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Never Safe

March 24th, 2017by SeeSmith

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Misfit

March 24th, 2017by FuneralAddict

If you are friendless, ugly, hate yourself, are not sociable, really what’s the point in continuing?

This world crucifies the weak.

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i need somewhere to go

March 24th, 2017by MOFIMS

i hate this world and i want no part in it anymore

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Is it the right time to die

March 24th, 2017by Forevertorn

Is this the right time to die. Is 2132 feet high enough. Very low no success rates there. What makes the right time to die ?

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Randomness

March 24th, 2017by braiNsane

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Does being beautiful

March 24th, 2017by Forevertorn

Does being beautiful has anything to do with self love ? If you absolutely hate yourself and know inside your thrice as ugly as you are pretty outside. Can it make a difference ? A different face outside with a burnt face of a demon inside always looking disgusted of herself. If we were exactly how we looked from the outside life would be much simpler and better. There is a shadow in me and she is a secret she speaks very pathetic things in my ears and has a coal like face she never forgets to remind me how worthless everyone believes Iam. That …

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I failed again..

March 24th, 2017by Kur0-Nek0

January the 28th. That’s when I did my first suicide attempt, but I sadly enough failed that day.

Well, I tried it again yesterday. This time by overdosing myself. I just took  a bunch of pills with the hope that I would die. I threw some of them up, but just took some extra pills afterwards. Right now I feel really awful; my stomach feels warm, my heart hurts, I feel dizzy and a lot more.. It really sucks that my suicide attempt failed.

 

I really am a failure..

 

Bye

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A difference

March 24th, 2017by braiNsane

I want to make a difference, a positive one… You know, for once in my life.

I think I may look into doing volunteer work. I’d also like to make a difference through art, I’m not sure I can actually do that part, but I’d like to.

I just want to start being the person I know I can be. I want to throw all the shit off of me that’s been piling up for so long. I want to stop having a negative impact on all that I touch/do.

If I can’t do any of this, then I don’t know why I’m even here.

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It’s not enough

March 24th, 2017by tphg

God,

You know I don’t believe in you, but I’m asking you to throw me a bone. In your own special way, you’ve given me everything I’ve asked for, so I hope you’re willing to spare some more fairy dust for me. I’m just not sure exactly what to ask for. It’s all to do with women. Everything else, I have a handle on, but you know that I’m a completely fool around women. I don’t know what to do. I think I want a partner, I get a partner, but then regret it immediately. What’s wrong with me? Why am I incapable of being close …

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He is there.

March 24th, 2017by _lost._.one_

Touches me.

whispers to me.

blinds me.

controls me.

I never see him, only in my dreams.

but he is there.

real.

real to me.

a protector?

an enemy?

Unknown to all.

but there for me.

I’m scared.

he won’t leave.

but leaves me with hurt.

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It is just pathetic.

March 24th, 2017by LittleBead

The more I work the more stressed I am. I’m crying so much because I can’t stand this pressure anymore. They want me to do this and that and I just can’t. My self-esteem and self-confidence are so low that they crawl. I can’t stand this pressure, I can’t. I can’t work anymore in this field. I’m just too stressed, how am I supposed to function if, every time I do something, I feel that I have failed? I’m crying now and I can’t stop these tears. I don’t know what I should do. I’m not functional. I’m screwed. I wish so much I could …

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It’s the same thing every day.

March 24th, 2017by mindlessgamer619

No matter what I do or don’t do, by the time my parents come home, it’s the same thing every single day:
1. wake up to do early morning chores at like 6-7 in the morning, or wake up early to forcefully go with my mother to deal with some kind of errand for her or my dad.
2. Usually winds up taking a few hours, so I may not even make it back home before 12 pm at times.
3. Shitty online college I was forced into. I try to give it a couple hours, but they want me to put in like all of my friggin …

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I wish I could give everyone here a hug

March 24th, 2017by Baconrind

We could create an ocean of tears. Swimming through them or drowning in them doesn’t matter. As long as we keep holding onto each other. As long as we don’t let go

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I’m sorry

March 24th, 2017by wanted85

I’ve been trying to be ok for so long. On the outside I make you all laugh at my random behavior, because that’s who I am, completely random and totally insane, not for any reason other than by making others smile it makes me not hate myself for a few seconds. But truth be told i hate me, I hate me so much. I just see no point in continuing in this life. There is nothing in this world that gives me hope. I drink, I drink so much so I don’t feel, I don’t think, I don’t care.

Do I have friends? Yes and I …

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Ever feel like the universe wants you to kill yourself?

March 24th, 2017by butterfly75

I’m only 17, and I developed these hearing issues all of a sudden, which doctors cannot cure, about a year ago. I already had these emotional problems (anxiety, depression etc.) and now this? My anxiety has gotten so severe I never feel calm. I really tried to have hope in the beginning but how can you when you’re having constant panic attacks? I can’t sleep at night. I decided not to go to college (I don’t think I could go through it.) I’ve stopped talking to my (very few) friends. My poor parents try to help me but I can’t tell my therapist my plans because …

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Use a PO box?

March 24th, 2017by foxinthesnow

How long is the wait?
Can someone please tell me.

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Too, too far away to save me

March 24th, 2017by foxinthesnow

I keep in my heart our bond always.

I stopped being spiritual a long time ago. I became logical.

I feel so bad for my dogs, they don’t deserve to be dealing with this toxic place.

I love them so, so much.

Why did the bad people have to come and make our lives even worser than it already were?

There’s only one answer. I was never meant to be here. I was not meant for anything good, and anyone close to me, will be hurt by the bad people as well. Like my son, innocent in this. Like my mom, selfless. Like my dogs, helpless.

I wish …

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Further and further down into hopelessness

March 24th, 2017by foxinthesnow

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Feeling Strange

March 23rd, 2017by J Doe

Hello. So it’s been a while since I’ve posted. Almost 2 weeks. Some things have happened since then. Went to Minnesota to visit my uncle. Adolescent Psychiatrist. Gave me some tips in what to look for. Told him things I’ve never told another person. Felt odd. I haven’t been on in a while. Don’t know if it’s because I don’t need this place (for now) or because I just forgot. I really don’t know what these pills are doing to me. I’ve stopped thinking about death. Is it because of my break …

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What’s wrong with me?

March 23rd, 2017by babypanda

Why do I have trouble communicating? Why can’t I be normal? Why do I have to have stupid ass issues and a constant need to self deprecate? Why am I still here?

A constant stream of why’s are always running through my head at breakneck speed, when will I have answers? When will I finally fix myself?

Fuck all this.

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