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I’m so done

April 11th, 2018by annon111

I’m so done. Yesterday I was so frustrated and angry and just hated myself and being alive so I tried to cut to like let it out but i literally didn’t feel anything.

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The Tip of the Iceberg

April 11th, 2018by DustyDanish365

I’ve felt occasionally suicidal for about 6 years now (I’m 19) and it’s been getting bad again. I’m just always anxious and stressed from school even when I am on top of things and am getting stuff done. I don’t like taking the time to indulge or relax because I am afraid that if I stop working, I’ll just stop functioning like I am now. I literally can’t enjoy things because if I do, it disrupts my life. I just can’t look forward to any sort of future where I’m continuously stressed. It doesn’t help that I don’t enjoy my major and can’t think of …

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Fuck this world.

April 11th, 2018by Killemall

So I didn’t learn shit growing up and I only have a misd. B in theft and marijuana. Two charges. Ive had then since 2012. I cant get a decent job. Look up GENESIS – Land of Confusion. This is also why. Keep the poor poor and the rich rich. There’s laws allowing the rich to do whatever and we are penalized for our crimes. This world is so corrupt, and theres no hope. No hope. No hope. No hope. No hope. No hope. No hope. No.Hope. Every job works me too hard while the coworkers are lazy. I just got married, yay, right? No. …

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Helppp

April 11th, 2018by ourdarkestparadise

Sooo things had been okay recently. I wasn’t happy, but it wasn’t as bad as it had been.

Things have gotten bad again I found out my boy friend cheated on me. I don’t know what to do. It was so hard for me to trust him, i cant trust him anymore. I still love him but im so scared. It hurts But it hurts more because my parents are divorced due to my father cheating.

He said he didnt mean it and he regrets it and hates himself for it. I dont know what to believe. My best friend thinks i should leave him. She said …

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Death

April 11th, 2018by spreject

I recently read about some folks (Redditors, I think) who look at pictures of

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The only thing saving me

April 11th, 2018by 1Goofygirl

The thoughts are more and more often how I want to just go to sleep and not wake up. The only thing saving me is the thought of my 12 year old son feeling all alone and thinking it is his fault. He as well suffers from depression. I feel stuck!

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What part of Life do you hate the most?

April 11th, 2018by eternaldarkness

*aside from Living
*and school/work

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Jesus fuck..

April 10th, 2018by anthropophobia

I can’t do it anymore. I’m more alone than I’ve ever been. My mom and dad moved away, out of my town. My mom, who moved several years ago, lives 1000 miles away. My dad, who moved last year, lives a 2 hour drive away. I’m not interested in seeing my dad, he’s a bad guy, just a complete asshole who looks to tear me down for no real reason other than his own insecurity.

I recently just visited my mom, for the first time in a year. I miss her so much, and she’s been the only friend I’ve had in years. I love …

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Decisions

April 10th, 2018by SuperSoup

I keep thinking about how my life would end and what other things I’d to prepare for it.

My mind keeps running in circles on whether or not I’d leave a goodbye note or just disappear without telling anyone. I’m afraid they’ll talk me out of and then I’ll have to face them later. I wouldn’t want someone to think they caused it but I want to tell them that they’ve been good to me.

I’d want to die quickly. I keep replaying a gunshot as the way I’d go I can imagine the barrel of the gun against my head and all (as you can tell …

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I’m so tired that I don’t even know what to write

April 10th, 2018by madhurgupta

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Slipping Through My Fingers

April 10th, 2018by J Doe

I can’t say that I have a complete grasp on things. I’d like to think that I’m trying my best, but it would be untrue I think. It’s all just slipping by. This isn’t the first time. This won’t be the last time. I’d like to think I’ve made it this far on dumb luck alone. That and I had somewhat of an understanding of the numbers game. I hate that numbers game. I hate playing it. It feels stale and tiring. I think that my blended brain makes my emotions unstable. I think …

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Last few months, that thing I have heard from people who care about me.

April 10th, 2018by Jean-bean102

Last few months, that thing I have heard from people who care about me.

“Sometimes It takes a loss to gain something beautiful to your life.”

“You are like a vine or plant that are trying to grow and your ex-friend is a brick block your way out and weight you down…You have made so much of a process and she didn’t let herself to move one and grow from it. You are on right path. ”

“You are so sweet person with a good soul. Yes, we all make mistake and that makes us human. I have lived with an abuser for 6 years and you are not …

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Another One

April 10th, 2018by AestheticKing

Is it bad, that I cry until I cut myself? Because then, it all stops. I calm down and I draw the blade against my skin for another cut. To due my respects, it actually feels really good and pleasing. That might sound a little psychotic but I actually really like feeling the pain withing my wrist. Is it just me or does anyone else feel this way?

 

I stopped believe there was a better way out of my situation after my last girlfriend broke up with me.  After that, I didn’t feel like anything was important. So, I let everything slip…my grades, my average of …

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Feeling neglected

April 10th, 2018by Number

I feel so insignificant to my boyfriend. I feel more like his housemate then a best friend or lover.

Maybe i crave more attention and affection from my relationships than he does?

I feel like he loves his phone more than me. Why cant, instead of talking to everyone else, he puts the phone down and connects with me?

I would rather be with a loner who gets jealous …than someone who speak with everyone and doesnt have time for me.

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Aimlessly Wandering

April 10th, 2018by SerendipityJune

There’s a weight on my mind that only seems to be increasing as time goes by. I first noticed the weight a few years ago, but at that point, it was little more than nonexistent.

Now, the weight is crushing most rational thoughts, and leaving room for only a few crazy, creative ones.

When I was young, I heard from many that I was the happiest child alive. Always telling a story, or a joke, or laughing.

When I grew older, age eleven or twelve, I thought something was very wrong with me. Boys were of no interest, and I began to speak less. I …

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odds?

April 10th, 2018by LMNO

What do you think the odds are my popping  back on SP and simply posting about my desire to die will be cathartic enough to let me sleep,wake up, and deep good for once?

My money’s on 0.

Side bar, totally pro gun yet I don’t own any guns. I think at the end of the day (one of these days) I know I’ll blow my head off if I had one. So does that tell me how I want to live? I still have hope? Or is the thought of suicide still too fearful for external reasons (as I suspect)(know)?

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problems

April 10th, 2018by slumpy6dog

I’m severely depressed. I don’t want to get into the details of my life, it’s just been shitty. What makes me feel even more down is the fact that I have no dreams or aspirations. Nor am I skilled in anything. And to top it off I’ve come to realize my feelings for someone that I think I love. What’s sad is they had feelings for me in the past that went ignored by me. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. When I envision a happy future, I think of me working a career where I’m living a comfortable life, married with her. But …

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Brain in a Blender

April 9th, 2018by J Doe

It’s all goopey. All slimey and chunky and has a rubbery texture. It’s on pulse so the paste isn’t consistent. My brain is in a blender. I’m bad at medication. I’m bad at alot of things. I just want to cry. My brain is in a blender. All slimey and yellow. My dssdf fingers are heavy on rt the key board. I can’t stand up straight. I’m tired. So tired. What does it even matteskr. sssjjj I’ts all juust a joke. A big ugly jokse. rrrrrrrrr SOme one just …

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Alive But Not Living

April 9th, 2018by IrrationalLion

I’m so over life. My life has been a living hell since 2017 started but really since 2016. Every year it gets worse than the last. I have no friends. I have a lover who probably doesn’t love me back and if he does he surely doesn’t show it. As far as family goes I really have my mom, dad, and sister. I’ll never be close to my mom or dad to the point where i’d say they know me. They think they do though of course but no. My sister lives the life I’ve always wanted. I spend my days filling it in. School. …

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Flashing lights

April 9th, 2018by Jules


!!seizure warning!!
Has anyone had electroshock therapy? This is pretty much how I feel about it, but in song form.

Credit: The Mind Electric by Miracle Musical

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