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Pancakes or Waffles?

June 11th, 2018by FragileFemale

I think waffles are better but pancakes are good too. Hbu?

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Does Life Get Any Worse?

June 10th, 2018by Todamnbad

This is my MRI i got earlier this month. That nice white spot in the back of my head is good chance of a brain lesion. Spoke to neurologist before this, on the 25th he will see this, but i wanted to know the truth instead of waiting 2 weeks. The reason i have this is because i had to go to a different facility and i have to give him a cd with this info to diagnose me

Anyways, they’re good chances i have multiple sclerosis which is autoimmune disease that eats the coverings of nerves creating …

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Amber

June 10th, 2018by SJ529

She left me today on our 3rd week anniversary and it was my fault. I feel like I’m about to lose my job. What a great way to start the week.

I’m sorry. She gave my life meaning. She was my motivation but i didn’t know I was hurting her, stressing her out. I didn’t know everything she sacrificed for me.

I feel empty and if I lose this job now then I think I’m going to end it. I rather it be sooner than later. That way I don’t have to be in fear and that way I can start planning it out.

I asked …

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I am a terrible person.

June 10th, 2018by mindlessgamer619

I feel as though many of the real life relationships I’ve had over the years have become somewhat superficial to me, and it’s my fault.

I don’t blame anyone. They aren’t the problem. I am.

I’m too eclectic, too odd, too all over the place. I don’t call these people I’ve built relationships with, fanily or friends. My memory is absolute crap, so I tend to feel like I don’t truly know people, despite being with them my whole life. I should know specifics about my parents, my best friends, other family members. All I can come up with most of the time are just personality traits. …

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Fading away

June 10th, 2018by wearehannahbaker

This is my first time writing here. I have read so many comments on the past few months and always wonder if those people are really gone now.

Finally I feel like I belong somewhere, I guess. Been lying all day in bed with absolutely no strength to get up and just crying.

We rock, guys….

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How to get the courage and strength to commit suicide?

June 10th, 2018by TheChimeraMonster

I have seen so many people in this site do this, just give themselves to the eternal darkness. How?
I have tried twice in the last week, one with a rope, and now with a knife. But the strength just left my arms every time i try, my mind gets foggy, my soul gets empty. I turn myself in a stone, just looking at the damn knife in my hands, paralyzed. I have been crying for weeks now. A empty cry, pure despair, fear, and loneliness. I live now so far from any friend or family, no one would ever find me here. And yet… i …

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Suicide

June 10th, 2018by Ree1222

They say that suicide is linked to mental illness, but new report’s have found that not all are mentally ill. Has anyone found out recently that they have a mental illness? Or just come to terms their diagnosis? If you suffer from depression, do you consider yourself mentally ill? I use to want to be a psychiatrist before I officially dropped out of college, then I got a prospective from both ends of the spectrum. No one knows who you are on here, open up.

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June 10th, 2018by Hulk

I’m lonely, lonely in my life
Why do l even exist anymore
I’m tired of suffering daily

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My Theory

June 10th, 2018by TheChimeraMonster

We only exist to suffer, and those you see that are happy, arent real, we are all damned to exist and suffer

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June 10th, 2018by Ree1222

It’s sad when you have intentions on being deceased in a few days. All I’ve been doing is being in my bedroom this weekend. I guess my illness has got worse. Plus I am back to work tomorrow.

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Entry 1

June 10th, 2018by pentagon

Im glad i found this site. Keeping a diary like the one i have at the moment is too risky to be seen hahahha

well anyway, this will just be my personal “diary” if you will. I really want someone or something to pour my feelings to, but I don’t want anyone close or personal to me to know about my feelings, or my “sad days” (idk if im depressed or mentally ill, so i just call my days, sad days).

hope i dont become too much of a burden… if anyone even is reading this hahahaha

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….

June 10th, 2018by lora157

I’m very embarrassed to say anything about how i’m feeling. I’m very nervous when i have to tell someone how i feel. I have the feeling that i’m burdening someone with my problems. I feel hopeless and empty. My name is Lora and i’m 19. I suffer from depression. That’s why i started seeing a psychologist. I did a few tests and the results said that i do have depression but my psychologist thinks that it is not depression, that it’s a just part of puberty and that it will pass. I haven’t told him about my suicidal thoughts and about my acts of self-harm …

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June 10th, 2018by brandedturmeric

Well, that was just great.

Just maliciously yelled at a 6-year-old.

He didn’t do anything but just be himself.

What a shining example of a human being I am.

My first thought after was, “Well, at least I’ll die soon.”

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Hopeless

June 10th, 2018by Costi236

Hello everyone.My name is Costi. And I am the most screwed up person from the entire world.All I want is to off myself.I can’t live and function normally because of my depression.I’ve done a thing and I can’t forgive myself for that.That’s why I am depressed. I am thinking about buying a gun.Seems to me the most efficent method.

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i think i’m going to die soon

June 10th, 2018by rania

i’m female, 18 in a few days. I’m french. I have AvPD and it’s getting worse each day. The only person i’m still able to connect with is my boyfriend, but he’s slowly losing interest in me. i’m planning to die as soon as he leaves me.

I have no friends, my family is ashamed of me, i’m doing terrible in school and my teachers hate me. I will never be able to have a job, either because of my avpd or because i’m a shit person, i don’t really know. Every day is painful and I have no other valid reason to bear the pain and …

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Approaching completed suicide

June 10th, 2018by Agonizing

I am more keen on drop hanging after my last partial suspension attempt, that last attempt pushed me past my threshold, but the rope i used snapped possibly as I was on my way out. i had a black eye, my throat hurt for days, and my elbow was damaged somehow, i may well have passed out because i also dont know how some things in the wardrobe where i hanged ended up scattered on the floor. I’m back in the same situation that led to all my previous attempts, thus compelled to try again. It mortifies me to think that I may have succeeded …

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When everything isn’t enough

June 10th, 2018by nozmoking

He had as he said “complete freedom”.
In his words, “Total creative license, and support to go anywhere and do anything I want at anytime.”
He had a daughter that loved him.
He had no checkbook to balance. Just numbers to call to get whatever he wanted or needed anytime of the day or night.
Sometimes the most difficult choice  of the day was deciding between a burger and a beer at a bowling alley in Pittsburgh and something endangered and flambe’d served on sterling silver at the White House.

Two days ago he hanged himself in his hotel room.

What do I see …

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Life is overrated

June 10th, 2018by Ben777

I mean… think about the whole huge universe. Do you really think you’re somehow special or needed? 50 or so years from now and nobody will ever know you existed. Don’t wanna let anybody down, but you’re not important at all. All your pain, loneliness, failures, all you been through don’t mean anything to anybody but yourself. A guy called John Smith killed himself in 1965. Who fucking cares? I’m pretty sure the world got over it by now. As for me, the only thing that still keeps me alive is my cowardice. The meaning of life is bullshit.

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Darkness calls

June 9th, 2018by Pained

I hate my fking life… I can’t fathom how I feel. I’m empty in almost every expect. Who tf am I? Who have I been sense I was old enough to realize my surroundings and my personal wellbeing.. Why was all this intended on me? Why do I continue to grasp hope to just lose hope all over again..I cant accept this fate.. I want to die.. I’m ready to do something extremely stupid aka KMS.

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Well….

June 9th, 2018by spectralgiraffe

I keep telling myself I want to die all the time even though I don’t really want to die

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