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Suicidal Stories #1

by brxken._.lxcks 4/21/2016

written by brxken._.lxcks

I’m going to start writing stories about suicide on here. And this is going to be my first one. (by the way, the reason why I used veil so much was because I had originally wrote this for one of my homework assignments, and oh well if some parts don’t make sense)

Every day she would walk the halls veiled. She would wear a big smile, but the smile was never real. She wouldn’t bother anybody; she would sit quietly. She would have her nose in a notebook she would draw or write in. If she wasn’t using her notebook, she would always get lost in […]

4/21/2016 2 comments

Introduction

by chelle 4/19/2016

written by chelle

I think that I’m past the point of being depressed. Feeling has gotten old and I’m tired of it.

I was doing good for a little while, after I had attempted and survived my first suicide attempt in high school. I found things that helped, like meditation and mindfulness.

I read some self help books that really changed the way I think (I’m only mentioning this incase someone reads this, I HIGHLY recommend you read some books by Eckhart Tolle: A New Earth & The Power Of Now)

I used to be a good person. I don’t know if I am anymore. It’s been a while since anyone […]

4/19/2016 0 comment

Wolf In Sheep’s Clothing

by HakunaMatata 4/7/2016

written by HakunaMatata

I’ve suffer from anxiety and depression for months after my relative just keep telling me “not to worry and let karma do the rest” about my neighbour from hell next door. Things didn’t get better but escalate for the worst. He never listened to me to be about being careful about those people trying to harm us/seek revenge and it is always better to stay safe than to be sorry. I tried very hard to stay positive and always strive to protect my home from these sort of jerks that try to provoke us with their words, kids playing on our driveway, and petty revenge […]

4/7/2016 3 comments

Musings of a Pill Popping Loser – Part I: C3I

by Shephard 4/3/2016

written by Shephard

You never forget that smell, no matter how long you go with or without it, it’s always there in your memory banks. Waking up that dark Friday morning in a hotel room just down the road from the Sky Tower, I looked across to see her cuddled up against me — our bare bodies covered only by a single sheet as the heat from the night before kept us snug and warm. But the smell of sweet, sweet love just so happened to pierce my nose, and with it came an epiphany of sorts. Could my future really lie within denouncing the one value I’ve […]

4/3/2016 8 comments

Dear Jordan,

by beaubri 3/28/2016

written by beaubri

Dear Jordan,

I thought about you again today. I talked about you. It was quite a mess. I couldn’t gather up the words to say. There is just too much to share.

Good times and bad, you were always there. As I was for you. Memories we shared I will forever cherish. Our connection, our ups, and downs. What we’ve been through, what I put you through, what you went through, and those the same for me.

My most precious memory of us together was the night at Rock Fest. The only band we came to see was HURT and Blue October. I remember when you got to […]

3/28/2016 3 comments

Darkness inside

by NeverFitting 3/9/2016

written by NeverFitting

I am looking for a place I cannot be found
The trouble is I cannot find that place myself
I hear all the voices telling me it will be okay
It never is okay there is only one way
That peaceful place is eternal sleep
Why can I not have one one wish
Just leave me alone and let me rot
Give me peace please I beg you
You are always there in my mind
Can you not just stop and leave me
You cause me pain all day and night

3/9/2016 0 comment

It’s bad again…

by BlondeWig 3/7/2016

written by BlondeWig

I never thought it would get this way again. Everything was looking up, I was happy. But I guess my happiness always has a nasty habit of running away from me and leaving me like everyone else.

I’m scared. I’m so fucking scared I have no idea what to do. I wake up shaking from anxiety from dreams I can’t remember. I’m not eating, i’m not sleeping. I just got a new job and I don’t even know how I’m going to manage that. I never want to leave the house anymore. What’s the point? I have a boyfriend, things seemed perfect. Maybe i’m just too […]

3/7/2016 2 comments

you think it’s easy?…

by Girl_dying 2/26/2016

written by Girl_dying

You think it’s easy?

I would love to see you put yourself in my shoes, to feel my pain, my insecurities…my loneliness

You can’t say ” get over it..its easy” or ” you’re overreacting “

Please..having depression or any mental illness isn’t easy or fun…If I could get over it i would!

You think it’s easy not being able to speak for myself without panicking? or being happy then suddenly feel down?..or so down you consider taking your own life?…

you think it’s so easy? Be me for one day..just one and see if you don’t change the […]

2/26/2016 5 comments