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  August 7th, 2018 by 5ara

if i have asked you for an advice
what would it be

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  August 7th, 2018 by freeroma

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Morris

  August 7th, 2018 by cock fuckin SUCKER mcgee at yer service

I just wanted to say you’ve been a good friend. You were sort of like a breathe of fresh air amidst the darkness of human folly. I thought it right that you should know you at least inspired someone before it gets to a point where I can’t show appreciation at all. Slowly, I’ve been losing my emotions and in case I do actually end up turning into a narcissistic basket case like my mom, I figured I should show my thanks to anyone who deserves it. What kind of liquor do you prefer?…

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Insecurity

  August 7th, 2018 by machila27

Hi, whoever is reading this,

Someone commented on my last post and it made me feel less alone. A lot better. I guess it’s the fact that I’m not the only one feeling the way I do.

So, I’m writing again, to hopefully feel better in this little situation of mine.

This one is a little bit more personal, but it’s an anonymous site so whatever.

Here’s a little bit of a background story:

My aunt (let’s call her Katherine) couldn’t have children. A few months later, she and her husband made the decision of adopting. Right around the same time, her brother’s wife (let’s call her Ann) was pregnant with …

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C

  August 7th, 2018 by EmptyPluto

In a house painted with dead hair
On a canvas that showed normality
The place where my body was stolen
Created only to satisfy

I won’t go back
But it will remain
No, I’ll never go back
But it will stay

Gift it to the pretty eyes
That don’t so easily see the truth
Blinded by the smoke you breathe out
Never trusting color beyond black and white

I won’t go back
But it will remain
No, I’ll never go back
But you’ll realize it will stay

Years of decay and neglect
Malnourished beauty fell off the wall
Only to be picked up by the seeker
Where it was finally paid in full

I won’t go back
But it will remain
No, I’ll never go back
But you …

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I so want to give up…

  August 7th, 2018 by spectralgiraffe

Even if I worked on my life, it will still be sucky. And I can’t really handle that. I did start by studying today. Maybe I should learn more stuff too. Expand my knowledge.
I know my life is always going to be bad. I can’t imagine spending 30+ years of my life being with someone, but having most of that time being taken up by a job, which leaves little time to spend with them. Just another wage slave. Thats if I could hold down a job anyway.

I do think about my ex’s life. How can he possibly enjoy that? Ok he’s 32 and lives …

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Miguel De Unamuno – Poems

  August 7th, 2018 by Taf Taf

Muerte (Death)

 

To die to sleep… to sleep… perchance to dream.

(Hamlet, act iii, scene iv)

 

You are the dream of a God; when you awake

will you return to the womb where you were born?

Will you then be what you were before?

Will your death be a new birth?

Is this dream absent during wakefulness?

Luckily here the mystery assists us;

as a remedy of our sad life

our fate remains an inviolable secret.

Let your future remain hidden under the fog

and walk calmly

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Almost

  August 7th, 2018 by clipped-wings

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Thoughts about psychiatrist

  August 7th, 2018 by NoSense

Can someone share their experience regarding this? I am currently planning to have an appointment with a psychiatrist nearby. Are they really helpful? What do they actually do?

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  August 7th, 2018 by 5ara

what stopped you from commiting suicide ?
why you havent done it yet ?

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Not sure why I’m here…

  August 7th, 2018 by machila27

Hi everyone,
Just like the title says: i’m not sure why i’m here.
It’s currently 10:43am in my country, i’m in my kitchen and my mom is in the living room completely oblivious of what I am writing. (and for that I am thankful )

So, how should I start?

I am what most of the people call “perfect”. Sometimes I just want to laugh out loud when they say that.

“You are literally perfect!”
“I sooo want to be you!”
“Your life is just awesome and… perfect!”

just shoot me in the head the next time you say that instead.

I. Am. Not. Perfect.

No one is perfect!!

I feel so empty, sure I have …

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Where the Lonely Ones Roam

  August 7th, 2018 by sansfranzdeput

If you’ve ever seen any of my previous posts on my chronic mental and emotional afflictions, then you must know this: that I am in pain; and, for most people- if not all- pain is something people hate. They most often turn to addiction or something essentially the same to hide or suppress their issue, whatever it may be.

I myself have had addiction issues before, and still struggle with an addiction to Pornography. That, and my depression and all around loneliness will be the topics I so boringly lay out before you all in this post today.

 

Since a very young age, I have been obsessed …

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What’s your experience with antidepressants?

  August 7th, 2018 by annon111

I’ve never taken antidepressants, but it seems there are many different reactions to them. I mean, obviously it works for some people or else it wouldn’t exist at all, right? But some people say it does nothing or just makes it worse. What does it actually feel like?

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Can’t Be Still

  August 6th, 2018 by midnight1234

I really wish people would just understand. Anxiety isn’t just worrying and depression isn’t just sadness. Anxiety is always feeling like you need to be ready for a threat, whether you fight or flee. Depression is believing that in that situation, you would lose. If fight you lose. If you run you get caught. Having both just makes you want to curl up into a corner and die

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Dying is much quicker than living

  August 6th, 2018 by lonelywanderer

So why am I so scared? To live is to die, we are all dying. But I have come to hate my life through anxiety and depression and they both make me feel like I am dying every second I am awake. But to force death before I reach my threshold must be more frightening than living or I would have found a way to overcome my survival instinct by now, right? I don’t know. I think a jump off a high place head first onto rocks or concrete might be a ten second hell at that, so why do I choose to suffer? I …

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New paths, same tears..

  August 6th, 2018 by OFFTheShadows

I pity myself sometimes…and I cry…well..this has been a crying week telling you the truth…

I’d had a career if my father’s death hadn’t interrupted my dreams. I had to help till his end and then I assumed all responsibilities. I think I did the right thing helping bc he was a good father but I’ve also sacrificed myself.

Since then I’ve learned a lot about real life but there’s a hole nothing can fill…

I never wanted a family with babies and all that stuff,  I always wanted living abroad having my career and someone to love as much as my work…and myself.

Truth is without my dream …

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really…

  August 6th, 2018 by spectralgiraffe

Not suicide related

I know my ldr boyfriend was right to break up with me, nobody wants anyone who does nothing (I’m going to try and change that soon).
Why was I let down so hard though… I’m probably going to sound petty and trivial here. I mean, he’s still around, we are still friends, and he is literally really wanting me to do something with my life. He cares so much.
Why don’t I just shut up right now and be grateful, most people would love to have someone like that…

By being let down so hard, I mean, I woke up was it 2 days ago…? …

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  August 6th, 2018 by 5ara

hi
today i was in uni and i looked around me and found out that everyone is doing ok
but im not ok
i have started taking antidepressants
and i know that this part should be all about me feeling better about myself and that shit but how am i going to feel better if everything is the same
and i am scared even more of the part where i should start fixing my life
like where should i start or what is exactly wrong and why am i exactly depressed
im just lost
like they give you this hope that everything is going to be …

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Near death experiences

  August 6th, 2018 by Johnsmith8611

Who has had a near death experience from a suicide attempt? What happened?

 

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All day

  August 6th, 2018 by Hulk

Everyday is a struggle, it’s a fight.

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