Noone163

I hate myself from who I am. Tho I’m nothing special, just someone miserable and pathetic who just wants to die. Being beaten a lot by your parents, emotionally manipulated and abused by them. Even verbally abused. It’s kinda sad you can’t escape from them, because they still keep on you on their loose. I thought dating him would change but it makes me more worse by the way he treats me. Of course in 2 weeks he said he loves just 3 times. He is a transgender guy. It’s kinda sad but kinda feel betrayed and used. Being taken for granted too. Well who …

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Life is shit, then you die

July 14th, 2017by Raycantdeal

Yesterday my boyfriend reached a new level of frustration with me. I got overwhelmed and tried to shave my head, when he restrained me I lost it a little. I don’t respond well to being restrained. I think he understands a little about my depression, because he’s been depressed. But I don’t think anyone fully understands someone else. All I think about all day is how to die. I have some hope, sometimes that it will change. But I can’t imagine getting a job I hate and going there everyday. I can’t imagine going back to school to study film. I can’t …

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July 14th, 2017by hope432

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Dream-reality connection

July 14th, 2017by quaero

I had a dream. I was with a girl on roof of a very tall building and I was talking to her over mobile phone (for whatever reason). Then she fell from the roof. She kept talking to me over phone while falling down. Finally I heard a thud sound. Then I heard beep-beep sound in my phone (the one you hear when someone disconnects), because her phone would’ve broken from hitting the ground. At this moment I woke up. And realized that that beep-beep sound was of my alarm.

Now what do you make of it? I am utterly amazed. How could my mind know …

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I don’t want to go back

July 14th, 2017by ScarlettFate

I left my husband over 5 years ago. My children, now teens, stayed in the house they grew up in. I see them whenever I want, but they are teens and friends are important now. I don’t want to go back. It would never work.

I am a teacher in a job that I was forced to take out of necessity. Summer break is almost over. I am now in my 9th year, and I don’t want to go back.

I’ve been working over 20 years. I feel tired, and I am done. Done with work, done with my personal life and done with my social life. …

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Made some plans for tomorrow

July 14th, 2017by Username123

The middle of the night is always the worst. I can’t sleep and am always up until 4,5,6, etc. Now I’m pretty anxious about tomorrow. I’m gonna try to play basketball for a few hours. IF I CAN EVER FALL ASLEEP. My first love: ball. I’ve been distracting my mind and running away from STRESS by exercising and drinking. I know I shouldn’t be drinking but it’s like….. so much happiness. I didn’t drink today (which also means I can’t find sleep) that’s mainly why I drink.. actually. But I also get a bubbly feeling. I walked 8.5 miles today. It helps me with losing …

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Comfort, Maybe

July 14th, 2017by Birdy

I am constantly logging onto this site. When I walk to class, when I take breaks from studying, when I’m waiting for the bus, on the bus, when I have free time at work, when I’m in my dorm laying around, all throughout the night (even when I know there are no new posts), when I’m trying to not harm myself. I don’t know what I hope to find each time I log on, but I keep doing it… maybe, I feel comforted just being on here knowing I don’t suffer alone. I don’t feel like I have a good grip on anything. I’m letting things …

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How does the fact that you will be forgotten make you feel?

July 14th, 2017by cecilia108100

Article: We Will Be Forgotten by Seth Gillihan

http://sethgillihan.com/we-will-be-forgotten/

 

At first, it makes everything seem pointless. But then, I realized that since nothingness is what lays in my future then why not just make the most of my time now? I can do anything without being afraid of failure.

 

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I wish I was good enough… even just for a bit.

July 14th, 2017by SisterDisgrace

I wish for once even for a bit… That someone truly cared enough to be there for me, emotionally. I don’t have any friends or family… I do but I don’t, really. No one gives a chit about me. Anytime I try to reach out for help… I get some bullcrap story about how they can’t talk.
I am always there for everyone when they need something but there’s no one there for me.

My life has turned into such chit. There’s never a happy moment in my life anymore and I’m getting tired of lying to myself about how things could get …

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Emptiness

July 14th, 2017by Raycantdeal

I would never have believed it was possible to feel as empty as I do. I used to think that I was interesting, and charming. Now, I’m amazed anyone has ever liked me. I am a hollow shell filled with nothing of importance. I don’t know who I am. I shaved my head hoping it would rattle something loose within me. I self harm because it’s a cruel, and necessary reminder that I’m alive. I have started choking myself. Every new extreme I go to, I’m met by the same, empty resistance. I don’t want to be alive tomorrow. But I will wake up, …

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What is the point

July 14th, 2017by deathfulblade

My town is flooded. We have no power. i have not had power for roughly 30 hours. I cannot charge my phone, I cannot open my fridge, we have no air conditioning, I cannot use a fan. 3 days ago a girl confessed their love for me. I tried to get to know her better and tried talking to her but after about 30 mins she told me she had to go to bed. She didn’t talk to me for 3 days. I tried talking to her everyday but she would read my messages and never respond. I finally asked if she was okay because …

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Empty

July 14th, 2017by lovedOnce

That’s how I can define myself. Never felt this so deeply. Is like all the goodness of my soul was taken. I’m just a body walking in the street.

I don’t want have friends, I don’t want leave my room. I’m too tired for that.

Different from other times, now I’m calm accepting my death. Now in my mind I’m trying to convince myself that death is ok. I’m not afraid, I’m not anxious to go… I’m just tired of leaving.

Just now I’m 15th floor of some hotel. I just need a step out in the balcony to end of it. Or I can just got to …

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I…

July 13th, 2017by John Doe

♪I feel safe,
I feel scared,
I feel ready
And yet unprepared ♪

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Why Can’t I Let Go?

July 13th, 2017by [Account Deleted]

Why is it so painful to let go and be free? Past times are deep, festering wounds, poisoning my soul and dragging me down. I’m stuck here, trying to figure out how to fix what I did not break. I want to breathe, to shine, to be myself for the first time in my life, but anger and resentment define me. I am trapped inside the twisted cage of my own rancid emotions, time and again forgiving and forgetting only to end up right back where I started…

Life is a cruel, endless joke.

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