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  November 29th, 2018 by Tellmewhy

I wish l had some friends and not be so lonely

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This is stupid

  November 29th, 2018 by Pale Rider

I give up

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My favorite song – Kill yourself

  November 29th, 2018 by PatheticMale

I dont know what to post, I have already told everything bout my life here (its rly not that much). So I will just share this… It is probably my favorite song. I can relate to everything (except when he tells about having a big dick xd).

“Always burn my bridges coz I rather fall in ditches” – my favorite line!

I know you guys probably dont share my music taste and this is not a place for sharing fking music. I am sorry.

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  November 29th, 2018 by Tellmewhy

I have no money, job, wife, kids, car. I live with my mother and grandmother. I’m a virgin and 28 years old.
I have a house, yard, food, water, clothes, heat, tv, smartphone.

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Nothing new

  November 29th, 2018 by PatheticMale

I really wanna post but I dont know what about. Its all just the same as always, boring, pathetic meaningless and useless. I have already told everything in my older posts and nothing in my life is changing. I dont like to repeat myself..

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Pathetic and Tired

  November 29th, 2018 by sansfranzdeput

All of me is very pathetic: I am not overweight, but am by no means strong, nor do I possess any significant measure of success or unique strength in any certain area. I work, eat- though sometimes I wish that I didn’t-, sleep, and spend the rest of the time just being lonely and writing about people that I see. It’s embarrassingly lame.

I am tired too: I don’t have anyone to just rest with. I watch porn because I’m so fracking lonely; I cry because it’s pathetic; then I pretend it didn’t happen, almost never really confronting it as an issue. I lie about it, …

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  November 29th, 2018 by Hiccup

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Why

  November 29th, 2018 by Pale Rider

What should i do
Why do i have to do it
I dont want that
Get away from me
Just leave me alone
I want to choose for myself
I dont need you anymore
I dont want that anymore
Just leave me alone

Leave me alone

I want to go home

Let me come home

I wish you could be here

I wish you could be here

I wish you were here

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Deterioration

  November 28th, 2018 by AshCoveredAngel

I’ve had left side flank pain on and off for four years now.

I finally got to see a GI specialist.

The specialist thinks my mental illness has caused my physical illness and pain for the past four years. That I have IBS and there’s nothing she can really do for me, and that psychiatric medication is probably my solution.

Unfortunately medication hasn’t been safe for me and no other treatments have helped me either.

I have already given mental illness the ability to make friends.

I have already given my mental illness educational opportunities.

I have given it my ability to support myself financially.

I have given …

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Just left inpatient

  November 28th, 2018 by Lastdaysoon

After almost two weeks of hospital I don’t feel better. Suicidal ideation running nonstop. Will be in partial program starting tmrw. I decided that dec 25 will be exit day unless I find some viable solutions…..

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  November 28th, 2018 by noonoo12

hello I feel terrible

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A Hat in Time

  November 28th, 2018 by Itscolourlife

I step out..
Im trying to step out today..
In my heart
I feel the burden
I feel sick
Thats why I want to step out
Finding the reason why Im still alive

No one there
For me.. so..
I step back
I open the door
With hesitation I lock it

Its okay
Im telling myself
Its okay
Im trying to smile
Smile
Instead the tears drop

Im asking
Why Im still here
Dying is so hard to do
Living is so hard to do
I realize
Im just leftover
Wilting by myself
Deep in the sea
Out of this world
Craving to breath the happy life

I crawl into my bed
Wrapped myself with the cold blanket
I face the lamp at the ceiling
Not shining
Its dark

I reach my fake world
Listen to the hat …

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  November 28th, 2018 by Tellmewhy

I kinda feel like killing myself now

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Mom and Dad

  November 28th, 2018 by Clayton Michaels

Mom and Dad, you were both so screwed up and all that disfunction overflowed from your cup.  Abandoning me at the age of four, I watched my father walk out that door.  Left with a woman so selfish and cold that I don’t even remember her being in my life until I was 8 years old when she married an abusive psychopath that chased us down and in his wrath threatened to kidnap my baby sister.

Fairy tale step parents was what I had, it would been better if I had never had a dad, because I expected him to be there for me, but all …

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Weary

  November 28th, 2018 by Clayton Michaels

Two days without sleep, chasing distraction, finding no peace or satisfaction; terrified by anxiety and afraid to stop running or it will catch me.  Drowning in a sea of mistakes with lungs full of guilt and a heart that aches; if only I could swim back to shore…  but I can’t even breath, I can’t take anymore.

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Morris

  November 28th, 2018 by Stable as Uranium

Where are you,  dude? It’s me,  Thanatos.

I could really use someone to talk to right now.

I don’t really have a takeaway here. I just like you. You’ve always been the one to perform reality checks in this mudhole.

Uh. I’ve got an email. If you don’t like me,  whatever,  but here it is.  charlo_merdickens @ yahoo . com

Seen any good bands lately?

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The Existential Realization That You Are Alive

  November 28th, 2018 by bd2342f2

As often as you can; you try to remember that you’re live. Being fully conscious of existence as a sentient being, and your ability to interact with the world. Emotionally you shout praise for all things, and that you exist. Experiencing the wonders and magic of it all with those you love — and the one you love. To feel the blood pump thru your arteries and feel happiness to be alive, and gratitude to have things in your life that are of such meaningful importance to you. Cherishing every moment; with all your heart, and tears in your eyes.

And then it all goes wrong. …

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  November 28th, 2018 by Tellmewhy

What do you like more?
Artificial or natural? Day or night? Summer or winter?

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I Give Up

  November 28th, 2018 by FormerHappyGuy

3 Months Ago i posted my first post here ”I Want to be Happy”.
Back in those days i told myself ”If things don’t get better by the end of this year (2018) i would end up my life”
Weeks after i wrote that post i was actually optimist, the things in my life got better, i trutly thought i would make another year. But it was just that, a delusional through.

But life beated me down.

The things that happened goes far from my control, i can’t help not even to myself, less to my family. and if it is not enough…

She found another dude, she told me …

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  November 28th, 2018 by Tellmewhy

I can memorize and remember people’s zodiac signs

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