I dont feel suicidal. I can handle life just great. I came here because my brother killed himself and I wanted to kind off undestand what suicidal people think, how they see life ect. I thought that maby I could at least help a stranger if I couldnt help my bro.
Well I realised, that even if one is not suicidal it can become very depressed, gloomy and pesimistic hanging with you guys here… And helping someone here if mission impossible. You are trapped in your bubble of pain and dont wanna get out. You say you cant, I think deep down, you just dont want to becouse it takes effort and being a victim is easier.
But actually I would like to thank you all 🙂 You made me realise I couldnt help my bro, couse he didnt want to be helped.
I hope you people wont really kill yourselves, because regardless what you think, people DO LOVE YOU and they WOULD miss you. Hope you stick around long enough to realize that by yourself.