I can’t believe I let my manipulating ex back into my life! All he does is use me. My best friend/sister has been gone for over a month and I have no one else. I was weak and vulnerable, and he took advantage of me.
My family, needless to say, notice nothing. My dad is too busy with work, my step mother is a self ***** and my grandparents and aunt prefer my younger cousins over me. My mother hasn’t tried to contact me sine Christmas 2011.
The pain is eating at my insides, but I have no way to let it out. I used to cut myself, but people saw, so I stopped. I’ve started starving myself, going for days without food if no one notices, which happens often. If it wasn’t for my dad’s stupid “family dinners”, I wouldn’t eat at all.
I needed an outlet for my anger and pain, and my ex messaged me saying he missed me. He’s such a sweet talker; he tricked me into becoming his phone mistress. But I put up with it because it’s the only thing close to love I get…