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Depression T-Shirts!

May 22nd, 2017by eternaldarkness

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how?

May 22nd, 2017by smokeclouds

 

how do you tell a girl you wanna talk to her for hours

without sounding like the biggest, dumbest coward?

/ cyberbully mom club.

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Finals

May 22nd, 2017by lxmyrick

For all of use in college, high school, or even middle school,  this is probably the hardest time of the years.

 

I am SO stressed out right now.  Iget about 4 hours of sleep with no caffeine, boring classes with everything being crammed inside my head.  And most of the things we learn in high school is never used unless for a job.  I am so stressed like I said.  I have no idea on how to calm down about this stress.  For any of those who a good in school or know how to mange stress, can you give me some tips.

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Feel

May 22nd, 2017by Robstein

I feel different

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New post

May 22nd, 2017by Robstein

I feel like I can’t live yet can’t die.

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Any easy-to-take-care-of pets?

May 22nd, 2017by eternaldarkness

that are non-allergy inducing? I’m allergic to anything that has hair (of course, those are the cutest ones). Looking for something:

-easy to take care of
-cheap- something that doesn’t cost a lot of $$$ to buy or maintain
-something fun (no fish)
-something that doesn’t smell
-something small
-nothing with hair

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What brings you real joy?

May 22nd, 2017by eternaldarkness

I mean real, lasting joy, not something fleeting or momentary.
For some, it is their beloved pet. What is it for you?

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Any self-help books that actually help?

May 22nd, 2017by eternaldarkness

Or videos?

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No one

May 22nd, 2017by Forevertorn

Replies here.

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Cemetery On The Hill

May 22nd, 2017by _Angel_x

Walked out of class because I couldn’t stop crying the moment I arrived. What’s wrong with me ?

I went to the cemetery on the hill my favourite place to go. And I just lay on top of an above the ground grave. And I cried.

I cried until I was numb.
I cried until I was screaming.

Then I just lay there. In silence. The wind blowing on my skin and the sun beating down on me.

I couldn’t really feel it but I didnt care. Because this was the first time I had felt at peace in weeks.

I lay there limp and emotionless. Anyone walking past would’ve …

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Caring

May 22nd, 2017by Robstein

Nobody cares about me / you. Have you found someone?

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Death By Thorns

May 22nd, 2017by Mehikka

People just don’t understand what goes on in my life. They just don’t understand how hard it is for me to accomplish simple tasks only because of my depression. My parents don’t know where I keep my blade clearly….Every time I go to get into the shower I break down. The people that go where I go, they don’t understand that I hide every little bit of my pain behind a fake smile. They don’t know when I say I’m great I’m really not. They don’t understand that I feel like shit everyday only because of my suicidal thoughts and depression anger that runs through …

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I am the result of the sexual urge of two incompetent adults.

May 22nd, 2017by madhurgupta

If they had abstained, I wouldn’t have had to suffer so much today.

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I wish I had a gun.

May 22nd, 2017by madhurgupta

Then all my miseries would be over in 1 second. People born in USA are so lucky.

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The Room

May 22nd, 2017by fally

Have you ever wondered or cared what will happen to what you leave behind after you are gone?

when thinking of leaving, I find myself only caring about these. they have no use to me anymore and I still don’t want them to end up in the hands of anyone else.

I wish I lived in ancient Egypt or something so that I could have them buried with me.

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I want to disappear

May 22nd, 2017by _Angel_x

I don’t know what to do.

I don’t feel anything anymore and I can’t stop crying.

I’ve started cutting again.

I’ve started drinking again.

And attempting to throw up my food.

It’s all come back so fast it feels like the world is crashing down on me and I can’t take it.

I need everything to just stop for a few days. College, the future, Time , Life.

I just need to disappear and I fear if I don’t find a way then I’ll just kill myself.

I’m so fucking tired I just cant do this anymore.

I give up.

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Again

May 22nd, 2017by notwhitenorblack

Looks like I wake up again.

My roommate sleeps a bit longer, then goes to work. All this time I am on my laptop, researching lethal doses of different meds. Ah. I see. I move. I take my pills like every morning, I brush my teeth because it doesn’t seem that complicated today. I even put my clothes to washing, first time in two months. Probably should take a shower or at least wash my hair. Not going to do that.

In three hours I need to go out. Do things I’m expected to, smile at people and laugh. Not feeling myself, the world, blurry images, sunny …

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Why Shouldn’t I

May 22nd, 2017by Needforhelp

Why shouldn’t I kill myself? Yes there is some people who would be sad or hurt. But why should I care. Once I’m gone I won’t have anything to care about, think about, or feel since I’ll be dead. I won’t be around to know how it affects them.

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Here and now sucks.

May 22nd, 2017by NeedTechSupport

I feel as though something went wrong at some point and I am not where or when I am supposed to be.

I gave up wanting to be alive when I was a kid and have since then essentially just been waiting to die. Even though my childhood was heartbreaking and my teenage years were shit the past seemed so much brighter and now I feel like a ghost, someone out of place and time.

I spend my time waiting but for what I don’t know, death I guess. When I look in the mirror I sometimes wonder who that guy is.

All I know is that I …

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Therapy Isn’t Working

May 22nd, 2017by hailtotheamnesiac

I just ended my freshman year of high school, and I have been going to therapy for about two months now. On Christmas break, back in December, I gathered courage, with the help of my boyfriend, to finally tell my parents I have suicidal thoughts. My parents instantly got me help, but the help I’m getting STRICTLY deals with anxiety. My therapist hasn’t brought up suicide since my first session, which was two months ago. I did find out my mom’s side has almost a 100% rate of depression, and my dad’s has almost a 100% rate of anxiety disorders. What a good combination for …

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